Speaking of emotions, Tan Qingqing smiled faintly.

"Let me tell you a story." "I have a friend who, since she was two years old, fell in love with a little boy who had a very bad smile and was very sunny and warm. ”

"They are the same kindergarten kids. The boy is very naughty, and will secretly chew gum and stick it to the sole of the teacher's shoe. But even so, he is still very popular with teachers and girls. ”

"As for the girl, she is cowardly and timid, and she is not liked by her classmates. No one wanted to play with her. A large part of the population laughed at her, isolated her, and said every day that she was an alien and unworthy to play with them. ”

"But the girl doesn't care. All she cared about was the little boy. Because when that little boy laughs, it's really good-looking. ”

"Time passed quickly. They went to the same elementary school and were admitted to the same junior high school. ”

"Because the girl is so obvious, almost everyone knows the girl's heart."

"But junior high school has to be diverted. Only half of them can go to high school. In this half, only a few people can go to key high schools. ”

"The boy's grades were excellent. He has a likable personality, can play basketball, has a high IQ, and is ruffian, bad and handsome. It is the object of admiration in the hearts of almost all junior high school girls. But what about girls? Because of the heavy study pressure, she gained weight and had pimples on her face. The appearance has also become so ugly and ugly. Even suitors who had wanted to pursue her before would give expressions of disgust and disgust. ”

"Girls have low self-esteem."

"But she loved that little boy for many, many years."

She tried her best to study, just so that one day she could be admitted to the same high school as the little boy, and then enter the same 985 and 211 universities. The purpose is only for the future, so that she can integrate into the world of that little boy forever. Being able to become a person in the world with him will be her lifelong goal and glory. Even if the little boy's eyes are never on the little girl. The little girl will comfort herself, saying, it doesn't matter, as long as she is good enough, the little boy will always see her shining side. ”

"But the little boy is too good, and too good. It's the little girl, even if she tries her best to step on her toes, she can't reach and touch the existence at all. ”

"Girls who like little boys, too many."

Everyone was laughing at the little girl's innocence. Compared with other girls with good grades and good looks, the little girl has no advantage. ”

But the little girl didn't care. As long as she can get a little closer to the little boy, even a little, the little girl will do her best. ”

……

"Until one day."

"The little girl was bullied. She was slapped on the school bus because of an argument with someone. ”

……

Her eyes wandered to the little boy she had loved from the age of two to the age of fourteen. Hopefully he can come out and protect her. Even if you don't show up, even if you say two fair words. ”

"But the little boy didn't."

"He's just laughing. In ridicule. laughed at the little girl who knew that he didn't like her, but she was still hoping for a lifesaver that didn't belong to her at all. ”

"From that day on, the little girl knew. The little boy doesn't love people at all. Even if he has so many suitors, even if he has an affair with a lot of female classmates, he is just indulging in the vanity of being sought after and loved. He doesn't love people, and he doesn't know what love is. He just thought it was fun for a little girl to be slapped in the face. ”

The girl finally gave up this secret love that was buried in her heart, died before she saw the light, and for her, it was quite cruel. It was also at that time that the little girl's heart also died. It's muddy, like the walking dead, and more than ten years have passed. ”

"In the past ten years, too many people have said to the little girl, why do you bother? Is it really worth it to let yourself fall for the sake of someone who has never liked you? You used to be a hard-working, excellent, sparkling person. ”

The girl also asked herself, is it worth it? She didn't know. She just felt that in that future without a little boy, all her efforts were empty and jokes. She went with the flow, let go, free, and forgot the self who had vowed to be as good as a little boy. ”

"Later, the little girl grew into a big girl. The appearance and figure are also gradually recovering. Many, many boys pursued her. It's a pity that a person with a dead heart, his heart, can't beat. ”

"The girl rejected a lot of people. Like a lonely ghost, constantly wandering in this boring world. She didn't know what the meaning of her life was, and she didn't know why she wanted to live. She just instinctively felt that, by her nature, she couldn't accept her cowardly suicidal death. Even if she leaves, she will choose an accident instead of self-harm. ”

"But God will always surprise people, so that people's originally peaceful life will stir up some waves."

In the girl's life, there is another suitor who loves her. This person is too desperate to chase, so that the girl's already cold heart has a little bit of recovery. ”

The girl thought to herself, boring is boring anyway, so it is better to play a game. Maybe this person is different from everyone else? Maybe he can untie the knot in his heart for years? ”

"But it's ridiculous. This man is just a man who is just talking about that idea between men and women. This made the girl feel extremely angry and disgusted. ”

"She was disappointed in what was going on between men and women. She no longer loves anyone and is focused on herself. ”

"Living in isolation, less frolicking with others."

Then she found that compared with herself more than ten years ago, her current self is finally no longer hated. It is also able to deal with the temptations, speculations, ill intentions, and boring comparisons and jealousies from all kinds of people in life. She understands human nature, learns rules, masters skills, is loved by others, and finally reconciles with herself. ”

Counting the more than 20 years of this life, she was shocked to find that for so many years, no one has been her solid and powerful backing. She was able to live so peacefully and smoothly to grow up because she was strong. ”

"She felt that no one could love herself more than herself."

"So you're going to ask me why I don't talk about love all the time, because I understand it from this friend's story. Unless there is another me in this world who can love me as much as I do. Otherwise, I would never have been tempted to like anyone. ”

"But do you think it's possible?"

"Is there another me in this world?"

"Unless, there are miracles."

……

Tan Jiexing listened silently beside her, although there were many words she couldn't understand, it didn't mean that she didn't understand the central meaning of the story.

She felt that the fifth sister was talking about herself.

However, how old is the fifth sister now? How old is the heroine of this story?

None of them have run two yet.

Where did life come from in a hurry for more than 20 years?

"Is the fifth sister telling the story of our world? Elementary, Middle, High School, Key High School...... What are they? ”

"It doesn't matter." Tan Qingqing looked at Tan Jiexing, "So can you understand the meaning of this story that I told you?" Live in the moment. Affection, love, love, and love are just illusory after all. ”

In fact, Tan Jiexing understands the truth.

But she is more curious about whether the little girl in the story of the fifth sister still has such a paranoid and crazy obsession with the little boy.

Also out of curiosity, Tan Jiexing asked directly.

"So, that little girl, do you still love that little boy?"

Looking at Tan Jiexing's ignorant expression, Tan Qingqing smiled, smiling very calmly, "Time is a very magical thing. ”

She said.

"Something you can't forget in a year, two years, three years, five years, ten years. Eleven years, or twelve years, you can forget it cleanly. ”

"So you see, there's no wound that can't heal. If it doesn't work in 10 years, then 20 years. Twenty years is not enough, but thirty years. One day, you will be healed by yourself. ”

"Look, it's that simple."