Stopping at the door of the house, Bo Jingchen squinted at Su Qingyu, who had fallen asleep halfway.

Her pink little lips opened slightly, her thick curly eyelashes trembled slightly, the car was quiet, and Su's even and deep breathing could be heard.

Bo Jingchen lowered his eyes and looked at her hand, even if he fell asleep, he didn't let go of his hand.

Looking at her like this, I couldn't help but feel soft in my heart, and sure enough, she was still a child, so I raised my hand and rubbed her head.

Su whispered that someone was moving her, her eyelids twitched slightly, her brows frowned slightly, and she saw her eyes slowly open.

"Wake up." Bo Jingchen said in a deep voice, then withdrew his hand and opened the car door, "When you get home, wash up and sleep, tomorrow we will go to the funeral." ”

Saying that, Bo Jingchen got out of the car, walked to the co-pilot and opened the door of Su Qingyu.

Su whispered for a while, and then came to his senses, looked down and saw that the things in his hand were still there, and he couldn't help but think of the dream-like scene he saw tonight, and the hard place in his heart seemed to be slowly becoming soft.

She turned her head to look out of the car, Bo Jingchen's tall figure, pursed her lips, her heart was indescribably painful, holding the small bag in her hand, and she couldn't help but tighten a little.

She got out of the car, her voice was still sleepy, and with a shallow "um", the two walked into the villa.

As soon as I walked into the villa, I felt the oppressive feeling before, and I felt as if my heart was unconsciously wrapped in a protective cover, and I didn't feel at ease in the forest at all.

To be honest, Su Qingyu didn't like this feeling very much, that feeling of guarding against others, it was really tiring. She also wanted to be honest with Bo Jingchen, but she was afraid and didn't have the courage to face those piercing pains anymore.

If she could, she would rather choose not to love.

Su whispered without saying a word, and walked into the newly arranged room today.

Bo Jingchen then followed, only to see her footsteps pause, turned his head to look at Bo Jingchen who was walking towards the bathroom, and shouted coldly, "Thank you for taking me to relax today, but let's sleep separately." ”

Bo Jingchen's movements stopped, the expression on his face sank slightly, he swept towards Su with an indifferent expression and whispered, the two looked at each other for a while, he retracted his gaze indifferently and hard, and continued to walk forward.

Looking at him like this, Su Qingyu suddenly didn't know what to do, she wasn't dying, but she really, really needed to take a good break.

Hearing the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Su sighed helplessly, found a small drifting bottle and put the three fireflies in the bag.

Only the bedside lamp was turned on, and the light in the room was a little dim. Su whispered to the sound of running water from the bathroom, sat on the chair, and lay on the table and stared blankly at the three or two fireflies flying up and down in this small space.

Looking at it, my heart felt a little uncomfortable, as if I was seeing myself.

His heart was also locked in this small place, and he could only paced back and forth, but he couldn't get out, and he could only suffer.

"Are you like me, always looking for a breakthrough and thinking that one day you can get out? But if I don't let you go, you won't be able to leave at all, and you'll have to wait to die in this little bottle. Isn't it desperate to think about it? Su whispered bitterly, the position of her chest seemed to be invisibly grasped tightly by a hand, and the pain made her feel suffocated.

If Bo Jingchen refuses to let her go. She should have to wait for death in this world he gave her.

Su whispered that the tip of her nose was slightly sour, sat up straight and took a deep breath, then picked up the bottle and stood up, walked to the window, and opened the window.

She glanced down at the small bottle in her hand, she seemed to be able to feel the yearning of these fireflies for the outside, her lips rose slightly bitterly, and then raised her hand to pull the cap of the bottle, and the three fireflies slowly flew away from the bottle and flew to the place she saw.

Su whispered that she didn't know, Bo Jingchen opened the bathroom door and looked at all this she did indifferently.

He heard all her words, and when his hands were already on the doorknob, he heard those words that Su whispered. He didn't open the door to interrupt her, but heard her finish those words.

Immediately, I felt as if a burst of thunder had slashed down on my head, and the position of my heart was very uncomfortable.

Gently opening the bathroom door, I saw that she had released the fireflies.

What is she doing here? Tell yourself in disguise, let yourself let her go? And then she'd fly like those fireflies to a place he couldn't find at all?

