"Why?"

Zheng Fan stood there, almost using all his courage to ask such a question.

Yu Ci narrowed her eyes, as if wondering what she meant by asking.

Zheng Fan took a deep breath and continued to ask, "Is it because you sympathize with me?"

"It's not."

This time, Yu Ci answered quickly.

"Then why ......?"

"I've been thinking about this step for the past two days."

He originally thought that he would not take this step.

After all, he is not like the vast majority of people in this world.

Being able to live a peaceful and stable life like this is already a luxury for him, and he should not think about anything else.

But when this winter is approaching, Yu Ci suddenly feels that the city ...... It seems too big.

Speaking of which, the person who made him have this consciousness was actually Tao Xin.

During the time she was chattering about him, he also thought about whether he should try to be with her.

Even his clerk said that a person like him should find a sunny and cheerful girl who can fill his emotional gaps.

But Yu Zi is not a person who is born with an emotional blankness.

On the contrary, he was very naughty as a child.

He can climb trees, catch birds, and fight with people.

At that time, most of the time, Yu Han was taking him and Shi Miao with him, and he had an older brother to support him, and he seemed to be allowed to do anything.

Only then, everything changed.

And now, Yu Ci is used to such a self.

Seem...... Nor does anyone need to change him.

So later, he still rejected Tao Xin.

Because he knew that they were not suitable.

Everyone's feelings are limited to what they can bear, not to mention, when she really knows her past, she may not be able to accept it.

And Yu Zi doesn't want to casually dissect himself to show others.

Until that night, he took Zheng Fan to the beach and told her about his past.

He didn't even say those words.

It was also on that day that Yu Ci realized that all he needed was someone who could accept his past without reservation.

He didn't know if Zheng Fan was not, but after so many years, she was the only one who could tell him about the past.

"It's okay, you can refuse me." Yu Ci quickly smiled and said, "You can rest assured, although ...... I just said that we are not suitable to be friends, but you can call me at any time if you have anything, and our relationship is still the same as before."

After he finished speaking, Zheng Fan was still silent and did not speak.

Yu Zi didn't say anything more, and after a pause, he was ready to turn around again.

But the next moment, Zheng Fan gently pulled his sleeve.

Then, she whispered, "You remember, right? What I told Chen You that day, about my ...... In the past."

"Hmm."

"I'm dirty." Zheng Fan raised his eyes and looked at him, "The kind that even I can't accept...... I don't deserve you, you know?"

"I'm not rejecting you, I'm rejecting myself, you're good, really...... It's good, you should find someone who is as good as you are, not ...... Me."

"You have a choice, don't you?"

"Those things, even I am ashamed to talk about, even I feel disgusting, I ...... it."

Before Zheng Fan's words were finished, the person in front of him had already reached out and hugged her.

All words disappear in this moment.

Then, she heard his voice, "It's okay, Zheng Wan."

- It's Zheng Wan, not Zheng Fan.