Chapter 192: Cherish the Spring Past
Some people say that love has nothing to do with sex, I am skeptical about this, and it may be true to say bigger, but it is undeniable that sex is the sublimation of love, and perhaps some sanctimonious people do not think so, but I always feel that if two people who love each other live a sexless life, it is probably like an engine without oil, although it can drive normally, but it will always make people feel that something is missing, as for what is missing, I can't say!
At least since Mu Xichun and I had a loving blend this night, our relationship has become more enthusiastic. It was probably the first time she tasted the clouds and rain, and once she tasted the sweetness, she became unstoppable, which made me can't imagine that the usually arrogant and glamorous president of the company will become a completely different person once he leaves the public eye!
This change in her made me overjoyed, I have been widowed for so long, and now I finally have a long drought and nectar, how can I not enjoy the moisture of the rain and dew!
I have to mention that I never expected that after some passion that night, I was pleasantly surprised to find that the little red on the quilt could not help but make me both moved and distressed.
A woman like her with a shocking appearance, there must be no shortage of suitors throughout her adolescence, and no one can really make her happy. However, she gave me her most precious thing without hesitation, so that I, a scumbag who had been called by her for a few months, was not only moved, but also moved!
At that time, I hugged Mu Xichun's beautiful carcass that was as soft as a boneless, and I couldn't help but be carried away by lust in my heart, and I didn't realize it at all. I didn't expect her to be recklessly rushed by me when she first tasted the joy of a woman, she didn't say a word, how much love and tolerance is this for me to be so patient?
When I saw the speckled rose petals on the sheets, I couldn't help but swear in my heart that I would never fail her in this life, and that no matter what the future would be, I would protect her for the rest of my life!
With this substantial sublimation of feelings, I naturally don't have to waste resources to occupy a room alone, and Mu Xichun's bedroom has become the cradle of love for the two of us.
We are like two children who steal the forbidden fruit, and we are happy to taste the sweetness, especially Mu Xichun, like a little beast that can't be fed, every time we toss each other until we are exhausted, we can sleep with a satisfied hug!
Fortunately, I am not a little boy who has just fallen in love, and I know that this kind of thing must be controlled, otherwise with the huge temptation of Mu Xichun, I am afraid that most of them will become flooded due to drought!
The night I moved into Mu Xichun's bedroom, after the warmth, I hugged her hot delicate body and talked affectionately, and I couldn't help but glance at a photo she placed on the bedside table, which couldn't help but arouse my curiosity.
That photo is a group photo of their family, this is probably a photo of Mu Xichun when he was a child, because Mu Zhongren looks like a handsome young man in the photo, and Mu Xichun's mother is also like a beautiful girl, quite a bit of Mu Xichun's current look. And Mu Xichun is still a little girl who is only five or six years old, standing in front of two adults in a light-colored dress, staring at a pair of innocent big eyes, looking very restrained.
This is a family photo, it was nothing, what makes me strange is that Mu Xichun's mother in the photo is still holding a baby in her arms, and she looks like she is probably less than a year old.
I picked up the photo frame and asked Mu Xichun in my arms: "Who is your mother holding in her arms?" ”
The first time I came to Mu Xichun's bedroom was not long after she came to the company, and the time I cooked a bowl of noodles for her after sending her back from the hospital and brought it into her bedroom, I also saw this photo that time, but I didn't know much about her and her family at that time, so I didn't take it to heart, and I forgot it after a long time.
Now I can't help but be curious when I see this photo again, because I have never heard her talk about her brother or sister, and the last time I went to her house in Beijing, I didn't notice that there was a sign of a child in this family, so I can't help but wonder!
Mu Xichun, who was originally in love, had a soft delicate body in my arms after hearing my question, and couldn't help but stiffen a little.
She stretched out a white and smooth arm from the quilt to take the photo frame in my hand, and after a while, she said faintly: "She is my sister, but a month after taking this photo, she is gone!" ”
I was shocked, I didn't expect Mu Xichun to have a younger sister, but listening to her tone, it seems that there is a sad story. I couldn't help but feel a little annoyed, I didn't expect that I didn't want to ask, but I happened to ask a question that shouldn't be asked. , which undoubtedly destroyed our deep affection in an instant.
But since I have asked it, it is impossible to take it back, so I heard a past story hidden in the hearts of Mu Xichun's family that they were most reluctant to mention......
It was about twenty years ago, twenty-one years ago to be exact, when Mu Xichun was only four years old, and the baby in the photo, that is, her sister, was only a few months old.
In order to celebrate the fifth anniversary of his marriage with his wife that summer, Mu Zhongren deliberately took his family to travel to the south by car, which was a happy journey, but what he never expected was that this trip became a shadow that his family could not erase for the rest of his life.
On the way back, when they walked to the Huai River valley in central China, there was a sudden rainstorm, and the safety measures on the highway were not very perfect at that time, and they unfortunately encountered a landslide, and the car was washed into the ditch on the side of the highway by the mudslide.
