Wu Xinglang, who was eager to see Wu Beichen, became a little timid when he saw this calm, hesitated and did not dare to step forward, and a pair of flawless glasses were full of confusion.

Every ......

Every time he looks at Wu Xinglang like this, Wu Beichen feels a little embarrassed, his glasses are so clean, which makes him seem so dirty.

He hasn't felt much love since he was a child, and he doesn't know how to express love, under Song Yingzhi's teaching, he only knows interests.

Originally, his whole life should have been spent like this.

But......

But on the contrary, Wu Xinglang and Ye Suyou made him feel love, and a delicate flower bloomed on his barren heart.

It was an irreplaceable sunflower.

It used to be so good.

He thought that God had finally opened his eyes, seen his sadness, heard his prayers, and brought him love and warmth.

But......

In the end, everything was just wishful thinking on his part.

People who live in the dark have no expectations, no desires, but the polarized light has fallen on them, and the feeling of not being able to grasp the light is even more uncomfortable than having never seen the light.

I thought that someone had come to save me at last, so I came to you with my barren heart and my last faith, and I humbly prayed that I might be favored by you.

You looked down at me, and touched my head with pity in your eyes, and I thought that your prayer was heard by you, but I never thought that you were just giving me a little look.

When my heart was full of you, when I took out my true heart to you, you left me clean.

How can I not hate you?

You said?

Why don't I hate you??!

I was originally a drowning person, and you reached out to me, and I thought you were here to save me, but you came to say hello to me......

I hate you!!!

Hate you more than the man who pushed me into the water!!

It's not that I hate you for not saving you when I die, but I hate you for giving me hope for life and destroying it with my own hands.

You killed me, completely, even with my soul.

You say, why don't you want me to hate you??!

"Brother...... Brother ......"

Wu Xinglang's voice is sweet and glutinous, which makes people feel very sweet when they hear it, and Wu Beichen also felt so before.

However, today, Wu Beichen felt that this voice was so harsh in his ears.

He really didn't understand what was the difference between him and Wu Xinglang??!

Why?

Why does he have his father's love, his mother's care, and even the maids in the yard like him??!

Why?

Why is it so easy for him to get everything he wants??!

He was not reconciled!

Really unwilling!!

Why??!

He must get back everything that belongs to him!!

It was they who forsaken him first, they did not want him first, and if they are unkind, do not blame him for being unjust.

When he knew the news that Ye Xuyou had left with Wu Xinglang, his mood was really indescribable.

It was a more heart-wrenching feeling than Song Yingzhi beating and scolding him hundreds of times, and Wu Shilong ignoring him thousands of times.

What it feels like to be betrayed......

From that moment on, they were no longer the relatives he put in his heart, but the enemy, the enemy who could not be separated from each other.

No matter how he is, he is a person, a person of flesh and blood, how can he not be hurt by being hurt like this?

He's going to get revenge!

Crazy !!

Even if it doesn't come back!!

"What are you doing here?"

"Didn't you already choose to leave me behind?"

"What are you looking for me again??!

Facing Wu Beichen's questioning, Wu Xinglang was obviously confused, he didn't know what was going on at all, so he had to stare at him with a pair of big eyes and look at him in confusion.

But it was such a confused and ignorant look that angered Wu Beichen even more.

He really hates Wu Xinglang now, who never knows anything about the world and doesn't seem to understand anything.

He was the one who did the wrong thing, but he looked more innocent than himself.

It's annoying......

He really hated it!!

Forcibly suppressing the anger in his heart, Wu Beichen glanced at Wu Xinglang contemptuously, and his tone was mocking.

"How?"

"Now run up to me and pretend I don't know, do you think I'm a fool??!"

"I'm no longer someone you can deceive by simply pretending!!"

"I'm not a pet that you can call and linger on!!"

"This time, I'll never trust you again!!"

"I never give someone a second chance to someone who has cheated on me!!"

"So, while I can still control my temper and anger, disappear in front of me, or I can't guarantee what I will do!!"

"Of course, if you want to feel hurt, then if I didn't say anything just now......"

"Just don't sue me then!!"

