After a few moments, Huaien finally realized that I had not responded to her enthusiasm, and finally removed her lips from mine, and she looked at me in a daze, and her eyes suddenly became sad!

Her lips trembled and said, "Uncle! Are you so disgusted with me? Why? Why don't you even want to take in my last trace of affection for you, do you know that you are cruel......"

Her eyes were glistening with tears again! His eyes looked at me sadly and stubbornly, as if waiting for my answer.

I stood in place, a little afraid to look directly at Huai'en's gaze, I wanted to say something, but I found that I had already said it many times, and blindly repeating it would only make her feel perfunctory, so I chose to be silent!

I tried to reach out to help her wipe away her tears, but she reached out to stop her.

"You go!" She gave me a shove, pushing me back a few steps.

"I don't want you to care! I don't want you to care! Let's go! Her voice tore and tears ran down her cheeks, and she turned her head to bite her lip as if trying to control her breakdown, but finally she cried bitterly......

I turned around slowly, and the moment I walked out of the door, my body seemed to be drained of all its strength in an instant, and I stood in the corridor for a moment before I walked mechanically to my room, and my heart ached.

I sat in my room for a long time, until the hunger in my stomach woke me up, and I realized that I hadn't eaten dinner yet.

So I got up and went downstairs to a restaurant on the street and ordered a fast food, but it was like chewing wax in my mouth.

I couldn't eat anymore after a few bites, and even though my stomach was already empty, it was now filled with something else, and there was no room for any more food.

I packed her favorite fried lean pork with snow peas, and in the summer, when the snow peas in my yard grew pods, she always asked me to make them for her.

She was still happy then.

Now, it's just a change of season, and people are no longer in the mood they were at the beginning.

I opened the door to Huai'en's room, and found that she was already asleep, curled up face in, and although I could not see her face, I guessed that she would not have been able to sleep so easily, and if she did, she would not have been her.

I put the food on the bedside table, patted her on the shoulder and said, "Huaien! I've packed you a meal, it's your favorite fried lean pork with snow peas, get up and eat some! ”

Huaien didn't move.

I sighed, knowing that the sadness in her heart would not be resolved so quickly, and I was unwilling to remain silent, so I had to say what I had said again.

"Huaien, you are a smart girl, I always thought you could understand my mind, you are a good girl, I can neither give you my feelings and promises, should not and cannot do anything to hurt you! I have always understood your affection for me, and I am very grateful, it is you who have made my life colorful and changed my life a lot, and I will always remember these in my heart. As long as you are willing, I am willing to be your uncle forever! ”

Huaien was still silent, but as I spoke, I saw her shoulders tremble slightly.

I gently turned her body, only to find that her face was full of tears, her eyes were already red and swollen, and her pillow was already wet with tears.

She turned around and reached out to hold my hand tightly, she sniffed and tried to control the tremor of her voice, looked at me with wet eyes, and said in a broken voice: "Uncle! I'm sorry! ”

My heart suddenly ached as if it had been pricked by a needle, and then it softened, and I looked at her like a wounded kitten, and she was still apologizing to me, how not to make me feel pity!

I reached out to help her wipe the tears from her face, but they flowed again. I lifted her out of bed, fetched hot water to wipe her face, then opened the food and handed it to her.

But she didn't.

Again, I signal!

She looked up at me, the sad expression on her face changing slightly.

"Hey, just eat." The corners of her mouth showed a stubborn arc.

I secretly sighed again, my heart was inexplicably sour, poor Huai'en, are you retreating to me and asking me for my last trace of tenderness? Or do you know that all I can give you is this mercy?

I sat down on the edge of the bed and started feeding Huaien!

Huai En obediently opened his mouth, chewed, and swallowed......

But after taking two bites, her tears slipped quietly again! But this time she quickly wiped it away, showed me a heartbreaking smile, and continued to open her mouth to eat!

Her gaze stayed on my face and she didn't look away for a moment, silent until I had fed her the whole box of food......

I got up and wanted to take out the lunch box and throw it away, but Huai En grabbed my hand again.

"Uncle, can you stay with me here? I'm scared and can't sleep! Her red, swollen eyes gave a hint of pleading.

I hesitated for a moment, but finally I couldn't bear to shake my hand away under her gaze, and put the lunch box in a plastic bag and tied it. Then he put Huaien back into the bed, pulled a chair and sat on the edge of her bed.

Huai En seemed to be able to sleep peacefully, and closed his eyes with a peaceful expression, but his hand was always holding my hand and never let go, and his palm was faintly sweaty.

Probably after a day of playing in the mountains, and at night she was frightened by getting lost, which caused her to be mentally overexhausted, and she fell asleep after a while.

Looking at the few blood marks on her white face, I couldn't help but want to reach out and touch her, but I was afraid to wake her up.