Bo Jingchen's fists couldn't help clenching slightly, and the expression on his face was very unsightly.

Su Qingyu couldn't see those fireflies anymore, sighed silently, and just retracted his gaze and turned his head back, he saw Bo Jingchen with a look of wanting to eat people, and his heart suddenly trembled.

Seeing him walking towards her step by step, Su frowned lightly, and stepped back a little scared. I couldn't help but want to explain, "I just saw them pitiful and let them go." ”

Bo Jingchen looked at her explanation, did not speak, but approached her step by step, with almost imperceptible sadness in his eyes, but Su whispered and couldn't see it.

There was only fear in her eyes, the fear that Bo Jingchen would do something cruel to her.

Seeing her look like this, it was really like a knife, piercing his heart fiercely.

The heart is indescribably bitter and uncomfortable.

Forcing Su Qingyu to the wall, she had no way to retreat, her beauty was tightly twisted, and her voice trembled slightly, "Are you going to be angry with me because I let go of a few fireflies?" ”

Bo Jingchen stepped forward and was very close to her.

Su Qingyu looked at his cold eyes, his breathing couldn't help but pause, and the feeling of oppression that he hadn't felt for a long time hit again.

"You're still so afraid of me." Bo Jingchen said in a deep voice, with a sneer, he had made so many efforts, but he still made her afraid of herself, what kind of failure was this.

Su whispered when she heard this, her lips pursed slightly, and she couldn't guess his emotions at all.

"You just let go of a few fireflies, why should I be angry with you, why are you weak-hearted? Well? Bo Jingchen's voice revealed some depression that made Su whisper difficult to ease.

"Do you think you are very similar to these fireflies, you want to escape but you can't escape, you feel sorry for them, so you let them fly, do you also hope that I can let you go? Divorce you, let you leave? Bo Jingchen's voice was not right, and she even gritted her teeth and said, her eyes were shining with a cold light that made her heart beat suffocating.

Bo Jingchen took another step forward, and even whispered tightly to Su.

Su Qingyu was even more atmospheric at this time, and she didn't dare to come out for a while, listening to him say her heart little by little, she didn't have the feeling of fear before.

She raised her eyes and was about to speak, Bo Jingchen raised her fingertips, pressed her lips, put her other hand on her lower abdomen, and stroked it gently, "Do you still regret your struggle for this child now, you should have done it during the first abortion, instead of running away, otherwise now, you may have gotten your wish and are free." You say, am I right, Su, light, language? ”

Bo Jingchen said these words with calm eyes, but in fact, he didn't say a word, and the sting was not Su Qingyu's heart at all, but his own heart, those things he had always been unwilling to admit.

Every time Su whispered these things, he chose to be silent and not quarrel with Su whispering, but today, he created that romance for her, and finally saw her smile like that in front of him for the first time, thinking that he was about to succeed, but he found out. It's just in vain, this woman just wants to leave herself!

It's not so much that he's angry, it's that he feels frustrated.

Maybe in his life, there are some things that he can't ask for. It's just that all this is just ruined in his own hands, and this should be what he hates the most.

If the truth had been known earlier, would it have ended differently?

Su Qingyu raised her eyes to look at Bo Jingchen, who was a little crazy, frowned tightly, took a deep breath, and roared coldly, "That's right!" You're right! That's what I think, I just want you to let me go, I just regret running away when I had a miscarriage, and I regret even more that I didn't accept your check and leave Nancheng at the beginning! If I leave. I'm afraid there aren't so many things. The two of us shouldn't be entangled at all! When these things are over, so will we! ”

I don't know if this is the first time Su Qingyu has said the words that the two of them have ended.

For a moment, Bo Jingchen really wanted to let go.

Not to be outdone, the two looked at each other's eyes, only to see Su Qingyu's eyes slightly reddened, and Bo Jingchen was completely defeated, pulling his lips and smiling bitterly.

Seeing Bo Jingchen like this, Su Qingyu's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and she felt that Bo Jingchen seemed to be ...... As if she was about to let herself go, she looked at his expression without blinking, and waited quietly for him to say the words she had been waiting for for a long time.

