The steelmaking mill is still in full swing, and the monotonous days of sunrise and sunset are still repeating mechanically day after day.

After the heavy snowfall on Chinese New Year's Eve, the weather seemed to warm up quickly after a slight change of direction by a certain wind. The first month has passed, February has also passed, and March in the world has finally quietly arrived under the guidance of a hint of hot wind.

Three months of hard work made me have no choice but to choose habits, as the poet Tang Wenxuan said, we have a long time to stay here, we will eventually get used to it......

In the two months of the new year, three people left and four more came in, and the evil will not go away, and the people who commit crimes will naturally come in an endless stream. Except for a few faces that have changed, it seems that everything is the way it was.

The people who left smiled and parted ways with us, and the people who came in were able to run and join our labor camp after a period of decadence.

Seeing their change of mood almost exactly as when I came here made me feel a great sense of horror, and I was even more convinced that when we went out, I would probably not find a shadow of them coming in. This also corresponds to the eight-character slogan printed on the wall: change your heart and face, and be a new person.

Just when I thought that such boring and exhausting days would go on forever, the next thing happened that almost killed me again......

As the weather gradually warmed up, my clothes were quickly soaked with sweat when I worked, and I also learned from Ah Song to take off all my shirts and work bare-chested, because the work intensity was too great and there was almost no time to stop, so naturally I didn't feel cold.

It's just that there are too many goods delivered that day, and this busy is busy until more than eight o'clock in the evening. Exhausted, I returned to the prison number, took a shower, finished eating, and lay down in bed when I felt something was wrong with my body.

But I didn't pay much attention to it, I just thought it was probably because I was too tired, and it wasn't until I woke up the next day that I felt that I was probably really sick, my whole body was sore, my throat was dry and sore like I was about to breathe fire, and it was extremely difficult to swallow saliva.

But I didn't tell the discipline about my situation, for I was afraid that if I took a leave of absence due to illness, my share would be shared among the other four members of our group. These days of getting along with each other have made us all have an indescribable affection for each other, and I don't want to drag them back because of myself.

I felt that it was just a common cold, and it was probably not a big deal to sweat, so I followed me to the factory without squeaking.

At first, it was fine, except for some weak legs, I didn't feel any discomfort, but after two hours, I gradually became a little weak, I only felt lightheaded, my body became more and more weak, and my arms could barely hold the handlebars of the wheelbarrow.

At this time, there was a shortage of scrap materials in the smelting furnace, and the discipline scolded us to speed up the transportation of materials, and if the supply in the furnace was cut off, the reproduced steel would inevitably be scrapped a lot. As for my increasingly ugly face, how could he have noticed.

I struggled to support my trembling body and continued to work hard to deliver the materials.

However, when I pushed a cart of broken steel bars into the workshop again, I felt that my whole body could no longer exert any strength, and I changed from trotting to walking, and even then I still felt dizzy.

Seeing that my pace slowed down, the discipline turned from scolding to swearing. But my ears couldn't hear him scolding

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What is it, I only felt that the black knees in front of me were weak and could no longer support them, and I suddenly collapsed on the ground.

Coincidentally, I was walking along the aisle with the shelves of various produced steels, when a truckload of broken steel bars and a wheelbarrow fell on the shelves in an instant.

The shelves, which were already overwhelmed, were suddenly slumped down like me by external forces, and the last sight I saw was that the different types of steel on the shelves poured down on me like a landslide.

However, I was still paralyzed, and I didn't even have the strength to roll on the spot, and I was powerless to watch a shelf of steel fall against me......

I just felt that my body was suddenly under tremendous pressure, from my legs and feet to my body to my head and face.

When the steel pressed against my face, I even felt that I was going to die in this scene!

The consciousness was completely dissipated at that moment! I even felt my soul gradually detach from my body, gradually floating out of the crack in the pile of steel, and then gradually drifting into the air......

My soul floating in the air even saw Ah Song, Xiao Tang and a few others drop their wheelbarrows and run towards my corpse with the discipline......

They pulled out my body from the pile of steel, and there was only a blur of flesh and blood in front of me, and my face was covered with blood, and I couldn't see where the wound was, and a steel bar was stuck in my upper abdomen.

