After Zhao Mingyang read the information of the little gourd, he didn't find anything, which can only show that this person is more delicate and meticulous, and he didn't leave any effective information, indicating that he couldn't find anything.

This part of the information is his overseas information, all of which are information about working in a security company, as for the domestic ones, as Lao Wu said, his ancestral home is a county town under Hu Jianfu City.

However, when they were very young, their family moved to the city, their parents were fruit sellers, and there were three brothers and sisters in the family, one sister got married, and a younger sister just graduated from college and joined the workforce.

His parents had an accident after the small gourd middle school exam, the couple wanted to buy a truck, before they were motorcycle three-wheelers from the township to pull fruit to the city to sell, but the tricycle pulled too little, they wanted to buy a big truck to pull the goods, the couple decided to go to the driver's license together, and then take turns to drive to the next city to collect fruit to sell, the fruit in the next city is better than their quality and taste here, the purchase price is about the same, but the price of selling is different, after all, many people buy fruit to give away to see the quality and taste, the price is expensive.

As a result, when I went to the driving school at noon one day to practice driving, the driving school instructor drove them on the road to practice driving, side by side with a large truck, and the large truck overturned, that is, the first four and eight wheels of the large truck overturned, and it was full of steel.

Anyone who runs a big car knows that it costs money to pull steel, and the risk is too great.

The instructor was also responsible, he was distracted while driving, chatting with a beautiful female student sitting in the co-pilot, and was distracted and went the wrong way.

As a result, this rollover sent all the people in the coach car away, and the most pitiful thing is that the car insurance expired and did not buy it in time, and the driver did not know that the boss did not buy insurance in time, and the driver was also sent to first aid.

The owner of the big truck ran away, and was later caught, and was only willing to pay 1 million, originally only wanted to compensate up to 700,000 yuan, and finally added it to 1 million. Human lives, how many families.

Without the financial support of his parents, the family collapsed instantly, Xiao Hulu's eldest sister just finished the college entrance examination, she wanted to drop out of school for her younger siblings to study, her sister was only in the sixth grade of primary school, Xiao Hulu disagreed, he got the compensation, first repaid a large part of the house, the house was just bought not long ago, and the mortgage had to be repaid.

The rest of the money was returned to the relatives, it is not easy for parents to raise three children, not to mention for three children to go to school, the family buys a house for the children to go to school, there is a place to live, and moving back and forth affects the children.

The last 400,000 compensation, more than 100,000 to pay off the family's debts, and more than 100,000 to pay back the bank, at least can last a few years, this family can not be lost, there are memories of parents, there are tens of thousands left to give my sister 20,000 to go to college, and the rest will be saved for my little sister to go to middle school, this money Xiaohulu knows that it will be spent soon, he has been assertive since he was a child, and when this happened at home, he quickly made some choices at the age of fifteen.

My sister chose to study locally in college, and did not go to other places, and during this period, Xiao Hulu had an idea in his heart, he went to high school for more than a year, asked around, and finally went abroad with a fellow to work as a black worker, and the fellow said that he made more money by working in a black job.

After Xiao Hulu and the fellow arrived in Taiguo, they transferred to another area, and then took the line [over the mountains and mountains to cross the border] to a certain place in Europe, which was actually smuggled over.

But Xiao Hulu had a plan before he went, he knew that the fellow villager used to move bricks and brush dishes, he didn't do it, he knew that this fellow villager could take him out, so he chose to come with him, but he also knew that he couldn't make any money behind him, maybe he would have to be taken by him.

Mainly Xiaohulu knows foreign languages, he continued to go to high school for more than a year in order to strengthen English learning, three days and two ends to the school to ask the teacher some grammar mistakes and pronunciation errors, let the teacher help correct, he knows that in school asking, the teacher annoys him the most, he will give the answer, he can also ask other class substitute teachers?

There is also a small language in that high school, although there is only one class a week, which is an interest class, but the teacher is in school, he learns with a thick face, in addition to English, he also learns some Russian for daily communication.

After arriving there, he chose the same path as Lao Wu, and Xiao Hulu was very planned to go abroad.

He checked a lot of information and chatted with some foreign netizens

, got some information, he knows how to get money quickly, that is, to sell money.

Before leaving, he left a letter for his sister, asking his sister to take care of her and wait for him to return.

In this way, his life changed in a real sense, and after that, he sent money home every year, occasionally talked to his sisters and sisters, and the money sent home was enough for the sisters to live a good life.

