Chapter 188: Let's Go Home
The day of discharge from the hospital was a sunny day, only the incomprehensible north wind was blowing gently, which made those old people who were greedy for sunshine a little overwhelmed!
I was hospitalized for more than three months, but when I was discharged, I was empty-handed. Again, some of my belongings were lost at the train station three months ago. At this point, I really live up to the name.
But at the moment, I don't feel depressed at all, on the contrary, I even feel like I have the whole world, don't I? I think I should be content to be able to escape from the clutches of death and re-enter this world!
I stood in front of the hospital wearing the thick down jacket that Mu Xichun specially brought to me, looking at the familiar and unfamiliar world in front of me, and I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion!
I looked up at the sun rising in mid-air, I felt so dazzling, I couldn't help but be a little moved, nearly a hundred days and nights, finally today I walked into the sun again, I don't know that this disaster will bring all kinds of changes to my life, but I am very sure that my life will never be the same again!
"What? What are you thinking? Mu Xichun took my arm and stood next to me, looking at my thoughtful expression, and asked.
At this moment, I seemed to have a thousand words in my heart that I wanted to tell her, but I didn't know where to start for a while.
I watched her fair, flushed face look particularly delicate in the middle of the sun.
I looked at her beautiful eyes and long eyelashes, and watched me blink slightly.
I suddenly wanted to kiss her, and in fact I did, and I gently hugged her waist, pressed her body tightly to mine, and before she could be prepared for what I was going to do next, my mouth was lightly imprinted on her soft lips.
She seemed a little cramped by my sudden movements, her eyes rolled at me, she did not resist, although her body was a little stiff, but she allowed me to kiss her on the lips deeply at the door of the crowded hospital.
My lips didn't move, they just pressed tightly on hers, and I closed my eyes and felt with my soul the kiss that filled my life with emotion and gratitude.
At this moment I could no longer hear a sound, I could no longer feel the presence of a third person, the whole world was silent, only me and the woman in my arms, I knew that my life would no longer belong to me alone......
After a long time, I finally walked away from her lips, which had become a little hot, and I looked at her blushing cheeks and slightly evasive eyes and said affectionately, "Girl! From this day forward, I will not be separated from you again! ”
Mu Xichun seemed to be aroused by my sincere appearance of her tenderness, she looked up at me, slightly moved, the corners of her mouth moved as if she had something to say, and it seemed that she couldn't help it, but in the end she didn't say anything, just stretched out her arms and hugged my waist tightly!
I thought that Mu Xichun would bring me to the house where I used to live, because I already knew that Ah Wei had moved from there. But what I didn't expect was that Mu Xichun didn't go there, but took me directly to her villa!
Along the way, she drove with a Mona Lisa smile, and she didn't talk to me, and occasionally looked back at me, her eyes were like silk! It was probably my long kiss and affectionate confession at the hospital door that made her feel good.
Looking at her appearance of indulging in happiness, I don't want to interrupt her with words, why am I not drunk in her strong love at this moment?
It wasn't until I found out the direction of the car that I couldn't help but ask, "Girl, where are you going to take me?" ”
Mu Xichun turned his head to me and showed a sweetness
Honey smiled and said, "Of course it's home!" ”
She said naturally and familiarly, it seemed like we had been living together for a long time, and it seemed like I was just on a business trip for a few days and she came to pick me up! Let my heart can't help but wave a trace of strange feelings, a little moved, and a little afraid that this seemingly usual happiness is really related to me!
"Home?"
"Hmm!"
"You mean...... Will I also live in your villa in the future? "I confirm again.
"Or else? Do you want to run away? I found a train ticket in your pocket after you were found and taken back to the hospital that day, were you ready to run away that day? ”
It seems that this topic suddenly reminded Mu Xichun of this matter, she smiled and became serious, braked the car on the side of the road, and turned her head to stare at me!
I was stunned, I didn't expect that my cowardly decision would be discovered by Mu Xichun! Now that I think about it, even I am a little embarrassed, and at the same time a little scared.
If it weren't for the ticket I chose at random, if it weren't for the time of this ticket that happened to be the time the news aired, if I hadn't happened to see the news in the waiting room that day, I would have been somewhere thousands of miles away.
If I really missed that news and didn't come back to rescue Mu Xichun, although Mu Xichun who I didn't see would definitely be in danger of her life, but according to the situation that day, God knows what she would have experienced that night! What kind of psychological trauma will it cause her?
Judging from the pitiful appearance of a frightened little beast at the moment I found her, even if she was finally safe, it was inevitable that her soul would be subjected to a purgatory experience.
