Chapter 093: A Two-Sided Life

Now it seems that she deliberately buttoned her chest tighter when dressing, although Hu Bin is a washboard that is as flat as the front and back, but no matter how flat it is, there is a gap between men and women, and a woman of her age is soft and moving, the waistline is sinuous and tempting, and the skin is as delicate as a good goat's milk cream.

So Hu Bin usually wears a suit in the summer and wraps himself to death.

But when I knew that she was actually a woman, and when I looked at her again, my aesthetics changed, and when I saw her wearing a suit and standing in front of me, I felt a different sense of beauty.

Hu Bin is about 1.7 meters tall, and in the women's pile, it is a walking pictorial of the legendary "all legs below the neck", a handsome face is indistinguishable between male and female, and the edges and corners of the side face are not as soft as girls, but with a compelling force, the fine and broken hair is obediently attached to the forehead.

It seems that there is a neutral beauty, to be precise, a slight heroism in a woman, a kind of sassy beauty.

The biggest reason why Hu Bin was able to hide the truth until now so that others couldn't see that she was a woman was this: she was so handsome.

It is indeed a little unreasonable to describe a woman's appearance as handsome, but there are indeed such people.

And her personality is so thin and cold, she is the favorite iceberg cold and beautiful boy of the little girls nowadays, her young body is dressed in a mature suit, whether she is sitting or standing, she is very straight, and she is undisguised to give her a thrilling seduction.

My heart pounded at this moment.

"Lin Kun-" Hu Bin said helplessly with a vicious gaze, "I originally intended to kill you, so as not to become a disaster, but I couldn't do it in my heart, and it was the first time I encountered such a situation." ”

"Could it be that someone has poked you before?" I was surprised and honored.

"There's one." Hu Bin said coldly, "But she is a woman, you are different, you are a man, I didn't expect that I would be unbearable to a man!" ”

"You—" I looked Hu Bin up and down, quietly admiring this unique charm.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Hu Bin glanced at me and said in disgust.

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking, with my understanding of women, there is only one possibility to encounter this situation in general."

Hu Bin glanced at me, seemed curious about my explanation, and asked, "What is possible?" ”

"You're in love with me." I'm right, maybe I'm thick-skinned, and I don't make drafts when I say this kind of thing.

Hu Bin's face, which had faded slightly, immediately turned red again, she may have never had this kind of experience, let alone have the opportunity to bring up this kind of topic with a man, and her expression at this time was stiff and exaggerated.

"Don't talk nonsense......" she couldn't cut into the nitty-gritty, or burst into a rage, and there was obviously deep suspicion in her tone, which was suspicion of herself.

"If you don't believe it, ask yourself, I'll give you a bullet now, can you bear to kill me?"

After speaking, Hu Bin really pulled out the gun decisively from his waist, but I knew that she didn't dare to fire this shot.

Sure enough, her trembling hands confirmed my judgment.

"I'm right." I slowly lowered her hand and put away her gun.

"You-" Hu Bin glared at me, his eyes full of blame, as if he was reprimanding me for breaking into her world, it was I who broke her original life, made her unable to continue her secrets, and forced her to return to the truth of being a woman.

"I know you're blaming me, but what I'm going to say is that love is a debt relationship, and I owe it to you, and you're right

I have self-blame, so I will be tied together. ”

"But I don't believe what the stinky man says." Hu Bin turned around and tried his best to stop himself from believing my words.

"That was once upon a time."

"It's the same now, don't think that if I move my heart, you won, I don't think you are worth it at all, and I don't think I really love you, I just think you are an interesting person." Hu Bin is reasonable.

"In this way, you are admitting that you are attracted to me!" I laughed and picked out the evidence in my favor from Hu Bin's own words, "Isn't the initial feeling in love just the feeling of heartbeat?" If you haven't even been tempted by one, then how can you talk about love? ”

Hu Bin was angry and glared at me, "You still dare to talk nonsense, a playboy like you is not worth my temptation at all, you will die of this heart, I will not feel even a little bit of feeling for you again!" ”

"Why do you say it so absolutely, and deliberately emphasize 'even a little feeling', feeling that there is something, and if there is not, you are not there, are you so deliberately emphasizing it to remind me to cherish you? If I don't hold on tightly, you'll run away, won't you? Or are you deceiving yourself and trying to tell yourself that you don't like me with this mental cue? With that, I immediately took a few steps forward, and suddenly narrowed the distance between myself and Hu Bin a lot.

This feeling of oppression naturally caused Hu Bin's discomfort, and she instinctively wanted to hide back, but I moved forward more than she retreated.

Until she has no room to retreat.

"You can't hide, love is such a thing, whoever encounters it will end up like this."

