After talking to Wei Lai that night, I couldn't help but put myself in a dilemma again, Anne still came to the silversmith shop every day to accompany me and Wei Lai, she either took Wei Lai to play in the town or sat next to me with Wei Lai, and the two beautiful women, one big and one small, watched me work without blinking.

After I carved a piece of jewelry, Anne would pick it up and look at it carefully, and then marvel at my workmanship. At this time, Wei Lai will take the opportunity to show off his father like an adult: "Of course, my father is the best craftsman in the world!" "She can even use the word craftsman skillfully without a teacher.

But gradually my indifference finally made Anne's eyes look at me resentful, which made me feel very sad in my eyes.

She couldn't understand my indifference, and she probably thought that her selfless dedication to me would move me. In fact, what she thought was not wrong, what she did to me not only touched me, but even made me feel a little unrequited.

Although she was born into an official family, her growth seems to be smooth, but I know that since she met me, she has never been a worry-free princess again!

Since then, she is the only one who knows her hard work, no one can share it for her, and she has been waiting for me for more than seven years, if you look back, it will probably start from the night I met her in high school, and it has been more than ten years, almost half of her life......

I naturally understand this, in fact, when I asked Wei Lai that question, although I didn't want to admit it, I had already made a faint decision in my heart, so I asked Wei Lai's opinion, but Wei Lai's words really didn't make me think of it......

Now, is it really going to hurt Anne again? I can't do it, and I can't do it.

After thinking about it for a few days, I even let go of the knot, and felt that the so-called drag on Anne was actually nothing more than my own paranoid thoughts of self-deception.

How could Anne ever think that? Didn't she wait for half her life to wait until I returned? Now that she has finally waited for me to appear, do I have to run away again? The high-sounding saying that she doesn't want to be a burden on the course of her life is just that she doesn't want to bear the guilt it brings to herself, and she thinks it's just her own selfishness!

I think it's time for me to talk to Annie, anyway, I can't make her sad anymore!

Remembering the promise I made to Anne in my heart many years ago, I promised not to let Anne be hurt in the slightest, and to protect her even if I risked my life. Now that I think about it, it's ridiculous, no one can hurt Anne, maybe only the one she loves the most!

Unfortunately, that person was none other than me!

That afternoon, Anne and I went to the lake in Cangyongcuo, and it was already very cold, but fortunately the weather was clear. Cangyongcuo is still as calm as jade, but the reeds by the lake have all withered and yellowed, and the two wild ducks that originally inhabited the lake have disappeared, probably flying to the warm land in the south to spend the winter.

Anne and I sat side by side by the lake, so I told Anne the story of how I rescued Wei Lai's mother here, and I didn't tell anyone about it except Uncle Nine.

Anne was slightly surprised to hear this, and she realized that my relationship with Wei Lai had been formed long before she was born.

When I saw that the time was right, I spoke what was really in my heart.

"Anne, I know what you have done to me over the years, although I am not good at words, but I remember it in my heart!

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The past is unbearable, you and I are both people who have experienced. In the past, I kept my distance from you, and I think you also understand my heart. ”

"Since my mother's death, I haven't had high expectations for my life, I'm just afraid that it will affect you, so I will ignore your feelings intentionally or unintentionally......"

Anne was silent and took my arm, and did not interrupt me, she was listening carefully, this was the first time in my life that I had said to her what I had been hiding in the deepest part of my heart, and she probably understood that what I was going to say next was the answer she had been waiting for, but she didn't know if the answer was what she wanted, so I felt her body tremble slightly!

"But after going through so many things, I gradually understand that in fact, what people want in this life is only stability, and the so-called fame and fortune are just passing glances, and now I have found the life I want. And I naturally understand your heart for me, you have been silently accompanying me behind me for so many years, even if you have left me for the past seven years, although you are not by my side, I know very well that you have never left me! ”

"After going through so many things, God actually brought you back to me, and I know that this is my creation, so ...... No matter how difficult it may be in the future, I don't think I will let you leave me again! Anne, have you thought about it? ”

I finally spoke the words in my heart, and these words are the result of my careful consideration these days, and I think these words are probably the most rational words I have ever said in my life.

Anne was silent for a long time, and when I turned my head to look at her, I realized that Anne had already burst into tears!

Anne's face was pressed against my shoulder, and she hugged my arm tightly, tears already wetting my shoulder.

Seeing Anne's tears, there was a faint pain in her heart, and she reached out to take her into her arms, Anne finally couldn't hold back any longer, and her jaw twitched a few times, and the tears became even more turbulent.

