Chapter 175: Leave your life to fate
When I returned to the inn in despair, it was the middle of the night. The game between the two next door seems to have finally gotten tired, and there is no sound anymore.
I sat down on the bed like a puppet, wishing I could make a little more noise next door to distract me.
I think if that Northeast man dares to look at me with that kind of disdain at this moment, I will definitely blind his dog eyes without hesitation.
I even punched the wall twice in hatred, but the silence was still deathly.
I was lying on the bed with my clothes, and Mu Xichun's sad face always lingered in my head.
I thought it was time to leave, I couldn't stay in the city any longer. This city of 18 million people, although large, except for a few established routes, seems to have never set foot on every street on its own. Despite the large population, it seems that everyone who passes by has never met each other.
I know that as long as I stay here, I will never be able to get out of the net I have weaved, and as long as I stay here, I will never be able to escape the encirclement and interception of fate.
Although it carries too many of my youth and memories, and too many dreams and feelings, it is time to let go.
Though there are my friends, my lovers, my joys, and my tears, let it end here......
If my departure can make a person's life better from now on, I think it will probably be a great creation, so everything is worth it.
But before leaving, there are a few more things to do, I want to take a good look at the city again, I want to take a good look at my friends again, and I think that these memories will be the biggest motivation to support me in the rest of my life.
The rest of my life, no matter where I am, will never be able to bear the weight of life here, so I also know that everything here will be etched in my memory, and it will be the best green years of my life.
On the first day I went to the Stone Flower Shop, and the business was still stable, so I didn't seem to have to worry about it. I took the stone to eat another meal, KFC and Disney again. In Disney, I finally experienced various entertainment projects for the first time, and then I realized that this is not actually just for children, it turns out that a man like me can play very well.
When I sent Shi home at night, Shi tilted his head and asked me, "Brother Wei, why didn't Sister Mu come with you?" ”
I knew that Stone was a very smart child, and the question had been on his face the moment I had come to see him, and now he couldn't help but ask.
"Your sister Mu is very busy, she can't spare time, that's why I asked me to play with you!" I replied casually.
"Did Brother Wei have a conflict with Sister Mu? Although Brother Wei took me to play very happily today, I can see that Brother Wei is actually not happy at all. Did you quarrel with Sister Mu?"
I couldn't help but be stunned by Stone's words, I didn't expect his guess to be so accurate, and yet I didn't know how to answer his question.
"Brother Wei may have to leave here for a long time, and it is possible that he will never come back in the future. If you want to eat KFC in the future, or if you want to go to an amusement park, you can only let your sister Mu take you there. So I want to fulfill your wish again before leaving, in fact, it is also to fulfill my wish. "I think it's better not to lie to a child, so
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It was to tell him the truth.
When Shi Shi heard my words, his eyes widened in shock: "Brother Wei, aren't you in love with Sister Mu?" If you leave, what will Sister Mu do? It seemed that this question was his main concern, and he didn't even ask me why I was leaving. Where to go? Why not come back?
"You better study hard, you still don't have to worry about adult affairs. Remember, when you grow up, you must honor your mother well, and don't make her angry and sad. I really couldn't answer his question, so I deliberately diverted the topic.
But the stone apparently did not take my words to heart, and seemed to still be thinking about the problems in his heart, and walked home in silence.
It wasn't until I dropped him off to the door and was about to turn away that the stone finally spoke again.
"Brother Wei, I still have one more wish, can you help me realize it?"
"What is it?" I asked.
"I want you and Sister Mu to take me to eat KFC and amusement park again, can you fulfill this wish of mine?" A very serious look appeared on the childish face of the stone.
I couldn't help but be stunned, I didn't expect that he had been thinking silently for a long time, and he actually came up with such a wish that made me embarrassed.
The stone looked at me earnestly, silently awaiting my answer, and I fell silent again.
After a long time, I slowly spoke: "Stone, I'm sorry! Brother Wei may not be able to help you fulfill this wish. Because it's no longer possible for me and your Sister Mu to take you to KFC and amusement parks together, I might as well tell you now that in fact, your Sister Mu and I have broken up. ”
"It's okay, you can't do it, but it's still my wish, and I have a feeling that my wish will come true." The stone puffed out his cheeks and said in a rather stubborn tone.
