Chapter 095: Childhood
Hu Bin nodded vigorously and said: "It's enough to have you alone in the world, I don't need others, and I will never show it to others, so you hear clearly, you are not allowed to laugh at me in the future, you are not allowed to laugh at me, and there is a third party present, you are not allowed to reveal the relationship between the two of us, only the two of us......"
"What about when it's just us?" I smiled wickedly.
"You hate it." Hu Bin immediately blushed.
"Can I do whatever I want?"
"You dare!" Hu Bin scolded with a smile, "No, it's what I want, I can do whatever I want, at most...... At most, it's a little bit nice to you, give you a little sweetness, I'll always be the one who takes the initiative. ”
"Hahaha, okay, okay, you will always take the initiative, and I will surrender to you."
"Hmm." Hu Bin smiled with satisfaction.
It probably lasted for more than two hours, and maybe Hu Bin also reacted that the two of us stayed alone for too long, which was easy to arouse suspicion, so she hurriedly took me away.
Back in my room, I slept soundly.
Because at this point, I think maybe everything should be understood here. Hu Bin is also my woman, even if she still can't rest assured of the family mission and insists on finding the tomb of Emperor Qin, then I won't help her over, at least there are not so many unsolved mysteries, and there is no wrestling between all parties, and even the only factor that balances me can be successfully escaped.
Now I can be said to be light and refreshed.
But I didn't know that it was far from over.
Even Hu Bin, I thought I had the chance to win, but I still occasionally felt uneasy. No, early the next morning, the maid came to knock on my door, and I rubbed my sleepy eyes, but I was told that Hu Bin called me to the study, saying that I had something to say.
Hu Bin looked for me, and I naturally went forward. Unexpectedly, as soon as I arrived at the study, I found that Hu Bin was still in the same boy's costume yesterday, with a cold face and a straight face and no words. Even though there were only two people in the study at this time, I still didn't see the slightest smile on her face.
"Could it be that after one night, she turned her face and didn't admit it?" I said to myself, I don't feel like it's going to be good.
"Hehe, what's wrong with this? Didn't you say we didn't have to be so serious when we were the two of us? ”
"I regret it!" Hu Bin really changed his hexagram again, this is not to blame her, she has to be given enough time to adapt, and it is estimated that there will be no fewer times during this period of cloudy and sunny.
"Why?" I listen patiently.
"I thought about it last night, and I admit that I like you, but we are not suitable." Hu Bin said coldly, although she is still cross-legged, it is no different from her usual, but now I hear that her voice is what the female singer said in the drama deliberately lowered her voice.
"How is it not appropriate?"
"Outsiders only know that I am a man, even if I announce my true identity in the future, there will still be rumors and rumors, and people are terrible, I don't want to be the target of complaints."
"That's it?"
"Isn't that enough? Do you want to hear people say you're married to a man? ”
"Hopefully, if everyone in the world misunderstands you, let them say go, and I will tell the world that I married you, you are not a man's wife, you are more manly than those men who chew the root of their tongues, what qualifications do they have to talk about you."
"You're wishful thinking!"
"Love is unreasonable, if you want to leave me because of this, I won't agree." As I spoke, I was a fart
Sitting on the sofa, it can be quite unreasonable.
"You-" Hu Bin wanted to speak and stopped, "You don't know me, and when you really understand me, you won't think so." ”
"Then you should tell me your story, and when you are done, it will not be too late to talk about it."
"This story sounds smelly and long, would you be interested in hearing it?"
"Of course, I'm listening."
"The story starts with my mother, she became a junior when I was not born, and this junior is still unclear." Hu Bin's calm tone revealed a hint of mockery, but it was like a bystander telling the story, I really couldn't see that she was telling about her sad year and her mother's unbearable past.
If you can do this kind of weightlifting in life, you can be regarded as an indispensable master.
"Your mother?"
"Well, at that time, she was pregnant with me, and she was approached by the main house and slapped twice, only to know that she was a junior. That man made a good article, a good writing, he was the No. 1 player in the debate team when he was in college, and my mother was deceived like this, but I never expected that after two slaps and a beating, I was kicked out of the house. ”
Listening to Hu Bin talk about her legendary two-sided life, I couldn't help but feel sorry for her, a woman, but with a man's "mask", how much pain her heart should have.
Hu Bin's mother hasn't reacted yet: how can she fall in love seriously, and when she talks about getting married, she will become a junior. And these two slaps, in addition to making her face swollen for several days, also ruined Hu Bin's childhood by the way.
Hu Bin's mother is a woman from the countryside, but she has a delicate face, she is a straw bag beauty, she doesn't know a few big characters, and she was tricked into bed by Hu Bin's father. This short-sighted woman, who was originally waiting for Hu Bin to be born, is a male baby, so a mother is more expensive than a child.
It's a pity that Hu Bin is not angry, he has grown a piece of meat less, and he is a female baby.
Hu Bin's mother is so crazy.
In such an environment, Hu Bin struggled to grow from one foot long to two feet long, two feet long, and grew to be able to walk on the ground.
