Chapter XII

Chapter 014

When Qiongxiao saw Su Ying again, Su Ying changed into a light cyan shirt, the white undershirt was covered with a light blue-green translucent black robe, and the long black hair was casually wrapped with a blue-green ribbon, and the whole person exuded a fresh laziness.

"Childe." Qiongxiao stood up and saluted.

"Sit down." Su Ying waved his hand casually and sat in a carved armchair. "Pretty much everything?" He propped his head in his hands and stood behind him without saying a word. Qiongxiao frowned slightly, as if she was worried about something, and nodded after a moment of hesitation.

"Childe." Yue Xuan walked into the lobby, and Ning Qing followed. Su Ying nodded and said, "Is there something wrong?" Yuexuan. "After Yue Xuan saluted, he handed me a letter.

Su Ying picked up the seal and unfolded the letterhead.

After a cursory glance, he casually placed the letter on the table.

"Childe?" Yue Xuan called him softly.

Su Ying stood up and rubbed her eyebrows lightly with her hand, "It's not a big deal." My father urged me to return to the court, saying that the eldest brother Su Can was promoted by His Majesty and promoted to the head of the Ministry of Rites, and the second brother Su Yin returned to the court after victory, and asked me to go back to help Zhang Luo celebrate. ”

Su Ying looked at the moon in the sky, thought for a moment, and said, "From now on, cut off the person who is my shadow." Everything in Licheng is settled, and familiar people are needed to further control and take over, cut you off and help Qiongxiao take care of it for a period of time, and I will ask someone to contact you by letter. ”

Jian Li nodded silently, as if there was no dissatisfaction, and Qiongxiao also nodded calmly, as if Su Ying could be expected to do this.

"Yue Xuan, Ning Qing." He was a little lazy, "Early tomorrow morning, pack up and go back to the court." ”

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It was already late at night when he arrived at Chaoge, and Yue Xuan parted ways with Su Ying and the others as soon as he arrived at Chaoge. Without bothering the others in the mansion, Ning Qing sorted out his things and went down.

Su Ying sat alone on the chair in front of the window and pushed the window open a crack.

The moonlight outside the window is bright and cold, and the blue-gray night sky looks pale under the moonlight, and it seems that looking at it more will make people feel cold.

He suddenly felt a powerlessness, as if the untouchable desire was in front of him, fleeting, but he had no way to return to heaven.

……

In front of him was the glazed roof of a house, and Su Ying stood on a high place, holding the gilded hollow railing in front of him.

He was looking down on the entire spiritual realm.

He slowly realized that he was probably dreaming again.

For some reason, the feeling of rejection is not so strong, but there is a faint heartache - I know the result of this memory for a long time, but I still have to taste it one by one.

There was a noise around him, and Su Ying turned his head sideways, slightly surprised. I don't know whether to say it or not, it's Qiluan again. Sure enough, he took too much place in Ling Yan, or his own memories of his previous life.

Qiluan was wearing a more formal robe, leaning forward against the railing next to him, looking at him sideways, with warm doting in his eyes.

There seemed to be a faint halo flowing around his whole body, and he was a little unreal.

Seeing Su Ying looking at him, he smiled faintly, turned his head and looked in the direction I was looking at.

"What? Alone here again in a daze? "It's quiet around, and Qiluan's voice is so clear that it's unreal.

"Again?" Su Ying was slightly distracted, "Is it always like this?" ”

Qi Luan raised his eyebrows to look at him, with a shallow smile on his side face, and his voice was low and mellow, "I've found it all, isn't it 'again'?" ”

Su Ying didn't speak, lowered her head and smiled noncommittally, and also looked into the distance.

"Ling Yan, why haven't you been happy lately?" He used an affirmative tone.

"Nope." When Su Ying heard the name, she still couldn't help but froze for a moment, and then turned her gaze away perfunctorily.

"You know, I haven't been this happy in a long time." Even if Su Ying listened to the voice, he could hear that the corners of Qiluan's mouth must be rising at this time, "There are still ten days, and you will be the rightful person of my Qiluan, and you will be the queen of the spirit world." ”

The faint pride in that tone made Su Ying lose his mind for a moment.

"Qiluan ......" Su Ying lowered her head, looked at the thousands of feet hanging in the air beyond the next step, and suddenly said with some regret, "If you find out that I lied to you one day, will you hate me?" ”

Suddenly, two strong arms wrapped around him from behind, and the slightly hot temperature passed through the clothes of the two people. Su Ying was stunned, and her body didn't dare to move at all.

"Ling Yan, if you lie to me, I will definitely find a reason for you to lie to me, help you get out of your embarrassment, and let you know that as long as you are still by my side, as long as I am alive, I will never let you have the slightest worry or trouble." His tone was so powerful, so certain, that Su Ying couldn't help blinking, for fear that something would fall out of it.

"Really, I've talked about it, and you won't be moved." Qiluan's voice was a little complaining, but Su Ying sounded like she was coquettish.