Soon he was famous in their circle for not wanting to die and being capable, and the money came faster, it was Lao Wu who brought him into the industry, and he took care of him, both of them have concerns, in fact, most of them are concerned, and most of them are to make money.

Xiaohulu's sister now has opened a teaching and training institution in her hometown, and most of the money comes from Xiaohulu.

And his sister is currently working in a company, and the background of Xiaohulu's family is much better than that of Lao Wu's family.

Zhao Mingyang looked at the current information of Xiaohulu's sister again, her husband works in a private factory, the family structure is Xiaohulu's sister is strong, and the main income is earned by his sister, his brother-in-law's personality is more introverted and biased to lie flat, but he is good to his sister, and his sister has a daughter who is currently in the first grade of primary school.

This family is actually very stable, and there is nothing to help and worry about from the little gourd.

On the contrary, it is the sister of the little gourd, the company she currently works in general, the little gourd sister is a college graduate, her learning ability is much worse than that of the eldest sister and the little gourd, it is a typical hard work, but the upper limit of talent is there, and it can only come to this point.

Little gourd is most likely worried about this sister, sister is very introverted, doesn't like to talk, doesn't like to deal with people, in the future, pay more attention to this sister, from her side to buy people's hearts to the little gourd.

For example, this sister accidentally made a mistake and caused the company to lose millions or even tens of millions, and people wanted to pursue it, Xiaohulu was unable to repay, and Zhao Mingyang helped to pay it back, what if this kind of thing can't be said to be good?

Zhao Mingyang didn't need to do this deliberately, but he knew that in a family like Xiaohulu, there would always be some things at home that money could not solve or not enough money to solve, and some relationships were needed, so Zhao Mingyang could help at this time, and a help was a favor.

What Xiao Hulu lacks the most is a relationship, he has actually been living in a world of the jungle, using force to solve some things, but this ability is not much use in peacetime, he is now weak in other aspects except for his strong personal combat ability.

Especially at the level of relationships, unless he is now going to business or something like rapid promotion, but he has missed some outlets, and he has no experience in this area, so he himself has denied this path.

The money he earns is all life-fighting money, in fact, this kind of person is better to control and control than Ning Dongsheng, because the road is narrow, the premise is not to force him to be urgent, if he is urgent, he will be terrible.

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In school, Zhao Mingyang found that his life was basically stable now, and there were not many changes.

Every day when I have nothing to do, I go to play chess with Wu Zhonghua, drink tea and practice calligraphy, and my life is dull.

This blandness was something he had paid for a few years, because there wasn't much to make him nervous.

Wu Zhonghua asked Zhao Mingyang to accompany him to climb the mountain, he is in a good state of mind now, Zhao Mingyang accompanied him to walk up the mountain, walking very slowly, at this time at 6:50 in the morning, the weather is a little cold, but the body will be a lot warmer after walking.

The two stopped at a gazebo, sat down to rest, and Zhao Mingyang handed the thermos cup in his backpack to Wu Zhonghua.

Wu Zhonghua took a sip of black tea from a thermos cup and said, "Do you feel like you have no direction? At a young age, many people have basically struggled to the point where they can't struggle for a lifetime, and they don't know what to do at first, right, you should be cautious in this state, because you will think about something that you have never tried to do, and in the end it may be more empty, because if you lose a goal to strive for, you will begin to move towards a state of loneliness, you may be depressed, and you may also be completely distorted.

For example, some children of rich families who are contaminated with bad habits and do illegal and criminal things want to eliminate emptiness in this way, which is a very wrong method."

Zhao Mingyang nodded and said, "

I really don't know what to do, and I've seen some entrepreneurs before and got lost, I don't know what to do, and I'm really depressed, but I can't get out of this state at the moment, I can't control it."

This may be the benefit of getting along with a wise man, as long as Zhao Mingyang changes a little, Wu Zhonghua can see through it at a glance, and can point out some solutions to Zhao Mingyang.

"I don't have this experience with you, because at the peak of my career, I always had an obsession with looking for children, so I climbed faster than others, and most people would basically fall into a strange circle if they didn't have any major life changes and then successfully completed their dreams, that is, emptiness, that is, feeling that everything in this world is boring.

This state is actually the most terrifying, it tortures the spiritual level of people, and if there is a problem at the spiritual level, it is the most terrible, and most of them have to come out by themselves.

You see that you are in a similar state to me these days, this is not normal, because if you continue like this, you will quickly enter the aging life circle, and you may need to be clean in the next step, and you will find a small place to retire, but ah, can you let it go?