I saw that Bo Jingchen's eyes suddenly became extremely indifferent, and the indifference made Su Qingyu feel scared, his thin lips opened lightly, and he said in a deep voice, "I see you want to leave me so much." I was relieved. The more you want it, the more I won't let you get it! Su whispered, we will not die! ”

As he spoke, he saw Su whispering's expression sluggish, as if he didn't understand what he was saying.

Bo Jingchen didn't say it a second time, but walked out of the door of the room with a step, and heard a loud sound of the door closing, and Su whispered's body trembled, as if it was the sound of heartbreak.

Even if you want to love and kill each other, don't you want to forget each other?

As soon as Bo Jingchen closed the door, his body was beaten, he only felt that his heart was about to explode, he leaned against the door, raised his hand and tightly covered the position of his heart, and asked him to release her with his own hands. He really ...... I can't help it.

Because he knows that this let go, they can never see each other again for the rest of their lives, and some people can't let go, and once they let go, that person will not come back.

Bo Jingchen breathed hard, slowed down for a long time, and when he heard the sound of footsteps finally coming from inside the door, he stood up straight, regained his previous indifference, and walked upstairs, lying in the empty room, looking at the ceiling.

Miss her taste, her softness...... That night, neither of them slept well.

Early the next morning, Su Qingyu was woken up by Bo Jingchen, he put the ringtone of his mobile phone to his ear, and suddenly it rang so frightened that Su Qingyu immediately bounced.

"Hurry up and get up, there are still two hours before Li Jiaruo's funeral, and it will take at least 40 minutes to drive from us to the cemetery without considering the traffic jam. It's up to you to do it yourself. Saying that, Bo Jingchen turned around and left before Su whispered to react.

This morning, Bo Jingchen seemed to be a different person, indifferent and calm, and withdrew his previous tenderness for her.

Su quietly rubbed her eyes in a daze, and waited until she eased up a bit, then immediately got off the bed and washed up and put on makeup.

It seems that every time there is such a funeral, there will be dark clouds and it will rain.

Su Qingyu wore a black dress with a cinched waist and a white salute flower pinned to her chest.

This set of clothes was prepared by Bo Jingchen, and after she finished washing, she found that there was such a set of clothes on the bedside table.

After changing his clothes and walking out of the door, Bo Jingchen was already sitting in the restaurant eating. A few days ago. He would have waited for himself, but not today, and the way he came to wake himself up today was very rude.

It was like a revenge for what she said yesterday.

Su pursed her lips softly, sat in her seat and began to eat, only to hear Bo Jingchen say coldly, "Wait for me to eat, I won't wait for you to go by yourself." ”

Su Qingyu was slightly stunned, only to see that half of the porridge in his bowl was left, his eyes sank slightly, and he didn't speak, and began to eat with his head down.

I don't know why, such a thin Jingchen makes her feel more comfortable, and she doesn't have that feeling of depression.

couldn't help it, the speed of eating became faster, Bo Jingchen finished eating, and Su Qingyu just finished the last bite.

He glanced at Su Qingyu indifferently, did not speak, and did not have any expression on his face, only he knew that he slowed down the speed of eating.

Getting up and walking out, the butler prepared two umbrellas for the two of them.

Sitting in the car, the two of them remained silent, without any expression on their faces, Su Qingyu turned his head to look out the window, and after driving just half the way, it began to rain, and after a while, suddenly the rain fell heavily, and the crackling sound made Su Qingyu frown slightly.

It seems that summer has really arrived, and it is said that the rain has not eased down yet.

Driving further, I couldn't help but be a little stuck in traffic, Bo Jingchen tapped his fingers on the steering wheel, and Su Qingyu looked at the time a little anxiously.

"Will we not be able to catch up?" Su whispered and finally couldn't help but ask first.

Bo Jingchen's expression was indifferent, and he didn't care at all, "Even if you're late, what if you're late?" ”

Hearing this, Su Qingyu immediately exploded, and his eyes couldn't help but be angry, wanting to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything.

She took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in her heart, turned her head to look out the window, and pretended not to be in a hurry.

That's what he did on purpose, deliberately angry with her! is telling her the consequences of provoking him!! Such a man is terrifying! It's outrageous!

