337, eat lamp grass gray

But the old man was young at the time. It is full of the pride of young people and the nobility of literati. The mind is full of lofty ideals that are divorced from real life. The wealth and power that ordinary people are desperately pursuing seems to him to be nothing more than something at his fingertips. So I don't take it to heart. I think those things are too powerful. He naively thought he was different from the rest of his family. He is more detached. More chic. As the Chairman put it, "be a noble person, a pure person, a moral person, a person who is free from low tastes". He was complacent about it.

But in fact, his detachment and chic are simply not worth mentioning in the face of the family power. He retained his professional freedom. But he couldn't resist and sacrificed his freedom to marry.

Let go of the innocence and innocence of the past. Discouraged, he thought his sacrifice would come to an end. But I didn't expect it. It's far from over.

And his daughter.

Despite his tries. Angry. I tried everything I could to resist. Trying to stop the so-called "cultivation" of daughters in the family. It can go through twists and turns. In the end, he had to bow his once proud head to the cruel reality again.

Until then. He really began to regret his choice in the first place. When you don't have the strength to be strong. When there is no equal right to communicate. Ideals and pursuits are not worth mentioning in front of absolute rights.

Perhaps it is because of his experiences and lessons. Only then did his daughter have a completely different attitude and choice from him in terms of future life pursuit and planning.

When he fought desperately for his daughter's future freedom. The first to stand up against him was not the elders of the family. Not a wife who disagrees with him. But it was none other than his daughter herself.

His daughter persuaded him to let go of this senseless weak resistance. Open your eyes. Take a good look at the reality of the situation.

She thinks in the home of people like them. Only in the hands of the power. to be truly entitled to control your own life and freedom. Even if he has succeeded in his struggle now. Temporarily let her escape the fate of the marriage tool. But unless the family is really willing to let go of everything they have now. Including property. Occupation. Social status. network resources and so on. At the same time, he is also ready to be attacked by his family. Be brave enough to bear the consequences. Completely detached from this family. Otherwise, it is similar to being used as a chess piece as a tool. Once you use it, it will happen again.

Because of his naïve rebellion and choice. Her fate is irreversible. But she hopes that she can do it through her own efforts. Don't let her children repeat the same path she is doing today.

Meantime. She thinks too. With their own brilliant minds. Excellent appearance. Absolute ambition and exceptional skill. You can take advantage of this opportunity. Gain an important place in the family affairs by virtue of their own abilities.

The old man was deeply worried about his daughter's choice. I felt that I was too naïve and naïve back then. not only lost his marital happiness. also dragged his daughter down. I had no choice but to agree with sadness. I just hope that in the future, it will be like what my daughter said. The children of the next generation will not repeat the tragedy that happened to them again.

But he and his daughter had forgotten. People have to go through many tests and choices in this life. It's not that you give up your career and marriage pursuits and you're going to have smooth sailing. On the other hand. Marriage is also not the same as love. Giving up on marriage is not the same as giving up on love. Love is a gift. It's also an ordeal. For its coming. You can only accept it. Can't refuse. It's not that you decided to give up. God has really given your fate to others. And fate is not all good. There is also bad fate.

In terms of results. The fate between Jiang Jieyun's parents is obviously not a good fate.

The old man said. Child. Don't blame your mother. She's because of me. Since I was a child, I have suffered a lot of involvement and cold eyes in the family. The temper followed me and your grandmother again. The temperament is hard and stubborn. She's ignoring you now. Not for you. It's to your dad. I'm afraid I saw you. I remembered your father. Wait a few more years. The anger in her heart was smoothed. Naturally, I think about you. Saying goes. "Parents all over the world". Your mother was pregnant with you. I also suffered a lot. I shed a lot of tears. You are considerate of her as a child.

The old man's sickly and skinny hands tightly pulled Jiang Xiaoyun's little hands. Panting as he spoke. Speaking of emotional sadness. Choked up with tears. Old tears are rampant.

At that time, Jiang Xiaoyun's little pen friend was full of resentment. Don't look at the age of eight. But because of such an embarrassing background. Since childhood, no one has been carefully taught and cared for. My father's side didn't completely let it go. But that cold and laissez-faire attitude is also known to anyone. I want to live well. Don't be bullied by others. A child without the support of an adult. It's not okay not to be ruthless or ruthless. That's it. Over time, he has already developed a wolf nature.

