2. Discouraged
It is the rainy season in the valley, and the weather is warm and cold. In the early morning of that day, the morning glow was particularly gorgeous, and half of the sky was red.
The so-called sunrise does not go out and the sunset travels thousands of miles, this is indeed not the beginning of a good day.
Yang Xian didn't say a word, silently followed behind a tall, upright and steady and elegant figure, even a thousand words could not describe the feeling at this time, she was dazed, her hands and feet were cold, her mood was heavy, and she was depressed to the extreme, only her numb body was pushed forward by inertia.
The figure in front of him suddenly stopped, turned to look at her quietly. She raised her head dryly, her little face was pale, full of confusion, but she never showed the slightest nostalgia and reluctance, and her restrained appearance made people feel sad to look at. Huang Xiao tentatively reached out to touch her face, but Yang Xian subconsciously dodged sideways, leaving only Huang Xiao's hand to stop in the air awkwardly.
Huang Xiao didn't feel embarrassed, but smiled gently and inclusively, still couldn't control the behavior of her hands, and rubbed her head, "Okay, go back, don't send it if you don't want to, if you send it again, if you send it again, I'm really reluctant to go." ”
Yang Xian shook her head and shook off Huang Xiao's hand, what she originally wanted to keep, but what she could say, was always so incomprehensible, "Actually, since we have broken up, we shouldn't meet again." Moreover, you have to ask me to send you, and now you want to say such things again, which will embarrass everyone, why bother! ”
Huang Xiao was so bitter in his heart, he still smiled slightly, but opened his arms and hugged her tightly, and he buried his head in Yang Xian's neck. On her body, she can't smell the pungent perfume smell that makes people headaches, only a faint fragrance of Chinese medicine that can soothe her emotions, which is a very scarce smell of fireworks in this bright city, and it is also his infatuation with this girl, and he can only let go of his helplessness, "You are still too young, even if you meet the right person, you can't catch it." ”
The words are full of complaints and blame, how can I not understand it!
Yang Xian is indeed not very white, why did they suddenly become like this. He was going to Beijing, and she was afraid that she would delay the good future of this barrister, so she secretly wiped it away with tears in her eyes, and pretended to be generous and free to send him. How sad it is, she is also full of grievances and unwillingness, but she still has to be like the culprit, forcing a smile to comfort him, "Well, I know, it's me who is not good and disappoints you." ”
Huang Xiao caught the loophole in her speech, and she was a little unforgiving, "It's just that you are not good, you took it upon yourself to break up with me." ”
Yang Xian did not back down, and immediately retorted, "You are the one who insists on going your own way, and you want to arrange for me to go to Beijing with you." ”
Huang Xiao was sad and helpless, he was a barrister who could speak well, but he always couldn't speak in front of Yang Xian, so he could only hug her tightly, he was reluctant, every time she looked at herself with adoring eyes like a little fan girl, he was ready to spend his life with her. But this girl, what has she experienced, is always so unpredictable, not so much that she loves carefully, but that she has never loved with sincerity, and her appearance is like fire, it seems that she has never disguised the heart that is not warm.
Huang Xiao choked up a little, put her forehead against her forehead, and asked softly, "Can you hold it tighter?" ”
Yang Xian has resisted all kinds of intimate actions in public, and they are no longer lovers, even this parting hug is just an extra gift from her somewhat weak heart. She immediately pushed him away, shook her head and waved her hand again, with a look of caution and refusal, "No, no!" ”
Everything was expected, Huang Xiao was very disappointed, "Okay, then ...... Bye! ”
This goodbye is very likely to be truly never seen again. Yang Xian nodded, still as always free and easy, there was not the slightest trace of lost love on his face, "Well, goodbye, I wish you a smooth journey and a bright future!" ”
Huang Xiao fell in love with this little girl back then, and came to the city with her desperately, but now she is just returning to Beijing, she would rather break up than accompany him to Beijing, and he wants to plead again, but he wants to stop talking, "...... Good bye! ”
When Huang Xiao really left, Yang Xian looked at the speeding high-speed train, she bowed deeply in that direction, goodbye, her first love, goodbye, the person she loved, goodbye, this mentor and friend who has always given her positive energy.
