Chapter 80: Muscle Powder
An Yang looked at his body and laughed self-deprecatingly, when he wanted to tell his mother the bad news that day, his mother was busy scolding him for getting too close to An Yao, in fact, telling Sun Xiaoxiao and An Jiang is about the same, they can't change anything, it's better not to know.
He had a fire in his heart, burning fiercely, and he wanted to do something for the people he loved one last time.
If he could, in the next life, he wanted to change his identity to accompany An Yao.
Anyang finished chemotherapy, and when the nurse pushed him out to Anyang, An Yao clearly saw Anyang's painful white lips and cold sweat on his forehead.
"Anyang, it will definitely get better, it will definitely be!" An Yao desperately told himself that everything would be fine.
The two returned to Anyang's residence, looking at the leftovers in the refrigerator An Yao felt sad, "You are a chef, just eat these?" ”
Anyang shrugged, "It's always boring to cook alone, besides, how convenient takeout is." ”
An Yao sighed, took out the dishes from the refrigerator, put them in the sink, and then ......
Ordered takeout......
Just kidding, where does she know how to cook, she can make instant noodles and dumplings at most.
"That's right, it's convenient to take, I agree with you."
An Yao said without panic, trying to make the atmosphere between the two happy.
An Yang felt dizzy, but he still tried to sit on the sofa steadily, as if he was ...... Time is running out.
After this chemotherapy, I won't go.
Anyway, this time it was just for An Yao to show that he had given up a long time ago, he had no hope of living, and he didn't want to endure the pain of chemotherapy anymore.
When An Yao got up to get takeout, he saw a lot of muscle powder next to the cabinet, which is commonly used by fitness people, An Yao picked up a can and asked puzzledly, "What's going on?" You can't walk because of the pain, don't tell me you bought it yourself and ate it. ”
An Yang explained casually, "A classmate, he is fitness." ”
"Then why are there so many? He lives here? ”
An Yang replied stubbornly, "Yes, he happened to go to study at another school these days, so he wasn't there, he lived with me before and took care of me." ”
An Yao felt a kind of uneasiness that couldn't be said, put down the muscle powder, An Yao muttered in his mouth, "Next time I have to thank this classmate, what's his name, are you in the same class?" ”
An Yang nodded nervously, "Yes...... It's a class, and his name is Li ...... Well, Li Yuanhao. ”
An Yang was nervous for a while, there were no classmates here to take care of him at all, he ate muscle powder to make An Yao think that he had become heavier, and to make An Yao think that his condition was getting better, he watched An Yao running around for his condition every day, hard, but powerless, he was more distressed than anyone else.
More importantly, he can feel that life is passing little by little......
The two simply ate takeout, An Yao glanced at her phone, and no one looked for her except for work.
Forget it, no matter what the animal is, An Yao thought irritably, but she could clearly feel the slight change in Mu Juehan's attitude towards her today.
At this time, Mu Juehan was waiting for a report, he was checking the HIV virus in Jiang Ruochu's body, knowing that Jiang Ruochu was indeed an AIDS patient, he still insisted on checking it, because he didn't dare to accept the facts.
When Jiang Ruochu smiled and said that there was her blood in that needle, he had a feeling of hopelessness in this life, and that kind of anger and panic almost tore him apart.
"Mr. Mu, the results are out." The assistant handed the report to Mu Juehan, Xiao Ye was very confused, what kind of report could make their president immediately go through the discharge procedures with the pain, and wait in this office.
Mu Juehan opened the report heavily, and the one on it was Jiang Ruochu's, clearly written in black and white, that the HIV test was positive.
Mu Juehan suddenly lost the courage to open his report, and stuffed the report into the drawer with trembling hands.
God seems to be joking with him, he is so desperate, using his life in exchange for An Yao's forgiveness, but at this moment, he forced him to give up with his own hands!
What the hell did he do wrong! Why did he face this! Why can't he live an ordinary and simple life! He just wants to be with An Yao, he just wants to return the truth! Why is it so hard!
"Ahh Why, why! Whose fault is it, whose fault is it! Mu Juehan went crazy and collapsed in the office, and a low roar erupted from Mu Juehan's throat, that was unwilling! It's despair! It's the powerlessness that sticks to the heart!
Mu Juehan fell to the ground, for the first time, he cried, since he was a child, he has never lowered his head, but at this moment, he is really tired, he wants to cry recklessly.
Mu Juehan fell to the ground and stayed all night, so long that his muscles began to numb, and so long that he could hear his heartbeat.
No one knows how long Mu Juehan, who was once proud and invincible, hurt that night.
Early the next morning, An Yao came to the hospital to find Mu Juehan, she was really angry, the dog man didn't call her all night, she didn't clean up today, Mu Juehan was sorry for her anger last night.
"Xiao Ye, where is your Mu Jue?" An Yao looked at the empty ward, thinking that Mu Juehan had sneaked somewhere to smoke again.
"Huh? Mr. Mu was discharged from the hospital yesterday, didn't he tell you? Xiao Ye was a little confused.
An Yao snorted coldly, "It's okay!" He doesn't need to tell me! ”
Seeing An Yao's angry appearance, Xiao Ye didn't know how to explain, so he could only turn around in a hurry.
An Yao called Yunini, "Go and ask your little sister, where is Mu Juehan now?" ”
Yunini was stunned for a second before he reacted.