The weather is getting hotter, and in Asong's words, "It's the hardest time again!" ”

Although I don't have to work hard to transport goods anymore, staying in the tin warehouse all day still makes me feel as if I am being cooked, and as for Ah Song Xiaotang who is exposed to the scorching sun, you can imagine them.

The more you are in this state, the slower time seems to pass. I remember who once asked me a very philosophical question, if you feel that you have been hard, then give you the money you should earn for a year, and then send you to a year later, and not let you experience this year's life, why don't you do it? I thought about it for a moment and shook my head and said I wouldn't do it!

If you had asked me this question now, then I would definitely choose Yes! The reason why this is the case is probably that some things can't stand the comparison at all, and the bitterness I used to feel was actually not really thought to be suffering in my heart, even if it was, it was within the range that I could accept, and if it was compared to the current suffering, it was nothing!

Later, I also looked up this sentence on purpose, and there is actually a second half of this sentence, and if my answer is yes, then he will move on to the next question.

Here readers, we might as well do an experiment, now please close your eyes and think carefully about the above questions, and make an answer. If you feel miserable and are willing to bring a year's income to a year later, then look at the following questions now.

If you were given the money you should earn in your life, and then you were instantly reached the last year of your life, would you do it?

The first question is to choose a willing friend, and this is probably a place to fall into contemplation. In fact, the conditions of the questions are the same, and theoretically everyone's choice will be the same, but the answer does not seem to be so!

In fact, this experiment is nothing more than to tell us that although life is only a process from birth to death, the focus is not on life or death, but on the experience of this process! Whether it is bitter or happy, we will choose to live!

So if this question were to be asked to me now, I would not hesitate to go back a year later, because this experience will not make me laugh even in my old age.

The college student has probably seen through his life, and in desperation, he chose to be willing to ...... on the second issue without hesitation

Summer finally passed in torment, autumn came and went, and when the first snow fell, Asong left with a sentence!

He was supposed to finish his sentence in the spring of next year, but his positive performance caused him to say goodbye to us four months early.

Before leaving, he shook hands with us one by one and said goodbye to us one by one with tears in his eyes, and left an address, so that we must go to him after we go out!

On the day he left, the factory did not start due to freezing rain and snow, the truck could not be on the road. Several of our supervisors sat silently in their shops, happy for Ah Song's departure, but also sad for no reason!

Like other security officers, Ah Song never gave full play to the little power given to them by the prison. Safety officers are responsible for organizing their own team members in the factory, and some people use this power to make themselves as comfortable as possible.

But Ah Song never did this, he was a warm-hearted and straightforward man, not only did he not work less than us when he worked, but he relied on himself

He is strong and strong, and often when the goods are in short supply, he will let us rest and do it alone, which makes the other members of our group very impressed!

For a long time, we have gradually become accustomed to it, but when he suddenly left us one day, we suddenly felt extremely lost, like a group of children who have lost their adults, and feel a little helpless!

That night the prison was surprisingly quiet, and although no one was asleep, no one spoke. In the middle of the night, I faintly heard the faint sobbing of the long hair sleeping on my top bunk, which made my nose a little sour!

It's another year of flowers falling, and it's another year of geese! Even though the time was difficult, it finally passed another spring and autumn unhurriedly.

I refused all visits for a year, because I had already made up my mind never to see Mu Xichun again, and in order to absolutely avoid seeing her, I chose not to see anyone.

I think my resolute attitude will make her understand that I don't plan to have anything to do with her anymore!

In the winter of the following year, I received a summons from the prison leaders, and I was given a four-month reduction in my sentence, which made me feel a little fluctuating in my mood that I had gradually returned to calm, and suddenly made me feel a little fluctuating in my dead life!

In the winter of the third year I was summoned again, and I received a reduced sentence again, this time for six months!

After this time, I couldn't help but secretly calculate a time account in my heart, I have been sentenced to ten months in prison for two years, if nothing else, it is probably not impossible that I can really do what Xiang Dong said for three or four years.