Due to the impact of the rocks, the car has been seriously deformed, and several people in the car have been injured to varying degrees, except for the baby in the back seat who was not injured.
Although I didn't see it with my own eyes, I can imagine from Mu Xichun's description that the situation at that time was quite tragic, Mu Xichun's mother was sitting in the co-pilot's seat, her legs were stuck in the deformed car body and couldn't get out, and Mu Xichun, who was only four years old, was also hit on the head because of the car rolling, and her face was bleeding.
Mu Zhongren climbed out of the car door with difficulty, but he alone had no way to save his wife. Looking at his daughter's bloody face, he felt even more anxious, and he was almost out of order.
Fortunately, Mu Mu was quite calm, and seeing the current situation, she resolutely stopped Mu Zhongren's useless actions.
Let him immediately take his daughter to the nearest village for treatment, and find someone to help by the way.
Although Mu Zhongren was worried, there was only one way that was feasible at the moment, so he listened to his wife's words.
Before leaving, he carried his little daughter out of the car with the baby seat, and since he was also injured, he could not hold the two children to ask for help, so he placed his little daughter in the seat next to the damaged car body, and covered it with a tent. Then he hurriedly took his eldest daughter and ran to a village not far away.
He placed Mu Xichun in the village health center, and then called a few villagers to hurry back to the scene of the incident with crowbars, ropes, etc.
However, when he came back, he couldn't help but be surprised, it turned out that just a moment after this time, a fierce torrent poured down from the col, and the low-lying place where the car had overturned was already a torrent, and the small tent and the baby seat had long since disappeared.
Mu Zhongren couldn't find his little daughter and almost sat on the ground, but this was not the worst, due to the sudden arrival of the flash flood, half of the car that had been overturned had been submerged in the water.
Seeing such a terrible situation, his body, which was almost paralyzed, struggled to muster up his spirits, and called a few villagers who came to help to rescue his wife, who was still trapped in the car.
Fortunately, his wife was not submerged in the water, and she was struggling to support herself with her head tilted.
Mu Zhongren's wife was finally saved with the help of several people, but after he dragged his wife out of the car and rescued her ashore, he saw that the low-lying place on the side of the road seemed to have turned into a surging river. Only then did he think of his little daughter again, so he entrusted his wife, who was trembling and did not know that his little daughter was missing, to a few villagers, and then ran wildly to the downstream of the current......
However, natural disasters are ruthless, no matter how good you are, you can't resist the power of nature, Mu Zhongren ran all the way until he was tired of chasing more than ten miles, and he didn't have any strength and didn't see his little daughter.
But he didn't give up, and still dragged his sore and weak legs to find the rushing water!
However, an even greater blow followed, and when he followed the current for several more miles, he saw that the water in front of him had actually merged into a large river in front of him. At this moment, the river was muddy, churning and rushing downstream.
Mu Zhongren suddenly felt a chilling despair, he fell to his knees by the river, looking at the rushing river and bursting into tears......
The rain stopped, the river receded, and Mu Zhongren still did not see his little daughter after several days of search by the local police, and only found her baby baby far downstream of the river. At this point, there was nothing else to gain, and the police gradually gave up hope after a long time.
Although no one said it, everyone had some considerations in their hearts, after all, it had been a few days since the incident, and I am afraid that the baby who was less than a year old was already a bad luck! It's just that he didn't say it because he took into account the feelings of the Mu family.
Mu Zhongren didn't know that although he didn't want to admit this fact, he couldn't find any trace of his daughter for several days, so how could he let him deceive himself by covering his ears and stealing the bell?
So far, the only thought that can make him feel better is that a kind person has rescued his daughter, which is probably the best result he can think of at the moment.
Mu's mother injured her legs not lightly, and suddenly learned of her daughter's misfortune, fainted several times on the hospital bed, as the saying goes, every child is a piece of meat on the mother's body, and the child was born less than a year, the feeling of this piece of meat cutting off her body has not faded, her daughter is already uncertain, how can she not be grief-stricken! This is perhaps the greatest misfortune in the world......
Mu Zhongren placed his wife and daughter in a local hospital for treatment, while looking around the accident site to find out if anyone had rescued the baby in the water!
It wasn't until he stayed here for more than a month that Mu Zhongren finally gradually died, and returned to his hometown in the north with a completely different mood from when he came, with a wife who described a withered wife and an eldest daughter who was still inattentive but also faintly knew that his sister would probably never come back.
In the following time, Mu Zhongren still did not give up inquiring about the news of his youngest daughter, and he entrusted the local police station to help him pay attention to the local news about this matter, but in the past few years, there has been no news from there......
Mu Xichun told faintly, maybe this incident has made her suffer too much sadness, after many years, she has no tears to shed, but I can deeply feel the hidden pain in her heart. Because I also have a deep understanding of this pain!