I used to get drunk a lot, and I've learned that when I'm drunk, I feel thirsty for a while.

After doing all this, I stood on the edge of the bed and looked at Anne, who was still frowning slightly after sleeping, thinking about what Anne told me, and I couldn't help but feel a heartache.

I tucked her quilt and brushed her loose hair away from her face.

I was just about to leave, but unexpectedly, Anne suddenly subconsciously grabbed my hand, and said with some slurred words: "Brother...... Elder brother...... Don't go, don't leave me...... Don't leave me! At the end, his voice became as low as a dream.

The light from the bedside lamp was very faint, and I couldn't see Anne's face clearly, thinking that Anne suddenly woke up, and hurriedly leaned over and said, "Brother is not leaving, brother has always been here with you!" ”

However, when I said this, I realized that Anne's eyes had been closed, and then I realized that Anne was talking in her sleep, and it seemed that the blow Anne suffered today must be too much for her to bear, so she was so insecure in her sleep.

I tried to withdraw the hand that Anne had caught, but Anne grabbed my hand so tightly that I couldn't pull it out at all, and sighed in my heart and pulled a stool from the side, sat on the edge of Anne's bed, and let her hold my hand.

Anne fell silent and fell back into a deep sleep, but her grip on me did not let go in the slightest.

I sat quietly on the edge of Anne's bed, and slowly became sleepy. I tried to withdraw the hand that Anne was holding tightly, but it was still in vain, and it was obviously impossible to withdraw my hand without waking Anne up.

The heart said, Annie, if my brother doesn't leave, my brother will always accompany you and accompany you, you can sleep in peace!

I sat for a moment and became sleepy, and I was about to lie down on the side of Anne's bed for a while when Anne started talking in her sleep.

"Brother...... Did You Know...... I love you so much, I really love you so much, you are ...... It's my whole world...... Elder brother...... Don't leave me ......"

Although Anne's dream was a little vague and intermittent, but when I heard these words in my ears, my head buzzed like a thunderbolt in my chest, so shocked that my soul almost left my body, and the whole person instantly froze on the spot, where is the sleepiness?

I never imagined that Anne in her sleep would say such a thing, and this kind of dream is absolutely not deceiving.

Why is this happening? Why is this happening? When did Anne fall in love with me? Why did she fall in love with me?

I asked myself over and over again in my mind, but at the moment my head was like a mess of paste, where else could I find the answer?

Anne slept quietly again, still holding my hand and not letting go. At this moment, I was like a wooden sculpture that couldn't move, and the hand held by Anne was faintly oozing sweat.

Anne and I have been classmates since high school, and we became friends by chance, and I was in the middle of the most melancholy period of my life.

Anne's outstretched hand of friendship pulled me out of that dark corner, and I could not deny that it was Anne's friendship that changed my gloomy temperament and inferiority complex, and gradually became cheerful.

In my heart, Anne was already my benefactor, and it was she who pulled me out of the corner where I was the only one when everyone was away from me.

I am always grateful for her spiritual help to me, and at that time I told myself in my heart that if Anne was in need in this life, I would never give up.

Although we were both in our youth at that time, yearning for love and distance, I never did

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I sensed that there was something abnormal about my relationship with Anne, and I always felt that our friendship was pure and unadulterated.

In order to take care of my mother, I chose a university close to my home, which was not well-known and did not rank among the nationally renowned universities, and no one knew about my choice.

It wasn't until the day I signed up for college that I met Anne on the college campus again.

This surprised me and made me a little confused.

I know Anne's family background, although in high school, the school dress uniformly, can not reflect her family conditions from the clothing, but the children who grew up in a solid family background, naturally exude the kind of confident temperament, let me see at a glance that she is different from ordinary people.

Moreover, every time I see her in and out of school, there is a luxury car to pick her up, which confirms this even more.

With a family like hers, she shouldn't have been in such a university at all.

Moreover, she has good grades and a high artistic talent, which is the common evaluation of her teachers in high school.

So she deserves more and better options, but she unexpectedly showed up in the kind of ordinary university I applied to.

So the reunion with Anne made me feel like it was a miracle.

But at this moment, my thoughts have been shaken a little, there are no miracles in this world at all, and there are not so many coincidences, the so-called miracles and coincidences are just deliberate arrangements again and again, which surprise the uninformed.

