120 I'm sorry, does it still hurt?
Su whispered and said those words, her hand tightened slightly, Su whispered and looked down, only to see Mrs. Bo holding her hand tightly, I don't know why, there was an ominous feeling in my heart, looking at Mrs. Bo's appearance at this time, she actually had a premonition, she ...... She didn't have long to live.
As soon as she thought of this, Su whispered's tears became even more turbulent, but she endured it, endured it alive and didn't let the tears fall, but just held her hand tightly and responded to her.
Heavy breathing sounded in his ears again, and this time the words were slightly clearer than the previous two times, "Forgive, forgive, Chen'er...... HeβHe didn't want to. β
In a word, Su Qingyu couldn't help sitting up straight, covering her mouth and crying.
Forgive? How to forgive? How to forgive? He doesn't want to? Does he really not want to? He must have been desperate to push himself to a dead end.
She will never forget, she can't forget the words he said when he wanted to kill the child in her womb, and those expressions, what made her even more desperate was yesterday! When Zhou Yibing had to protect this child, he said that this is the best abortion doctor in Quannancheng......
How? Do you want her to thank him? Thanks to him for finding himself a good doctor? And then? This doctor almost killed her??
Looking back now, in addition to being difficult to hurt, Su Qingyu was afraid that there was only deep despair and indifference left.
When she just woke up today, she didn't react at all, and she was still thinking about him! I'm afraid something will happen to him!
Okay now, calm down. She told herself that she couldn't have the slightest affection for Bo Jingchen.
Su whispered in her heart and said to Mrs. Bo ten thousand sorry, she can agree to anything, maybe only this matter, she can't agree.
Since marrying Bo Jingchen, she has been aggrieved and forbearant everywhere, but what is forbearance and obedience in exchange?
Zhou Yibing saw Su whispering like this, his face was also gloomy, and he stepped forward and hugged her in his arms, "Okay, okay, don't be sad, it'll be fine." β
She didn't hear what Mrs. Bo told her, but she could probably guess that it must be inseparable from Bo Jingchen.
Su Qingyu raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, and looked at Mrs. Bo, her eyes were full of apologies, since she married into the Bo family, she did worry a lot about her.
But in the end, she ...... She may not be able to fulfill Old Lady Bo's wish.
He stood up, explained a few words to the doctors and nurses, and walked out.
Walking out of the ICU ward, the outside was not as depressing as the inside, and after taking a few deep breaths, Su whispered's mood eased a little.
Zhou Yibing stood aside, not daring to speak the whole time, she knew that at this time, comfort would only make her more sad and sad, she just had to stay by her side quietly.
The two walked into the elevator without saying a word, Zhou Yibing looked at her empty eyes and bit her lip. looks like he wants to say and stops.
Although Su Qingyu was a little distracted, she could still feel her abnormality, "Yibing, just say what you want to say, I'...... It's okay. β
"You, do you want to go see Bo Jingchen? He still hasn't woken up...... Although the situation was not serious enough to go to the ICU ward, it was ...... The situation is not much better. Zhou Yibing said with a little weakness.
Su whispered and was stunned when she listened, and replied indifferently, "Don't look at it, he's ...... There should be someone with you. β
"His parents were in the hospital all night last night, and today Zecheng came over, so let them go back to rest first." Zhou Yibing said tentatively, squinting at the expression on her face.
With a bang, the elevator door opened, and Zhou Yibing took a step, only to see that Su whispered that he had no intention of going out. She also stopped.
"Yi Bing, is he still in the same ward before?" Su whispered in the end, but still didn't hold back.
The two walked to the door of Bo Jingchen's ward, and just as they were about to open the door, they heard a female voice from inside. Su whispered suddenly, raised his eyes and looked inside through the door and window.
I saw Tan Fanqin sitting on the edge of the bed, crying so much that it rained, but Bo Jingchen didn't wake up.
Zhou Yibing was so angry when she saw this situation that she almost opened the door and went in, but she was stopped by Su Qingyu, there was no emotion on her face, and her calmness made people feel a little abnormal.
"Since there are people guarding him, I won't look at it. I'm a little tired, go back. Su whispered softly.
As soon as he turned around, he saw Zhou Zecheng walking over with the medicine in his hand, and when he saw Zhou Yibing's expressionless and cold face, he immediately smiled.
