147, the most precious
Ate greasy last night. Serve some lighter side dishes this morning. Cook some more multigrain porridge. It is easy to digest and cleanse the stomach.
Enron said his intentions. And democratically ask the opinion of the carnivore in front of him. A sentence added. "If you want to eat meat. Also ready-made. There are also marinated beef and other charcuterie. You can also cut the dots later. ”
Carnivores expressed considerable satisfaction.
Enron gave him the room. Let him change into all the new underwear and socks he brought. Outerwear or something. Because I have to help with cooking for a while. I'm afraid of getting dirty. I don't need to change it for the time being.
Then Enron also changed into a new pair of underwear and socks.
Jiang Jieyun put on new socks. It seems to be interesting to the little people knitting under the socks.
The socks were bought safely.
With the economic tide more and more violently, the small city of Jinling is swept more and more violently. The merchants in the small towns are becoming more and more business-minded. Count back three or five years. You can only buy a new pair of socks during the Chinese New Year. But now buy a new pair of socks. The peddler can also considerately give you a pair of little people to step on under the socks.
Some socks also send a sentence: "Step on the villain." Take good luck" and other auspicious words.
Until I put on this new pair of socks. Sit at Enron's desk. Jiang Jieyun's heart finally had a little freshness for the New Year.
Maybe it's also the first time in my life.
For the first time, I had a happy Chinese New Year's Eve.
There is no desertion. Lonely and empty air with echoes.
There is no darkness. Icy memories.
There was no look of pity from the nanny.
There is no silent anger with friends.
……
The joy of the night seemed to come too easily. Too abundant. It was too late for him to feel fresh. It's over.
Until now. Put on these new socks that Enron bought in charge. He gradually gave birth to a sudden aftertaste...... It turned out. This is what normal people's New Year looks like. Have family. There are friends. There is good food. There are new clothes. Chattering. And and the beauty of the United States. That's nice.
Jiang Jieyun leaned back in his chair. Looking out the window, the lights of thousands of homes were as bright as stars in the still dark sky. Stunned and thoughtful.
An Ran, who had changed his clothes, also walked into the house. Holding a tray in his hand. Two cups of freshly beaten rice milk and a plate of snacks were placed on it.
Although it was going to wait for everyone to get up and eat together later. Not to mention Jiang Jieyun, a foodie, can't wait. Even Enron himself can't wait. No way. It's at this age. The body is busy developing. Almost every day, when I open my eyes, I feel empty.
It's okay to drink a cup of rice milk by yourself. The dim sum was prepared for Jiang Jieyun.
Jiang Jieyun heard a voice. Recover from your contemplation. Stood up and helped An Ran take the tray. Place the snack in the middle of the two. Then put a cup of rice milk in front of An Ran. The other cup naturally rested in front of him. Then pull out a chair and sit down.
What surprised Enron was a little. This guy, who is always in an empty state of stomach pouches on weekdays, is not in a hurry to sweep it at this time. Instead, he gently held the cup of rice milk in his hand. It's like warming your hands. The gaze seemed to rest on her face. It seemed to penetrate her body again. Somewhere unknown behind her.
Thereupon. An Ran felt based on what he had always known about this young master. This guy probably didn't wake up from a big sleep...... Although. In her mind. This classmate is only afraid of sleeping. The combat effectiveness of the food is also top-notch.
But at the moment this food is in front. He was in a state of inaction. She really couldn't think of any other explanation.
What.
You say thinking.
You have to think about how important things to make this foodie give up food. Instead, fall into deep thought.
The morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year. Enron really didn't see any opportunity for Jiang Jieyun to think about major issues.
So. She asked. "Jiang Jieyun. Do you still want to sleep? Either finish eating. You go to my bed and squint a little longer. ”
Jiang Jieyun did not answer Enron's question. Instead, his gaze fell directly on her face. Not for a moment.
His eyes, as deep as the darkest sky before dawn outside, couldn't help but be a little hairy when he saw it peacefully. "What's wrong. What do you see? An Ran touched his face. This kid's eyes made her inexplicably feel like her hair was standing on end. It's like staring at her wasn't a teenager. And it's really a big one. Dangerous carnivores in general.
"You say ......" Jiang Jieyun lowered his eyes. He seemed to be amused by her reaction. It seems to be just a thoughtful reaction. Curl the corners of your mouth slightly. "A normal family. Or what a good relative should look like? ”
There was a slight smile on his face. Eyes drooping. Unfathomable and profound demeanor. Jiang Jieyun, who said such emotional words, has made him familiar with him recently. Or serious Enron has a strange feeling. He looked like he was planning something. It's like he's calculating something. That feeling has changed again. It was no longer a large carnivore sitting in front of it. Instead, he looks like a cunning and somewhat melancholy fox.
