Chapter 46: I see
Half an hour passed, an hour passed. I don't remember how many cigarettes I smoked, but the woman next to me still didn't show the slightest sign of waking up.
I yawned one after another, and the cigarette did not alleviate my sleepiness in the slightest.
I stepped forward and pushed the woman, but she was still like a mess, I couldn't help but be a little irritable, and the strength in my hand increased a little more.
The woman slid limply to the floor under my shaking, and she didn't wake up despite my rough treatment.
I sighed, seeing that it would not be a matter of time to wait for her to wake up from her sleep.
I sighed and looked down at the woman lying on the ground. If I continue to spend like this, I probably won't be able to go to work tomorrow.
In desperation, I thought of the warehouse where I lived behind the bar, and now I had to settle her there before making plans.
I exhaled heavily, thinking that I only hope she wakes up tomorrow morning and doesn't misunderstand me.
After a brief wash, I made a bunk on the mat and fell asleep after a short time due to my tiredness.
I had no dreams all night, and as soon as it was dawn, I was awakened by a pain in my calf, and when I opened my hard eyes, I saw the drunken woman standing next to me last night.
When I saw her face clearly, I couldn't help but be stunned, this face was so beautiful, I seemed to have seen it somewhere, but I couldn't remember anything for a while.
Last night, because she was drunk like a puddle of mud and her hair was always all over her face, I didn't even notice how she looked.
"What? Don't know me anymore? When the woman saw me like this, there was an inexplicable smile on her face.
"We? Where have you seen it? "I can't really search for such a face in my old memory.
"Forgot about me so quickly? My clothes are still in your house, don't you remember? She smiled again, her smile full of ambiguity.
My head buzzed, and the memories of a few months ago suddenly became clear. That's right, it's her, the woman who left her panties at my house after having a one-night stand with me and was discovered by Lin Wei and eventually caused us to break up.
"Is that you?" My eyes widened in surprise, I didn't expect to see this woman again months later, and in such a ridiculous situation.
"Huh! You finally remembered? ”
I couldn't help but sigh when I thought of the chain of events that had been triggered by that night. Sure enough, everything has a reason, every mistake you make will be punished in the years to come, the so-called retribution is unpleasant, and sure enough, the ancients did not deceive me.
I smiled wryly at her and said, "It's because of your dress, you see it!" Now I'm down to this point! I reached out and gestured to the warehouse.
"So...... Are you homeless? ”
"Why homeless? I don't even have a girlfriend anymore! I raised my tone, as if she was to blame for all this.
She made an oh lip shape and nodded.
I didn't say anything more, and she ignored me, pacing a few steps like a duck in the warehouse with my hands behind my back, as if visiting a famous place of interest in the Tang and Song dynasties.
After walking a few times, she suddenly seemed to remember something, turned around and asked, "By the way, how did I sleep here?" Have you done anything to me? ”
After saying that, she covered her chest with her hands and made a panicked look, but unfortunately her acting skills were too clumsy, and even a fool could see through her pretending at a glance.
I was speechless, whether this girl had a problem with her brain, how many nerves did it take to think of this problem until now.
I gave her a blank look and said, "I didn't leave you on the road and let the homeless take advantage of you, you should be content!" Drunk as a dead dog, how I have to be to do anything to you! ”
She also seemed to realize her acting talent, and when she saw me say this, she immediately changed her smile and said, "Haha, I didn't expect you to be a decent gentleman, or have you learned the lesson from last time?" ”
"From your sister!"
"Hey, don't be angry! What is your name? ”
"Call you uncle!"
"Your uncle, do you have anything to eat? I'm so hungry! ”
“……”
I was in no mood to continue talking nonsense with her, so I threw her a bag of snacks and grabbed her toothbrush and went to the bathroom to wash up.
When I came out of the bathroom, I couldn't help but be stunned by what I saw.
I saw that a bag of snacks had been wiped out by her in a matter of moments before I washed up, and it seemed that she was still in a state of war, how hungry you had to be to have such a strong combat effectiveness.
Surprised, I couldn't help but feel some pity, seeing that she was about the same age as Mu Xichun, but her overly strong makeup looked like a kind of dust.
is the heart of the same parents, and they are both in the age of peerlessness, but some people can be admired by tens of thousands of people, while some people can only eat alone.
This seems to be in line with my mother's words: "Man has a life!" ”
I ignored her and took care of myself as I packed up my work routine. After I cleaned up, she finally ate all the food. She smiled embarrassedly at me after glancing at the bags on the table and consciously put the garbage she had made into the trash can.