I couldn't help but laugh dumbly, thinking to myself that this kid is really a big ghost, and even the thoughts of adults can be figured out, but this time I'm afraid he will really be disappointed.
"I hope so! But even if your wish doesn't come true, you don't have to be sad. Your sister Mu is a kind girl, and her future boyfriend will definitely like you very much. ”
"Nope! I only want Brother Wei to be Sister Mu's boyfriend, and I don't agree with anyone else! He said stubbornly with a blushing face.
I couldn't help but be stunned, thinking that if only you could call the shots!
"Okay, I'll tell her this next time you see your sister Mu, but I'm really leaving!" I touched the stone's head and waved at him.
The stone stood still, and did not respond to my wave of hand, as if he was very disagreeing with what I said and depressed, and seemed to feel sorry for my imminent journey.
I walked to the end of the street and looked back at him still standing there looking at me, and I couldn't help but have a sour nose and felt the urge to cry......
The next day, I went to many places in the city, I went to the pork offal soup shop where I took Mu Xichun to eat last time, and ate a big bowl of pork offal, which was still a familiar atmosphere and a familiar taste. I don't know if I'll ever taste this nostalgic taste again after I leave......
I went to the food street in the west of the city, although it was still crowded during the day, I remembered that night I came here with Mu Xichun to have supper and was confiscated by the traffic police, and finally she was robbed of her bag by the thugs, and I was beaten by the thief for helping her chase the thief. Walking on the familiar road, reminiscing about that time
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I couldn't help but unconsciously raise the corners of my mouth.
I went to the building where Mu Xichun discovered the secret of my fear of heights, and it was probably at that time that she began to plan to be a private doctor for me. The building had just been erected, but now it has been completed and most of it has been sold. The flowers and plants on the balcony or all kinds of clothes drying are full of the taste of life, trivial but warm.
I went to Shengda Plaza, where I made a bet to win a seafood feast from Mu Xichun, I went to Jianye Road, where I sold her a roasted sweet potato for two hundred and fifty, and I went to Airport Road, where I performed the stunt of riding a motorcycle with both hands off, and she was so frightened that for the first time, she hugged me tightly regardless of the difference between men and women......
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It turns out that there are such a pair of places that have left us good memories, it turns out that the existence of happiness is so simple, and it turns out that we have walked so far together......
But now, I can only put them in my memory and take them away......
There's a long way to go, and this is probably my greatest treasure! I think.
I even went to look outside Mu Xichun's villa, of course I picked her to work time. The first thing you see when you look inside from the courtyard gate is still a large verdant garden, with yellow sycamores and green plantains. The scenery is still the same, but the people are no longer in the mood they were at the beginning......
At dusk I went to Lakeside Park again, I still got into it from the gap last time, and I finally couldn't wait for the day when this park that meant so much to me was officially opened.
I've already bought my train tickets, and tomorrow night at eight o'clock, I still have twenty hours left before I leave the city.
As for the destination, it was a completely unfamiliar place, a place that I randomly drew out on the ticket purchase page with my eyes closed, and I thought that since I had nowhere to go, I would leave it to fate, and I would slide my finger casually, and God would buy a ticket where it stopped, and leave my life to fate from now on......
The park is finished, only the final clean-up work remains, some leftover building materials and some industrial waste have not yet been cleared, and I am sure it will not be long before it will reopen, and I am afraid that by then I will already be thousands of miles away.
I walked to the pavilion in the middle of the lake, sat quietly on the stone bench, and looked at the bottomless lake and lost my mind.
Thinking that these two criss-crossing wooden bridges were specially added to the project drawings by Mu Xichun because of my unintentional words, and now the bridge is finally built, and our relationship has come to an end.
I can't help but think of a sentence: the bridge returns to the bridge and the road returns! Could it be that everything has been revealed in the dark? If I hadn't said that in the first place, would it have had a different result? I sat there quietly, thinking that after I went, I was afraid that this place would become a memory that I would never go back to, and I couldn't help but feel sorry for myself.
I sat quietly on the stone bench, forgetting the time in a trance, only to feel that the sky was getting darker, and the lights in the park began to turn on one after another, illuminating this renovated park beautifully, and the reflection of the lights in the lake made me a little confused about reality and illusion.
As I was lost in my own contemplation, I suddenly heard a slight sound of footsteps behind me.
I woke up suddenly, and I couldn't help but be stunned when I looked back!
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