He was also precocious. Brains are smart. No one calls the shots for him. You have to make your own decisions about everything. I formed my own views on people and things early. Far more mature than children of the same age. Therefore, his rebellious period also came very early. With a sense of anger towards the world for my biological parents. It's rebellious.

Of course. If you want to say that Jiang Xiaoyun at that time had no yearning for his mother at all, it is impossible. It can be said that I have never been hugged by my mother. Kissed. The innate admiration in the hearts of the beloved children is very strong. But the more intense. When that feeling is not satisfied. The more resentment and reaction it causes, the more ferocious it becomes. The more easily it is impossible to resolve and forgive.

He was brought here without explanation, without greeting. It's a stomach full of dissatisfaction. Yes, this one is next to that woman. The old man who also called himself grandpa was also unwelcome in his heart. But. For his sake, he is sick and dying. And they wept and cried and begged him to hear what he had to say. Master, he is kind-hearted. Kindhearted and merciful. I guess I just have the patience to listen to it casually.

Anyway, the mouth is hard. The stubborn Jiang Xiaoyun and Xiao Penyou will never admit that they are looking forward to finally having the opportunity to hear someone willing to explain to him. to their own life experience. Mother and this grandfather were curious. There is even a desire for closeness.

It was the first time he had heard the full version of his life. The man who claimed to be his father before revealed a little bit in his words. In order to show the embarrassment and greatness of his father. furthermore

As visible. His identity as an illegitimate child is certain. But as for how he became an illegitimate child, no one told him.

He only knew that every year there was a huge amount of money from the Demon Capital. In his mother's name to his personal account. will be paid until he reaches the age of eighteen. He can spend this money as he wants.

What is the name of his mother. What it looks like. How old is this year. What to do for a career. Somewhere to live in the magic capital. How is life now. Why didn't you pay any attention to him...... None of these most basic circumstances were ever told to him.

He had also asked the man more than once. But every time I get it, it's just a cold sentence. Impatient answer. These things. You don't have to know.

The old man speaks Mandarin well. But with the usual softness of southerners. Slightly accented. I am probably not used to talking to children. The choice of words and sentences is full of bookishness. Textual crepe. Fortunately, Jiang Xiaoyun has not spoken since he was a child. I met a child who took advantage of the work-study vacation to teach him to read and write early to pass the time. Almost all of his peers who read less books can't understand his set of big truths and four-character idioms.

But if you can understand it, you can't understand it. Not necessarily agree with him. Jiang Xiaoyun's little bastard saw the old man gasping for breath. Another handful of snot and tears crying too pitifully. I'm afraid that if he doesn't listen to him. The old man was excited and anxious, and hiccuped Chao Liang. ** Child: Go to the room. He died without coming up in one breath

This is also the result he does not want to see. The first one is that no one will explain his fucking background to him anymore. The second one is also a human life. It's not like it's really dead, it's not.

For these reasons, he has been suppressing his grief and indignation. Grinding the back molars and enduring.

How do you know that this old thing has no eyesight. He was so angry that his face was fucking blue. He was still there talking about parents who were all over the world.

Jiang Xiaoyun was immediately anxious. I don't care if you old thing can stand it. You came in a hurry to find the master. provoked Lao Tzu. I don't care if you love to die or not.

With a flick of his hand, he pulled his claws out of the old man's hand. Jiang Xiaowolf cub began to jump to his feet and scold.

Put your damn stinking fart. And fuck all the parents in the world. It was me who was fucking crying and shouting and begging her. With a knife and a gun, she forced her to give birth to me. It was the man who knocked her unconscious. Pregnant only after being forced and raped. Pregnant with a child. Don't you want to have a tire? Bluff two fools.

Be. The master has received her money over the years. But that's as it should be. Not to mention having a baby. You're just fucking shitting on the road. Bubble pee. If you spit on your spit, you have to pay a fine and a clean-up fee. What's more, Lao Tzu is a big living person. Besides. I don't believe it. She didn't exchange Lao Tzu for benefits in the first place. Negotiate terms with the man. I'm taking what I fucking deserve now.

I understand her. Who the fuck comes to be considerate and considerate of me. I told people to forget the time when I was at home, almost starved to death, froze to death, and died of illness. Where is she. I called the flies and the old cockroach crawled all over. When he was about to die. Where is she. I told them to be pressed to the ground and beaten to death. Scolding me when. Where is she. You old man really eats lamp grass and ashes. Loose fart. I don't have a backache when I stand and talk......