This first one is Jiang Jieyun, which is really good. It's good enough to learn about his affection for himself. She couldn't be unmoved. Can't help but be impressed. Can't help but be greedy. It's hard to let go. It's hard to imagine if one day. There was another woman standing beside him. He only spoiled the woman. Cheating. Speak from your heart. Trust dependence. Muscles. Year after year......

Come to think of it. She felt an uncontrollable throbbing pain in her chest. It wasn't great at first. It's just vague. But this feeling has become more pronounced over time. It hurts longer and longer. Each time it hurts worse than the last.

Jiang Jieyun's various benefits. It's like a little hammer. Day after day, he knocked on the high wall in her heart. Seemingly unresponsive. But the inside of the wall is at every hammer drop. Changes and reactions that are difficult to see with the naked eye will occur.

The days go on and on. Quantitative change becomes qualitative change. The high heart wall of a certain pessimist has been knocked by Jiang Jieyun with a small hammer for a long time. There will be a clang every day without warning. It collapsed and there was a big piece of brick and tile.

Of course. The wall still stands tall there. If there are no accidents. Just by the tinkling of a small hammer. I want to collapse this high wall. I don't know if I have to wait until the year of the donkey and the month of the horse.

The arrival of the car accident caught everyone off guard. People have good and bad luck. Accidents can happen at any time.

In fact, the shock that the car accident brought to Enron's heart was far more serious than what she showed.

Looks. She wasn't seriously injured. It's just a knock on the head. Compared with Xia Wei, who almost didn't take his life, it can almost be called insignificant. Even if it is close to the National Day. Li Caifeng and Jiang Jieyun also thought that Enron was just frightened by the car accident at that time. Over time. This fright, too, will fade away.

In fact. She wasn't even frightened. Car accidents happen for a short period of time. She barely understood what was happening. I've already fainted.

If Enron is a really age-matching little girl, it is almost true.

But Enron was not.

She is a born-again person.

Although the rebirth is somewhat inexplicable. But it is also equivalent to a person who has died once.

Although the injuries she suffered in this car accident were minor. But actually. But it was also a rub with death.

So. Mentally, in terms of mentality. The shock she received was no less than that of Xia, who was seriously injured. Some questions that Xia Wei thought about. Like what. Thoughts like "If I just die......" also recurred in her mind.

After a car accident. Enron often wondered. If her reborn life ends on the day of the car accident. So let her write a summary of the past few years of rebirth. What will she write. Which ones are well done. Which ones are poorly done. Which have done their best. Which ones are full of regrets.

And then. She found. Needless to say, the learning aspect. She's done her best. Family and camaraderie. She has also worked hard over the years. Although there are shortcomings. But so is the ability.

However, for Jiang Jieyun's feelings for himself. No matter how many worries there are. No matter how big the heart knot. At the end of life. She can't touch her heart no matter what. Let's be honest. She really has no expectations for love. I really don't have any regrets.

Since it will be a pity. Naturally, he is not completely dead.

How many regrets. There are as many expectations as possible.

The summary has not yet been written. She already understood that her regret for not being able to respond to Jiang Jieyun's feelings was not a little. It's a lot.

With such an idea. The wall is actually crumbling. But there are still some issues that need to be addressed to support that dangerous wall.

And because of this. She was so confused and concerned about Xia Wei and Hai Yipeng's relationship.

Then came the conversation with Xia Wei.

I talked with Xia Wei for an afternoon. There were a few words and a few thoughts that stood out to her. Think about it.

Like what. Xia Wei mentioned the years after the misdiagnosis. She closed off her emotions. Appears to be in a state of suspended animation. And said. If her life ends in this car accident. So didn't she live in vain for so many years after being misdiagnosed? Because of his cowardice. And give up a lot of feelings. I feel very sorry.

And she said again. There is a price and risk to do everything. It's just a question of whether it's worth it or not. She was right when she got sick. A review of the practice of wanting to break up with a lover and the concept of the so-called match, etc.

These words may have touched Enron deeply. Or subvert and change many of the preconceived notions in her mind. Let her thoughts not stop these days. Self-torture over and over again.

Is Jiang Jieyun's person and this relationship worth her risk.

The answer, of course, is yes.

Is it comfortable to stay with Jiang Jieyun? Feel happy.

The answer, of course, is yes.

The other way around. Since Jiang Jieyun wants to be with her. Of course, it also feels comfortable. And how could she be in the name of planning for him. It's easy and self-righteous to deny his feelings and feelings.

……

This conversation with Xia Wei. Solved a lot of problems that had always been in her mind.

By this time. The high wall that stood between her and Jiang Jieyun's relationship only needed a hammer to crumble.

