The more I thought about it when I sat in my place, the more aggrieved I became, and my body was just let others show me, and it was free.

Although he is not clean and self-contained, he is a loss no matter how he looks at it, and the key is that you can't ask to look back at this matter again.

Thinking about the equality of men and women is, if a man peeks at a woman and is discovered, the consequences will definitely be unimaginable, but the same thing The role is transferred and the result is completely different, who do you talk to?

I can't help but think of the ancient Egyptian law, thieves steal things and chop off their hands, and rapists cut off the tools of crime, regardless of gender, although it is harsh, but it is a good way, because of this set of laws, ancient Egypt can exist for thousands of years in history.

If I were to follow this set of laws, I should have gouged out Mu Xichun's eyes, but now that I am known for my civilization, I have no way to deal with her, I really don't know if civilization is progressing or regressing.

Since this incident, the first thing I have done is to close the curtains on the balcony and the windows facing Mu Xichun, although it affects the light transmission of the room, but psychologically I feel safe, and there will be no naked feeling of being exposed to other people's vision.

Although Mu Xichun promised that she would not look at me again, no one could guarantee that one day she would hold the camera at me in the distance on a whim.

During this time, the company's various projects have been carried out very smoothly, the project of Lakeside Park has been carried out as scheduled, and the project of Jiangnan Jinchun has been in front of the other side of the river, and recently won several pieces of land in a row, which can be described as busy and orderly.

Zhang Fatzi also seemed to be less hostile to Mu Xichun, and every time he had a meeting, he would say a few words of flattery, and his attitude could be described as extremely humble.

Mu Xichun naturally knows that he has a hard background, if he moves, he will definitely involve the relationship network of the group headquarters, although things can be big or small, but there is still a whole body impact that can be moved, so Mu Xichun's attitude towards him is also kind.

After all, since Mu Xichun took office, Zhang Fatzi's power has been declining day by day, and the defection of the party's henchmen has become a lonely person with no real power.

I once asked Mu Xichun why he didn't give a reaction to the Beijing headquarters and transferred him away, because there was always some distance from staying here.

Mu Xichun's answer was: There will always be some moths when the tree is big, you can never clean it up, if its existence can't even hurt the fur of the tree, it doesn't hurt to keep him.

Due to the hot weather, I went back to my accommodation after work these days and watched the Euros while blowing the air conditioner, although it was boring to be alone, it seemed that there was nothing else worth doing.

When my eyes followed the players on the field to chase the football, the mobile phone rang, I glanced at the unfamiliar number and hung it up, but I didn't expect the phone to ring again just after putting down the phone.

"Who are you?" I picked up the phone

"Hello Manager! Don't remember me? A slightly drunken and charming woman's voice came from the earpiece, a little familiar but inaudible.

"Manager? You're mistaken, what kind of manager am I! "This title baffles me a little.

"How could it be wrong, your phone number was told to me by a friend who runs a bar!" The woman said firmly.

When I heard the words "friend who opened a bar", I suddenly thought that the owner of this voice was a black girl I hadn't seen in a while.

I think it's been more than two months since the brief conversation that night, but I didn't expect her to call me again tonight, and she is still looking for the phone number that Xiang Dong wanted, but I don't know what she is looking for me.

"Li ......" I remember the last time she seemed to tell me her name, blurted out one Li character but forgot the last two words.

Li ...... Girl! "I'm in a hurry.

"Li Wanru, forget it if you can't remember, what Miss Li!" There seemed to be some displeasure in the tone, but it could be heard that it was deliberately pretended.

I smiled awkwardly: "Hehe, blame me for my bad memory, I don't know what Miss Wanru is looking for me?" ”

"I'm at your friend's bar, I want to see you, will you come?" Her tone was slow and quick, and she was a little slurred, and I knew that only people who had drunk too much could speak, and I could even imagine her being drunk.

I hesitated to hear her say that she wanted to see me, imagining her current state, I was afraid that there would be trouble if I went, although I didn't know much about it, I could see that she was a woman with a big nerve, and what would happen if she didn't get it right.

"If the girl has something, say it, I'll listen!"

"I'll just say it once, I want to see you, if you don't come you'll never see me again in your life......" Her tone suddenly became sad, and she hung up the phone after saying this.

I was stunned, what does the phrase "never see me again in this life" mean, although I can't see her in my life probably won't have any effect on me, but I always feel something wrong when I hear this, could it be that this woman has been stimulated by something?

