643, the inside and the outside are the same
It's both sad in this way. Touched again. At the same time, I couldn't help but laugh. But I want to slam a few times on the heads of some two juniors under the "torture" of complex and turbulent emotions. There is a senior brother who is a little out of tune with passion. Some bravado. And a little incoherent scream." "Fierce baba" shouted. All right. You guys. It was all premeditated early on. Yes. I just want to make you sisters cry, right? Ah......h
One of these guys was still coaxing when he heard this. Ah. Brother. You're wrong about us. O conscience of heaven and earth; We didn't expect to see the sisters crying......" lengthened the voice. Strange giggles." We just want you brothers to cry and ......" paused. Others are also together. Including looking at a serious book for many years. President Liu, who is full of trust, also laughed and shouted. That's eye-catching."
A word of conscience. The brothers really didn't cry their noses. But the expression on his face and the feelings in his heart are a little difficult to suppress. Some of them have some reddened eyes. The nose is a little pantothenic. The voice is slightly out of tune. This is especially true of this senior brother who shouted on behalf of the senior brothers and sisters. Thereupon. Everyone's uproar is quite a bit like the cannon fire is hitting the heart. Therefore. Senior brother, I was a little annoyed that I was caught and appeared. Immediately a little fried. Jumped to his feet on the spot." Who cried. Who cried. Who do you say is crying? Ahh
Now the boos and coaxing of the juniors and disciples are even louder." Don't try to hide it anymore. Covering up is really something~"
And the junior sisters have already staggered and laughed.
The party ended happily in such a laugh. There was an unfinished smile on everyone's faces. While talking and laughing in a low voice, he briskly cleaned up the previous party scene. Wipe the table that is used as a dining table. Remove the rubbish from the ground and some food waste. In addition to the borrowed secret weapon. The tiny electric cooker has been cleaned and refreshed. The other dishes brought by each of them were wiped with old newspapers because they were not easy to clean. Wrap a bag in a plastic bag and take it home for disposal......
President Liu and the two members of the accommodation will go first. Accompany them and borrow a secret weapon. He also expressed his gratitude to the boarding students who gave secret assistance in person.
The rest of the students also left with their newly received gifts.
When An Ran and Chu Feifei carried their schoolbags together. After leaving with a cloth bag containing gifts. While walking for a while. I couldn't help but stop. Turning his head to look at the activity room behind them, blurred in the deep winter twilight.
"Enron." Chu Feifei didn't see her follow. Turn back and walk over to her. I also looked in the direction that Enron was facing. But I didn't see anything. He asked in a low voice. What to see?"
An Ran glanced back at his friend. A few vague smiles slowly floated on his face. The expression was soft and a little emotional. Shake it. I sighed softly. Raised his hand to hold Chu Feifei's arm. A thick scarf around his neck." All right. Hurry up. Let's go home. It's so cold."
As he spoke, he hurried up with his thighs up. Can walk and walk. She laughed to herself again.
Chu Feifei glanced sideways at her. What's wrong. AN Xiaoran. What kind of nerves do you have?"
Enron shook his head. But the more he laughed. Choking on the wind again. He coughed violently.
Chu Feifei angrily reached out and gently patted her on the back. Feed. You're taking laughing pills."
Coughed several times. Wiped the cold wetness from the corners of his eyes. An Ran straightened his neck and cleared his throat several times before he smoothed the uncomfortable momentum in his throat. glanced at her who had been wondering and burning at her. Chu Feifei, who stopped in place. The young lady is using body language. The silence and strong gaze were clearly telling her. If you don't give her a reason today. This information-gathering feaish patient is not going to let her go home.
All right. Serious women are the most beautiful. Serious women are also the scariest. Although the one in front of me is still just a girl. Age-wise. Not yet can be called a woman. But Miss Chu's seriousness about information has nothing to do with age. Enron only weighed in his mind for two seconds. Raise your hands and surrender decisively.
But let's explain what to explain in detail. Enron didn't know where to start. Or rather. On the premise that this important information of rebirth has to be withheld. She didn't know how to explain to her friend what she had been feeling.
Although the meeting is over. But just now, everyone shouted New Year's greetings to the senior brothers and sisters in the third year of high school and the warm and touching atmosphere at that time. Still lingering in my heart for a long time.
At that moment, the excitement and flutter in the chest. Also those lovely gibberish blurted out. It's the feeling of youth.