But Zhou Yibing just glanced at him coldly, snorted, turned his head away, and took Su Qingyu's hand to leave.
Zhou Zecheng was stunned for a moment, and took a big step in front of the two of them, "What's wrong?" Who bullied my little ancestor again? β
"Who else but you! Who told you to put that slut in!! Zhou Yibing did not shy away from speaking in front of him.
Zhou Ze knew what was going on when he set up the horse, and his face was aggrieved, "Ang, Yibing, then what can I do, she cried as soon as she opened the door, I ...... Can I still get rid of her? β
"Yes, just drive away!"
Seeing Zhou Yibing's angry appearance, Zhou Zecheng was simply helpless and funny, and nodded straight and said, "Okay, good." Everything you say is right, I'm going to get her out. β
As he spoke, he walked towards Bo Jingchen's ward.
"Mr. Zhou! Don't hear what Yi Bing said, just let her accompany her inside, after all, the relationship between the two of them is so good, so it can also make Bo Jingchen wake up earlier. Su whispered to Zhou Zecheng to stop, and as she spoke, she looked at the closed door deeply, as if she was seeing through the door again, and she could see Tan Fanqin and Bo Jingchen inside.
The relationship between the two of them...... Already...... I can't go on. At least she couldn't go on here in Su Qingyu, and she didn't know what reason she had to insist.
With a bitter smile, he turned his head, Zhou Zecheng and Zhou Yibing looked at each other, but no one could say anything.
Su whispered's mobile phone rang suddenly, picked it up and saw that it was Yun Enqing's, I didn't know why, I had an ominous premonition inexplicably, my heart was more like pressing a huge stone, and she couldn't breathe at all, obviously she didn't know anything, but it seemed that she could predict it.
"Whispering?" Zhou Yibing whispered her life and reminded her.
Su whispered across the screen, put the phone to her ear, and heard Yun Enqing's choked and anxious voice, "Whisper, the hospital called just now...... Say grandma...... Grandma can't do it......"
Suddenly, Su Qingyu's whole person was stunned, as if the whole world was instantly covered with dark clouds and thunder......
Before Yun Enqing finished speaking, Su whispered and walked towards the direction of the elevator like crazy, Zhou Yibing was also nervous, what happened every day!!
Zhou Zecheng wanted to keep up, but was stopped by Zhou Yibing, "You stay and watch Bo Jingchen!" β
As he spoke, he trotted to keep up with Su and whispered, "Whisper!" Whisper! Slow down!! Be careful of the baby in your belly...... What the hell is ......" She ran to Su Qingyu's side, only to see her face suddenly full of tears and horror, she instantly guessed what was going on, "It can't be...... Grandma ......"
Su whispered and pressed the elevator frantically, shaking his head, "No, no, Yi Bing, it's impossible, right...... Grandma, she, she just now, and she talked to me, she, she still let me ...... Let me forgive Bo Jingchen......"
Saying Su Qingyu, he couldn't cry a little, Zhou Yibing didn't know why, his eyes were also red, the two got off the elevator, and hurriedly ran towards the ward...... But on that machine, it was always a straight line, making an unpleasant and harsh sound......
Su Qingyu looked at the old lady Bo who was lying on the hospital bed without the slightest reaction, she couldn't hold it at all, her body was weak, if Zhou Yibing hadn't supported her defensively, she might have fallen to the ground......
I saw the last ...... The movements of those medical staff were still for a few seconds, and they shook their heads at each other, and all the sadness in Su whispered's chest suddenly exploded, "Grandma!" Grandmother!! Impossible! Impossible! Su whispered and was about to rush through the door, but was stopped by the nurse and Zhou Yibing.
"You save my grandma, she's always been in good health! Just now! You just talked to me!! She really spoke to me just now...... Doctor, I beg you, please. Save my grandma!! Hold on a little longer, don't give up, don't give up on her......" Su whispered with tears on her face and cried out in pain.
Zhou Yibing didn't know when, his face was full of tears, and his voice was full of distress, "Whisper, whisper, calm down, grandma, grandma doesn't want to see you like this after leaving." β
"No, no, no, Yibing, you tell them, tell them, did grandma still talk to me just now, grandma used to be in good health, often talking and laughing, and the diet is also very healthy, and the amount of food is normal. Grandma couldn't just go like that. Su whispered and turned her head and grabbed Zhou Yibing's arm tightly. Crying out in pain.
