But in terms of mentality, unconsciously, there is a different feeling as if it is there, not to mention very kind, but after all, knowing the other side of his naughty and cool, there are always some different feelings in my heart.

The green onions were re-bundled and placed on the balcony, the cabbage was dried and washed, stacked into the sauerkraut jar, a layer of cabbage and a layer of salt, and finally a layer of cabbage was densely covered on it, and a large bluestone was pressed heavily, water was added, and the cylinder was sealed.

Sauerkraut is pickled.

This is the end of one of the most important family events of the fall.

October has passed in a flash.

On the night of October 31, the north wind was tighter, and the windows were already covered with a layer of white mist, and the heating was faintly warm after testing the water.

Late October is the hardest time in the north, with little sunlight, cold rooms, and nightly lows below freezing, but the heating has not yet begun.

One of the most challenging things about this season is to get up from the warm quilt every morning, and put on cool clothes that seem to have been taken out of the refrigerator in the cold air of the morning.

As for the daytime, if you can stay in a sunny room, it is a little better, if you are unfortunate enough to need to nest in a shady room, it will not take two or three hours, people will be cold hands and feet, and they have to eat a hot meal at noon to warm up.

October 31 is the most anticipated day, in a deep sleep, the temperature of the room quietly and slowly rises, and the next day wakes up in a warm - November 1, the heating period begins.

However, for the Enron family, at least in the minds of An Guoqing and Li Caifeng, this harsh winter has just begun, and the form in the factory is becoming more and more difficult.

After a long time of prevarication, ridicule, quarrels, and calculations, the senior leaders in the factory finally sat down next to the conference table again, and this time they knew that the time was up and they could not drag it out any longer.

As for ordinary workers such as An Guoqing and Li Caifeng, they sensitively realized from the quiet and gloomy faces of these leaders that the final moment to decide everyone's fate had finally arrived.

This time, no matter how hard they tried to pretend to be nothing, they still couldn't help but dim their minds, let sorrow and worry crawl all over their faces, and sighed without noticing, and when they realized their gaffes, they forced a sigh again, for fear of being heard by their families.

In this way, the atmosphere at home is like the sky in November, low and dreary, and the wind and snow are coming.

At dinner that day, Li Caifeng and An Ran, who had finished work in the afternoon, were just about to set up a folding table and eat dinner, when the door knocked on urgently, and the sudden sound carried an indescribable sense of oppression, which made the two of them startled.

When he opened the door, it was An Guoqing, who was originally on the night shift, with a heavy face and gloomy clouds.

"Lao An, why did you come back suddenly?" Li Caifeng asked in surprise at first, and then she reacted in the next second, opened her eyes nervously, and shouted in a lost voice: "It's in the factory, something happened in the factory?" ”

"Hmm." An Guoqing responded, did not change his shoes, walked into the living room silently, and sat on the sofa in a daze.

Li Caifeng also stood in place as if she had lost her soul, and after a while, she slowly turned around, looked at her husband who was sitting on the sofa with his head buried in his head, and opened his mouth, but he didn't dare to ask.

Although she had been mentally prepared for the result countless times, when this moment really came, she was still afraid to hear the result with her own ears.

An Ran quietly walked to the door, closed the door gently, and sighed in his heart, this day has finally come.

It can be said that since the first day of rebirth, she has been making various preparations for the arrival of this day in her heart, from psychological to investment plans, counting down day after day.

Sometimes she couldn't even tell if she was looking forward to it or fearing it.

Hope is real.

She knew in her heart that if she didn't make a real change, her parents could only follow the old path, working part-time jobs everywhere, bending their backs day by day and exhausting their bodies in the difficult rush. This small family has also unconsciously lost its simple and happy laughter.

Only by taking the first step of entrepreneurship can everything have a new beginning.

When it comes to fear, it's not just the gains and losses of the family's future, but also the worry about your own decisions.

Although she had thought about it countless times in her heart, she had taken into account almost all the risks and difficulties she could think of, and thought of solutions one by one.

However, although she has seen more and fresher business models with memories more than ten years later, she has only seen and heard of them.

She's just a house girl who has run into walls everywhere in society.,Nothing else.,Except for hanging on the Internet and reading those novels full of YY,Almost nothing else.,Even if it's a small business like a lottery station,It's not so easy for her.。

Even though it is suppressed all the time, sometimes thoughts such as "what if I fail" and "what if I think wrong" still slip out quietly when I am not careful.

And when she looked at her parents in front of her, she realized that no matter what, all this was a choice for them.

Whether they want to take this step or not, reality is still coming.

Instead of constantly doubting yourself in your heart, it is better to take a bold shot.

At most, it's just a revert to the old way of the previous life.

If the lottery station business fails, the parents still have themselves.

After being reborn, I can also earn a relatively bright future for this family.

Thinking of this, An Ran said softly: "Dad, what happened?" ”

Li Caifeng also seemed to come back to her senses at this time, and then asked: "Lao An, is it ......?"

An Guoqing nodded, his demeanor had recovered a lot, although his eyes were dim, his voice was quite calm, but he was a little hoarse: "Yes, someone got the list of laid-off workers, and now there is a commotion in the factory. I looked bored, and I came back. ”

"Did you look at the list?" Li Caifeng asked urgently.

An Guoqing took out a cigarette and a lighter from his coat pocket, nodded, took out one and put it in his mouth, lit the cigarette with a lighter, took a deep breath with a tight eyebrow, and nodded.