Chapter 230: Who Are You?
"You... Who is it? ”
The unbearable silence seemed to last for half a century, and Xu Ran's thoughts turned back and forth, and he finally couldn't help but take the initiative to ask.
The mask girl's eyes were as complicated as the expression reflected in the other party's eyes, and the familiarity between the other party's eyebrows made Xu Ran sure that he had definitely seen her not long ago.
It's a girl wearing a mask again...
The girls Xu Ran met after coming to Seoul were basically face-coverers, whether it was the first time he met Zhou Ziyu or Saxia Minatozaki, or he usually went out with Park Chaeyoung.
Those cute girls are all artists, so there is nothing to blame, but it is very rare that Xu Ran has an urge to step forward and remove the other party's mask this time.
Because there is another girl wearing a mask, Xu Ran only saw it not long ago, and the familiarity of the girl in front of her is also generated because of this.
On her birthday, she saw her at the door because of her inexplicable telepathy, the girl who didn't say a word.
Xu Ran remembered very well that the other party just stuffed the doll into his arms with great force, and then touched his head with great effort, and then turned to leave.
And that doll also happens to be a squirrel...
Not only that, at the door at that time, Xu Ran felt that the other party was like a girl who was hugged by Alice rushing to the stage, and now after careful observation again, he believed that it was the same person.
In addition to the face covered by the mask, it is impossible to confirm, and the figure is almost the same in all aspects, especially the good-looking gradient hair color is very distinctive.
This relatively close sense of familiarity can at most solve some of the confusion in Xu Ran's heart, and let him know that there are always mysterious girls around him who are paying attention to him.
But what made Xu Ran silent for a long time was another, the distant intimacy that Xu Ran felt from the other party.
This is also the decisive factor for Xu Ran to finally determine that the girls who were the same person these three times.
Anything can be disguised, but the feeling in your heart is not deceiving.
From the first hug on stage, Xu Ran had this feeling, as if two magnetic poles that only attracted each other, crossed time and space, and would stick together after all.
If you come to Seoul, a person who has not spoken or even met at all, but is most likely to come to find you...
Although Xu Ran was very reluctant to think about it because he would be sad, the answer to this mystery could only be Sun Chengwan, and Xu Ran knew that he couldn't deny it at all.
Say to remember, and leave it behind in the blink of an eye; It is said to forget, but it is always firmly remembered, this is the human heart.
In the past few years, Xu Ran has made up his mind more than once to really let go, but in the end it was all in vain.
If he didn't lie to himself, Xu Ran would define his state as numbness, not relief.
Because I just gradually got used to the days without her by my side, I can slowly coexist with the pain engraved on my bones, but I never care anymore.
Listening to the concerts that the two of them have listened to, cooking her favorite dishes, walking on the boulevard covered with fallen leaves, and remembering the countless details in life that she has participated in are like opening the windows of the past one by one, repeatedly strengthening her memory, and even practicing so many times in her dreams, how can she forget.
Xu Ran thought about it seriously, usually Wu Yanzhu seemed to sit with those girls who she knew well, and it seemed to be her roommate, after all, she had always been in the same class, which was a bit impressive.
But why did you change to someone I've never seen in the class today?
Sitting next to Wu Yanzhu, it's her friend, yes,
Sitting next to Wu Yanzhu, that is, her friend, is it... Squirrel bears?
Three unrelated characters overlapped, and a hard to believe but plausible conclusion came to mind.
Did she find out about her in Seoul and then contact her through the people around her?
The voice that sounded in his heart became louder and louder, and Xu Ran's heartbeat began to accelerate uncontrollably.
She let go because of her naivety and ridiculous self-esteem, did she also want to reconcile with herself?
Xu Ran's heart really ignited a trace of luck in his attitude towards Sun Chengwan this time, he now thinks back that at that time, Sun Chengwan was trying to pursue the best of both worlds, but he was too paranoid and ruthless, Sun Chengwan did not show even a trace of dissatisfaction with himself, and even her last eyes in his memory were still full of pain and retention.
This time is already a great progress for Xu Ran, there is no escape, the longing for Sun Chengwan overcomes cowardice, and all kinds of clues also make him have to face all this.
But Xu Ran still couldn't imagine that the other party, Sun Chengwan, knew the reason why he was in Seoul, which was the biggest reason why Xu Ran denied this idea except for that kind of subconscious retreat.
Xu Ran didn't know that his parents entrusted Sun Chengwan to take care of himself secretly, and from his point of view, Sun Chengwan had no way to know that there was such an inconspicuous person as himself in a bustling big city like Seoul.
In fact, it is very simple to reveal the answer, take a step forward, reach out and take off the mask of this girl who makes her heart tremble, and all doubts and problems can be solved.
But Xu Ran didn't have the courage.
At this moment, Xu Ran's heart was very confused, and he was even worried about how Sun Chengwan would react if he was really worried about the face he wanted to see under the mask, but he didn't expect that being willing to take the initiative to contact him was enough to explain the other party's attitude.
What's more, even if it was really her, even if she really didn't blame herself, Xu Ran didn't know how to face Sun Chengwan at all.
Xu Ran was afraid to see that face, and he couldn't help but rush forward and hug her tightly into his arms.
It was herself who put on that decisive appearance at the beginning, and now it would be ridiculous to let her know that her thoughts about her are overflowing.
After so many years, Xu Ran saw clearly his heart of wanting to be with Sun Chengwan, and understood his naivety at the beginning, but he still failed to become fully mature after all.
It is human nature to repeat the mistakes of the past, and Xu Ran once again made the same mistake as back then, valuing that ridiculous dignity too much.
"Who the hell are you?"
The whistling girl still didn't answer herself, just like the girls she met in Alice and the door of her house the previous two times, Xu Ran couldn't hold it back, and asked again word by word.
Not only asked if the other party was a squirrel bear, Xu Ran also wanted to ask if the other party was the person he had wanted to see for so many years.
was still silent, but Xu Ran could clearly distinguish that the whirlpool in the pair of eyes he was staring at became more and more violent, as if he was engaged in a strong ideological struggle.
"Ding~"
Sun Chengwan closed his eyes and took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, slowly opened his eyes and was about to speak, but the class bell happened to ring to interrupt her bravery.
"Xu Ran, even if it's a couple, it's class time now."
The associate professor reminded him with a smile, although he was very unwilling, Xu Ran could only turn around and find a seat to sit down.