Thoughts in a flash. An Ran was embarrassed by the idea of over-supplementing his brain. It's in your subconscious. Jiang Jieyun's multi-faceted nature has almost caught up with Transformers. It's still an animal world version.
But. This thought was only for a moment. In a blink of an eye, he was slapped away by Enron himself.
Although Jiang Jieyun's question made An Ran feel a little surprised. But she's not really thirteen after all. A little girl who doesn't understand the world. Thinking about Jiang Jieyun again, it is extraordinary but lacks a normal family taste. With some mysterious family background. Enron understood why he would ask such a question.
So she also made a serious face. Sink your mind. I thought about it carefully for a while. I sorted out my thoughts. He said slowly. "This ...... There shouldn't be a certain standard. And everyone has their own standards in their hearts. ”
Jiang Jieyun raised his eyelashes. glanced at her. But he didn't say anything. But there seemed to be a faint smile in his eyes. It seems to be saying. Aren't you talking nonsense. It's like saying nothing.
Seeing this, An Ran also pursed the corners of his mouth. Then go on. "It's not nonsense. It's a must. Because what I say below about my feelings and standards for my loved ones or family members can only be representative of my own. You're asking a question that has no standard answer. ”
Enron didn't say this to leave a way out for himself. Or want to say something irresponsible. Ambiguous answers.
It was precisely because she felt that Jiang Jieyun's question was so solemn and serious. So she hopes that she can answer carefully and rigorously.
Perhaps his own answer is important to Jiang Jieyun. So. She didn't want to let her unintentional remark cause him to do anything. Instead, he really hoped that his answer would help him.
Jiang Jieyun nodded. The smile in his eyes was a little thicker. It made his eyes light up. Although it looks deep, the expression is still deep. But because of this smile, it seemed a little more peaceful.
An Ran sighed inwardly. The young man in front of him really didn't look like a child. There is maturity far beyond age.
And maturity never comes in the air. Its formation is often accompanied by pain and grind.
"In my home. Loved ones are the most reassuring existence. No matter what other people misunderstand about you. What do you think? In his heart. You're just you. You will always be his family. his loved ones. It will not be because you are rich or poor. Health or disease. He puts his trust in you out of 10 percent. You can trust him 100 percent. Not because of other people's eyes. perceptions and so-called evidence. He may not be smart. I don't have much power. It's completely out of line with your preferences. I don't even eat together. However, he has your preferences in mind. Don't think about it. You don't have to pay attention to it. Concern has developed a conditioned reflex. For example, when you see a piece of food. The first thing that comes to mind is not yourself. It's the family who likes it. I heard that it will cool down tomorrow. The first reaction was not to add your own clothes. And unconsciously picked up the phone and told him not to be greedy. There will also be contradictions. Wisdom is also needed to deal with conflicts. But live at home. There is no contradiction. It's so uncomfortable when you quarrel. But when you look back, you forget it. Let's talk about it a few days later. They even laugh. There are some habits and faults that can be disgusting when placed on others. I feel extremely annoying. Feeling unbearable. But put it on your own people. It was completely unfeeling. Someone even pointed it out at the time. You will also feel that the person is unreasonable. Small topics are big deals. The human heart is biased. That's the case. ”
Before rebirth. Enron's workplace suffered. The love scene is suffocating. To escape reality. Immersed in the online world all day long. It was also uncomfortable to see the pale faces and tired figures of my parents. But the discomfort is not subconscious. Always inadvertently skimming over my heart. Sour and swollen. However, at that time she was busy with work. Busy with blind dates. Busy surfing the internet. Busy depressed. I rarely settle down to think about it and sort out my mood.
Until she was born again.
Rebirth. A new beginning. A new opportunity.
Countless possibilities and opportunities lie ahead of her.
She had to calm down. Think carefully about your future direction and goals.
Meantime. Being born again also allows her to take the position of a bystander from time to time. Look at the people and things around you from a broader perspective and sight. Even to look into your own heart.
And then. She found that the most important thing to herself was not money. Not work. Not knowledge. It's not appearances. It's their own parents.
Wealth. Job. Knowledge. Even appearance. can all be earned through hard work. There is only affection. This is a gift from heaven. is irreplaceable. It is also inalienable. The most precious thing.