Thinking of the tone in which she said this sentence just now, I couldn't help but feel excited, could this woman not think about something?

I felt uneasy, hurriedly put on my shoes and got up and went downstairs, and while going downstairs, I took out my mobile phone and called back, but there was no answer on the other end of the dial several times, which couldn't help but make me feel more and more uneasy.

It wasn't until I took a taxi to the bar and saw the woman who claimed to be Li Wanru that I was relieved, she was sitting alone in the corner of the bar, holding her head with one hand and a rickety wine glass in the other, and it seemed that she was not far from getting drunk.

I walked over and sat down across from her and took the glass from her hand.

"Miss Li, you've drunk too much! What are you looking for me? I asked.

She tilted her head and looked at me with drunken eyes, a strand of hair hanging down from her forehead and on her face, and she could see that she must have just shed tears.

She looked at me like this for a long time, and after a moment she suddenly laughed, and as she laughed, tears welled up in her eyes again, and she wiped a handful of tears with her hands, but her hair was even more messy.

"How old are you still crying?" I frowned and deliberately made a look of disdain.

She didn't speak, but stood up and took my hand and walked out, and when she got to the bar, she stopped and said, "Come with me to a place!" After saying that, he reached out and flagged down a taxi, without any intention of asking for my opinion.

I didn't know where she wanted me to go with her, and I didn't want to ask about the situation at the moment, so I followed her into the taxi.

In the car, she didn't speak, she looked out of the car window silently, but her pupils were not focused at all, she was not looking at the night scene, but in a daze, although I was curious but did not interrupt her distraction, since she came, she might as well see what she wanted to do.

The taxi drove out of the suburbs until it stopped in an uninhabited spot by the river. Li Wanru paid the fare and walked to the river, I was a little apprehensive, and followed her at a distance of one meter in case there was anything unexpected.

"I won't throw myself into the river, you don't have to be so nervous!" She didn't look back when she spoke, and I don't know how she judged me to be nervous.

"Miss Wanru, is there anything wrong with you? If I can help, I'll definitely help......" I finally asked.

She stood a few meters away from the river, facing the blue river and did not look back. The night breeze rustled the waves over the beach, blowing her long hair and dress slightly, and the lights of the city in the distance were dotted with stars, so I couldn't really see her expression.

"Remember the last time you asked my name?" She said with her back to me.

"But you didn't tell me! Li Wanru is not your real name! ”

"I said I'd tell you the next time we meet, do you still want to know?"

"Of course I want to know, if you will!"

"Not many people in this city know my real name, I'll only say it once, it doesn't matter if you remember it or not!" She said leisurely

"Li Ruyi, if you are like it, if you are satisfied, do you remember it?" She finally turned to look at me, and by the street lamp I could see that the tears on her face had been dried by the river breeze, and the makeup on her face was wet and dry, and it looked like a mess.

I nodded, thinking about the name Li Ruyi in my heart, thinking that her parents must have chosen this name because they wanted her to have a happy life, but people's wishes are always too good, but I don't know that some people have to do their best just to live, she is the same for me, how can a name be fulfilled if you want Ruyi?

"Do you know why I called you out?" She looked at me and asked, then turned her head back to the river.

I shook my head and stepped forward to stand side by side with her.

"Because I'm leaving, I probably won't come back in my life!" Her tone was sad again.

"Where are you going?" I don't understand.

"America!"

"Why do you suddenly want to go to the United States? How do you go to survive? ”

"I don't have to worry about survival, because someone is willing to support me!" She smiled and didn't look back at me, but I could clearly see a hint of sadness in her smile.

"It's a good thing that someone is willing to be nice to you!" I really don't know what to say about this situation.

"yes, good for me! But you know what, if there is another person in this world who is good to me, I will not go to the United States. Her tears fell again, a teardrop that had not yet fallen hung on her chin, and it looked crystal clear under the light of the street lamp, and my heart ached inexplicably.

I listened in silence as she continued.

"He was a university professor, and he was very good to me during college, even at the expense of tricks to get me, you know that I hate him, I want to kill him! Kill him! She suddenly became agitated and turned to look at me, her red and swollen eyes full of hatred.

My eyes widened in shock, and I knew that the ugliness of the world would once again be vividly displayed in front of me in concrete cases. I wanted to tell her to stop and stop talking, but I knew she needed to talk, and she probably couldn't find the right person to talk to me again, and if I didn't listen to her, I'm afraid she'd go crazy.