"Huai'en!"

I mustered up the courage to look up at her and speak slowly.

"You're still young, there are a lot of things I think you're still too shallow to see, there are some things that happened to me that you don't know, I can't give you what you want! Lin Junsheng is the most suitable for you, I can see that he loves you very much, you should ......"

"No, I've already told you, she's not my boyfriend, I've never loved him, I don't care if he loves me or not, I just know that I love you!" Huai En seems to have completely opened up, she opened her heart completely in front of me, pouring her heart full of love to me!

She's blocked all her retreats, and maybe she's going to ask me for a result in this way of putting her to death. She probably knew that after tonight, after she had poured out all her heart, she would either be refilled with happiness or she would be an empty shell!

I didn't understand that, but I didn't want her to be sad, and I couldn't give her any promises she wanted. Looking at her teary eyes, my heart trembled.

I slowly stood up, walked to the cabinet, and pulled the picture out of the drawer.

"Haven't you always wanted to know my story? I can tell you now! "I handed the photo to Huai'en.

The night was still long, and there was enough time for me to speak slowly, so I followed my memory and uncovered the scars that I didn't want to mention to anyone again, and the pain was inevitable, but if Huai En could understand my feelings in this way, then the price would be insignificant.

I started with City A, I told her about Mu Xichun, I told her about my imprisonment, I told her about Tibet, Anne, and Wei Lai......

The floodgates of memory were once again forced to open, and those past events that I thought I had forgotten were actually just stained with the ashes of some years, and through the slight pull of my thoughts, I shook off the dust, and found that those memories were not far away, and they were still as clear as if they had just happened earlier.

Those women I once loved, those reluctant youth, those rotten lives that should have been drowned at the end of time, turned out to be still intact in the abyss of memory, just a little sunshine, it will be full of life, so that I dare not look at it directly, but I have to take it out and rearrange it.

Just so that the woman in front of her who is just starting to love can understand that some feelings can be given to many people, and when one person leaves, we will pack up our mood and give it to the next person, which is not impossible.

And once some feelings are paid, they can never be recovered, no matter how quickly the time is, no matter how the world changes, if the heart dies, it is really dead. It can no longer undertake any form of salvation, nor can it continue to give others what they want.

Huai En listened to my tearful slow narration, and he was already in tears.

She looked at me, her red and swollen eyes were full of compassion, and her tone was slightly trilled because she was too sad: "Uncle, let me love you for Anne!" I may not have Annie's courage, I may not be good enough, but I can learn, as long as you give me a chance! All right? Uncle! ”

Huai'en's tears were crystal clear under the illumination of the light, like strings of sparkling gems, constantly pouring out of his eyes. It made my heart ache like a Ling Chi.

I didn't know what to say to her, so I was silent.

Seeing that I was silent for a long time, Huai En seemed to understand my attitude, and became even more sad, and sat on the edge of the bed with her hands down and cried, and the quilt draped over her gradually slipped due to the trembling of her body.

As I put the quilt back on her, she suddenly turned around and threw herself into my arms, hugging me tightly.

I felt her body tremble, and my heart was like a knife

She didn't even have the courage to reach out and help her wipe away her tears. I slowly closed my eyes and said silently in my heart: Huaien, I'm sorry!

Huai En cried in my arms for a long time that night, and finally got tired of crying, and fell asleep in my arms, but her body still twitched from time to time......

I gently put her back on the bed, helped her cover the quilt, and looked at her somewhat pale face, which made me cry.

I don't know why, why God always tirelessly jokes with me, all I ask for is some ordinary days, but why even though I have hidden to the end of the world, I still can't escape the fetters of fate.

I have taken on too many debts, so that I dare not have a trace of thirst for happiness, I am so old, I no longer have illusions about life, I just want to live this life quietly, but why do I want to let one pure and beautiful woman after another appear in front of me? How can I be favored by them later?

Or is this just another test of God? What exactly does it prove? Or is my punishment not enough, and it needs to find a reason to do it against me again? But when did I do such an outrageous thing? Why can't it let me go?

I sat quietly on the stool beside the bed, the autumn wind outside the window knocked on the door, making a slight sound, I heard the sound of fallen leaves being swept up by the wind, and my heart became cold with the quiet passage of time.

It wasn't until the sky outside the window began to glow gray and blue that I quietly got up and went out the door, moving my legs mechanically, and began my day in the late autumn sea breeze......

I ran back and forth along the seaside road several times until sweat soaked my underwear, and until I was exhausted, I stopped to sit on a reef to rest.

It was only when the sun struggled to climb out of the eastern horizon and leap into the air as if it had finally broken free from the shackles of night, that I dragged my tired body back home.