I carefully withdrew her hand, put her hand under the covers, quietly got up, turned off the light, and exited the room.

The next day, due to Huai'en's knee injury, her plan to spend another day here fell through.

The trip that was originally planned to be returned by train was temporarily changed to a flight.

In the afternoon of the same day, Huaien and I returned to the village. When I got home, I changed Huai'en medicine again, and then asked Da Zhuang to drive from the company and send Huai'en to school.

After getting the news of my return, Xiao Tang, Jasmine and Xiao Yu all came to my courtyard, and before leaving, I had already told Xiao Tang that I had learned the news of Wei Lai, and I was here to confirm the news.

Naturally, they came to my yard to confirm the results of this news to me.

After learning that I had met Wei Lai, several people were happy for me, and they stayed at my house for dinner that night. When I was eating, I thought of Huaien again, and I wanted to send Da Zhuang to bring her to eat together. But think about it, forget it, there is food in the school cafeteria, I guess she won't be hungry, if you pick her up, I'm afraid that something unexpected will happen.

After the meal, I told a few people one of the things I had decided on the way back, that I was going on a long trip.

This trip to Shanxi made me understand one thing, that is, Huaien can't control her feelings for me at all, although she said that she will no longer have illusions about me, but from her various behaviors, it is obviously not what she said.

Maybe it's because you're young, it's the age of no hesitation, and your feelings are at their hottest, so you can't control them calmly. If I stay here a stone's throw from her, God knows what else will happen.

She has promised to study in the United States next year, I can't let this happen to any accidents, I think only I can avoid this kind of thing if I leave for a while, I can't be a shackle on her life road.

While this may have been a bit cruel to Huai'en, and her departure was somewhat tragic, I really can't think of any better way to do both.

That's why I decided to leave for a while, and if Huai En doesn't see me, there will naturally be no accidents. I can also take this opportunity to see the outside world, I think I have lived for more than 30 years, and I have never stepped outside the borders of my motherland, so I think I can take this opportunity to experience the human feelings of a foreign country.

When Xiaoyu heard this, she asked me why I suddenly wanted to travel, and I casually found a reason and prevaricated.

Jasmine listened to my words and said without thinking: "I'll accompany you!" ”

I shook my head with a smile, thinking helplessly, this girl still didn't care about Xiao Tang's feelings. But I also know that Don Jr. won't care about that.

Xiao Tang wasted no time in adding: "I'll go too." ”

"No need, the company is now all supported by you, what if you all leave? This time I want to walk alone. ”

Da Zhuang said, "Big brother, where are you going?" How long is it going to go? ”

I let out a long sigh and said, "This time I'll probably be away for a little longer, maybe three or four months." As for where to go, I haven't figured out yet. When the time comes, take a step, look at a step! ”

"So long?" Several people's eyes widened at the same time.

I smiled slightly: "I have never gone abroad when I am so old, there were no conditions and no opportunities before, but now there are conditions and opportunities, I want to take this opportunity to take a look at all the places I have not been to, so that life is complete." ”

"Brother Asheng, you're leaving, what if something happens to the company?" Xiao Yu said with some unease.

"You guys are here, what can happen to the company! If there's something Jasmine decides, it's up to you. I said.

"Then you won't come back for the New Year?" Da Zhuang asked again.

I smiled and shook my head: "I probably won't come back, so you don't have to wait for me to come back for the New Year." ”

"Big brother, have you encountered something?" Da Zhuang seemed to realize that something was wrong. As soon as he said this, the eyes of several people looked at my face in unison.

I glanced at a few people, smiled and said with a smile that I thought would reassure them, "What can I do?" You guys are my best friends, don't you know me yet? Don't worry, I just want to go out for a walk, don't think about it, help me take care of the company with peace of mind, and wait for me to come back! ”

Several people were silent.

A few people left a moment later, but Don stayed behind. He looked at me meaningfully and said, "I'm afraid you went out this time to avoid that girl named Huai'en!" ”

I was stunned for a moment, then laughed. It seems that Xiao Tang still understands me, and even deduces the real purpose of my trip from my words.

I couldn't help but sigh and said, "Since you know, then you naturally know why I did this, so I don't need to explain too much to you." ”

Xiao Tang shook his head with a wry smile: "Big brother, things have passed for so many years, why can't you give yourself a chance?" Life is still long, do you really have to carry the memories of the past for the rest of your life? As long as you are willing to give yourself a chance, maybe you will find that things are not as bad as you thought they would be. Huai En is a good girl, you can see that she loves you too, didn't you make him even more sad when you did this? ”

Don Jr.'s words kept me silent for a long time, he could see my mind from the surface, but he didn't understand my true thoughts. It's just that this kind of thing is difficult to express clearly in words, and I just don't want to explain anything to him.

Xiao Tang looked at me with a hint of regret, he persuaded me not to move, and that's all he said. Sigh and turn away!