Chapter 176: Knowing that Grace and Anger Are So Good
Time flies quickly, and the hot August is coming to an end unconsciously, but the scorching day at the end of summer still refuses to admit defeat, and the dry air is still stuffy.
Compared to the unbearable weather, the loneliness is not so unbearable.
- At least for Xu Ran, Xu Ran is very familiar with living a single life, after all, after coming to Seoul, loneliness is the loyal partner who has accompanied Xu Ran for the longest time.
Park Chaeyoung is an episode of Seo Ran's peaceful life, and of course, this episode is beautiful, and in most cases.
There may have been a little bit of a surprise lately.
Although Xu Ran was reluctant to give up the temporary separation from the lovely neighbor next door, he had to admit that there was a sense of relief in his heart.
Of course, Seo Ran is by no means impatient with taking care of Park Chaeyoung, nor is it because he doesn't like Park Chaeyoung.
On the contrary, whether it is out of commitment to Lee Hye-jin or his own wishes, Xu Ran feels very natural about taking care of Park Chae-young, and even enjoys it.
Thanks to Park Chaeyoung's blessing, Xu Ran can finally have someone who can talk every day, and his usually extremely empty life has become colorful because of Park Chaeyoung's involvement.
In Xu Ran's heart, Park Chaeyoung is not only a responsibility for herself, but also a good friend who she is extremely grateful and close to.
However, this kind of intimacy is only limited to the relationship, but if it is too intimate physical contact, in the eyes of Xu Ran, who is sensitive to this aspect because of Zhou Ziyu, it is not a good thing.
Although this kind of intimate action is a manifestation of Park Chaeyoung's dependence on closeness to herself, and the integrity of the mouth may be a common disease of people, Xu Ran feels that it is still very useful.
Such a cute girl, whispering sweetly with a soft honey voice, from time to time to hug her arm or hug her back, or her little head leaning on her shoulder.
It is indeed a very beautiful thing, Xu Ran can't deny it, but there will still be a lot of pressure.
Especially that night, Xu Ran had a feeling of being overwhelmed for the first time.
For a long time, for the opposite sex, Xu Ran is very confident that he has never eaten pork and seen a pig run, and he has been confessed by so many girls, and he will never have a sense of grandeur in the face of girls.
But this situation really happened to Xu Ran for the first time, because of Park Chaeyoung.
Xu Ran was also very puzzled, didn't he always boast that he didn't eat oil and salt? How come this rose doesn't work here?
The authorities are fascinated, Xu Ran has never really had any experience in love, in fact, the answer is very simple, but he can't think of it.
Girls who care, who care.
Those girls before, Xu Ran felt that they were all people who had nothing to do with him, at most they nodded and said hello, so rejection was something that was easy to say, except for feeling sorry for the other party, there was no other psychological burden.
In fact, not only Park Chaeyoung, but also several other girls.
Because he cares, he still can't forget Sun Chengwan even if time passes, and he will be timid when the impulse to redeem is raging.
Because I care, I want to know Zhou Ziyu as much as possible, and I want to take the initiative to ask her out, even if I don't do anything and just take a walk together, I will be very happy.
If the object of these intimate small actions was replaced by Zhou Ziyu, Xu Ran felt that he would definitely not resist.
But there are exceptions to everything, for example, for some of Li Zhien's actions, Xu Ran did not have a trace of fluctuation in his heart, and he didn't take it seriously at all.
Like now, Li Zhien is raising his hand to rub Xu Ran's hair, because the height gap is a bit big, Li Zhien's small hand is laboriously raised high, and it looks a little cute.
"Hey, Wuli Xu Ran has worked hard, so many documents and schedules have been checked, and he is really capable!"
"Angry that is raised, I think this kind of work can be done well by anyone." Xu Ran pursed his lips and casually removed Li Zhien's small hand from his head, "You don't have to let me come." ”
These contacts with Lee Ji-eun, Xu Ran really didn't take it to heart, firstly, because all the contacts were point-to-point, unlike Park Chaeyoung's demeanor that gave people a very intimate feeling.
And Xu Ran can't associate these actions with the place where he crossed the line, like this kind of touching his head just now, Xu Ran will only see it as the encouragement of his superiors to his subordinates, or the praise of his eldest sister to his juniors.
In the final analysis, Xu Ran's perception of Li Zhien is fundamentally different from other girls.
In Xu Ran's eyes, it is no different for him and Li Zhien to see each other many times a week, and the gap between them will not be narrowed at all, if there will be something between himself and Li Zhien that goes beyond friendship, Xu Ran feels that the probability that Park Chaeyoung is a big star is greater than this.
It is even said that Xu Ran has never considered the possibility of being with Li Zhien, these things are things that he subconsciously takes for granted.
So no matter what Li Zhien said to himself, whether he touched his head and rubbed his face, or held hands and beat his chest, Xu Ran never took it to heart at all.
Just like Xu Ran would never think about what he should do if he and Sun Chengwan met again, there was no need to think about the impossible.
"No, I want you to do it, can't you?" Li Zhien puffed out his cheeks and directly rejected Xu Ran's proposal, "What, don't you listen to Nu Na's words?" Don't you want to help anger then I do things? ”
"That's not it, of course I'm happy to serve, Zhien Nu is so cute, and the person is so good, who wouldn't want to stay with Nu Na you."
This is not Xu Ran coaxing Li Zhien, but what he said in his heart. It's always better to get along with a cute little sister like Lee Ji-eun who is older than him than in that cold office.
The order of the peninsula is very stiff, and now it is not only on campus, but also in the workplace. Even if you don't get into any trouble, after all, you're just an intern, and you won't feel comfortable in the department.
In contrast, Li Zhien's completely unscrupulous personality makes Xu Ran like it very much, and when he gets along with this simple female solo, Xu Ran is completely casual and comfortable.
Xu Ran believed that if the guys in that group of departments knew that Li Zhien favored him, his attitude towards him would be completely reversed, but Xu Ran didn't have this mind, people who didn't get along well, just ignore it, and if they really cared too much, they would fall behind.
"Hmph, the words are beautiful, it's strange to believe you!"
Li Zhien spit out her little pink tongue, saying that she didn't believe it, but the corners of her mouth that couldn't control the upturned and crooked smiling eyes betrayed her true thoughts cleanly, obviously Xu Ran's praise made her very useful.