Although I almost died trying to save her, I felt no regrets, and I was even glad that I found her and rescued her, and did not leave her in the dark waiting in despair for the verdict of fate.
Now it seems that all these seemingly coincidental things are actually arranged in the dark, fate will not let me escape even if I have bought a ticket, even if I am about to board the departing train, it will pull me back, no doubt, irresistible, maybe this is fate!
It's just that now in the face of Mu Xichun's questioning, I feel a sense of embarrassment, and I was speechless for a while!
"Do you know how scared I was when I saw that ticket?" She looked at my faint voice, and her expression became sad!
"I always thought that you broke up with me just because you were uncomfortable in your heart and had some misunderstandings about me and caused your emotions to be out of control! I thought you'd regret it as soon as you calmed down, because I always thought you could understand my love for you! So I've been waiting for you, waiting for you to come to me. ”
"But when I saw the ticket, I realized that you had no intention of coming to me, and that you even wanted to leave! Do you really think that if you go far enough, I will forget you? ”
Mu Xichun slowly withdrew her gaze from my face and lowered her head, obviously this incident touched her heartache, making her still heartache even if she thought about it now.
I felt very guilty when I saw her instantly depressed mood, it seems that I really saw things simply, I underestimated the feelings between people, I did as she said, I felt that as long as I left, the relationship would end.
But after this unexpected incident, I realized that I was still a novice to relationships, and I was oversimplifying the most complex things in the world.
Even if I do leave, not only her, but I am afraid that I will never get out of the shadow that this relationship has caused on me.
Although it is true that we are separated from the perspective of space, it is a thing of feelings
How can space be used to block it? Space can't, and neither can time!
In fact, feelings have long been something that exists beyond time and space, even if they are separated by the end of the world, even if time passes, but if you really love, the obsession in your heart will never change!
After experiencing this, I finally had a new understanding, but fortunately fate gave me another chance, as if everything was still in time, because at the moment the person I love is still by my side! Fate is so favorable, what more can a husband ask for?
Now that there is no need to hide my original intentions from her, I looked at her somewhat confused expression and reached out to hold her hand and said, "I'm sorry, girl, I was wrong!" The reason why I want to run away is only because I don't have the courage to face the obstacles between us, and I am afraid that I will inevitably hurt you in the end! I thought my departure was the last pampering for you! ”
"But after what happened, I realized that things are not so simple, even if I never see you again, the damage to you will not be reduced by a point. Therefore, no matter what I face in the future, I will not run away from it, I will face everything with you, as long as you are by my side, I have no reason to retreat, believe me! ”
A layer of mist slowly gathered in Mu Xichun's bright eyes, but she smiled, her smile was happy and stable, it seemed that my words finally made her sure that she would never lose me again!
"I believe in you!" She sniffed and said in a nong-nong tone!
I patted her hand and said, "Okay, let's go home!" ”
Mu Xichun nodded vigorously, his expression seemed to be happy again, and he restarted the car and drove towards Cuiweiju.
When I came to Mu Xichun's villa, I found that there were other people here, because before I entered the door, I saw an off-road vehicle parked to the east at the door, and a red car and an Audi sports car were parked next to it.
My doubts didn't last long, as soon as I walked into the yard, I saw Xiang Dong and Li Liang, my best friends, and Ah Wei, who is now friends with me I don't know if they are friends, what I didn't expect was that Miss Li Xue was also there, presumably the red car was hers.
Seeing me and Mu Xichun walk into the courtyard, the four of them came out of the living room, and they applauded together, and Xiang Dong didn't know where to take a watering can out and spray it on me, and muttered something in his mouth like a magic stick, I only heard what the gods and ghosts of the world should not approach, so I couldn't help but laugh dumbly.
However, I was quite moved to see everyone's ceremonial greeting specifications, and I didn't interrupt the god-like dance to the east.
After a while, Xiang Dong finally finished chanting, and then I quipped: "Master Xiang, what kind of fairy water did you spray on me, why does it smell so bad?" ”
Xiang Dong glanced at me and said solemnly: "Don't talk nonsense, this is what I specially asked Master Daozhen to open the light in Lingshui Temple, uh, 84 disinfectant!" "Everyone who provoked it was ridiculous.
"It seems that you are still a Buddhist, but what the hell is the heaven and earth gods and ghosts that you just talked about? The Buddhist teachings only believe in the afterlife, not in gods and ghosts! It seems that you are a Buddhist! I teased.
Xiang Dong was teased by me and pretended to be displeased: "I am called versatile, do you understand that the east is not bright and the west is bright?" Taoism and Buddhism go hand in hand, there is always one thing that can save your life, do you understand? Everyone laughed again.