The corners of his mouth had not yet touched the piece of his heart, and suddenly he couldn't expand the arc of that smile by a minute, Su Ying didn't dare to look back at him, "What if it's a thing that we have to separate when we know it?" ”

Qiluan laughed behind him, and the light tremor of his body passed through his clothes, "I really can't imagine how I can hate you." But even if that happens, I won't hate you, let alone hate you. ”

Feeling him bury his head deep in his neck socket, the heat of his breathing, Su Ying felt warm.

"Why ......" Su Ying turned her head sideways.

This time the silence was longer and longer than the gap between them before, and Su Ying suddenly began to panic, afraid to hear his answer.

Qiluan suddenly hugged his arms, and Su Ying's whole body was firmly embedded in his arms until he touched his solid and open chest and felt his heartbeat.

“…… Ling Yan, you will never know how much I love you......"

Su Ying closed her eyes and smiled, her smile was very bitter, her eyes were hot, and tears actually flowed down her cheeks like this.

It turned out that at that time, I was crying......

I must have been very happy at that time......

Even if they know, they have no reason to be together.

No one could tell him how uneasy, how sweet, how painful, and how hesitant Ling Yan was at that time.

He only knew that Ling Yan died at the hands of Qiluan.

"Ling Yan, are you crying......" Qi Luan's voice was full of worry, his arms tightened tighter, paused, and then changed to a casual and playful tone, "You little conscienceless person is finally moved?" ”

The curvature of the corners of Su Ying's mouth widened a few points, and there was a throbbing pain in his chest, and the beating coldness didn't know if it was from Ling Yan or his, he couldn't tell the difference.

"Qiluan, you really never, never, hate me?"

“…… I don't understand what you're worried about, but whatever it is, it's not going to be a good reason for you to be worried. Trust me......" His tone was a lot more serious, and he gently rubbed the tip of his nose against Su Ying's neck.

“…… Liar......" Su Ying closed his eyes and said in a low voice with a wry smile.

He couldn't tell whether this was Ling Yan's dream or his dream.

Qiluan, he really wanted to believe it, but he couldn't help it.

…… How should he tell Qiluan, ten days later, he told himself that he hated himself, hated that he hadn't killed himself earlier......

“…… Ling Yan, I told you about the ghost world before, do you still have an impression? Qiluan suddenly asked softly in Su Ying's ear.

Su Ying nodded, "What's wrong?" ”

"You remember I said that the ghost world is the underworld, in other words, the underworld." Qiluan's voice carried an inexplicable longing.

"There is a river in the underworld, called Naihe, Chapter 014 after entering the Ghost Gate Pass, it has been as gorgeous as a glow......" The voice gradually became quieter.

Su Ying turned his head sideways, and could only see Qiluan's long eyelashes and delicate skin.

"When our wedding is over, I'll take you to see it, okay?"

Su Ying was silent, after the wedding......

"Okay......" Su Ying's voice was a little hoarse, and he was even afraid that Qiluan would hear something strange from it.

"On the Nai He Bridge, there are always some people from the human world, the fairy world or the spirit world, who were not able to be with their beloved during their lifetime, and have been waiting there after death......" Qiluan looked a little sad.

"But that's them. My Qiluan's heart for you will not change in this life, even if it is reincarnated in ten lifetimes, it will never fail you. He suddenly changed his tone and said as if promised.

Su Ying felt the temperature of Qiluan's body, and still asked, "...... Qiluan, if you die, will you wait for me on the Nai He Bridge? ”

"No, it won't." The answer was crisp and decisive.

Su Ying smiled expectedly, "...... Why? ”

"First of all, I will never leave you alone and go first, I know better than you that the one who lives is the one who suffers the most; Secondly, instead of waiting for you on the Nai Ho Bridge, it is better to reincarnate as soon as possible and come back to you. He paused.

"So, if I die, don't think about it, wait for me, and I will break through all obstacles to come to you."

Su Ying had to believe it from the pain and joy that gradually fused in his chest...... Perhaps, he is really Ling Yan.

Otherwise, how could you be so tempted?

“…… Qiluan ......"

"Huh?"

"I also tell you, as long as you still love me, even if I die, I will be reincarnated and come back to you, and I will definitely ...... But, if you don't love me anymore, I'll jump off the Nai He Bridge, my soul will be scattered, and I will go to heaven and earth, so that you will never find me again......" He said very plainly, but Qiluan's body shook fiercely.

These words were said by him on behalf of Ling Yan.

It was said for oneself in a previous life.

He jerked me around and faced him, and I looked at his turquoise eyes as if I were in a lifetime.

"Delusional." He only said two words.

Su Ying was a little breathless, everything about Qiluan made him feel terrified. Finally, he stretched out his hands and tried to hug Qiluan's waist.

"Qiluan, don't threaten me. Even if you don't love me anymore, you have to live well...... Live for me......" Su Ying tightened her arms. Knowing that Qiluan would not really be martyred, Su Ying still couldn't help but say.

“…… Okay, I promise you. Never take your own life. And you have to promise me that you will always be with me......"

Su Ying smiled, smiling reluctantly where he couldn't see.

Ling Yan is also cruel to you, he wants you, wait for him, two thousand years.

“…… Qiluan, I don't regret falling in love with you in this life......"