I saw that the medical staff was also very helpless, and I only heard the attending doctor sigh, "Let her come in and accompany the patient...... Finish the last mile. β
Hearing this, Su rushed in like crazy, knelt beside the bed, and held Mrs. Bo's hand tightly.
She stopped yelling and spoke much softer, "Grandma! Grandma, wake up, don't sleep, don't you want to see your great-grandson? I'm already pregnant, and I'm waiting for ** months, and you'll be able to see it next winter...... Grandma, wake up......" But whatever she says, old lady Bo. She never woke up, Su whispered her head on the back of her old rough hand, and whimpered, "Grandma, are you blaming me, you are angry with me just now, I forgive him!" Forgive him! You wake up, I just want you to wake up! Grandma ......"
Zhou Yibing finally couldn't stand it anymore, and knelt on the ground and hugged Su softly, "Whisper, don't cry, you're pregnant, you can't be so sad, get up quickly, it's cold on the ground!" You're so uncomfortable. Children can't stand it! Whispering ...... The Bo family has ...... In this case, you can't do anything more. β
But at this time, Su Qingyu couldn't listen to anything, shaking her head and crying bitterly, Zhou Yibing saw her like this, her eyes were full of tears, and her voice was full of crying.
I only heard a rush of footsteps outside the door, and when I turned my head, it was Yun Enqing and Bo Xuqi, who had just left......
Yun Enqing raised her hand to cover her lips, her eyes were suddenly full of tears, but she couldn't hold back and didn't let the tears flow, it can be said that she has no feelings for this Bo family, but she has always respected Mrs. Bo, because every time she comes back, Mrs. Bo will be very warm and kind to her, and in the entire Bo family, only Mrs. Bo apologized for the incident that she was forced by Bo Xuqi.
When Hua Lirong and Bo Yiyang arrived, the old lady Bo had already covered the white sheets on her body, and Su whispered that the whole person was like a puppet that had been smoked, sitting on the bench in the hospital corridor.
Hua Lirong came out of the ward, her eyes were red, and when she saw Su whispering on the chair, she immediately rushed over, raised her hand and slapped her hard.
Su Qingyu's face instantly had a clearly visible finger print, she didn't say anything, she didn't even raise her eyes.
Zhou Yibing was stunned for a few seconds, then stood up, "Why are you beating people!" Before she could say anything, her hand was tightly held by Su Qingyu, signaling her not to say anything more.
"Sue whispered! Did you say that you married into the Bo family in a premeditated way!! Look at what our Bo family has become after you came!! You're a scourge! You are deliberately here to harm the Bo family! Isn't it the scourge of Chen'er!! Hua Lirong also lost control, Bo Yiyang walked over quickly when he saw it, and took Hua Lirong in his arms, Hua Lirong cried the moment he found a support.
Su Qingyu's eyes were still empty, her hands were on her lower abdomen, grandma was gone, could she leave completely.
She felt that she was really terrible, and the first thing she thought of when Old Lady Bo's bones were still cold...... It's leaving.
She should have been completely disappointed in the Bo family and Bo Jingchen...... That's why I think about it at this time.
In the end, even the people of the Su family rushed over, but Su whispered as if she hadn't seen them the whole time, and she couldn't listen to what the two families were saying.
She suddenly thought of Bo Jingchen, who was still unconscious...... His heart suddenly ached violently, and what Bo Jingchen listened to, respected and cared about the most was ...... Old lady Bo, if he wakes up again...... After knowing the news...... Su whispered and didn't dare to imagine what kind of reaction Bo Jingchen would have in an instant.
She only knew that she should be sad, that the whole world would become dark, that this world would be really cruel, and that since she would leave sooner or later, why should she create them to feel this desperate and painful birth, old age, sickness and death.
She had experienced it, she had experienced it when she was only fifteen, and it was not something that one would get used to.
There was a sudden tightness on his shoulders, and he turned his head to see that it was Su Jinzhi, who he had never seen since he got married.