At this time, the accompanying doctors also arrived when they heard the news, and they hurriedly carried my body onto a stretcher, and Ah Song and Xiao Tang carried it all the way to the escort car in the hospital. The thin steel bar in the abdomen trembled and trembled with their footsteps.

At this time, I suddenly felt that my soul was pulled back into my body by an invisible pull, and then the corpse suddenly regained a trace of consciousness.

I heard Ah Song and Don Jr. calling my name, I heard the doctor urging the driver to drive to the hospital quickly, and I heard the distancer order Don Jr. to get in the car and go to the hospital to help......

It's just that I can't see anything, I just feel like I'm in a world full of red, and there is no other color but red!

I don't know where I got hurt, because I didn't feel any pain, not even the part of my abdomen where the steel was pierced......

I felt myself shaking slightly, and I thought the car was already moving. Then I felt as if my eyes were being gently wiped, and then I vaguely saw Don's eager face, it turned out that my eyes were already fascinated by blood!

Seeing that I had a slight reaction, Xiao Tang called my name one by one: Old Five, Old Five......

Although I could hear his cries in a trance, and I could see his face looking down on me, I didn't have the strength to respond at all, and I could only maintain the only trace of clarity, which was already my limit!

The car was moving rapidly, and although I couldn't sense the speed at the moment, let alone the scenery outside the window, I could judge from the noise of the wheels rubbing against the road.

I tried my best to keep that clear mind so that it would not dissipate, because I knew that if I gave up at this time, I would never wake up.

I finally realized that I still regretted my life after all, despite all the hardships and ups and downs, and even the verge of death

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It's not the first time I've experienced myself, but when I'm threatened with death again, I still feel an instinctive desire to survive.

It may be difficult to live, but there will always be some concerns that make you unwilling to die easily, which is probably what makes this fragile life tenacious!

So, what are my concerns? There are no relatives, the only few friends who are missing, the betrayal of the betrayal, and probably only one friend like Xiang Dong, but he has a successful career and a happy family, so what do I have to worry about.

It seems that I still have a woman I love deeply, but this woman was also heartbroken by me not long ago, should I still be concerned about her? Wouldn't her own death make her completely lose her thoughts? What else is there to be nostalgic for in this cold world? Why is he still so stubborn and refuses to die?

Despite my efforts to maintain my consciousness, the road from prison to the city was too far, and I felt that consciousness had gradually become thinner, and I knew that I might die on the road at any time.

Probably because God felt that my sins had not yet been atoned for, and that I needed to be left to be punished on earth, and when my faint consciousness was about to dissipate, I finally felt the car stop, and I was immediately carried out of the car.

I raised my eyes slightly and realized that this place was somewhat familiar, and at the same time another ambulance was sounding the alarm? The flute drove into the hospital courtyard, and I on the stretcher seemed to see a tall man hurrying out of the ambulance with a woman in a white wedding dress on his back, the wedding dress was dotted with roses, like a star in a bright galaxy! The man holding the woman in the wedding dress shouted for the doctor and ran into the hospital before us was escorted by a crowd of people.

This was the last thing I saw before my consciousness dissipated, I thought it was probably my hallucination, how could I feel familiar here? City A is so big, how could I have been sent to the hospital where I was previously admitted so coincidentally? How could a bride in a wedding dress suddenly get sick and run to the hospital? It's a bit illogical, and I think it's probably a vision hallucination from my confusion......

I woke up again a day later, and of course this was told to me by Xiao Tang, who had been taking care of me for the past two days, accompanied by two prison guards.

The reason why I was in a coma for a day was probably the anesthetic effect of surgery in addition to the injury, the first thing I saw was the bandage wrapped around my chest, Xiao Tang told me with a little fear that the steel bar pierced my stomach, but the operation has been done, and the doctor said that it will not have much impact in the future. But that wound is next to my heart, and if I prick it a little more, I'm afraid I'll be dead by now.

Then I felt that the corners of my eyes seemed to be covered with gauze, and Don told the doctor that the end of the steel had bruised the skin at the corners of the eyes, and it had been sutured.

Although there were many abrasions in several other places, they were all skin injuries and did not hurt the bones, which is also a blessing in misfortune. If the steel bar had been stabbed not in the stomach but in the heart, or if the steel bar in the corner of the eye had been inserted into the eye instead of rubbing it into the skin at the corner of the eye, I am afraid I would never have had the opportunity to see the world again.

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