"However, your mother's life and death in the hospital are uncertain now, and your father is disgusted with you, and there is no one in this family who can support you, so even if you want to sue, there is no way!!"

"Your current situation is not much better than mine, so you just put away your fake appearance, there are no outsiders here, who are you performing for??!"

"Get out of !!"

"Don't make me say !! second time"

Wu Xinglang was obviously frightened by Wu Beichen's posture, and subconsciously took two steps back.

Seeing this scene, the corners of Wu Beichen's mouth sneered even more.

Sure enough, that's what it looks like......

Look......

In the end, their relationship can only be like this, let him go this time, and take care of him for the past two years.

When they meet again, he will definitely not spare them.

Sure enough, his mother was right, this world is a king and a loser, and only when he is strong can he not be harmed.

He will never make friends again, and he will never trust anyone again.

He wants to be the one at the top of the pyramid, but he will choose to go it alone and take the lead.

He knew that the road was not easy to follow, and he also knew that the road was difficult.

However, he really can't bear to be deceived and betrayed anymore.

On the night when Wu Xinglang was picked up by the car, it was already late when he got the news, and he chased after the car, running, running, running, running......

He just can't catch up......

Just as when he was in the dark, he saw the moon, and no matter how much he stretched out his hand, he couldn't reach it.

The moonlight could shine on him, but it wasn't enough!!

He didn't want the light to shine on him, but to stay by the light.

That night, he ran for a long, long time, until the headlights disappeared, until he fell to the ground, bruised, and looked embarrassed.

Why?

Why did you leave him behind??!

Didn't you say that they would be together forever??!

Didn't you say that you would never abandon him again??!

Talking doesn't count!!

Swindler!!!

That night, Wu Beichen limped back.

The closer he got to that courtyard, the lighter the light in Wu Beichen's eyes faded, and there was no longer the bright and burning eyes of the young man in the past, replaced by the ruthlessness and indifference of the past.

You know?

Changing a person is actually a very difficult thing.

We always think that we have the ability to be the redeemer of others, to be their gods, to be their God, to be their light, and then we reach out to them with compassion and say, "Hold on to me, I've come to save you."

But......

And finally.

You are tired of their indifference, their retreat, their cowardice, their cowardice, their darkness......

You're scared......

You are the one who started and you are the one who ends!!

You're the one who said you're going to take them out!!

But in the end, you let go of their hands first, and you abandoned them first, so what qualifications do you have to say that they are not??!

Is a person born indifferent??!

I don't think so, the environment can change everything, and the family of origin is a very important reason.

I've heard a saying that an unhappy childhood takes a lifetime to heal.

Wu Beichen is obviously such a person.

Originally, he was about to run to the light, but his light suddenly disappeared, and now he is like a blind man crossing a river, caught in a swamp, even if he yearns for the light, he will be timid and afraid.

Doesn't he have the right to retreat?

It's human instinct to lick your wounds alone when you're hurt, isn't it??!

But what Wu Beichen didn't expect happened again, after Wu Xinglang took two steps back, he actually took a deep breath, as if he had mustered up great courage, and ran over and pounced on him.

The milk dumpling who held him by the hand back then has now grown to his waist, although he is still very immature, but he has become a little teenager.

In fact, time is a very magical thing, it can heal a lot, and at the same time, it can also change a lot.

Sometimes, it's up to us to use it.

The familiar feeling once again surfaced in Wu Beichen's heart, and the warmth in his arms made him really reluctant to push it away.

But he remembered the cold, the loneliness, the helplessness and the loneliness of that night......

The gentle curls in his eyes disappeared, replaced by a cold that could not be melted away by the heat.

Wu Xinglang was still pushed to the ground, and Wu Beichen fled in the wilderness, not daring to look back at him again.

In fact, since Wu Xinglang stepped into this courtyard, he didn't dare to look at him again, because he was afraid that he would be soft-hearted, he was afraid that he would compromise, and he was afraid that he would repeat the mistakes of the past......

He was afraid that he would not be able to bear the price of falling again.

Don't push away......

And then what?

Deceived again...... Abandoned again??!

It's pathetic......

That's really pitiful!!

He didn't want that to happen again, and this time, his life was in his own hands.