325 isn't worth it, but I feel happy
"Before landing in the game today, my plan was to complete the three-phase mission and have enough strength to solve the problem. No matter how Principal Yun objected, no matter whether my first love lost her memory or not, I had to walk in front of her again. ”
"I want to find a reason, even the stupidest, most lame reason to convince myself, why do I think of Teacher Jasmine at such a time?"
"After thinking about it, I found a reason - since I became famous, the women I know, including Senior Sister, Manager Su, Black Widow, and even those girls next door, everyone wants something from me."
"Only she, Jasmine, or Jassamine, has been giving and never taking."
"She always shows up by coincidence when I need motivation and companionship."
"I find that the reason I miss looking at the stars with her is not how beautiful the stars are, but the feeling that comes from the process."
"In that process, I was calmer and more comfortable than I had ever been."
"That's kind of a ...... The feeling of coming home. ”
——Page 40 of the Cyber Weekly
At this point, Day and Night Tianxiu quit the game.
He changed his clothes and hurried out of the room.
When he wrote the phrase "the feeling of coming home", he suddenly wanted to go somewhere.
"Third child, where are you going?" Che Zhen, who was walking in a circle in the living room, asked.
"I'll go get something in the dark street, and I'll be back later." After the daytime show finished speaking, he ran.
He drove the off-road SUV that he hadn't touched in a long time and went to a place.
Originally, he wanted to go directly to the black alley to get the stone slab that seemed to be a monument of recovery, but when he was about to reach his destination, he suddenly saw the door of a building on a whim.
There was a sign hanging in that place that read: "Starting Point Welfare House."
The old dean once said that the starting point orphanage is the cradle of the strong, and many cattle people have walked out from here.
In the past, Bai Tianxiu felt that the old dean was bragging with his eyes open, but now he kind of believes in this statement.
This is where his life began.
Including the starting point of Che Zhen, Tang Chuan, and Murong Shenyong, it is also here.
Bai Shixiu's feelings for this welfare home are very complicated, both hating and nostalgic.
What I hate is that the conditions in this place are too poor, it is good to eat two meals of meat a week, most of the time there is no vegetable soup with oil stars, and many children are malnourished.
What I miss is that he grew up here after all, had a childhood playing with his friends, and met relatives who grew up here.
He went to the dean's office with all his knowledge, and according to his experience, the dean Chen, who was nearly eighty years old, should still be there.
Because this orphanage is so poor, no one wants to take over, and for many years, only Dean Chen has persevered, soliciting sponsorships everywhere to raise funds.
The office door was not closed, and Bai Tianxiu had just walked to the door when he heard a middle-aged man say bitterly: "Dean Chen, you will celebrate your eightiesth birthday next year, and you have reached the age of retirement, why don't you enjoy your old age?" As long as you are willing to sign, everyone will be happy. ”
Then an old voice came: "What will happen to these children who sell the welfare home to you to engage in real estate?" ”
The middle-aged man in the gray suit in the office replied: "There are more than one or two welfare homes in Base Nine, and the alliance now has a special institution to take in orphans, and those children can always find a home." ”
The old man wearing reading glasses and a little rickety on his back said: "Actually, I also want to be relieved this morning, so let's settle the 168 children in the welfare home first, and don't leave any of them behind." As soon as their problem is solved, I will sign it immediately. ”
"This ......" the middle-aged man in the gray suit hesitated.
"If you can't be the master, please find someone who can be the master to talk to me, and I won't send it." Dean Chen issued an eviction order.
The man in the suit touched his nose and left dejectedly.
When Bai Baixiu walked in, Dean Chen immediately came to his senses: "Monkey cub, you haven't been back for a year." ”
Bai Tianxiu looked arrogant: "This is not called back, it is purely passing by, I don't want to have anything to do with this place." ”
Dean Chen helped the frame of the glass, took a closer look at the Monkey King who was lying on his shoulder, and said with hatred: "Why did you go this year, you don't want a good sparring job with a monthly salary of 800 bags of food and accommodation, you really become a monkey?" ”
Bai Tianxiu has loved to talk back to the old dean since he was a child: "Old man, your memory is really not as good as a year, I said last year that I have been promoted to a monthly salary of two thousand." I also donated 500 yuan to you, and I knew that I would not pull out a dime. ”
"Donate 500 yuan, you are embarrassed to say, if your kid can donate 5 million, I will give you one immediately." Dean Chen's style of speech has always been this way, and many children have been influenced by him.
"Really?" Bai Tianxiu smiled: "Old man, there is a question that I have been holding back for more than ten years, and I have always wanted to ask you." You built this private welfare home out of your own pocket, and those unscrupulous media reported that you abused children and did not give them meat...... For decades, you have been generating electricity with love every day, what are you trying to do? ”
Dean Chen replied very seriously: "Living to this day, I look back and think about it, I should have peace of mind." ”
"How?" Bai Shixiu said curiously.
"Hey!" The old man sighed: "Seeing that I am almost eighty years old, and there is no one around me who can speak, if you don't think I nag, I will talk to you about it today." ”
"Okay, you can say whatever you want, and I'll listen as you like." The daytime show is very cooperative.
"Although I'm not the kind of evolutionary who can fight, I was quite business-minded when I was young, made a lot of money, and I also had peach blossom luck." Dean Chen told a sad story: "During my business start-up, I made a big order, ran to celebrate in the evening, and drank a broken piece. When I woke up, I found that the person sleeping next to me was my girlfriend...... of girlfriends. ”
"And then?" The daytime show came with interest.
"Later, before I put on my pants, my girlfriend opened the door with the key and came in." The old dean recalled the past and sighed infinitely: "My love life has become a mess, my girlfriend is gone, and her best friend wants to live with me, but I refused." ”
Speaking of this, the old man sighed: "What a sin, it took me two years to find out that her best friend was pregnant with my child and was thrown at the door of an orphanage. The woman went to the wasteland and never came back, and I checked for a few years, but I couldn't find out which orphanage she sent the child to. ”
The daytime show listened to the numbness.
How does this story resemble yourself?
Dean Chen came to a conclusion: "Do you think I am really in the mood to generate electricity with love? I wasn't that noble, and then I got my own welfare home, just to build up virtue for my child I had never met, hoping that he would be healthy and safe. I'm not afraid of your jokes, I even had the luxury of hoping that one day my child would be sent to my welfare home. ”
"Wait, there's a bug." Bai Tianxiu interjected: "You are so business-minded, why did you become like this, the welfare house is not as good as a year." ”
"At first, this place was very popular, and the children had meat to eat, but you didn't have it at that time. After 20 years, I couldn't make ends meet, and my business model couldn't keep up with the times, so I could only fool those local tyrants everywhere to donate money for charity. The old man's self-deprecating tone was full of pathos.
Bai Shixiu was a little moved: "How many years have you persevered?" ”
The old dean replied: "I was twenty-nine that year, and seventy-nine this year, exactly half a century. ”
Bai Tianxiu was shocked: "Just for the sake of a child who has never met, you have spent fifty years doing this, is it worth it?" ”
The old man smiled heartily: "It's not worth it, but I feel happy." ”