As expected, Huai En really left, and I waited at the beach until the sun was three poles before coming back, but I didn't want to face Huai En.

Although I had already made it clear last night, Huai En was afraid that he would not be able to figure it out so quickly. But as far as she is concerned, she has already spoken her heart, even if she doesn't get the answer she wants, she will definitely not have any grievances full of grievances and nowhere to tell, and she will feel better.

As for thinking about how I should get along with her in the future, I couldn't help but feel a sense of melancholy.

It's just that what I didn't expect was that when I was in a dilemma about this matter, I didn't know that this matter was no longer just between me and Huaien.

I met Huai'en's father in the afternoon of the same day, and I was reading a book in the yard, but I couldn't calm down, so I simply threw the book aside.

Huai En is father walked into my yard at this time.

This is a middle-aged man about fifty years old, with a pair of golden eyes, dressed in a decent nun carelessness, and his whole body exudes the elegant temperament of a literati, which is very consistent with his status as a university professor.

"Hello, my name is Fang Shiqin, I am Fang Huaien's father, you are Mr. Wei, right?" He shook my hand politely.

Only then did I know the man's identity, so I hurriedly let him into the house and poured him a cup of tea.

"Professor Fang, please drink tea!" I handed the teacup to him with both hands.

He also took it with both hands very politely, smiled kindly at me and said, "Mr. Wei knows me? ”

"Huai En once mentioned you in front of me, and she told me that you are a university professor!" I replied honestly with a smile on my face.

Professor Fang took a sip of tea, then put the cup on the table, his expression changed

Be serious.

"Mr. Wei, I came here to confirm something!" He looked at me and said.

"Professor Fang, you say!" I politely replied. In fact, the moment he finished introducing himself, I vaguely guessed the purpose of his trip, and I probably wouldn't have come to me for anything else at this juncture.

"I wonder how far you and Huai En have come?" His eyes were always staring at me, and although he had an elegant temperament and a modest attitude, he still had a natural sense of oppression, but I naturally would not be shocked by his aura, and I was no longer afraid of anyone today.

"Huaien and I are just acquainted, and it is okay to say that we are friends, Huaien does often come to play with me! That's all there is to me and her! I replied indifferently.

Professor Fang was silent when he heard this, but still looked at me and said, "Mr. Wei, we Mingren don't say dark words, based on my recent observation of Huai En, I can be sure that Huai En already has a heart for you, I don't know if Mr. Wei can know about this matter!" ”

I sighed, and sure enough, I guessed correctly, he was really here for his daughter's business.

"Professor Fang, to tell you the truth, I only found out about this matter last night, and last night Huai En came to me in the middle of the night and said a lot to me, she said...... She said she loved me! "I'm blunt, and I don't think I have the slightest need to hide it from him.

"She came to you in the middle of the night?" Professor Fang asked rhetorically, as if he was a little incredulous.

"Yes, she slept with me last night, but don't think about it, believe it or not, I always treat her as a junior!" I try to keep my tone neither humble nor arrogant.

Professor Fang's gaze swept over my face, as if to confirm the truth of my words.

He sighed suddenly.

"Based on my observation of Mr. Wei, Mr. Wei is definitely not a person who is good at lying, I believe Mr. Wei's words!

In addition to confirming this matter, I also have one more thing I want to discuss with Mr. Wei! ”

"Professor Fang, if you have something to say, please speak up!"

Professor Fang let out a long sigh and said, "I don't know if Huai En has told you that this girl has a high talent for oil painting, and she is also outstanding in China, but I want her to go to the United States for further study!" Originally, Huai En and I had already agreed at first, and although she was a little resistant, she finally agreed.

But just recently, the United States finally had a beautiful eye, but Huai En suddenly changed his words and said that he didn't want to go to the United States again!

At first, she was reluctant to tell us the reason, but it was only when she came home half a month ago that she injured her foot and went home to recuperate, I found out what happened! ”

I listened quietly and didn't say anything, because he hadn't finished his sentence.

"Knowing my daughter Mo Ruo's father, her mother and I can see from her words and deeds that Huai En must have something on her mind that makes her unwilling to go to the United States.

That is, until her mother accidentally notices that Huai En seems to be acting particularly strangely to one of her previous drawings. During the half month of recuperating at home, she would take out the painting from time to time, or stare at the painting in a daze, or giggle inexplicably, and even she had to hold the painting even when she slept!

But she didn't say anything we asked her, and in the end it was Junsheng who told us, and he said that you had been taking care of Huai Eun before he came, so I came to think of coming here to have a look.

I understood everything the moment I saw you, and if I guessed correctly, the man in that picture was you! It turns out that this is the reason why Huai En is reluctant to go to the United States! ”