What is my name of not giving up? I can't say it, I'm like a human, but I'm still a demon, but I'm still yearning for a human life.

I don't like my name either, and I don't know what my master thought, so he gave me a name like this, but in order to make him happy, I had to call it this.

For as long as I can remember, I have lived in this forest, and Master has only done three things a day, meditating, cooking for me, and going to the forest to see the animals and plants.

He didn't allow me to go down the mountain, as long as I didn't go down the mountain, I could run around in the forest at will, and in order to let the monsters in the forest know my identity, he pulled a feather and turned it into a bracelet and put it on my hand, which was quite beautiful.

Everyone in the forest is very nice, and I like the big tree the most, he will connect the vines to make a swing for me to sit on.

The other critters are also very nice, they will play hide and seek with me, and they will find time to spend time with me every day, but I envy them a little.

They have mothers, and I feel that mothers are really gentle, and I thought that if they called my mother, they would treat me as their own child, and they would also hold me in their arms, and they would also make me new clothes.

So I called Master a mother, and he told me lightly that he was a man.

It seems that the mother can only be a woman.

I called a lot of animal mothers, but they wouldn't hold me like they were children, and they wouldn't make me clothes.

It seems that everyone has only one mother.

This planted a small seed in my heart that didn't go away as I got older.

However, during this time, a bully appeared in the woods, he was a shapeless fox, sometimes on his own, sometimes with a bunch of dogs.

They are so bad that they will trample on the flowers I grow and steal the fish I raise.

Finally one day I caught the little fox alone, I fought with him, and the final result was that as a human being, I narrowly won, and he went back to find a backer with a swollen fox face and crying.

I'm not afraid at all! My master is the god of the mountain, and he is the biggest here, so I am not afraid of any backer for the little broken fox, because I am invincible!

But I didn't expect this little fox to take me badly, he took me down to the river to fish and eat, and rolled in the mud together.

The first time I went down the river, I couldn't swim, and I was almost swept away by the rushing water, so he bit the corner of my clothes and dragged me to the shore desperately.

On the day of the Chinese New Year, firecrackers rang out in the village in front of me, and I stood on a tree and looked at the village enviously, but Master wouldn't let me go out.

I watched the village from the tree, and the master watched me under the tree for a long time, and then he took me to a fun place where there were a lot of foxes, and Mi Qing was also there, and it turned out that this was Mi Qing's home.

It was an unforgettable night, as they turned into human forms and sang and danced around the campfire, and I almost forgot I was a demon.

As I grew older, Master probably felt a little sorry for me, and took me down the mountain to the market every year on my birthday, and Master didn't know my birthday, so he naturally counted me according to the day he picked me up.

Although it was fun to go down the mountain, the master was pale and looked very uncomfortable every time he came back, and when I asked him, he said that he was just not good at dealing with humans, and he was just socially phobic.

Humans are so good, why are they still socially phobic?

Later, the more I thought about it, the bigger I became, and before I knew it, I had been living in the forest for more than ten years, although I still wanted to be a mother, and I still wanted to experience the life of human beings, but I couldn't do without Master anymore.

The little fox who followed me on weekdays said that he was going to take human form and go into retreat, and my playmate also had something to do, only me, wandering in the forest every day, I was tired of making Uncle Uncle's swing, but I would do it every time, otherwise I would be afraid that Uncle and Uncle would be sad.

There was a woman crying in the forest, I ignored her on the first day, I ignored her on the second day, and she was still crying on the third day, so I went up curiously and asked her what was wrong.

But when she saw the red circle on the back of my neck, she hugged me at once, and tears fell on my face and flowed to my mouth, and I licked it secretly, it was salty, and I heard that salty tears were sincere tears.

She said that she was my mother, and she called me Nannan, and I had some different feelings in my heart.

I began to secretly go down the mountain without Master, and every time this mother made me a lot of delicious food, and would also measure and make clothes for me.

I'm secretly happy because I also have a mother, and I also have a father and a brother, and they are all very good to me!

There is also a strange man, he will smile at me innocently, will secretly hold my hand, will quietly red ears, he says he likes me, I don't know how to like it, but I will be happy to see him, is this like?

In the end, the master found out about the matter, and he asked me if I had thought about it, and if I was going to go down the mountain.

I tilted my head and thought all night, Master will not grow old or die, and I will not grow old or die, but those relatives in the village will die and leave, so I want to accompany them for a hundred years first, and when they enter the loess, I will obediently come back to accompany Master. So I said to Master that I had thought about it, and I wanted to go down the mountain.

Master looked at me for a long time, and there was something in his eyes that I couldn't understand, and finally Master turned around and left, but his always upright back seemed to be a little decadent.

On the day of parting, my mother sent me a red dress, and she said that girls should wear this when they get married, so I wore this to say goodbye to Master.

The red dress was so amazing that Master was very moved when he saw it, and he said that he was reluctant to let me walk on the rugged mountain road, so he carried me down step by step.

Hey, he must have forgotten that I've been running this rugged mountain road for fifteen years.

Master said, "Don't give up, don't go up the mountain in the future." ”

After the Master said this, he left, but I burst into tears, and I suddenly regretted it a little, and I was a little reluctant to Master.

The first month was fine, my father and brother and my husband were very good to me.

But after two months, they all changed, they would scold me and sometimes even hit me with their hands.

I secretly cried a few times, and secretly ran up the mountain to find the Master, but suddenly I couldn't understand the sound of all things, the birds only squeaked, the grass only shook their heads, and I couldn't go into the depths of the forest.

I can't go back to my only home, and my master doesn't want me anymore.

They said I was pregnant, and then my belly grew bigger day by day, and I magically felt a little life appear in it, and this little life brought a little light to my gray life.

But I don't know why, since I had this little life, my health has been getting worse day by day, and I even feel like I can't go back to accompany Master anymore.

This child is very cute, and Master likes the moon the most, so let's call him Yue'er, I hope Master likes this child too.

Master... I can't seem to go back.

"Master, I'm sorry..."

On the day of parting, when the moon was in the sky, Master must be looking at the moon.