Yang Mu had been waiting in the parking lot for a long time, he was thinking wildly, could it be that his dearest sister was already too sad and couldn't move her feet? Or, did she also buy a ticket and follow Huang Xiao to Beijing? He was frightened by his own thoughts, and hurriedly got out of the car to look for it. I happened to see the stupid big sister who was bowing to the air.
Yang Mu was dumbfounded, he couldn't see it, "Why are you still bowing, it's like saying goodbye to the body." ”
Yang Xian bowed too seriously, so he was a little forgetful, and was so frightened by the person who came out that he trembled, and he stumbled and almost fell, so he patted his heart and rolled his eyes, "Ouch, don't you see, I'm saying goodbye to my love very solemnly and decently." ”
Yang Mu sighed regretfully, took her hand, pulled her and said as she walked, "Oops! Now the high-speed rail is so convenient and convenient, and it is only a few hours to go to Beijing, which shows that the distance is not the distance on the road, but the distance between your hearts. ”
Yang Xian was inexplicably weak for a while, there were so many girls who married far away, only she retreated directly, "Really?" How can you see through it at a glance! ”
Yang Mu also glanced back at the high-speed rail station, "Brother Xiao is really good, gentle and elegant, dignified, easy at work, warm and romantic in life......"
Yang Xian glanced at him again, "We have broken up peacefully, if you like him so much, you can chase him, I can accept it." ”
Yang Mu immediately covered his mouth, stopped talking, and the two returned to the car in silence. And Yang Xian's mind was blank, as if she couldn't remember some good times no matter how hard she tried, she simply closed her eyes after fastening her seat belt.
Yang Mu is quite guilty and distressed, after all, she is the sister of her compatriots, and she is even more close, she refuses to go to Beijing, partly because she can't worry about his younger brother, "Do you want to listen to songs?" ”
Yang Xian closed her eyes, tears slipped through the corners of her eyes, and she quietly wiped them away by the action of brushing her hair, "Okay, then I'll order a nocturne by Dong Chou to commemorate my dead love." ”
The familiar melody sounded, only to blame the car acoustics were so good, and these two people couldn't help but have red eyes.
Yang Mu saw the pain in his eyes and heart, and there was naturally telepathy between his siblings, so he asked tentatively, "Does it hurt?" ”
Yang Xian did not hide it, but nodded very sincerely.
Yang Mu felt empathy, as if the lovelorn person was himself, and he asked again, "Do you want to cry?" ”
Yang Xian lowered his head and looked at his fingers, not only did he want to cry, but he had already cried many times. After a long time, she hummed softly.
Yang Mu was really distressed, and his breathing of regret was a little depressed. But the two of them couldn't both cry loudly in the car, it was too dangerous to drive like this, so he thought about diverting his attention, "Sister, let's have a bar at night?" ”
Yang Xian paused, she opened her eyes, and turned her head to look at Yang Mu, this stinky boy wanted her to borrow wine to drown her sorrows! It was a good idea, why didn't she think of it, so the tears came and went quickly, "Okay, have a drink!" ”
Have a drink? This idiom seems to be in the wrong place. Yang Mu hurriedly stopped, "Stop, it's not for the two of us to have a drink." It's better for us to eat meat and drink wine in large bowls. ”
Yang Xian suddenly realized, "Oh, yes, yes, it's me who used the wrong words." ”
Yang Mu saw that her state was improving, and she couldn't help but sarcastically say that between sisters and brothers, they hurt each other, "I think you are sad and incoherent, right?" ”
Yang Xian asked rhetorically, "Is there one?" ”
Yang Mu couldn't accept their breakup at all, in his eyes, his sister and Huang Xiao were a perfect match. He snorted, "Didn't you? You're always duplicitous and can't understand what you're really thinking. Oh, my dear sister, Huang Xiao is really good, you would give up the scorer. ”
Only the feelings of the parties are the most real, Yang Xian blurted out, "The next one will be better." ”
Yang Mu was dumbfounded, it turned out that his own sister still had a higher standard for choosing a mate, "No, is he Huang Xiao so worthless in your heart?" ”
Yang Xian felt that Yang Mu had misunderstood what she meant, and patiently explained, "I respect and worship Huang Xiao, probably because he, as a legal person, has a sense of sacrosanct distance, and I always shy away and can't get close. Ah, it's just an indescribable and indescribable feeling, and I don't want to talk so much nonsense, at least in the future, I can be less restrained and let myself go. ”