Seeing him, Su whispered a sudden sense of grievance in her heart. But she flattened her mouth, but she never cried, only to hear him sigh helplessly, and raised his hand to rub her hair, "These days, it's not good?" If you can't get by, come to me. Raise you, or raise it. β
At the most critical moment, their relatives will appear without hesitation and give themselves a stable harbor. οΌ
Su Qingyu only felt a warm current in her heart, her lips rose bitterly, and she nodded, but she didn't say a word.
It was a busy day...... But she felt that she couldn't help anything, she only knew that it was late to toss, she went to see Bo Jingchen twice, and he didn't wake up...... She was pregnant, her body couldn't hold it at all and fell asleep, the body of the old lady Bo was taken back, Hua Lirong didn't want to see Su Qingyu, but the Su family wanted to let Su Qingyu go back to Su's house, but she refused, her brain is very messy today, and she always contradicts each other between reason and sensibility.
She thought that Bo Jingchen was still asleep and did not wake up, so she chose to stay in the hospital, and even took the initiative to ask to go to a ward with Bo Jingchen.
Now even Zhou Yibing couldn't understand Su Qing's whispering, she seemed ruthless but always reluctant, as if she had forgotten what she saw about Tan Fanqin in the ward this morning.
Su whispered only that the last time should be ...... Fulfill grandma's last wish, choose to forgive, but will not stay, forgive him, just to free himself.
After Mrs. Bo's funeral was dealt with, she left.
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The weather was very good the next day, Su opened her eyes in a daze, and when she turned her head, she saw Bo Jingchen sitting on the edge of the bed, she was so frightened that she woke up all of a sudden, and she even had an illusion...... It's as if everything yesterday was an illusion, a dream...... None exist!
Her eyes were still red and swollen, her voice was dry and aching from crying, and her whole body was still sore, all because of yesterday's events......
As soon as he thought of Mr. Bo and his wife leaving, the tears in his eyes poured out uncontrollably again.
"I've been sleeping for a few days." Bo Jingchen asked in a deep voice, "Why are you in my ward?" What about grandma? How's she doing? β
Bo Jingchen saw Su whispering and suddenly burst into tears, his brows couldn't help frowning slightly, and his eyes were disgusted.
Su whispered and raised her eyes to wipe away her tears, and said in a weak voice, "You slept for two days...... Grandma, she ......" said grandma, Su's whispering voice suddenly paused, and there was sadness in her eyes that could not be hidden, and Bo Jingchen understood it at a glance.
Bo Jingchen suddenly grabbed her arm with a lot of force, very hard, as if he was going to crush Su Qingyu, and his voice was even deeper and terrifying, "Say it quickly!" What the hell is wrong with grandma! β
Su Qingyu raised his eyes and saw Bo Jingchen's slightly red eyes, and his heart suddenly felt uncomfortable, and he pursed his lips tightly, and he couldn't say those words.
The door suddenly opened. Zhou Yibing and Zhou Zecheng appeared at the door, and as soon as they saw this scene, Zhou Yibing rushed up, "Bo Jingchen!" What are you going to do? Don't you think you can do enough damage to the whispers!! β
Bo Jingchen saw Zhou Zecheng and Zhou Yibing wearing black formal clothes, holding breakfast in their hands, the expression on their faces was solemn, and their bodies suddenly trembled violently twice, he glanced at Zhou Zecheng, and saw that Zhou Zecheng's eyes were full of distress, he was looking at Su and whispering, and his voice suddenly became hoarse, "Whispering...... You tell...... Grandma her, what's wrong? β
The ward was silent in an instant, only depression and dullness, and the sadness that could not be dissipated.
"Grandma, she...... She went. Su whispered and trembled, tears coming out of her eyes again.
Bo Jingchen's body fell back, his eyes were full of disbelief, he didn't say a word, and the discomfort on his face hurt Su Qingyu's heart. I can't even hate him at the moment.
Su Qingyu had never seen Bo Jingchen's painful appearance, and his silent sadness was more painful than the sound sadness.
"Zecheng, have you prepared my clothes for me? I'm going back to see grandma. Bo Jingchen's eyes were red, but he didn't let the tears flow.
Zhou Zecheng had a bag in his hand and handed it to him with a heavy face.
When Bo Jingchen changed into clothes, his face instantly returned to his previous indifference...... It's just that his eyes don't deceive, and there is a lot of sadness in his eyes that can't be dispersed.