When I saw that she had finished eating, I just wanted to open my mouth to let her go, but she opened her mouth first: "Thank you, you took me in last night and didn't leave me on the street!" ”
"Okay, let's leave as soon as you're full, don't drink so much next time, not every time you can meet someone like me!" I didn't have the heart to say it.
"Then, then I'll only come to your bar for drinks in the future!"
"Don't! It's not good for me to meet you, I've already been miserable by you once, so don't come to harm me again. I can't stand your toss anymore! ”
It's true, if she really comes to my bar every day and gets drunk, I've really got myself in a big problem.
"Oh well! In return for taking me in last night, I decided to tell you something, which I should have kept my promise not to tell, but I think you are a good person, and I decided to tell you this! ”
Her expression became serious.
"What else do you and I have to do?" I'm a little confused.
"Do you really think I carelessly left my underwear at your house? Do you really think I caused your breakup? ”
"What do you mean?" I gradually heard some clues from her words, is there something else hidden? My breathing suddenly became short.
"On the first day I met you, a woman approached me at a bar and negotiated a deal with me, and she gave me a thousand dollars to get close to you and have sex with you, and then leave some evidence in your house. At that time, I said yes to her when I was short of money, and you know that this is not going to be easy for me. ”
My heart was pounding.
"So the next night, I got to your house and saw a picture of you and your girlfriend on the bedside table, and I realized that the woman was your girlfriend. Although I don't understand why she did this, I think that since she can do such a thing to you, it will be a matter of time before you break up, so I don't think you can count your breakup on my head. ”
So it was, so it was.
My angry teeth clucked, and I scolded Lin Wei over and over again in my heart for actually calculating me, what a damn slut, doing such a trick.
As long as you say a word to break up, how can Lao Tzu say a word of nonsense again. It is extremely shameless to stand on the moral high ground and condemn others as a victim before cheating yourself.
But people are not as good as heaven, and she would never have thought that one day I would know the truth. I thought viciously in my heart, if I let me touch you again, I will make you pay back tenfold.
The days continued unhurriedly backwards, during which I called Anne to invite her to dinner, not wanting her to go on another business trip.
Her tone on the phone was flat and I couldn't hear a trace of emotion, but I knew that it was clearly not her character.
I asked her when she would come back and I would pick her up, but I couldn't get a definite answer, and it seemed that she was still haunted by the incident.
I went to the stone flower shop on the morning of the weekend, I haven't been here for a while, but it seems that the flower shop is on the right track, which can be seen from the face of the stone mother. This should be the only thing that has comforted me during this time.
It's getting close to the height of summer, and the temperature is getting higher day by day. I didn't want to go into the steamer-like warehouse when I came back from the flower shop, so I simply opened the door of the bar, even though it was just past noon and there were no customers at all, so I took it as if I was a customer.
I opened an ice cola and lay boredly on the couch to pass the time, my eyes wandering around. Suddenly, I saw the instruments left by the band on the small stage, and jumped on the stage on a whim and picked up a guitar.
When I was in college, I also applied for a band training class, learned guitar for a few days, and formed a band coquettishly. It's just that after my mother passed away suddenly in my sophomore year, I couldn't show any interest in it anymore.
Maybe it's too boring, and seeing these guys today, they suddenly have a whim.
I picked up the guitar and played with it twice, and once I got familiar with the fingering, I was able to play some tunes a little stiffly.
I plucked the strings at random, trying to regain some of the feelings, playing and playing, and with the bursts of notes flying, I had a strong desire to create.
Thinking of his dream-like life and his powerless life, the lyrics gradually converged in his mind and sang unconsciously:
Friend, do you remember
When you are a teenager, you are in the middle of your youth
If you have an empty bag, you dare to walk in the world
Ten thousand stars overhead
There was a sound of frogs behind him
You say that dreams are not far ahead
I said that you may come back as a young man
You've been wandering for years
Walk through thousands of rivers and mountains to see the warmth and coldness of people
When he returned, he was still empty-handed, and his hair was dyed with wind and frost and dust
Only the eyes are as bright as they were back then
Then you said that life should always be compromised
You pick up your glass and sink into the lights
A lone lamp hangs overhead
Neon eyes behind him
You said that life always has to be compromised
I said you were just deceiving yourself
You've been up and down for years
Forget the passage of time between the cups
Dreams are banished to the horizon
Only desire swells between the skins
Half-asleep and half-awake, you suddenly see
I only found out when I stood in front of the mirror
Time has wrinkled your face
The years have stiffened your shoulders
Youth is drifting away
The dream has been absent for many years
The boy has long been lost in the world