It was up to her to strike the hammer herself. All that is lacking is some courage and determination.

A pessimist with the attributes of a snail. Courage and determination were two things to her. Apparently a congenital disorder. The day after tomorrow is less compensated. What is missing is really not a half-star.

But. After Enron asked himself and answered these questions. Naturally, there was courage and determination.

She didn't want to be reborn in vain. I don't want to live up to the chance that God gave her to be reborn after the previous life full of regrets. I don't want to be full of regrets and regrets every time I recall Jiang Jieyun and his relationship in this life after being reborn.

In her previous life, she failed and was decadent because of her own confusion and lack of perseverance. She didn't want to live this life because of her timidity. Cowardly and again failed and decadent.

Today she is pessimistic because of her feelings. And timid. Tomorrow she will be pessimistic about more things. And timid.

If she had been reborn this time only to repeat the failures of the previous life in a different way. So what is the point of her rebirth? It's better to just kill yourself now. lest they be like in the previous life, so as to make their parents break their hearts for their lives.

There you have these. Naturally, the high heart wall collapsed in an instant. Ashes.

There is no world without high walls. The sky is high and the earth is far away. A wide expanse.

And the future. It will take her courage. Make up your mind. Step by step. Step out of your own life landscape.

After Enron figured it out. began to ponder what kind of opportunity he should find to tell Jiang Jieyun about his decision. As a result, she was just beginning to think. Jiang Jieyun just started the routine of rubbing oil almost every day.

Just right. Hassle-free.

At this time. is facing Jiang Jieyun. When I was about to open my mouth to explain my tangled mental journey along the way. An Ran suddenly understood. In fact, all of the above reasons. All kinds of ideas are very important and crucial to opening her heart. But more importantly, I'm afraid that she has already been moved by Jiang Jieyun. Emotional. I don't feel it yet.

Even before Jiang Jieyun clearly expressed his feelings. Before she realized that she should distance herself from Jiang Jieyun. But there are always times when it fails due to various reasons and circumstances. She had already dug a hole for herself in her heart.

The occurrence of feelings is always like the wilderness of spring. When you notice the emerald color in your eyes. But it was already as deep as spring.

It's just worth it. It's just about opening the knot. It's just part of the reason to accept this feeling. But it is not a decisive reason.

If she has no feelings for Jiang Jieyun. And where is it worth it?

Come to think of it. An Ran smiled to himself and narrowed his eyes. also ignored Jiang Jieyun's previous question. Ignoring his surprised eyes. Turn your head and lean over. pursed lips. "Chirp". A kiss was imprinted on the side of his face. Said in a crisp voice. "Jiang Xiaoyun. I like you. ”

Because I like you. So even if I'm so cowardly and cowardly. I still can't make up my mind to distance myself from you.

Because I like you. So face you. I will be greedy again and again. So. I would feel sorry. I will continue to convince myself. Keep looking for reasons to increase your confidence. Increase courage. I don't want to give up on you. I want to be with you. Lifetime......

It's as if he didn't expect Enron to suddenly accept his feelings. Jiang Jieyun was even more unprepared for this kiss. Silly again in place. It's as if you've been spelled. Mumu froze there. Don't say you won't blink your eyes. Even breathing seemed to be frozen.

Look at him like this. An Ran couldn't help but snicker. Ahh Jiang Xiaoyun is stupid again.

Good for a while. Jiang Jieyun seemed to come back to his senses. Raised his hand and slowly stroked the place where he had just been kissed safely. A handsome face slowly. Slowly turned red. And the color is getting darker and darker. Deeper and deeper. In the end, the color is as bright as if it had just been taken out of the dye vat.

An Ran's eyes widened. Huh. Jiang Xiaoyun actually blushed. He wasn't usually quite good at rubbing her oil. Eat her tofu? Why did she kiss him? He blushed like that.

This discovery was very interesting to Enron.

In fact. This is not surprising.

Although Jiang Jieyun is usually thick-skinned. Always flamboyant to Enron. It's all kinds of teasing and rubbing oil. But in reality, he is taking advantage of words. Ding Datian took the opportunity to hold a small hand in Enron's various dislikes, struggles, pinching and kicking. Or a hug that doesn't mean anything deeper.

But at the end of the day. He's just an innocent boy who just started to fall in love. Don't say it's to let Enron take the initiative to kiss. It's that he usually secretly makes up for the taste of kissing An Ran in his heart. You can't help but blush too.

As for the time when he confessed and took the initiative to kiss An Ran. That's really nervous. I was so nervous that I almost forgot about my shyness. But that's it. The ears were still uncontrollably hot and red.