I know that this is the first time I have expressed my heart to Anne, and this is also the result of Anne Ku waiting for many years, and now that I finally hear these warm words from my mouth, how can I not let her vent the grievances that have been accumulated in her heart for many years?

I gently wiped the tears from her face for her, but the old wiped away and the new came back out......

Cry, Annie, and cry out all the grievances of your life......

Fuck the burdens of life, fuck the guilt of selfishness, get out of the way......

After a long time, Anne finally stopped crying, she looked at me with swollen eyes and confused eyes, and said in a voice that was both sad and happy: "Brother, I am so happy, I am really happy!" Do you know, I've been waiting for your words so hard! Before the words fell, a string of tears slipped silently again.

Anne's words made my heart ache sharply, how many hopeless years, how many lonely spring and autumn years, she walked alone on the road where she was alone, she used her feet to step on every land of the motherland without purpose, just to let herself not stop, just to keep herself tired! Only in this way can the loneliness of the soul be suppressed, and only in this way can the hope of loneliness be numb......

Now that she has gone through all the hardships and returned to the place where she came from after going through the ups and downs of the world, she suddenly found that the person who was waiting was in front of her, and the person who was waiting finally lived up to her waiting, how could she not let her cry with joy?

Annie, Annie!

Let's let our past die completely, let's be reborn here together, no matter how difficult the next life is, we will face it together, no matter how difficult the next road is, let us support each other and forge ahead

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With this determination, and looking at Anne's sad and happy expression, I felt as if I had let go of a burden that I had carried for many years, and I felt a sense of quiet relief.

I lowered my head and kissed Anne deeply on the lips, Anne put her arms around my neck and closed her eyes deeply, two lines of tears welling up as her eyelids closed......

So there was only one last question, after I told Anne what Wei Lai said to me that night, Anne did not feel frustrated, but smiled slightly, and said to me with confidence: "You don't have to worry about this, I will let Wei Lai agree!" ”

I saw that Anne was not worried about this, and I was reassured, but I still reminded her: "Don't treat Wei Lai as a child, she is smart, don't make the mistake of thinking that she will agree to give her a little benefit!" ”

I said to Anne in a serious tone, not that I was pretending to be serious, but that I really felt that Wei Lai was not an ordinary child, and it was not so easy to fool her, and I also wanted Anne not to be too optimistic.

Although I have already expressed my thoughts to Anne, if this matter cannot be done by Wei Lai, the matter between me and Anne will have to be postponed indefinitely.

Anne was so happy when I returned from Cangyongco that afternoon with Anne, snuggling up to me like a good wife, with a happy smile on her face. Her appearance also comforted my heart, and her smile made me feel an inexplicable sense of solidity filling my heart, and I think this is probably the feeling of happiness!

In the following days, Anne stayed in the silversmith shop almost all day with me and Wei Lai, as if she was already like a good wife and mother, especially for Wei Lai, who was almost inseparable from her.

Dabin didn't have to go to the bar during the day, but seeing the intimacy between Anne and me, he probably thought it was boring to be a light bulb, so he had the insight to carry his guitar to the bar to find his companion to compose music.

As the weather was getting colder and the number of tourists was decreasing, I simply put out the fire and prepared for the winter, so I had time to play with Anne Weilai.

When the weather is nice, I'll take Anne and Wei with me, and of course General Wei, and we'll go out into the wilderness to play together. I would also take them with a bag of grain to the temple on the mountainside on the other side of the lake to feed the pigeons.

The old monk is still thin, still not sad or happy in silence in this time, as if he has maintained this posture for many years, the passage of time does not seem to bring him anything or take away anything, the iron Bodhi tree in the courtyard has lost its leaves, standing there solemnly!

I have been here many times, before I always brought Wei Lai, I will always bring some grain rice for Wei Lai to sprinkle to the wild pigeons, after a long time the wild pigeons will naturally know us, see me and Wei Lai coming, they will flutter their wings from the eaves to the yard, and then Wei Lai will use her little hands to scatter the grain on the ground, and then count the number of wild pigeons one by two.

It's just the first time I brought Anne here, and the old monk smiled at us and said, "The donor Buddha has a deep heart, and good deeds are rewarded!" ”

I understand what the old monk meant, he is probably blessing me to find the emotional home, but what puzzles me is that Buddhism talks about the four emptiness, I don't know why the old monk would say such a thing, I think it must be my limited knowledge can not understand the deep meaning!

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