The more I thought about Su Qingyu, the more angry I became, and I didn't want to turn my head to look at him at all.

Bo Jingchen squinted at her puffing appearance, wanted to comfort, and even wanted to raise his hand to take her into his arms and kiss her forehead, telling her that she would definitely not be late.

But in the end, he just thought about it and didn't say anything.

When they arrived at Li's house, the two of them were not late, and it happened that all of them were preparing to go to the cemetery.

Su whispered and looked at Li Jiaruo's black-and-white posthumous photo from a distance, the young man who was as bright as the sun......

I can't help but recall that in that restaurant, when he showed a mouthful of big white teeth to herself, he didn't amaze her whole world, but she didn't dare to forget it now.

Her eyes couldn't help but be moist again, and her heart was suddenly full of guilt, and her eyes blurred for a while, only to see a tall and thin figure appear in front of her eyes.

It's Zhu Ruobei.

She walked step by step to Li Jiaruo's portrait, and then leaned forward against her face, her eyes were red and swollen, and her face was full of tears.

Seeing this scene, Su Qingyu's throat suddenly tightened, as if a big fish bone was stuck, and he couldn't spit it out or swallow it.

In the end, Li Jiaruo's parents stepped forward and hugged her and cried bitterly......

Zhu Haonan stood aside, his eyebrows were deeply locked, and his eyes were full of distress...... After a long time, he stepped forward, took Zhu Ruobei in his arms, and comforted him softly, "Okay, don't cry." If you're like this, he's reluctant to leave. ”

Zhu Ruobei hugged Zhu Haonan tightly, buried her head in his shoulder, and cried hoarsely, in the past few days, her voice has been hoarse.

Their parents knew about this, and asked Zhu's mother to rush to Nancheng to persuade Zhu Ruobei at home, for fear that a second Zhu Haonan would appear.

"If you lie to someone, he won't because I'm reluctant to leave. All he had in his heart was Su whispering. Zhu Ruobei didn't listen to Zhu Haonan at all, crying and saying uncomfortably.

Zhu Haonan listened to her say this, there was nothing he could do with her, sighed deeply, and raised his hand to rub her hair. "You stupid girl, don't delay, it's a good time for him to leave."

When Zhu Ruobei heard this, her body trembled suddenly, and her tears couldn't stop flowing at all, although she never believed in superstition, but for the person she loved, she would always break those things that he didn't want to believe in the first place, just for him to be good.

Zhu Ruobei was not in trouble, stood up straight, raised the back of his hand and silently wiped away his tears......

It's really distressing to look at that.

The person who moved the coffin was instructed to lift Li Jiaruo's coffin and walk out......

Su Qingyu looked a little distracted, his shoulders suddenly tightened, and he turned his head to see that it was Bo Jingchen, who had always been indifferent today, he held his shoulders tightly, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face.

He spat out two words in a deep voice, "Let's go." ”

Rows of cars followed the car with Li Jiaruo's coffin and drove towards the selected cemetery.

It was raining so hard that there was no intention of stopping.

This feeling Su whispering couldn't be more familiar, she only experienced it when her grandmother passed away a while ago, but she didn't expect that it didn't take long for her to experience it again.

I felt uncomfortable for a while, looking at this familiar scene, but the feeling in my heart was different, this time it was even more heavy and uncomfortable than last time.

Seeing Zhu Ruobei crying so heartbreakingly, Su Qingyu couldn't stop her tears at all, all the procedures were completed, all the people left one after another, and in front of the tombstone, only Zhu Ruobei, Zhu Haonan, Su Qingyu and Bo Jingchen remained.

Li Jiaruo's mother fainted directly from crying, and Li Jiaruo's father was sad before it passed, so he hurriedly sent Li Jiaruo's mother to the hospital.

Sending a white-haired person to a black-haired person is a sad thing.

Zhu Haonan nodded his head at Su Qingyu, it was a greeting, and he raised his eyes to look at Bo Jingchen, and his mood became very depressed because of this incident for a while, because he always dreamed of Shu Lin in his dreams, and every time he woke up, he was not sleeping.

So he doesn't seem to be in good spirits these days.