"What do you want, I don't want the so-called love!" Hu Bin compromised, she looked at me helplessly, as if this love had brought her a lot of trouble and torture.

"What's wrong?" I asked in a whisper.

"I don't want to get into this kind of torture anymore, I can't!" Hu Bin said helplessly, "I told myself that I was a man, and I didn't have a woman's stupid and brainless love logic, and I repeatedly warned myself not to sink into this meaningless relationship between men and women, I have my own mission and life!" ”

I was not surprised that she said this, because everyone has his past, his unknown past, and these things may have plagued his entire childhood, and even his life.

"I know that there must be unspeakable suffering in your heart, and there must be unspeakable secrets in your heart, but now God doesn't want to follow your wishes, the man in your fate just appeared in front of you, and you can't hide from it, and you can't deny it."

Hu Bin's hateful eyes were filled with tears, his mouth pursed slightly, like a wronged little girl, and said, "Lin Kun, why are you forcing me?" Why can't you lift up your hand? ”

"Our lives have already met, and I can't let you get out of it anymore." I tried to step forward, but this time Hu Bin's body just shook unnaturally, and he didn't dodge, as if allowing me to get closer.

This is one of the few times in her life when the promised person is in close contact.

"Silly girl, you are a woman, this is a fact that cannot be changed. Women have a woman's way of life, and to realize the value of their lives, they don't have to use the identity of a man. ”

"You don't understand at all!" Hu Bin gave me a blank look, but it wasn't the kind of angry and indignant look, "You don't have the right to speak, you don't know how I came here." ”

"I really don't know about your past, but I want to know now, would you like to tell me about it?"

"Can't!"

Hu Bin still seemed to be a little resistant, and refused bluntly, and after speaking, she was about to leave again, but I immediately grabbed her and didn't give her a chance anymore.

"What are you doing!" Hu Bin subconsciously resisted.

I took her in my arms.

At this moment, it was as if I was holding a fuse of dynamite that would explode at any moment, blowing me to pieces.

After waiting for five seconds, the "dynamite" did not explode.

I'm still intact.

When I looked down at Hu Bin in my arms, I found that she was like a frightened kitten, at a loss for what to do in her arms, looking at me in panic, and it took a long time for her to come to her senses and push me away.

"You...... You...... Do! Hu Bin said evasively.

"Don't be nervous, it's nothing, you're just too psychologically defensive, and it's been a long time, and it's become a social barrier."

"Not really!"

Hu Bin vigorously denied it, "You are a stinky rascal!" ”

"Hahaha, you can say whatever you want to say to me, but do you feel it, when you were just hugged by me, didn't you feel anything uncomfortable, what does this mean?"

Hu Bin also seemed to realize this, and it was quite different, looking at me suspiciously, and asked, "Why?" ”

"This is called one thing descending from one thing, but your heart, which used to be an impregnable wall, has also been melted by me."

"One thing to one thing?" Hu Bin muttered.

"Yes, I'm afraid that you won't allow any man in this world to get so close to you except me." I said confidently.

"But why you!" Hu Bin still seemed dissatisfied with me, "What good do you have." ”

"Why do you say that about me, what's wrong with me, although I don't look handsome and chic, but it's okay to be suave."

"You're too careful, I hate flowery men the most!" Hu Bin said angrily.

The tone of these words was filled with strong hatred, and I quickly realized that the reason why Hu Bin has been living a double-sided life as a "man's wife" and has always wanted to regard himself as a real man is probably related to this incident.

"Listen to you, it looks like there's a real story."

Hu Bin glanced at me, "Even if there is a story, it is my own business, and it has nothing to do with you." And I might as well tell you the truth, so that you can die of this heart. ”

"What do you mean?"

"I'm not interested in men!" Hu Bin said coldly, "Actually, I have always had the idea of becoming a real man, and even foreign doctors are ready, as long as I want to have surgery, I can do it at any time." ”

"Then why don't you do it?"

"Because—" Hu Bin stopped talking, "because I have something to do, and I'm delayed." ”

"Qubble." I snorted coldly, "I guess you are afraid of regret, so you don't dare, if you really have this operation and become a real man, then you can't be a woman again, because human organs and tissues can be changed, and the appearance can be changed, but the psychology, feelings, and personality will not change, you are originally a woman, even if you package yourself like a man, it is impossible to fundamentally change!" ”

"You talk nonsense, you don't know me, what are you saying that!"

"Because I'm in your heart, I can feel it. At the moment when I hugged you just now, I can be sure that I don't care what you used to do and what you thought, but I won't let you be like that anymore now, Hu Bin, if I have a lot of shortcomings that make you dissatisfied, I can change it, and I can do anything for you. ”

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