In the past two years, except for me and Xiao Tang, the rest of us in the ninth prison have all left, first Ah Song, then Xiao Tang, and finally the second Uncle Li! Uncle Li is an old prisoner, he had been here for six years before I came, and he was released in the fall of the third year!

Three people left, and three more came, and Xiao Tang, as the oldest prisoner in the data, has always behaved well, so he became the security officer of our prison number.

During this period, Xiao Tang also received two commutations, due to the special nature of his incident, each time he received a commutation of only three months, but he was still very excited.

In the past two years, more than half of the original 80-odd people in the prison have left, and of course their vacancies will naturally be filled by new arrivals, so the number of people in the prison has always remained in a range that will not fluctuate too much.

The factory finally stopped operating for some reason in the summer of the third year, and later I learned that it was because of the technological breakthrough in the smelting process, and our inefficient and technologically backward production process was no longer suitable for the current development trend, so it was naturally eliminated by the times.

This is a good thing for us, at least I can't find anything harder to work for!

After the smelter closed down, the work was much easier, and we no longer had to go out to work every day, and we did some manual work, such as assembling lighter remote controls, or labeling small glass bottles that we didn't know what to do, and even peeled peanuts by hand for three months in the spring of the fourth year.

Later, we learned from the prison guards that the peanuts we peeled were originally used as seeds, because the peanuts peeled by the machine would be damaged by extrusion, and the germination rate would be greatly reduced, and they had to be manually peeled out to be used as seeds

Use.

It was then that I understood why, when I was a child, my mother would sit by the brazier and peel peanuts with a dustpan in the winter.

In the winter of my fourth year at the prison, the warden came to me again, and he told me that for the first time I had been sure of my last date. I was able to leave in four months!

For the first time in four years, I finally rekindled my desire for freedom, thinking that in four months I would be able to leave this place for real, my emotions were no longer controllable, and two lines of hot tears instantly flowed out of my eyes. This is the first time I have shed tears in my years of prison life!

After four years of hard support, more than 1,000 days and nights of suffering, after experiencing the fatigue of life and death, my heart finally lit up with a ray of light! Did I make it to the end? Am I about to be freed?

This, and how not to excite me!

The warden told me that I could notify my relatives and friends in advance to pick me up, but I refused. For no other reason, I was just afraid to see Mu Xichun, although in the past three years, I only saw her on the first day of the prison visit, and I refused all visits. But I was still not sure if she would have appeared in front of me on the day I was released if she had learned the exact time I would have been released, so I refused the warden's offer!

I just want to go out of here quietly, and then leave quietly, I may meet Xiangdong, as for Mu Xichun, I think it's better not to see each other again......

Xiao Tang's sentence has been reduced to ten years, although the sentence for his crimes has been reduced the least, but there is still a long time in the future, there will still be many opportunities to reduce the sentence, and I expect that if nothing else, he will be able to get out of here in about another four or five years!

When Don Jr. learned of my release date, he cried and laughed for a while, and I can understand his feelings, because I was in this mood when Ah Song left.

In the past few years, my relationship with Don and Song has been the best, especially after Song left, and I have become good friends with Don Jr. almost everything!

When I saw him crying and laughing, I couldn't help but joke: "If you do this again, I won't be willing to leave!" Why don't I find someone to fight and stay in with you for a while longer? ”

Xiao Tang punched me and said, "Are you stupid in prison, I'm happy for you!" You go out first and do a good job, and then I will go out to seek refuge with you! ”

I nodded to him and said, "Even if I'm begging, I'll leave you the best food in the bowl!" ”

We both laughed when we said that!

Once I had a date, the time seemed to become lighter, and my heart could no longer be quiet after I spent the fourth Chinese New Year in prison.

I'm leaving here in three months, and I'm already thinking about what I'm going to do if I go out! I wonder how much the prison life has changed for nearly four years, and how much has the outside world changed.

I know it's a fast-moving world, every day is changing, and I'm still stuck a few years ago, can the world accept me? Will Lao Bu be confused when I go out? Does it scare me, too?