When I woke up again, it was the middle of the day, and when I opened the door of the bar, I felt a chill hit me, which made me shiver unconsciously.

The sky was covered with fine and dense rain, and the first rain of this autumn was thick like a fog that could not be removed. The whole bar street is a little quiet because no one comes here at this time of the day.

I locked the door of the bar and walked into the sticky rain with greasy hair on top of it. The rain hit my body with a cool feeling, and I really felt the meaning of autumn for the first time.

I walked aimlessly down this empty street, lined with all sorts of pompous bar signs, and when all the lights went out, they looked rusty and disorganized, and who could have imagined that at night, as soon as they were lit up, they would immediately become dazzling.

Why not do the same in life, as long as you have a highlight moment, no one will care about your means, your light will cover up all defects, just like Ah Wei, people only know his infatuation and persistence, and no one will care if he has any scheming.

And I'm like this short-lived signboard, all the unbearable and ugly are intuitively displayed on the surface, and there will probably never be a moment when it lights up.

Although the essence of life is the same, but in just a few decades, there will be a day when rust and corruption, but some people can only live in the bleak light all their lives, let you struggle, even if you try, you will never wait for the moment when the electricity is turned on......

As I walked down this street, which seemed strange to me in the daytime, I didn't realize that there was a person not far in front of me, quietly watching me, waiting for me to approach. It wasn't until I walked less than a foot away from him that I suddenly saw the man standing in the rain with an umbrella.

I really didn't expect that I would meet this person here, this person is none other than Mu Zhongren, who appeared on the TV show yesterday.

He was wearing a trench coat, holding a black umbrella, his hair was meticulous, and his expression was always cold.

Obviously, he was waiting for me.

I stood still in front of him, looking at him with his gaze, not in the least deterred by the natural momentum of his long-standing position, and with his resolute attitude before, I now seem to have no reason to fear him.

I stared at him and didn't speak, and since he had come for me, I had to wait for him to speak first.

"I knew I had the best chance of finding you here, sure enough!" He smiled, as if he was secretly proud that his suspicions had been confirmed.

"Congratulations, once again you have made a successful judgment!" I still laughed.

"It's a shame that my daughter is still bent on improving your personality and wants to entrust you with important responsibilities. I can't imagine what you would do if you were in charge of a construction company. ”

He took his eyes off me, looked up slightly into the distance, and continued, "Now I can be sure that you will just sit and wait or hide behind my daughter and let her block everything for you!" ”

It turned out that he already knew everything, yes, how could a shrewd person like him not guess Mu Xichun's intentions? Last time, he had already guessed from Mu Xichun's words and attitude that Mu Xichun had prepared for me in that position, but he still resolutely made the decision and gave this position to Ah Wei.

It turns out that he is right in doing this, at least I really didn't come up with Ah Wei's way to break the game, which has nothing to do with whether or not he is the general manager of the construction company. Even if I am not in his position, if I can think of that way, I will naturally take this risk for Mu Xichun without frowning.

I was really speechless about this, so I had to be silent on the spot.

"Although my daughter wants to help you, and even does not hesitate to build a company for you, she obviously has not figured out a truth, rotten wood is rotten wood, no matter how good your carving is, it will never become a great tool! You're just a dou you can't help! ”

"I don't look down on you, I am also my daughter's suitor, Ah Wei can do it and solve the dilemma for her at risk! And you? Kept saying that she loved my daughter, but when she met Ma

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Annoying not only did nothing, but also showed the cowardice of the little people, not only failed to share a trace of pressure for her, but made her distracted to take care of you at this moment! Is this a sign that you love her? ”

Mu Zhongren's voice is sonorous, and the words he said are true. Although my heart seems to be overturned, it is irrefutable, it is difficult for me to say: It is precisely because I love your daughter so much that I am so sensitive, and it is because I care too much about her that I lose my mind......

Although these words are true, and it is because of this that I ended up like this, but these words seem to him to be like a joke, and I will not say it.

So I had to continue to be silent, the rain at the moment was getting heavier, the rain flowed down my forehead into my eyes, I wanted to wipe away the embarrassment that I didn't want to end up in front of him, and I couldn't bear the sweat stains that had accumulated on my head for a few days like salt water The rain continued to flow into my eyes, and the stinging eye sockets hurt, I opened my eyes wide, but my eyes were blurry and I couldn't see anything.

"Do you know how your daughter spent the past few days when you played with your child's temper and disappeared? I felt sorry for my daughter and wanted to tell you how selfish you are! But it's better to see you like this, you don't deserve to know at all! ”

"I don't know if you remember what I said to you the first time, but I think you probably forgot, and that's okay, I can talk to you a little more for my daughter."

"The true expression of loving someone is not to exchange your love for how much love the other person has, but how much you can give to the other person, and obviously you don't really grasp the meaning of love. Your selfishness and cowardice will only bring pain to the other person, not joy! If you think what I said is wrong, you can think for yourself whether my daughter has been more happy than painful, or more painful than happy since she was with you! ”

"I'm just such a precious girl......" He seemed to suddenly feel a little sad at this point, and paused for a moment before continuing.

