Seeing that the girl was silent, Chu Qi's face softened, and his tone was as gentle as possible, "Ji'er, I know that when you learned that when you were born, you were treated like that by your father, it was inevitable that you would feel a mustard in your heart, and I could understand your feelings, and the moment I learned about it, I was also shocked and couldn't understand it, not to mention you, the person concerned."

But that thing, everyone doesn't want to do, and your father and queen mother have also blamed themselves and regretted it for many years, for this reason, you three brothers and sisters, they always favor you more. But you can't let that accident make them discredit you and deny yourself. ”

Jill hung her head and was silent.

Seeing her like this, Chu Qi couldn't bear to talk about her anymore, so he held her in his arms for a long time before he said again: "What happened back then, it was indeed the emperor who did something wrong." But he certainly didn't mean it, when your mother suddenly lost her breath, at that moment, he was afraid that he was desperate in his heart, if he killed you, he would definitely kill himself.

I don't remember what happened back then, so I don't know what it was like that day. But tiger poison does not eat children, how can a person like the emperor bear to kill his own children? I heard that the emperor had gone crazy that day and completely lost his mind. If your mother will not wake up, then not only you, but the rest of you will have to bury your mother with you, and your father will definitely not live alone. ”

When Jill heard this, her face was covered with tears.

Chu Qi gently lifted her face, when she saw her tear-stained face, her heart hurt, she raised her sleeve to help her gently wipe it away, her dark eyes stared at her deeply, and her voice softened, "Ji'er, you haven't done anything wrong, you don't need to deny yourself and torture yourself." I don't want to hear that again, and you don't want to think like that again, you know? ”

Jill looked at him in a daze.

Xiao Qi has never been a person who talks a lot, but just now he talked to her so much at once.

She knows his intentions.

She suddenly felt that she was really wrong.

Because of her willfulness, everyone mobilized people to come to her, worried about her, and anxious for her.

She really shouldn't have it.

She buried her face in his arms and muffled, "I see." ”

"It's good to know." Chu Qi finally breathed a sigh of relief, patted her on the back, and said softly: "Then go to sleep, rest, we have to hurry tomorrow, we must rush back to the imperial capital as soon as possible, your mother and brothers and sisters are looking forward to your return." ”

"Hmm." Jill nodded, and after listening to his words, the thorn that had been lying in her heart suddenly didn't hurt so much, she hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Will everyone blame me?" ”

"What do you blame?" The seventh question of the first month.

"Blame me for being so willful, so selfish, and completely indifferent to everyone's feelings......"

"No, everyone will only feel sorry for you, and if you go back, everyone will only be happy." Chu Qi comforted her, touched her head, and said, "But Ji'er, it's only this once, not for example." Promise me not to do such a thing in the future, I will be worried, and your father and queen mother will also be sad. You shouldn't let the people who love you feel sorry for you. ”

Met his gentle eyes, Jill nodded, "Hmm." As he spoke, he bit his lip and said a little awkwardly, "But the Father...... I'm afraid I still won't be able to face him calmly. ”

"It doesn't matter, take your time, no one will force you, forgive your father immediately, your father didn't think about it like this. He only wants you not to hurt yourself, and for this, he would rather leave first in the dark than stay and make you sad. Chu Qi comforted.

Jill listened, but regretted it a little, "Father ...... him."

"It's come to this, don't worry about it anymore, go to sleep, your father will be fine. If you really don't feel at ease, then tomorrow we will set off early, and maybe we can catch up with your father. "The seventh day of the first month said again.