Chapter 146: If Love Has Providence
"Maybe it's because I'm too emotionally involved in the song I just sang, and I've become a little abnormal."
Xu Ran shook his head a little distressed: "To be honest, I originally wanted to gently push you away just now, but the moment I touched it, it inexplicably turned into a backhand hugging you." ”
Xu Ran didn't know why he suddenly remembered Sun Chengwan at that time, he could only think that it was because he had just sung in the song.
But because of this, he changed his mind at that moment.
As if following the call of some voice, hugging the girl in front of him, Xu Ran felt like he was hugging the one in his memory.
"You don't blame me, do you? After all... After all, you were the ones who picked it up first. ”
Xu Ran tried his best not to be affected by what he had just done, pretending to ask easily, and then waiting for the answer of the girl in his arms.
Xu Ran felt that this girl's voice must be as gentle as the eyes she had just looked at her.
After waiting for ten seconds, but still not waiting for the girl to speak, Xu Ran couldn't help but feel strange.
I said so much, no matter what, this girl should also give a reaction, right, but she took the initiative to hug herself, so she didn't say a word, she didn't push it away, and she didn't know if it was right to continue to hug her.
"May I ask your name?" Seeing that the girl still didn't speak, Xu Ran had no choice but to ask softly again.
"As a stranger, I think it's a wonderful fate to be able to hug each other like this, right, and it seems good to get to know each other?"
Xu Ran hesitated for a moment, and finally didn't tell the girl in his arms how he really felt just now.
After all, the words "you give me a sense of familiarity that is very similar to a friend of the opposite sex who has lost contact" sounds like a copy of the excuse that "you look a lot like my first love", and Xu Ran feels that it is very likely to be used as an accosting with ulterior motives.
Xu Ran didn't want to be thought of as having ulterior motives, he said this now more to alleviate the embarrassment between the two, after all, he hadn't said a word yet, so he hugged each other.
Perhaps it is the providence in the dark, and the process of feelings will inevitably experience ups and downs.
Sun Chengwan had two chances to know Xu Ran's true attitude towards him tonight, but he missed it without exception.
Once when he had just finished singing, Xu Ran was trying to explain to everyone the original intention of singing this song, and he could also take the opportunity to recall the girl he treasured in his memory.
It's a pity that Sun Chengwan couldn't hold back his excitement, rushed to the stage and hugged Xu Ran directly, interrupting his words.
Even if he restrained himself for another ten seconds, hearing Xu Ran's words, Sun Chengwan could understand that Xu Ran sang this song for himself.
Although even if she knew that Xu Ran was still obsessed with herself, Sun Chengwan, who had too many scruples, might not dare to act impulsively immediately, but she would at least be ecstatic, because Xu Ran, like herself, still had deep feelings for each other.
It's a pity that because he has too deep feelings, Sun Chengwan couldn't hear the words that Xu Ran was about to say.
And the second time, it was now, this time it was because of Xu Ran's hesitation, Sun Chengwan once again missed the opportunity to hear Xu Ran's heart.
Hearing Xu Ran's question, Sun Chengwan raised his head, biting his lower lip and staring at Xu Ran without blinking, his eyes trembling because of the inner struggle and powerlessness.
Sun Chengwan wanted to tell Xu Ran who it was, but she knew that she couldn't, and she was afraid that once Xu Ran knew that it was herself, she would immediately turn around and leave.
Sun Chengwan couldn't even say a word, because she knew how familiar Xu Ran was with her, even if so much time had passed, she felt that Xu Ran could recognize who she was as soon as she heard her voice.
It is impossible for Xu Ran to know Sun Chengwan's inner entanglement at this moment, the girl in front of the meeting raised her little head and just looked at herself, but she refused to say a word, he took it for granted that the girl was unwilling to reveal it.
In that case, why do you need to go on stage to hug yourself? Why is this now?
Xu Ran was puzzled, in his opinion, this girl's behavior was somewhat inconsistent.
Xu Ran sighed in his heart, and was about to let go of the girl, but suddenly found that the girl's eyebrows seemed a little familiar.
Xu Ran clearly felt a sense of familiarity.
It seems to be the girl I knocked down that day? Does it have something to do with that incident?
Xu Ran tried hard to recall that he didn't look at the girl carefully because he was in a hurry to go on stage that day, and now he was concentrating on observing.
But the more he looked at it, the more wrong Xu Ran felt, although the girl in his arms couldn't see her face while wearing a mask, but just from the exposed eyebrows, Xu Ran became more and more distant and intimate.
The intimacy of the person in his own singers.
Xu Ran's heart pounded, and an unrealistic idea gradually emerged in his mind.
Could it be her?
Xu Ran looked at the girl in front of him carefully, stunned for a few seconds, and finally smiled bitterly, denying his whimsy.
Xu Ran is a rational person, the person who was still in his song one second, was held in his arms the next second, and he was not dreaming, he found it hard to believe this kind of magical reality.
In any case, Xu Ran didn't think that Sun Chengwan could have a reason and a chance to stand in front of him.
Forget it, it's time to get here, after singing, it's time for me to leave, if she misses her for too long and makes a noise, she will blame herself, right?
I just hope that my heart can be calm for a while, although it seems that this is also my luxury.
Xu Ran gently held the girl's arm around the back of his waist and wanted to move away from him, but found that the girl's hands were very hard to wrap together, and he couldn't just part so gently.
Xu Ran became more and more puzzled, took the initiative to hold himself, neither spoke, but was unwilling to let go, what was it for?
"Well, I'm leaving." Xu Ran reminded loudly.
Sun Chengwan knew Xu Ran's intentions, but she just wanted to rely on this embrace of her greed, even if it was one more second.
Because this is her only chance, with her understanding of Bae Joo-hyun, she will definitely have the opportunity to follow her to Alice in the future, not to mention seeing her own behavior today, which is absolutely out of line in her opinion.
Even if he could ignore Bae Joo-hyun's obstruction, he probably wouldn't be able to lose control of his emotions like today and burst out with enough courage.
Once you've gone crazy once, you'll be more cautious later.
After all, he couldn't stay in this warm embrace, so Sun Chengwan still let go of his hand.
Xu Ran walked away and came to the microphone to say goodbye to everyone.
It wasn't until Xu Ran's backpack left and Pei Zhuhyun came to the stage to hold his arm that Sun Chengwan came back to his senses.
Xu Ran, this won't be the last.
Looking at Xu Ran's departing back in a daze, Sun Chengwan secretly swore an oath.
Next time, I'll be sure to hug you rightfully.