Could it be that Anne deliberately applied to the same university as me? If that's the case, doesn't that mean Anne was already in love with me in high school? I unconsciously felt this thought in my heart, and I couldn't help but feel a shiver.

Since we already had a foundation of friendship in high school, it was only natural that our friendship grew deeper after a seemingly coincidental encounter in college!

It's just that Anne is still the same in my heart as she was in high school, except that the word "friend" is no longer appropriate to describe our relationship, or it is more appropriate to say confidant!

But that's all, I never thought of Anne in the slightest, not even the slightest thought!

The loss of my mother in my sophomore year was an almost fatal blow to me, causing me to lose all faith in being alive at once, and my life went into darkness again.

So much so that I changed my attitude towards life, and this sequelae has not been eliminated to this day.

Even so, it was Anne who saved me from the saddest time of my life, with her unique tenderness, with her all-encompassing heart.

What Anne did to me has been described in detail above, and I would like to say that since then Anne has no longer been a benefactor, but an angel, kind and holy, inviolable.

Kindness can be repaid, but the kindness she has bestowed on me has gone far beyond the scope of kindness, and I am afraid that I will never have a chance to repay it, which I knew very well at that time.

In order to repay Anne for her kindness to me, I once told myself that as long as she was in need, I could do anything for her, even if it was against Wanfu, even if it was against the world, I would not hesitate to do it.

It's not my claim, I know very well that I can do it.

This also made it natural that I never had any illusions about her, because I felt that even the fantasies in my heart were blasphemy against her.

However. However. However......

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Anne actually revealed her heart to me in front of my eyes, how could I not be shocked, how could I not feel hesitant, how could I not feel at a loss!

Although she said these words in her sleep, you may think that this is too many to count, but who can lie in their dreams?

Under the faint lamp, I carefully studied Anne's face. I hadn't looked at her so closely in years.

In my mind, she has always been the gentle and kind female classmate in high school, and she has never changed.

It turns out that she is already so beautiful, and she has a look and temperament that is not inferior to Mu Xichun.

The reason why I ignore this is because she is the same image in my mind.

But now all of this has been completely disrupted by one of her dream words.

What am I going to do? I asked myself over and over again in my mind. How can a vulgar man like me, who has to get by and live is my attitude to life, and there is hardly any evidence of living a life, how can he be worthy of a beautiful woman like Anne?

Being with her will only stain her life and put a shackle on her life, but what else can I bring to her?

Looking at Anne's brow, which was slightly frowning even in her sleep, I couldn't help but feel a heart-wrenching sadness.

Anne Anne, you let me face you in the future!

I sat on the edge of Anne's bed, accompanied by Anne's inconvenient sleep, and my heart was like a mess, which disturbed my mind, and although I was very tired after a long day's work, I did not feel sleepy at all!

I thought of Mu Xichun again, I can't deny my feelings for her, I do love her, there is no doubt about that.

What would she think if she knew Anne's feelings for me? Even though I don't have a relationship with Anne, can she understand my complex feelings for Anne?

Assuming that Anne really needs me to make all the sacrifices for her, I will not hesitate to do it, although I love Mu Xichun deeply, I will not hesitate at all, but if this behavior is from Mu Xichun's point of view, how can all this be explained?

Although this assumption is more extreme, there is a high probability that it will not appear, but my attitude will not change, if Mu Xichun knows my thoughts, what will she think? Will she think I don't love her enough? Or do you think I'm a scumbag with two boats?

What if I went and explained it to her? What would she think? I'm afraid she would have had a hard time understanding it if she hadn't encountered me!

How will I face Anne in the future? Although Anne didn't know that she confided in her sleep, I did, could I still pretend to be stupid and treat her like a family member before?

But what should I do with her? Since I can't love her, no matter what I do, it will hurt her the same after all.

Why did things turn out like this? I wanted to be Anne's shield, I wanted to shield her from all suffering, but why did I now become a sharp blade that stabbed her?

However, everything in the world can be changed, but feelings cannot be forced, but it made me fall into this dilemma!

Anne Anne, did I end up being the culprit who hurt you?

At dawn, Anne finally slept a little more soundly, let go of my hand, and I stood by the bed and stared at Anne for a long time, my heart full of melancholy!

Secretly sighed, and turned away gently.

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