It's a miracle that you've grown up to six or seven years old and haven't died yet.
Everyone thinks she is a miracle, not only is she not dead, but she is still very stubbornly alive, like a dog's tail grass that can't be trampled on.
Her mother wouldn't cook for her, so she went to the vegetable market to pick up rotten leaves to eat, boiled them in a pot, and glared at her mother viciously while eating.
Hu Bin's mother was completely crazy, she didn't tie her up once, she was crazy on the street, and she broke her leg by calling the electric car, and the electric car lost a sum of money to Hu Bin's mother, three thousand five.
She lives in the alley, and the neighbors like to pity her from time to time, and hang her up and say: Oh, Hu Bin...... Hu Bin's mother is really a sinmaker......
Hu Bin chewed the rotten vegetable leaves he picked up expressionlessly, biting bitterly hateful, listening to it for a long time, he didn't know whether the old thing with half his feet in the coffin was scolding her mother or scolding her.
Hu Bin saved three thousand and a half, and at the age of seven or eight, she learned some truths from the TV set of the landlord at the door.
Some useful truths, some bullshit truths.
But at such a young age, Hu Bin firmly remembered the words of the landlord who bragged about his son every day: what university my son was admitted to, how much money he earned in a year, and how big a house he lived in.
Although Hu Bin didn't understand why the landlord's son lived in a big house, why did the landlord live in an earthen house.
She looked back at her mother, who was slumped on the bed and scolding her little mongrel, and she understood the landlord's son
Idea.
Hu Bin knew at this time: reading can make a lot of money.
can make a lot of money, live in a big house, eat well, wear new clothes, and hire a nanny to take care of her half-dead mother.
Hu Bin yearns for this very much, at the age of seven, with 3,500 yuan in his hand, he found himself a private primary school to sign up.
The teacher asked her about her parents, and she said that the parents were going to the toilet and let her do it first.
Private primary schools, which are now like carp crossing the river, study for the children of famous agricultural workers who work from outside, and the teachers are first-class, of course, they are first-class and poor.
Hu Bin may have inherited her father, who was born to be an orator, and his face did not change when he was panicked, he was calm and calm, and he fooled the teachers with poor first-class teachers.
She took her ID card and household registration book of her male gender and registered herself.
Hu Bin's mother scolded her for being unfilial, mongrel, and dog things, so Hu Bin picked up a stick from the outside, his wrist was so thick, and knocked it on the head of the bed, as soon as her mother scolded her, she beat her with a stick on the bed. Hu Bin carefully avoided her mother's body and hit the thick futon as a threat.
Hu Bin's expression was cold, it really didn't look like the expression that a child should have, she said, "You can say another word and try it." ”
Hu Bin's mother didn't dare to say anything, so she kept her mouth shut.
She threatened her mother with the stick. However, cook for her at night, serve her to poop and pee, and do her laundry and cooking.
Hu Bin worked twelve hours a day, his expression was very cold, and he was extremely angry, not like a girl.
Occasionally, when she was warm, she would sit at the head of her mother's bed, and she would reason with her crazy mother.
She generally talks about these three truths: first, I have to study, second, I have to study to make money, and third, you can't die before I make money. Hu Bin's crazy mother doesn't know if she understands her reasoning, she has been crazy for so many years, and she has not died.
In his childhood, Hu Bin threatened his mother with a stick, went to the dark backyard of the breakfast shop to wash dishes, picked up some rotten leaves in the vegetable market, subsidized the family, and survived.
She used a red scarf for three years, and the red ones were washed white, and the blood of the revolutionary martyrs was washed away, and she is still using it.
Hu Bin has been wearing men's clothes since he was a child, he has never been to the toilet at school, his hair is always shaved into a small flat head, and he sits in the classroom upright: pretending to be a man.
In the first half of her life, in addition to keeping herself from starving to death, the second most important thing in her life was to pretend to be a man.
No matter how great Hu Bin's ability is and how eloquent he is, he can't fool the police at the police station. Her ID card was changed to a man by her crazy mother, she didn't know how her mother did it back then, but at this time, she couldn't do it.
Hu Bin can't change society, she can only change herself, fortunately, pretending to be a man is not a complicated thing, she just needs to study hard, don't talk, and have a cold face every day, no one wants to be friends with her.
She doesn't need friends, she just needs to be able to eat a full meal in this society where everyone eats and drinks well. In the school, Hu Bin has developed a lot of businesses: such as helping with homework, helping with cheating in exams, you and I are willing, and taking money to do things.
A good student like Hu Bin, the teacher trusts her very much and never believes that she will help others cheat. Hu Bin took advantage of this to help everyone cheat. So in the midst of continuous disappointment and intermittent guilt, her business gradually became proficient. Others write one homework during the summer vacation, and she writes twenty homework during the summer vacation, which is not free, divided into three qualities: upper, middle and lower, and charges a fixed price.
When she was doing this not very glamorous job, her crazy mother would be noisy, and the noise would be turned upside down, so noisy that she couldn't work with peace of mind.
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