Zhu Ruobei glanced at Su Qingyu, pursed his lips, glanced his head to the side, and there was still a cry in his voice, "The funeral is over, you can go, and you don't have to show how sad and guilty you are in front of me." I know that Jia Ruo chose to save you, but that doesn't make me choose not to hate you. Let's go, don't show up in front of me. ”

Su Qingyu could understand Zhu Ruobei's mood, listening to these words, she didn't feel any angry except for being distressed, but she was not at all angry except "I'm sorry, Ruobei." I can't say anything.

How pale and weak is the language at this time, and what can be said no matter how much? If the Li family does not come back to life.

Zhu Ruobei raised his hand to wipe away the tears that fell again, "You have said this sentence many times!" My answer is still the same sentence, the person you are sorry for is Jiaruo, not me. If you still have a little conscience, come and see him once a year. He liked you so much when he was alive, you didn't give him any response, after he died, please be kind to him. Let him be down there, don't be so lonely, and have some sustenance and solace in his heart. ”

Su whispered to these words, it was really more and more uncomfortable, with a nasal deep "En", and he didn't speak.

She turned her head to look at Li Jiaruo's photo and name on the tombstone, her throat was a little tight as before, and the position of her chest was even more dull.

"Let's go, I want to stay here alone with him." Zhu Ruobei opened the umbrella in his hand and walked out of Zhu Haonan's umbrella.

Zhu Haonan hesitated for a moment, leaving only one sentence, "I'll wait for you outside." ”

As he spoke, he glanced at Su Qingyu and Bo Jingchen, and walked out.

Su Qingyu and Bo Jingchen didn't stay too long and walked out.

I saw him holding an umbrella, standing next to the car, taking out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, and shouting to the two of them, "Mr. Bo, come and smoke a cigarette." ”

Su Qingyu was actually a little afraid that the two of them would get together, after all, the old accounts had not been settled, and the new accounts were still there.

Bo Jingchen did not immediately refuse, but stepped forward, "Whispering is pregnant, I can't smoke." ”

This is a demonstration.

Zhu Haonan's hand was slightly stunned, and he glanced at Su Qingyu's lower abdomen, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly, "En." With that, he was ready to put away the cigarette in his hand.

But just as he was about to put it in his pocket, he was stopped by Bo Jingchen raising his hand, then looked at Su and whispered, and handed her the key, "You go to the car and wait for me first." ”

Su Qingyu looked at the key handed over by Bo Jingchen, hesitated for a moment, and then looked at Zhu Haonan again, which was really a little uneasy.

"Little secretary, don't worry, I won't do anything to your man. We're just smoking a cigarette and talking about life. Zhu Haonan saw her hesitation, and his heart hurt slightly, but he still smiled.

See Zhu Haonan say this. Su whispered that it was difficult to say anything, and it was time to settle the grievances between the two of them.

After taking the key, Su Qingyu raised his head and looked at Bo Jingchen's eyes, and said in a warning manner, "I'll wait for you in the car." ”

He opened the umbrella in his hand and left.

Bo Jingchen looked at Su Qingyu's thin back and walked forward, a little distracted, his shoulder was suddenly pushed, and he saw Zhu Haonan hand out a cigarette, "Don't look at it, go home and see what you have." ”

Bo Jingchen looked at the cigarette he handed over, and refused again without any hesitation, Zhu Haonan didn't feel anything, he lit one and took a hard puff.

"Whispering still has the idea of knocking out the child?" Zhu Haonan asked in a deep voice.

"What is your relationship with Zhang Yingnan? It was you who let Zhang Yingnan get close to Tan Fanqin. Bo Jingchen did not answer Zhu Haonan's question. Instead, he asked other questions directly.

Zhu Haonan looked at Bo Jingchen in front of him dangerously, and slowly spit out the smoke in his mouth, and after a while, the smoke was wiped out by the rain.

"You know everything?"

"You asked Zhang Yingnan to instigate Fan Qin to frame Su Qingyu and make me a mess, but what you didn't expect was that you would fall in love with Su Qingyu and then let yourself fall into a mess." Bo Jingchen looked at him gloomily.

Zhu Haonan did not speak, but took a deep breath of the cigarette in his mouth.

"That time, you told grandma that I was going to beat the whispering child! And that doctor was not arranged by you, it was arranged by Zhang Yingnan without authorization. That's why you came in such a hurry that day. Is that right? Bo Jingchen continued to speak coldly and angrily.