When Bo Jingchen returned home, he saw the kind and kind face of Mrs. Bo in the center of the lobby, Bo Jingchen knelt in front of the remains, lowered his head and burned the paper money, and his voice was low and depressed, "Grandma, I'm sorry, I'm late!" Grandmother! I'm sorry! It's me who is sorry for you! β
Saying that, a drop of hot tears fell to the ground, Su whispered that when she saw the remains of Mrs. Bo, she couldn't help it, and when she saw Bo Jingchen's sad and mourning appearance, she was even more uncomfortable, and buried her head on Zhou Yibing's shoulder and cried silently.
There were many people who came to mourn, and all those who came to mourn followed them and said their condolences.
I only heard Zhou Yi say in surprise in a cold voice, "She actually came over!" β
Su whispered and turned her head to see that it was Shi Wanyue!
My heart hurts, but there is a cold light in my eyes. Today's situation will become like this, and she can't get rid of it, and when the two looked at each other, Su whispered and turned her eyes away with indifference and disgust.
A born person can become a very familiar person, but when a very familiar person becomes a living person, it will be more raw than a living person!
As soon as Shi Wanyue walked in front of the statue and was about to mourn, she heard Bo Jingchen say the word "roll"! The people around were all shocked, and Su Qingyu was also a little surprised.
Shi Wanyue suddenly blushed, her eyes were slightly red, and she looked at Bo Jingchen pitifully and aggrievedly, "Mr. Bo...... I just came to mourn the old lady. β
Bo Jingchen's eyes were cold, and when he raised his eyes, he felt that he would be frozen into half of ice, Shi Wanyue pursed her lips tightly, and Hua Rongrong stepped forward a little unbearable. "Chen'er, everyone who comes is a guest ......"
Before Hua Lirong's words were finished, he was directly interrupted by Bo Jingchen in a cold voice, and glared at Shi Wanyue with evil anger in his eyes, "Grandma doesn't like villains like you, you sent me the video last time, right?!" β
Shi Wanyue's body trembled in disbelief, and she took a step back, her first reaction was to look at Su Qingyu, the hatred in her eyes really made Su Qingyu feel cold.
When Su Qingyu heard Bo Jingchen's words, she was also a little surprised in her heart, she had never told Bo Jingchen about it...... How would he know? And now she is still saying this in front of so many people, Shi Wanyue's face is red into pig liver.
"Mr. Bo...... I...... I, I, didn't ......" Shi Wanyue suddenly stepped forward and wanted to grab Bo Jingchen's hand, Bo Jingchen frowned violently, and took two steps back in disgust, "If you don't want those dirty things you did to be known, just get out of here!" β
Shi Wanyue trembled when she heard Bo Jingchen's words, "I, I'm being ......"
"Li He, please let her out! The Bo family doesn't welcome her! Bo Jingchen said coldly, and Shi Wanyue's words were also interrupted.
"Miss Shi, I'm sorry, please here!" Li He stepped forward and gestured to her, Bo Jingchen didn't want to make too much noise at Mrs. Bo's mourning party, so he was already very polite to her.
Shi Wanyue looked at the gorgeous face full of doubts, bowed her head and said, "Auntie, I'm sorry." β
looked at Bo Jingchen, his voice trembling slightly. "Don't bother, I'll go by myself......" When passing by Su whispered, he squinted his eyes and gave her a cold and hateful look.
She must have thought that she had told Bo Jingchen about this incident, and her hatred for herself deepened. But so what? Su whispered a bitter smile in her heart.
Late at night, all the guests had dispersed, and the Bo family and the Su family had rested after a tired day.
Su whispered that her body couldn't stay up halfway through and lay down to rest...... She only heard a sound from downstairs, and she woke up immediately.
After slowing down, he got up from the bed and looked at the time, at this time, it was more than two o'clock, and there was no figure of Bo Jingchen by the bed......
She opened the door, and there was a small lamp lit downstairs in front of her grandmother's portrait, so she could still see the way clearly, and when she walked to the staircase, she saw Bo Jingchen raising his head and drinking a sip of wine, kneeling on the ground. There was a look of pain on his face.
She stood at the top of the stairs, not daring to move, for fear of disturbing him by making a sound, only to see Bo Jingchen finish drinking a bottle of wine, and then pick up the second bottle of wine from her side, Su Qingyu's brows couldn't help frowning, and she hurriedly walked downstairs, attracting Bo Jingchen's attention.
