Chapter 47 Tang Hao's dual personality, Ah Yin's thoughts

"Ah Yin, I'm sorry for you."

"I will never pay you back in this life."

Tang Hao said, and suddenly poured all the spirits in the wine jug into his mouth. Only the liquor can numb him, and make him forget for a moment the wrong things he has done.

He made mistakes that even he couldn't forgive himself. How can you pray that you will be forgiven?

For the rest of his life, he should live in repentance. He deserves it.

Suddenly, Tang Hao stood up suddenly, and all the decadence in his eyes was swept away. There was only scarlet killing intent on his face, and he could sense that the prohibition he had left on Ah Yin had been broken.

"It's not good, Ah Yin has an accident."

Tang Hao unknowingly took out a quaint black box from his body, the box had just been exposed to the air, and it seemed to feel Ah Yin's ever-growing vitality and trembled.

The moment the box was opened, a crystal clear blue-gold soul bone was flashing with azure light. This kind of anomaly was seen by Tang Hao, and his heart was even more anxious. He didn't understand whether it was good or bad for Ah Yin's soul bone to have such a mutation, but he understood that Ah Yin must be in trouble.

The Blue Silver Grass that Ah Yin is now incarnated into is no different from the ordinary Blue Silver Grass. And those who can break the prohibition left by him are at least thousand-year-old soul beasts, or strong people above the soul sect. Ah Yin now has no power to resist in front of such a strong man.

When the time comes, the soul beast or human can do whatever it wants to Ah Yin, if it is a human being, it is fine, what if it is a plant-based soul beast, Ah Yin eats it?

Thinking of this, Tang Hao's body had a terrifying aura erupting, his emotions were a little excited, and his heart was even more afraid. Ah Yin now has only one seed left, as long as the blue silver grass grows slowly, Ah Yin will still come back to life.

But if there was an accident with this last Blue Silver Grass, then Ah Yin would have no hope.

"Ah Yin, you wait for me, you wait for me for a while. Just wait a little longer. I'll be right over. ”

Tang Hao said in a trembling voice, mobilized his whole body soul power, and ran frantically into the distance.

He had a hint of hatred in his heart, not for others, but for himself.

He hated himself and couldn't help but kill Ah Yin, causing himself who should have been the sect master of Haotian Sect to become like this, and even more hated that he couldn't even keep the last blue silver grass seedling that Ah Yin turned into.

He really hated himself. Ah Yin is so beautiful and so gentle, why can he still have such hateful thoughts. Why can't I plant the seeds left by Ah Yin by my side, and why don't I protect Ah Yin closely?

At this moment, when he sensed that Ah Yin was in danger, he felt how ridiculous he was and how incompetent he was. His own dignified Haotian Douluo is actually a brute, a brute who killed his own woman.

Tang Hao couldn't help but tug at his chest, if there was an accident with the seedling that Ah Yin had turned into, he couldn't believe how he could hate himself.

But, at the same time, for some reason, there seemed to be some relief in his heart.

Back then, he planted Ah Yin in a cave, a place that was damp, dark, and without light, and had stone walls. is to let Ah Yin fend for himself......

If Ah Yin is really dead, then he will be relieved. Everything in the past will be gone. This thought of wanting Ah Yin to die completely and the anxiety that Ah Yin might encounter danger appeared in his heart at the same time, making him feel a splitting headache.

In the twelve years since Ah Yin's tragic death, he has two voices ringing in his head almost every day.

A voice told itself, "You're a demon, you've killed your wife, you're not human." This voice kept him living in repentance, made him hate himself all the time, and at the same time cherished the memory of Ah Yin in his mind even more.

Another voice is appealing: "Since everything has been done, everything is irreparable." Why don't you do bad things to the end and directly destroy the seed that Ah Yin incarnates? As long as Ah Yin is completely dead, everything will become a thing of the past. No one knows what you've done. You don't need to carry any more psychological baggage. Death solves all problems, and when she dies completely, you don't need to be so miserable anymore. ”

Two different voices resounded in his heart, making him feel inexplicable pain. He couldn't figure it out, so he would plant Ah Yin in a remote place, not fertilize her, and let her fend for herself.

In this case, he doesn't need to make such a painful choice, just leave everything to God.

"Ah Yin, I'm sorry for you."

"If you're alive this time, I'll treat you well. If this time, you die at the hands of the soul beast, you won't come to pester me in the future. Leave me alone, and let yourself go. Tang Hao couldn't help muttering. Again, leave the choice to heaven.

If Ah Yin does not die in this catastrophe, he will take Ah Yin back no matter what, accept all the wrong things he has done in the future, repent well, and try his best to make up for everything he has done.

If Ah Yin is dead, then it will be directly wrong to the end. In this life, no one will know that he designed to harm Ah Yin behind his back.

……

Tang Hao quickly walked towards Ah Yin's position.

And Xu Ran had already arranged everything, and with the assistance of the young lady of the system, all traces were covered. And Xu Ran watered Ah Yin many times with the plant culture liquid donated by the system. With the naked eye, the blue silver grass that Ah Yin transformed became energetic, and the blades of grass became fuller.

Xu Ran learned from the system that Ah Yin still had a trace of consciousness now. Wildfires burn inexhaustibly, and spring breezes blow and regenerate. Although the seed of life left by Ah Yin does not have much power, Ah Yin has condensed his memories and consciousness into this seed.

Therefore, although Ah Yin can't react much, she can really perceive everything that is happening in the outside world.

She could also feel that Xu Ran was a Rui Beast, because after Xu Ran came, her growth rate accelerated a lot. And only the Beast has such an ability.

The nutrient solution that Xu Ran poured for her made her even more shocked. Because this nutrient solution actually increased her growth rate by hundreds of times. How is this possible?

Even if she didn't understand anything, she definitely knew that this liquid was definitely a treasure, and it might even be the essence of life. Only the essence of life has such a terrifying effect.

But this kind of treasure was so extravagant that it dripped on her body.

This made her feel a little happy and at the same time, she also had a deep sense of guilt. Ethnically speaking, she turned into a human being, which can be regarded as a betrayal of the race. Now in front of the Emperor Rui Beast, how can she not feel sorry?