With a nervous heart, I finally clicked on the writer's section that I had been thinking about but had many concerns, and then applied to become a starting point writer and uploaded my first debut novel. When I uploaded two chapters for review, I felt indescribably relaxed, but then I felt extremely pressured, and this moment showed that I really became a writer, and I have the responsibility and obligation to present a wonderful book to readers.

I'm a fantasy fairy fiction mystery, and I especially like our Oriental fairy tale class. Of course, what I admire the most is the author who wrote this kind of novel, and it is precisely because of their whimsy that a strange picture in my mind comes to mind.

The first time I came into contact with fantasy novels was when I was in high school, and I believe that many book lovers know whose book I am referring to, and before that, they were all watching the classical martial arts of masters such as Jin Yong, Gu Long, and Wo Longsheng. I fell in love with fantasy novels after I came into contact with them, and in order to read Huang Yi's novels, I secretly hid under my desk to read them in class, even when I was studying for the college entrance examination in the third year of high school.

I'm from a rural area, I didn't have the conditions before, I never went to an Internet café in high school, and I was a good boy. Since I went to college, I went to the Internet café and downloaded all kinds of e-books from the Internet, and I love to read the books of several great gods such as Tomatoes, Sanshao, and Chendong. And what really made me fall in love with the fantasy fairy was Zhu Xian, this book has been revisited dozens of times so far, and I never get tired of reading it.

What really has an impact on me is the forgotten mortal immortal cultivator and the immortal rebellion of the ear root, I have been chasing and reading their books, even when I was reviewing for graduate school, and I have never stopped after I went to graduate school. Especially the immortal rebellion, the word control skills of the great god of the ear root are really perfect, let me chase it.

Maybe because I read too much, I want to write a book about the fantasy world in my mind. I think many people have this thought. In the fantasy world in my heart, the protagonist must not only have the experience of boiling blood and stepping into the pinnacle, but also have a touching and profound emotional story, these two main lines should be parallel, and the scenes are equal. As for the traditional Xianxia category, I think it pays more attention to feelings, such as Zhuxian and Fairy Sword games, while the pure fantasy category, there are more bloody legends of wits and courage, such as mortal cultivation of immortals and immortal rebellion. I wish there was a book that could combine the two.

In 2012, I decided to start writing in the second semester of my second year of graduate school, but at that time, I thought that writing a novel was too simple, there was no outline, and if I did, I only remembered it in my head, and the plot setting was rough, and then I started writing. I couldn't write 100,000 words, and I was busy doing experiments and publishing articles, so I broke off like this. But fortunately, from this point on, I will write down certain scenes and plots as long as I think of them in my mind and see them in my daily life, which lays a certain foundation for me to write novels in the future.

I graduated from graduate school in 2013, but the idea of writing a novel has been lingering in my mind for a long time. In 2014, a year after joining the work, this idea became strong again, so I began to type on the keyboard again on the computer. This time, a certain amount of preparation was made, including the outline, small outline, and plot setting were carefully planned. After writing 200,000 words, I had to stop again, and the main reason was that I was confused about my future development. My job is to make power batteries for new energy vehicles, and the country has attached great importance to new energy in recent years, and I believe that there will be good development prospects in the future. At that time, I thought that I would either follow my heart and write novels full-time, or work hard. Under this contradiction, the creation was interrupted again.

Although the pen has stopped, the outline of the novel, the outline, the plot of the novel, and the foreshadowing have not stopped. But the more perfect the layout of the novel, the more I want to show it completely. When I have a correct mentality and do not affect my work, I can write novels in my spare time, and in doing so, my heart will be relieved. Maybe tired, but enjoyable.

In 2015, after the Qingming Festival, I opened Jiji's writing again and started typing slowly from the first chapter. This time, I was confident that I could persevere, and I could say that everything was ready. But sometimes, God is very good at playing tricks on us. When I came back from home to work on Children's Day, I opened the apartment door and was dumbfounded, my home was burglarized, it was turned over in a mess, the computer on the table was stolen and a single-lens reflex camera was also swept away, only the power cord remained.

At that moment, I wanted to die, not caring about the computer and the camera, but the novel in the computer. I have been writing the novel for nearly two months, and there are more than 100 chapters, all of which have been accumulated day and night, and since I am a novice, I didn't think of backup before, let alone that such an encounter would befall me. It was a bolt from the blue that wiped out all my enthusiasm. I didn't want to write anymore for a while, but I wasn't willing to give up. A month of adjustment, regain the mood and start over again, but not as hard as before, only to ensure a day and a half or a change of speed, it is also a trickle.

Originally, I chose to send it in July this year, and the so-called where to fall and get up, but I still chose June, the day that was hit hard a year ago. If we don't forget the past, we will better cherish the present.

Since the beginning of the dream in 2012, I have tried and failed, tried and tried, and fortunately have not given up. I don't know what the future holds, but I'm content for now. All this is like a dream to me, so I gave myself the pen name Yumeng. Just like Boss Ma said, dreams still have to be had, what if they come true? If you have a dream, don't give up.