After finishing speaking, Rong Ji stared at Shi Miao.

His heart was beating fast, his emotions were tense – intense uneasiness and apprehension.

He had never felt this way in nearly thirty years.

After all, in the past, no matter what it was, as long as it was what he wanted, he could get it.

Almost everything will be under his control.

But Yu Shimiao is different.

And only she would let him do that.

This feeling made him feel strange and even frightened, but he couldn't help but be fascinated.

- Only at this time can he feel that his heart can still beat, a flesh and blood ...... Person.

Just as Rong Ji was thinking about this, Shi Miao suddenly called out to him, "Rong Ji." ”

He immediately replied, "I'm here." ”

"I've always had a question for you." Shi Miao said slowly, "Why do you ...... Want to choose me? ”

She had asked him this sentence before.

When she was emotionally uncontrollable and hysterical, she once asked him, why is it her?

At that time, what did he answer her?

Forget about it.

But he remembered her devastation and anger vividly.

At this time, she was completely different.

She just looked at him seriously, as if she was innocent, just asking him for an answer.

It suddenly dawned on Rong that this answer was crucial to him and to both of them.

Rong Ji quickly turned his head and asked, "What kind of person do you think, what kind of person am I?" ”

Shi Miao didn't expect him to ask himself such a question.

She was stunned for a moment, then slowly frowned.

Rong Ji seemed to guess what she was thinking, and quickly said, "You say, I won't be angry. ”

"Selfish." Shi Miao said slowly, "Your family background is very good, and you are also very smart, maybe because of this, so whatever you want, you can easily get it, or should you say, you think that as long as you can calculate, you can get it, including...... Affection. ”

"My brother's incident may have been an accident, but you've done something like this before, haven't you? Like what...... Gao Han. You calculate what he will do after tasting the sweetness of benefits, and you also calculate that in front of his future and money, he will ...... Give up on me. ”

"So you're selfish because you're not thinking about it...... Or I don't care how I'm going to feel in your deal with Gao Han. ”

"Gao Han is sorry for me, maybe the person I should blame him the most is also good, but what about you? In fact, you are like him, he treats me as an object of trade, why don't you? ”

Rong Ji slowly pursed his lips.

"So shouldn't I hate you, shouldn't I hate you? You always say you can give me everything I want, but have you really thought about what I want? ”

Rong looked at her and asked, "Then what do you want?" ”

"I want a free life, and I want a normal relationship." Shi Miao replied, "Do you understand? ”

"Yes."

Rong Ji replied, but Shi Miao chuckled, "No, you don't understand, if you did, you wouldn't have forced me to be with you in that way, wouldn't have stopped me from studying abroad, and wouldn't have threatened me with my family." ”

"Yes, I didn't understand before." Rong Ji replied, "But now I understand, so ...... Can you give me a little more time to teach me? ”

Rong Ji's words made Shi Miao frown.

Rong Ji took a deep breath and said, "What you said just now was to answer my question, so now...... It's my turn to answer your questions. You ask me, why did I choose you? ”

"Because you're clean."

Rong Ji's answer made Shi Miao stunned for a moment, and then frowned.

"I don't understand, do you?" Rong Ji chuckled, "Just like you said just now, my family background is good, and I am also a little smart, so I can always get what I want." ”

"But that's just the surface, you know what the real me is?"

"You're right, I'm used to calculations, and I'm used to controlling everyone's emotions and even changes in the palm of my hand, I thought so...... I can get everything I want. ”

"But do you know why? When I was five years old, my father left with other women, and my mother, as you have seen, was very controlling, and she couldn't accept the fact that my father had left with other women, so she put all the blame on me. ”

"So I grew up in observance, I knew how to win people's favor, when I was a child, I was calculating what to do to make my mother less angry and less hateful about me, let alone entering the mall when I grew up, every day I was cheating, I couldn't help but calculate, and even had to use some unbearable means."

"That's why I like you, Shi Miao, you...... It's so clean, it's like the other half of my body is missing, and I knew from the first time I saw you that it was only you...... to make me a whole person. ”

"I've never had a father's love, I haven't had a mother's love, and I never knew what it's like to like someone before I met you."

"But I know that Gao Han is not a person you can rely on, so I will set up a situation to let you see his face clearly, of course...... My way was wrong, I thought that as long as I kept you with me, you would naturally like me. ”

"Now, I know I was wrong, you are not an object, nor is it anything that can be exchanged, and in this world, only feelings cannot be calculated."

"Yu Shimiao, I admit that I am a bastard, and I admit that I have hurt you, but that's because no one has ever taught me what to do."

Rong Ji's voice was very soft, and word by word fell into Shi Miao's ears.

He looked serious and reverent, and his voice was even a little hoarse.

Shi Miao looked at him stunned.

Rong Ji took her hand again, like a child, and slowly rested his head against her neck.

"I really like you, Yu Shimiao, now...... Can you teach me? Teach me how to love you, okay? ”

Shi Miao lowered his eyes and glanced at the hand he was holding, and then at the slightly hideous wound on him, and finally replied, "Okay." ”

As soon as her voice fell, Rong Ji looked up at her, "Really? ”

Shi Miao nodded slowly.

Rong Ji laughed, then reached out and hugged her into his arms, his lips pressed against her forehead, and whispered, "Thank you, Shi Miao." ”

Shi Miao didn't answer again.

Rong Ji slowly wrapped his hand around her waist, but the smile on the corner of his mouth became deeper and deeper.

- Yu Shimiao, really very kind.

And those who said a few words believed him.

It seems like...... Stupid?

But it makes people feel distressed.