"Okay, okay, I'll go over right away, I'll take a taxi right now!" I almost lost the ability to think for myself, and I replied blindly.

"Mr. Wei doesn't need to take a taxi, the hotel where you are staying has our tourist car, we have contacted the vehicle, and we are waiting at the door of the hotel at the moment, Mr. Wei is in urgent need of you to arrive as soon as possible!"

The tone of the man on the other end of the line was so serious and urgent that I could almost imagine what the scene was like.

I didn't bother to eat breakfast anymore, so I turned and ran towards the hotel.

When I returned to the hotel, I saw a tourist car printed with the scenery of Huashan Mountain waiting at the door of the hotel, the door was open, and the driver was standing next to the car pacing back and forth, very anxious.

I ran to the car and hurriedly said to the driver: "Master, my surname is Wei, you are waiting for me!" ”

"Yes, yes, I am waiting for you, please come with me immediately." When the driver saw that the person he was waiting for had arrived, he quickly opened the door for me, and at the same time got into the driver's seat himself, and as soon as I sat down, I roared away from the hotel.

My breathing became a little short of time due to the running just now, but after sitting in the car, my breathing not only did not calm down, but became more rapid, and my legs trembled unconsciously.

What am I going to do? What am I going to do? I kept repeating this question in my mind.

I knew exactly what I was afraid of, I felt dizzy when I stood at the window of the building, what could I do now? Do you really want to climb to Huashan? Can I do it?

But if I don't go up, what will happen to Mu Xichun? She must be scared at the moment, will she run out of energy and have an accident because she can't wait for me for too long?

My heart is like a pile of thatch, how messy it is, I want the master to drive quickly, and I want to stop him and let me stop.

But I didn't say anything after all.

The hotel is very close to Huashan Scenic Area, and it takes ten minutes to reach the foot of the mountain. Before I got out of the car, I saw a group of uniformed rescuers waiting at the foot of the mountain, and when I saw the car coming, they all surrounded me.

As soon as I got out of the car, I was guided by a middle-aged man who looked like a leader and walked towards a house, and as he walked, he told me roughly what had happened, and the experience was exactly what the man told me on the phone.

At the moment, I still did not have the ability to think for myself, and I followed in their footsteps and listened to them explain the current situation to me, but I did not listen to them at all.

I saw that the staff took me to a place to take the cable car, and the staff of the ropeway had obviously prepared the gondola, and quickly opened the door when we arrived.

I hesitated when I came to the door, and several staff members had already entered, but I stood outside the door with trembling legs.

Due to the urgency of the situation, several people didn't notice my abnormality at all, or found out that they thought that my performance was just worrying about Mu Xichun, how would they know that I had a fear of heights.

When several staff members saw that I was slow to go in, they all looked at me, and I suddenly felt an invisible pressure.

I know that I am already a duck in the oven at this moment, and the situation has forced me to have no way out, and the so-called arrow has to be sent on the string, and it is very appropriate to use it here.

So I finally walked towards the gondola with trembling legs, and in just a few steps, each step I walked with great difficulty.

Do I really want to go up? Can I really? Looking at the two iron cables that had sunk into the fog at the other end, I couldn't help but ask myself in my heart.

The feeling of weightlessness just started the gondola suddenly made me dizzy, in order to allow visitors to clearly see the scenery of Huashan, the four sides of the gondola are all transparent glass.

I tried to keep myself from looking outside, but the sensation of being suspended in the air still made me tremble.

Especially when the gondola had just lifted off and was still swaying from side to side, my heart was almost tearing and my eyes were closed.

As the gondola gradually increased, my nerves became more and more tense, and although I didn't look out the window, the angle of the rise made me clearly aware of the height I was at.

My hands gripped the armrests of the gondola tightly, and a layer of cold sweat oozed from my face, and my whole body trembled even more.

Several staff members finally discovered my abnormality, and the older staff member comforted me kindly: "Mr. Wei, don't be nervous, as long as we arrive in time, I believe that your friend will not be in danger, our rescuers are trying to reassure your friend, maybe your friend will be able to be rescued before we go to the scene!" ”

Until now, they still thought that I was worried about Mu Xichun's safety, maybe in terms of their profession, in their eyes, a big man is afraid of heights, but it is a new thing, after all, people who suffer from fear of heights will never come to this kind of place to play.

However, I could not speak, so I just shook my head, and did not speak, since they misunderstood, then let them misunderstand, and I was more afraid that I would not be able to utter a complete sentence even if I opened my mouth.

In this way, I spent about ten minutes in the gondola with my eyes closed, and I finally felt that the gondola was starting to go down, not all the way up.

I thought it was finally here, so I opened my eyes, and this one didn't tighten my eyes, and it scared my soul away.

Although I sensed correctly, the gondola was indeed descending, but it was only a transition from a high peak to a lower peak, and it was not at the end at all.

