Chapter 242: All Gone
The snow arrived as scheduled at this dusk, and the goose-feathered snow flakes were blown in a messy manner in the harsh north wind!
The room I was sitting in was like an empty shell corpse, Wei Lai had probably walked away, I wonder if it was snowing where they were? I thought in a daze!
Usually at this time we should have dinner together, after the meal we might listen to Dabin play and sing two of his folk songs, and when the interest comes, I will also take Dabin's guitar and sing one or two! Whenever this happens, Wei Lai will listen very attentively, I even thought that Wei Lai loves music so much, it is better to let Dabin teach her the introductory knowledge, but before I can say this idea, Wei Lai left first......
We might tell Wei Lai some fairy tales at his request, and Dabin and I were making up stories to make Wei Lai happy, and we made a bet to see who made up the stories that would make Wei Lai happy......
But now that there is no Wei Lai, this home seems to be deserted in an instant, and I sit opposite Dabin but I am at a loss!
Dabin closed the door early and burned the stove very hot, but I didn't feel a trace of temperature at all!
Dabin wanted to find some topics, but when he saw my blank eyes, he gave up trying!
After sitting for a long time, Dabin, who was impatient, finally couldn't stand the suffocating silence, opened the door and went out in the snow!
I tried to stop him, but I opened my mouth and said nothing. I think he probably went to the bar to have a drink with his friends!
The bedroom that I slowly got up from, the messy bedroom, had been re-cleaned up by Dabin.
I sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, and when I saw the photo again, I couldn't help but feel an inexplicable pain in my heart, and opened the drawer to put the photo in, and now, I can no longer see these things, and the warmth of the past can only bring me heart-rending pain.
I took off my clothes mechanically and lay on the bed silently, and the absence of Wei Lai on my side made me feel that even the bed had become empty!
If Anne's departure made me feel that there was still Wei Lai, my last support, and now, I can no longer find a reason to live.
I can't help but think of my past. The age of thirty years is not too long, and he is not more than halfway through his life. But what I experienced made me feel like an old man in his last years, and he had lost interest in everything in this world.
I've loved and I've hated! I have pursued, and I have despaired! I've hurt others, and I've been betrayed! But I was never happy......
I used to think that happiness was close to me, and every time I thought I was going to grab it, reality would head-on.
It was the same with Xichun at the beginning, and now it is the same with Anne, even when I no longer have extravagant hopes for happiness, even Wei Lai, my last spiritual pillar, has been withdrawn.
I once thought that if there was really a cycle of cause and effect in this world, was it because I was an out-and-out traitor in my previous life, and I was not punished in this life, so I was punished in this life, and I was asked to live in this world and suffer loneliness for the rest of my life without letting me die......
Dabin left the town half a month later, probably because he couldn't stand the sad atmosphere here. In the bar, he will inevitably think of Anne, everyone in the bar has received Anne's favor, and they are all easily sentimental entertainers, and the atmosphere of the bar after Anne's death can be imagined.
And back at the silversmith shop was still lifeless
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The snow arrived as scheduled at this dusk, and the goose-feathered snow flakes were blown in a messy manner in the harsh north wind!
The room I was sitting in was like an empty shell corpse, Wei Lai had probably walked away, I wonder if it was snowing where they were? I thought in a daze!
Usually at this time we should have dinner together, after the meal we might listen to Dabin play and sing two of his folk songs, and when the interest comes, I will also take Dabin's guitar and sing one or two! Whenever this happens, Wei Lai will listen very attentively, I even thought that Wei Lai loves music so much, it is better to let Dabin teach her the introductory knowledge, but before I can say this idea, Wei Lai left first......
We might tell Wei Lai some fairy tales at his request, and Dabin and I were making up stories to make Wei Lai happy, and we made a bet to see who made up the stories that would make Wei Lai happy......
But now that there is no Wei Lai, this home seems to be deserted in an instant, and I sit opposite Dabin but I am at a loss!
Dabin closed the door early and burned the stove very hot, but I didn't feel a trace of temperature at all!
Dabin wanted to find some topics, but when he saw my blank eyes, he gave up trying!
After sitting for a long time, Dabin, who was impatient, finally couldn't stand the suffocating silence, opened the door and went out in the snow!
I tried to stop him, but I opened my mouth and said nothing. I think he probably went to the bar to have a drink with his friends!
The bedroom that I slowly got up from, the messy bedroom, had been re-cleaned up by Dabin.
I sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, and when I saw the photo again, I couldn't help but feel an inexplicable pain in my heart, and opened the drawer to put the photo in, and now, I can no longer see these things, and the warmth of the past can only bring me heart-rending pain.
I took off my clothes mechanically and lay on the bed silently, and the absence of Wei Lai on my side made me feel that even the bed had become empty!
If Anne's departure made me feel that there was still Wei Lai, my last support, and now, I can no longer find a reason to live.
I can't help but think of my past. The age of thirty years is not too long, and he is not more than halfway through his life. But what I experienced made me feel like an old man in his last years, and he had lost interest in everything in this world.
I've loved and I've hated! I have pursued, and I have despaired! I've hurt others, and I've been betrayed! But I was never happy......
I used to think that happiness was close to me, and every time I thought I was going to grab it, reality would head-on.
It was the same with Xichun at the beginning, and now it is the same with Anne, even when I no longer have extravagant hopes for happiness, even Wei Lai, my last spiritual pillar, has been withdrawn.
I once thought that if there was really a cycle of cause and effect in this world, was it because I was an out-and-out traitor in my previous life, and I was not punished in this life, so I was punished in this life, and I was asked to live in this world and suffer loneliness for the rest of my life without letting me die......
Dabin left the town half a month later, probably because he couldn't stand the sad atmosphere here. In the bar, he will inevitably think of Anne, everyone in the bar has received Anne's favor, and they are all easily sentimental entertainers, and the atmosphere of the bar after Anne's death can be imagined.
And back at the silversmith shop was still lifeless
(This chapter is not finished, please turn the page)
The snow arrived as scheduled at this dusk, and the goose-feathered snow flakes were blown in a messy manner in the harsh north wind!
The room I was sitting in was like an empty shell corpse, Wei Lai had probably walked away, I wonder if it was snowing where they were? I thought in a daze!
Usually at this time we should have dinner together, after the meal we might listen to Dabin play and sing two of his folk songs, and when the interest comes, I will also take Dabin's guitar and sing one or two! Whenever this happens, Wei Lai will listen very attentively, I even thought that Wei Lai loves music so much, it is better to let Dabin teach her the introductory knowledge, but before I can say this idea, Wei Lai left first......
We might tell Wei Lai some fairy tales at his request, and Dabin and I were making up stories to make Wei Lai happy, and we made a bet to see who made up the stories that would make Wei Lai happy......
But now that there is no Wei Lai, this home seems to be deserted in an instant, and I sit opposite Dabin but I am at a loss!
Dabin closed the door early and burned the stove very hot, but I didn't feel a trace of temperature at all!
Dabin wanted to find some topics, but when he saw my blank eyes, he gave up trying!
After sitting for a long time, Dabin, who was impatient, finally couldn't stand the suffocating silence, opened the door and went out in the snow!
I tried to stop him, but I opened my mouth and said nothing. I think he probably went to the bar to have a drink with his friends!
The bedroom that I slowly got up from, the messy bedroom, had been re-cleaned up by Dabin.
I sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, and when I saw the photo again, I couldn't help but feel an inexplicable pain in my heart, and opened the drawer to put the photo in, and now, I can no longer see these things, and the warmth of the past can only bring me heart-rending pain.
I took off my clothes mechanically and lay on the bed silently, and the absence of Wei Lai on my side made me feel that even the bed had become empty!
If Anne's departure made me feel that there was still Wei Lai, my last support, and now, I can no longer find a reason to live.
I can't help but think of my past. The age of thirty years is not too long, and he is not more than halfway through his life. But what I experienced made me feel like an old man in his last years, and he had lost interest in everything in this world.
I've loved and I've hated! I have pursued, and I have despaired! I've hurt others, and I've been betrayed! But I was never happy......
I used to think that happiness was close to me, and every time I thought I was going to grab it, reality would head-on.
It was the same with Xichun at the beginning, and now it is the same with Anne, even when I no longer have extravagant hopes for happiness, even Wei Lai, my last spiritual pillar, has been withdrawn.
I once thought that if there was really a cycle of cause and effect in this world, was it because I was an out-and-out traitor in my previous life, and I was not punished in this life, so I was punished in this life, and I was asked to live in this world and suffer loneliness for the rest of my life without letting me die......
Dabin left the town half a month later, probably because he couldn't stand the sad atmosphere here. In the bar, he will inevitably think of Anne, everyone in the bar has received Anne's favor, and they are all easily sentimental entertainers, and the atmosphere of the bar after Anne's death can be imagined.
And back at the silversmith shop was still lifeless
(This chapter is not finished, please turn the page)