She couldn't remember her last life anymore. Has there ever been such passionate, fluffy and childish gibberish. I guess there is. This is probably the normal appearance of every ordinary girl. It's just that she didn't think anything unusual about it at the time. Laughed. Said. I forgot about it. Simple-minded. It's like a big dream. In the blink of an eye. How many years. When I think about it again. But no clear traces can be found. The past is blurred in the smoke of time. And then. The word youth has nothing to do with her anymore.
After being born again. She has always felt that she is just a young and old-hearted Tianshan Tong Grandma. No matter how tender the skin is. The mood can't go back to the past. That youthful feeling can never be found again. So. This is also one of the reasons why she rejected Jiang Jieyun. Not the main reason though. But also for important reasons.
But. Just now. She found. The word youth. Actually, more often. It's a mood and state of mind. No matter how vicissitudes she feels about her state of mind. In a situation like that. Her mood was not fundamentally different from that of everyone present.
If I had to say anything different. Then it is. She cherishes this moment of reunion even more. Enjoy the joy of the moment even more. Almost greedily use the camera and eyes and the brain and heart to remember the cute smiling faces and the names of each of them.
Maybe only those who have lost it once get it again. There will be that kind of lost and regained. And the thought of recovering the preciousness.
However. Think again. Is her state of mind really as vicissitudes as she imagined?
Let's get serious. It's not so much the vicissitudes as the old.
In addition to being born again. Reincarnate as a human being. The little life experience of her previous life is still quite far from the word "vicissitudes".
As for saying that old age. Think about it at this time. It's just a mood and a state of mind. Regardless of age. Nothing to do with appearance. Even the root cause has nothing to do with experience.
A person who has experienced the "vicissitudes" of mind and mood is not necessarily "old". Because of the mentality. It is also possible to be in a very "old" mood and mood.
Think about it along these lines. The "vicissitudes" and "old age" that she has always identified herself are just self-righteous fork feelings. She can neither be "vicissitudes" nor "old", come to a "one inside and the outside", the heart is as "fresh" as the skin, and she is justified and natural "youth". There is no need to wear a tender skin every day. But in my heart I feel empty. Nibbling on Jiang Xiaoyun's tender grass every day. I all felt that I was relying on the appearance of "Tianshan Tong's grandmother" to take advantage of the "small" man's boss. In fact, as long as she relaxes her mind. Let go of the mood. She is still a girl eighteen and one flowers. Regardless of appearances. Or internal. It's all the same.
Think about watching a TV series back then. In it, the protagonists are shouting to "re-take the road of youth". Dare to go back to the righteous again. She's got a new skin now. But he is still showing his timidity. How much is not motivated. Not enterprising.
If before she was born again. I want to cherish the time. And re-take the road of youth in behavior. But in terms of mentality, I have been unconsciously pretending to be "sorrowful for the new poetry". She's going to have to adjust her mentality. Let's have an Enron version of "the unity of action and knowledge". In terms of mentality, you have to be truly "young".
From today. Right now. This moment has just begun. Enron felt that he was truly completely "reborn". It should not only be the epidermis that is reborn. Have the determination to cherish time. And you have to have a really young heart. Otherwise only the skin is tender. The heart is still old. Wouldn't that still be a waste of time?
The above nonsense though is time-consuming. But if one thinks about something completely, it's only for a moment. Especially for certain talents to excel. Brains are born bigger and better than others. Usually always make up for the brain, insist on diligent study and hard practice. The brain-toning party who always likes to stir up the brainwaves and play when they have nothing to do. That's a lot faster.
But. She has a clear brain on her own. But if you really want to explain it to Chu Feifei, it is impossible to talk about it. I had to bare out a mouthful of white teeth and smile at Miss Chu. Giggle. Smile constantly. Constant giggles. Smiling and smirking, she wondered how she could explain her journey to a girl who was almost risking her life to pursue the truth.
If she had changed her boyfriend, Jiang Jieyun might have felt sweet and cute when she saw her face smiling stiffly in the cold wind. I was confused by her. Finally gave up on the question. But alas. Chu Feifei, who is of the same sex, is completely unaware of her. It's just that the poisonous tongue is still wrinkled. And pushed the glasses. The big black sky is like being picked up by Conan." Don't try to hide your inner weakness with a smirk. I'm not Jiang Jieyun. I don't eat this set."
Son. Hurry up and take this girl.