"I've never seen her so sad before, but I can see her tears every day these days......" He paused again, his expression showing a hint of unbearability and heartache.

It can be seen that his emotions are finally not as consistent as his expressions, and it turns out that he also has emotional disorders, and it is probably only in the daughter he regards as a baby that he will slightly lose his temper.

"I already said last time that you are not worthy of my daughter, not only in terms of status, but also in spirit and personality! I didn't mean to belittle you, but it turns out that I'm right! ”

"Take this incident as an example, no matter what awkward trouble you two have, I think it's the responsibility of both parties, but afterwards she can find a way to find you, and you? Have you ever thought of her? Or are you stubborn enough to deliberately punish her in this way for the sake of that little bit of pathetic dignity? ”

"She could have put down her body to please you, but what did you do?"

……

The rain became heavier and heavier, and I stood in the rain with my eyes wide open, but I could see nothing. Listening to him speak as if he was near and far, it was like a thunderbolt in my head.

He's right!

He's right......

Why didn't I think of it......

Am I really being too selfish?

I thought she was just like me and didn't care so much about the other party's feelings?

Why do I think that the company's affairs are enough for her, how can she still bother with me?

Why is this happening......

Am I really unworthy?

I stood for a long time in the rain, and I didn't even know when Mu Zhongren left.

The last thing he said to me seemed to make me think about whether this relationship should continue or not, and he seemed to say something else, but I can't remember it......

On my way back to the bar, the rain gradually stopped, and I walked soaking wet on the street, which looked even more bleak after the rain, and the street would be in the sky

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The black queen came back to life, but my heart seemed to be completely dead.

I don't know what Mu Xichun has been through in the past few days, but I can hear a hint from Mu Zhongren's words, obviously Mu Xichun is not doing well, and Mu Zhongren made a special trip to find me because he couldn't see his daughter sad. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a pang in my heart, and I wanted to slap myself a few times, but I didn't do anything after all......

Just as I was walking in despair, an off-road vehicle in front of me slowly stopped, and then a person jumped out of the car, and I looked eastward.

Three steps to the east and two steps to the front of me, seeing me so embarrassed, I couldn't help but be stunned on the spot.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Xiang Dong's tone was a little anxious, and he seemed to be a little crying and laughing, perhaps in his cognition, a man's successive situations were incomprehensible in itself.

I glanced at him and shook my head silently without squeaking.

Xiang Dong was even more anxious, and without talking nonsense or ignoring the fact that I was covered in water, he directly stuffed me into the car, started the accelerator in the car and came to his bar.

He got out of the car and opened the door to the bar, and when he looked back, he saw me still sitting motionless in the car like a wooden carving, shaking his head and pulling me out of the car and into the bar.

He took out a set of clothes from the room behind the bar and threw it to me, saying in a slightly impatient tone, "Change!" ”

I silently picked up my clothes and subconsciously looked around to find a place to look.

"Look at the! Just change it here, two big men, do you have a ball? Xiang Dong scolded angrily.

After he scolded me like this, I realized what had happened, glanced at the clothes in my hand, put them back on the chair and said, "No need! ”

"Okay, love can't be changed, you will freeze to death!" Xiang Dong seems to be very unaccustomed to my appearance, and he is disrespectful.

"Where have you been these days?" Xiang Dong asked.

“……”

"Look at your clothes from a few days ago, you haven't even taken a shower in the past few days, have you?" Xiang Dong's mouth grinned to the root of his ear.

"You can do it! Learn from the turtle to shrink itself into its shell and hide it and think everything is fine? Do you know that in the past few days you have been in your shell, people have been looking for you all over the world? Xiang Dong squinted at me and said.

With a hint of compassion in my heart, I slowly looked up and asked, "Really?" ”

"Or is it? What the hell is going on with you, and do you still have a conscience? Did you know that Miss Xichun has to come to the bar street every night to look for you? Did you know that she even searched every bar here? Every time I see her disappointed, I don't think it's worth it for her! I said that you are also a man, how can you do something so irresponsible! How did I come to know such a decrepit person as you? Xiang Dong said with some hatred that iron does not become steel.

Xiang Dong's words made my heart throb for a while, but the words that Mu Zhongren didn't say were made up by Xiang Dong at the moment, and I finally knew what Mu Xichun had experienced in the past few days.

In fact, she didn't even get angry for a minute since that unhappy parting, and after she cried, she came back to me, but since then I have disappeared like the world, hiding in the bar of lover's tears and never showing my face again.

Xiang Dong said that she would come to Bar Street every night to look for me, and that she had searched every bar and found no trace of me.

Naturally, she couldn't find me, because I wasn't at the bar every night, maybe I was vaguely aware in my heart that she might come looking for me, and for what purpose I went out of the bar every night to wander in some dark corner, and I didn't return to Lover's Tears until very late, how could she find me?

Could it be that I really want to deliberately punish her in this way, just like Mu Zhongren said? But what's wrong with her? Why would I be so decisive? Do I really not love her enough?

I suddenly hated myself fiercely, and my nose was sour......

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