If you can't overcome this level, your career will decline vertically, and it will be difficult to get it back in the short term, then the people who follow you will basically be torn apart, and they will even be hit by their former opponents.

You see, your life can be speechless now, but what about them? They have just begun, you, the helmsman, don't want to move on, you get off the boat, but they are still on the boat, there are still waves waiting for them in front of them, a ship without a captain, there is no backbone, no direction, it is easy to capsize.

What do you need now? It's to play to your heart's content, play enough, then reorganize yourself and set off, you can't really play all the time when you play, it's looking for new things when you play, this is what I once saw a young man do, he also became famous at a young age, and at the age of twenty-six or seventeen, he has reached the limit of other people's lifelong pursuits.

Finally he came out of this state, think about it, you have no direction now, you have to determine what you want to do in the future, just do one thing, one thing that you can do all the time, set a very big goal for yourself, even if you can't achieve it, you have to set it."

Zhao Mingyang nodded, understanding what Wu Zhonghua said, he may have reached the bottleneck of his life, breakthrough and decline appeared at the same time in this period, and the choice is very important.

"Okay, continue to climb the mountain, this mountaineering pays attention to the scenery along the way, you remember, the more people go up, the more lonely they are, but the more they go up, the more they can see through, you can find a desired state of life, look down and see the scenery under the mountain, you can find the most beautiful place to live, people, always look for themselves in the entanglement and confusion."

Wu Zhonghua's words pointed out a direction to Zhao Mingyang again, he has indeed been a little confused recently, he feels that there is no need to struggle anymore, but he doesn't have anything to want, people, it's nothing more than seven emotions and six desires, he really seems to have gotten everything, and he doesn't know what to do, but this state makes him feel very painful, because he has been studying philosophy and metaphysics recently.

This kind of is dangerous, because either you start thinking about the universe or you start thinking about the gods and Buddhas, and you are likely to delve into it, and many people go to become monks, just to study something new?

But Zhao Mingyang didn't want to become a monk, but sooner or later this state might make him unknowingly go to an unknown road, but fortunately, Wu Zhonghua stopped Zhao Mingyang in time.

People can change anytime and anywhere, Zhao Mingyang can't escape, he was reborn at the beginning with a clear goal and pursuit, when these things are realized, Zhao Mingyang can't escape the lack of spirit, and he doesn't know what he should do.

Everything seems to be a dream, Zhao Mingyang has been confused recently, he doesn't even know what he should do next, whether to get married and have children, or travel around? Or seclusion.

I can't tell, but at that point, Zhao Mingyang seems to be dead, he has no spiritual pursuit, woman? He has no shortage, he even has a woman that men all over the world envy, a car that men like, he can buy a limited edition car in a garage, and he has a career.

At this moment, Zhao Mingyang deeply understands that Rebus was young at the beginning

After becoming famous, I lost myself, clubbed every day for more than half a year, in the online water group, and then all kinds of emptiness, I didn't know what I should do.

I also understand why Zhang Sohu had depression in the first place, and he had everything, but it was the most terrible, because he didn't know what to do, he lost the simplest joy of life, and he lost the joy of living for the sake of pursuit, and the spiritual emptiness could not be made up for by materials.

Zhao Mingyang thought about it, what new goal should he set for himself?

Transform into a superhero, Cheng Cheng punishes evil? Zhao Mingyang wants to laugh, it is true that everyone will think about this goal, but they all know how ridiculous and unrealistic this is.

So what are the goals? What is the next goal you want to do?

Zhao Mingyang fell into deep thought, he returned home and sat on the windowsill alone with a glass of whiskey, it turned out that it was so painful for people to lose the direction of life, in his previous life, he still had a goal, to earn 100,000, million, 10 million, this is all motivated, earn another 100 million, and live with money.

But now? I have no interest in money, this is really terrible, and I understand what Jack Ma said that people always have dreams, and I understand what he said about not being interested in money, and the most nostalgic thing is to be a teacher in January with those dozens of dollars, which is rushing, hopeful, and light in his eyes.

Putting down the wine glass, Zhao Mingyang wiped his face, he thought about it, what else could he want to do, he was interested.

Xu Tiantian has a head, she is now busy with her career every day, Liu Bingbing, Qiu Shuhong and Gu Yan have a head, and Hao Ren has a dashing brother.

Zhao Mingyang suddenly envied these people, he thought about it for a while, picked up the wine glass and took a sip again, it is better to learn from Rebus to play with him for half a year, how to let go of himself.

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