Zhu Haonan finished smoking the cigarette in his hand after a while, and threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and the rain soaked the cigarette butt, but he still couldn't help crushing it with his toes.

"The bid failed, Mrs. Bo died, you and Su whispered discord, the final winner of this battle is still me, I said, I will avenge Shu Lin's revenge." Zhu Haonan's voice was low and indifferent, like the cold rain on a winter night, biting cold.

Bo Jingchen's eyes suddenly glowed with cold light, and when he stepped forward, he raised his hand and gave Zhu Haonan a hammer, "Shu Lin's death is her own choice!" And grandma's death was caused by you!! You'll even bet on Whisper's life! Why do you say you love to whisper! ”

Zhu Haonan staggered a few steps, and the umbrella in his hand fell to the ground.

He raised his head, wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth with his hand, pulled his lips and smiled coldly, stepped forward, lifted Bo Jingchen's collar, his eyes were full of anger, "Shu Lin She doesn't want to die, it's your words, your eyes, your attitude!" Kill her! There are so many euphemisms in the world! You just chose the most aggressive! The one who wants to kill her child is you, not me! And it was also the entanglement between you and Tan Fanqin that hurt her again and again! It was your distrust of her from beginning to end that led to the current situation! The last person you should say loves her is you! Can't you see that? She would love to leave you! But you tyed her up to you domineeringly! I'll just ask you why! ”

As soon as the words fell, Bo Jingchen pushed Zhu Haonan away, and the rain became heavier and heavier, and the two of them quickly got wet.

"Just because she's my wife!" Bo Jingchen said this sonorously.

Zhu Haonan rushed up like crazy and gave him a hard blow, "Now say that she is your wife!" When you didn't see her as a human being, did you treat her as your wife? Bo Jingchen! You don't deserve it! You don't deserve a whisper at all!! If it weren't for me showing up too late! Su whispered that it would definitely be mine! I won't let her suffer these grievances! Look at you! Look what you've turned her into! ”

As he spoke, he was about to punch him with another punch, but he was kicked away by Bo Jingchen, he stepped forward and put Zhu Haonan in the car, and the eyes of both of them were full of anger, "There is no obstacle from you!" Will things turn out like this! ”

"There's no me to get in the way! You, Tan Fanqin, and Whispering will still be unclear! Would you be so comfortable whispering here at this time? I wonder if you and Su Qingyu have divorced a long time ago!! Zhu Haonan said indifferently.

Bo Jingchen's eyes sank, and he gritted his teeth and spit out a few words, "You well-dressed beast!" As he spoke, he was about to give Zhu Haonan another hammer.

I heard it behind me. A voice comes to mind, "Ahhh Elder brother!! Stop it! ”

Zhu Ruobei walked out in despair, saw this scene, threw down the umbrella and rushed forward to stop Bo Jingchen.

"What are you doing!!" Zhu Ruobei tore the two of them apart, and the rain hit their faces, and they couldn't even open their eyes.

Zhu Haonan raised his hand and rubbed his face that had been beaten a few times by him, and looked at him with a stunned look, "I am trying my best to make up for the wrong things I did!" But you've done something wrong! Whispering, I will never forgive you! Seeing you in such pain now, I am relieved! ”

"So, revenge, are you happy? Is the knot in your heart untied? Has Shu Lin come back to life? You're still nothing! Including whispering love, it's all in me! The last loser is you, not me! Bo Jingchen looked at him indifferently, picked up the umbrella on the ground, and then walked in the direction of his car with steps.

Zhu Haonan's heart trembled suddenly, he made Bo Jingchen lose a lot, but ...... He really has nothing.

Zhu Ruobei saw Zhu Haonan's lost expression, and his heart was uncomfortable, so he hurriedly picked up the umbrella not far away and hit it on the top of his head.

"Brother, you get in the car first, and I'll drive later." Zhu Ruobei looked at his state, and decided to drive by herself, although her state was not very good, but it was a buffer to be tossed by them.

Zhu Haonan raised his slightly reddish eyes, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Beibei, am I really a failure?" Therefore, they all love Bo Jingchen. ”