And at this moment the gondola was heading to the center of the two peaks, and due to the bad weather today, I saw several peaks with knives and axes suddenly rising from the clouds.

At this moment, under the gondola is a dreamlike white cloud, magnificent and ethereal.

But I didn't feel how shocking this scenery was, but I was suddenly frightened by this height, and I felt that the heavens and the earth were hanging upside down in an instant, and I kept making irregular rotations with myself as the center of the circle.

It seems that he is spinning and falling, but he seems to be in an illusion, no matter how he falls, he never falls.

At this point, my mind was blank, and I would have preferred to fall to pieces rather than fall endlessly.

I no longer felt my presence, all I could feel was a faint trace of consciousness, which was still in my brain.

This awareness made me feel that my hands were still gripping the armrests of the gondola.

This trace of feeling made me know that I was still alive, but the consciousness scattered outside my body could not be recovered no matter how hard I tried, and this trace of consciousness was gradually fading.

I knew I was still alive, but I felt like I was dying.

"Who am I? Where am I? What am I doing? Am I going to die? Why can't I see anything, hear nothing, and feel nothing? ”

"Who am I? Who am I? Who am I? "I tried my best to keep this trace of consciousness from dissipating, and I knew that if I didn't grasp this ethereal feeling, I might really die.

"My surname is Wei? For me, my surname is Wei ...... My name is Wei Jinsheng...... "I used all my senses to gradually restore this faint divine sense.

"My name is Wei Jinsheng, I am in Huashan, yes, I am in Huashan, I am there to save people, and I am ...... to save people" This consciousness gradually became larger.

At this moment I felt that suddenly a human face, a woman's face, was smiling at me, so charming, so kind.

"Mu Xichun...... I'm going to save Mu Xichun...... She's stuck on the boardwalk, she needs me, I have to go and save her......"

Suddenly, there was a shrill chirp from the void, thin and long.

At that moment, my head rumbled, and my consciousness suddenly merged into my brain like a river into the sea.

I snapped my eyes open.

The sight in front of me was still everything I knew, the gondola was rising again, and the people in front of me were still with me, but I seemed to have experienced a long dream.

Although they all looked at me with surprised expressions, like monsters, I felt so kind that I felt like I had been given a new lease of life.

I know I've just gone through a hellish cycle, but luckily my soul is back in my body.

And as if I had been baptized by something, the fear and dizziness I felt in the air were no longer so strong.

I even dared to open my eyes and look outside, even though I still felt the same feeling of vertebrae-coccygeal paralysis as I did when I was in a high place, and I still felt dizzy.

But it's not as much as almost out of the world like Fang Cai.

I once went to the hospital at the request of Mu Xichun and consulted the doctor about the pathology of acrophobia.

The doctor said that this disease is based on psychological reasons, and it is not impossible to cure it.

However, drug treatment will basically not have an obvious effect, and all that is needed is an opportunity, but this opportunity is easy for some people to encounter, and some people are unlikely to encounter it in a lifetime.

I also asked the doctor what the cause was, but the doctor did not give me a clear answer, but said that the cause varies from person to person, and the cause is also different.

I think I probably got this so-called opportunity, but it didn't really have any profoundness.

For people who are afraid of heights, as long as they are at the height and reach the limit of what they can bear, if they are not scared to death, they will probably be able to break some kind of shackles and get a new life.

But the thrill is only known to the experiencer himself, for example, I just now, I know very well that if my weak consciousness finally dissipates, I am afraid that I will not have any good end, although my life is safe, but the spirit may be traumatized again, it is very likely that it is either stupid or stupid, and this kind of thing is not without precedent.

Although I was back to normal, the people in the gondola were still staring at me with big eyes in surprise, which made me feel very strange.

"You ...... What's wrong? Why are you looking at me? I asked.

"You don't know?" A young man asked with a strange expression.

"Know what?" This makes me wonder.

"You've been yelling just now! You don't know? The young man who spoke said.

I couldn't help but be stunned.

"What did I say?"

"At the beginning, you yelled at who I am, where I am, and asked if you were dead! Then you answer your own questions yourself! In the end, you kept shouting at a person named Mu Xichun. "The young man explained to me.

Only then did I realize that just now when I was dying in consciousness, I asked a few of the most basic questions in order to bring back my consciousness, but I didn't expect them to come out of my mouth.

It's no wonder that a few people were shocked, if it weren't for a fool, who would ask such an idiotic question, how would they know that I was almost in hell.

"And you're still ......?" The young man stopped talking.

"What else?" I can't wait to see what else I've done stupidly.

The young man did not speak, but looked down at me.

I followed his gaze downward, and I was embarrassed by the sight.

It turned out that the fugue was so empty just now that I didn't feel incontinent, and I saw that my crotch was wet for a long time, and even wet to the hem of my pants.

My face turned red, this person is a big loss, he is a dignified man, he was scared to pee his pants in front of everyone, if this is spread out, how can I Wei have the face to live in the world?