He squinted at himself with drunken eyes, snorted coldly, and without saying anything, he opened the cap.
Su stepped forward softly, and the moment he raised his head to drink, he snatched the wine from his hand, his eyes were full of indifference.
The two glanced at each other, and Bo Jingchen didn't have any expression on his face. didn't snatch the wine in Su Qingyu's hand, but just picked up a new bottle by himself.
Su Qingyu saw him like this, her brows furrowed violently, and her eyes were distressed and disgusted. She really doesn't like such a self-defeating Bo Jingchen, although she thinks that he can have such emotions, at least it shows that he is still a normal person, and there is flesh and blood!
Su Qingyu put down the bottle in his hand, snatched the wine again, and scolded in a low voice, "Don't drink it!" You really want to stay in the hospital for the rest of your life, don't you? Or do you want to go with grandma now! You look like this in front of your grandma! Do you think grandma won't be heartbroken or uncomfortable? β
Bo Jingchen listened, his movements were abrupt, and he raised his eyes to look at the tall black and white portrait in front of him, and his eyes suddenly turned red. He felt uncomfortable in his heart. She knows.
"Cry if you want to......" Su whispered softly and comforted.
But Bo Jingchen never shed a single tear, and it took a long time to hear him, "I'm sorry......"
Su whispered, her body trembled, and she didn't know if he was telling himself or his grandmother......
I saw him turn his head and look at himself, his eyes were shining because of tears, he reached out and pulled Su Qingyu into his arms, ripped off her collar, looked at some marks on her chest collarbone, and asked in a guilty voice, "Does it still hurt?" β
"How did you know that the video was sent to you by Shi Wanyue?" Su Qingyu only wanted to know why he would know, she said as she thought as she opened Bo Jingchen's embrace. But the strength in his hand was so great that he couldn't break free at all.
"I caught Fang Zijian, he confessed to Shi Wanyue......" Bo Jingchen's eyes stared at the deep and shallow kiss marks on her neck, and his heart was full of guilt.
Suddenly, his hand was placed on Su Qingyu's lower abdomen, Su Qingyu's body suddenly trembled, and subconsciously raised his hand to grab Bo Jingchen's hand, his eyes were full of horror and fear, "You, what are you going to do?" β
Seeing her scared appearance at this time, Bo Jingchen couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Child...... Is it really mine? β
After Bo Jingchen woke up, he felt that this matter was ...... when he knew that the video was sent by Shi Wanyue and the doctor who wanted Su to whisper and drain the child It didn't seem to be what he thought......
Thinking about Su Qingyu's attitude towards the child again, Bo Jingchen's heart suddenly trembled twice, if the child in Su Qingyu's belly was really his?
Then he is really a great sinner! He was bent on aborting his own child!!
Su whispered and looked at such a thin Jingchen with a bitter smile on his face. Why? Why is it that every time she is desperate and discouraged and decides to leave, it is as if he has suddenly changed as a person?
"It doesn't matter whose children it is, the important thing is that we are divorced. I won't keep this kid either. When my grandmother's funeral is over, I'll leave. Su whispered and bit her lip and said these words word by word.
Bo Jingchen listened, his eyes suddenly sank, and the strength of his hand holding Su Qingyu became heavier.
"Don't leave! We can get married again after we get married! I won't let you go! As he spoke, he clamped Su Qingyu's chin, lowered his head and kissed it fiercely, and his mouth was immediately filled with a strong smell of wine.
Su whispered, her heart trembled, and she raised her hand to push him. The surging and suffocating nature of his kiss made Sue lose the strength to struggle when he whispered.
Knowing that the breathing of the two people had become heavy, Bo Jingchen kissed her neck little by little, and his voice sounded in a low voice, "It must be very painful...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
The hot air sprayed on Su Qingyu's neck, making her body tremble, she raised her eyes full of tears, and said in a slightly trembling voice, "Bo Jingchen, forget it, I've already decided to leave." β
As soon as the words fell, the lip flap was blocked again, this time it was much gentler than before, I don't know how long the kiss lasted, Bo Jingchen let go of her lip flap, "When grandma's funeral is over, let's go for a prenatal checkup." β