141 Because you love deeply, let go
Bo Jingchen didn't know how he said that sentence at all, he only felt as if his whole heart was hollowed out, he looked at Su Qingyu trembling all over, tears streaming down his face, he had never felt uncomfortable straight through his heart, he raised his hand slightly trembling and held it towards Su Qingyu's hand holding the knife, she didn't dodge, let Bo Jingchen take the knife in her hand, and covered her face with both hands and couldn't help but cry out bitterly.
Even she didn't know why she was so sad, obviously she desperately asked for a divorce, and now she is crying more sadly than anyone else.
She may just be sad that she once loved someone like that, but in the end she chose to let go and stop loving.
Bo Jingchen raised his hand to caress her lower abdomen, his voice was still imperceptibly choked, and his throat was hoarse as if he was stuck in a mouthful of phlegm, "Baby, don't be afraid, Mom didn't mean it, it's all Dad's fault, Dad...... Dad was sorry for Mom and let Mom down. When you grow up, you have to be obedient and don't make your mother too uncomfortable. ”
As Bo Jingchen spoke, he couldn't help but fall with a hot and scorching tear. smashed on the back of his hand.
Su whispered and covered her face with her hands and couldn't see Bo Jingchen shed tears, but when she heard Bo Jingchen's choked voice, she knew that he must have cried.
She didn't dare to open her eyes at all, nor did she dare to let go of her hands, she was afraid that the moment she saw Bo Jingchen's red eyes, she would soften her heart.
The body was suddenly hugged hard, very hard, very hard, "Before signing the divorce agreement, I have a small request. ”
Su whispered and bit her lip, and choked up in a hoarse voice, "You say." ”
"Tonight, let me sleep with you and the child. Last night, as your husband, the father of the child. Bo Jingchen's throat was a little tight, and it was very uncomfortable.
Su whispered to the latter sentence, and suddenly couldn't say a word, only choked, she nodded, even if it was the last night's warmth, the two of them, it seems, have never been, calmly like a couple sleeping together, either Bo Jingchen sneaked into bed at night, or he forced to sleep with her.
Seeing that Su Qingyu agreed, Bo Jingchen let go of Su Qingyu, printed a kiss on her forehead, raised his hand to pull away her hand that was tightly covering her cheek, slowly approached, and kissed her little by little to clean the tears on her face, which was salty, "Okay, don't cry, my heart is broken, don't let it become scum." ”
Su whispered the tears that could have been stopped, but when he heard this, the tears slid down his cheeks uncontrollably, and Bo Jingchen raised his hand to wipe it, "If I hadn't done those irreparable things, you wouldn't have left me, right." I regret it now...... But there is no regret medicine in this world. Well, wipe away your tears, or your eyes will be swollen tomorrow, so I'll go wash up first. ”
As he spoke, Bo Jingchen stood up from the edge of the bed, looked deeply at Su whispering, who couldn't stop her tears, and turned around and walked into the bathroom.
The moment Bo Jingchen closed the door, the look on his face became very ugly, his back was against the door, he couldn't help but raise his hand to cover his mouth, tears were snatched out of his eyes in pain, and he couldn't cry out of his voice, which was his last bit of dignity as a man.
In this bath, Bo Jingchen took a long bath, because most of the time, he was dealing with his emotions, he closed his eyes, tilted his head, and let the warm water rush from the top of his head to the soles of his feet, so that no one should know that he was crying.
Bo Jingchen walked into the bathroom, Su Qingyu raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and then picked up her mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Zhou Yibing, when she got married, she didn't feel a little bit, because she already knew that her married life would not be happy, but what she didn't expect was. When she and Bo Jingchen finally negotiated a divorce, she would be so uncomfortable.
Looking at the phone screen, it didn't take a while, it blurred, and he typed six words with his fingertips trembling slightly, "He agreed to the divorce." ”
After the fight, Su Qingyu turned off the phone, because she knew that Zhou Yibing would definitely call.
When Zhou Yibing saw this message, she was lying in Zhou Zecheng's arms, and she was so shocked that her whole person bounced up from Zhou Zecheng's arms, with four words of disbelief written in her eyes.
Zhou Zecheng looked at his startled girlfriend and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?" So surprised? ”
Slowly turned his head, frowned, and looked at Zhou Zecheng, "Whispering and Bo Jingchen are going to divorce." "I don't know why, when I saw this message, Zhou Yibing was very sad, really sad.
The two of them were obviously so desperately close to each other, but they missed it again and again because of external factors.
If it weren't for those external factors, the two of them would also be an enviable pair, right? Because she saw Bo Jingchen's eyes looking at Su Qingyu today, her eyes were full of distress and love, and she couldn't wait to take Su Qingyu into her arms, the kind of eyes that he bore for her with all the suffering.
It's just that...... It's late, the whispering heart is dead, and I just want to pursue a life alone.
Zhou Zecheng was also slightly stunned when he heard Zhou Yibing say this, and didn't react, "What are you talking about??" The two of them are getting divorced?? ”
"Well...... Whispered to me to send me a WeChat message......" Zhou Yibing frowned lightly and bit her lower lip, "No, I want to make a phone call, she must be very uncomfortable now." With that, he made a phone call.
Zhou Zecheng wanted to stop it, but he gave up thinking about Zhou Yibing's character.
As soon as Zhou Yibing's mobile phone was put to her ear, she took it down with a frown, "It's turned off softly, do you think something will happen or something?" I'm so worried, I'm worried about the baby in her belly. Shall we go over and have a look? ”
Zhou Zecheng took a breath of Qingtan, raised his hand and hugged Zhou Yibing tightly in his arms, "Okay, my little ancestor, don't worry, I guess, your whispering should just want to be quiet alone, she is like letting you know, but she doesn't want you to disturb her, okay, what's there, let's go to them tomorrow and say, let's go to sleep first tonight, I miss you." ”
Zhou Yibing didn't have the heart to flirt with Zhou Zecheng at all, and as soon as he raised his hand, he slapped Zhou Zecheng away from his face. "I'm not in the mood right now, let's go aside."
"Yi Bing, I only managed to run out once, don't you be so cruel, and besides, it's their own choice, isn't it? If you can live together, it's over, it's because you can't live anymore that you get divorced. So relax, maybe divorce is not a bad thing for them. Zhou Zecheng comforted him with a good voice.
Zhou Yibing listened, didn't speak, just flattened a small mouth, and looked unhappy, she wasn't making a fuss now. Lying obediently in his arms, his tone couldn't help but be a little sad, "I'm suddenly very worried, just in case...... Your family forcibly threatened you and threatened you to be with that Lin Xi, what should you do? Will you marry her, not me? ”
Zhou Zecheng knew that Zhou Yibing was very insecure now, Zhou Zecheng hugged Zhou Yibing hard and kissed her forehead, "I won't marry her, if they threaten me, I will threaten them." They can move me, but they can't move Jing Chen. I still have income from Jing Chen, and I can still support you. ”
Zhou Yibing heard him say this, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise slightly, "Hmph, who wants you to raise it, I can support myself, lest you fall in love with a young and beautiful girl again one day and dump me." I've got to leave a way out for myself. ”
I only heard Zhou Zecheng's "hey", turned over and pressed on her body, "I like you young and beautiful now, you are so difficult, and I can't say hello to a younger and more beautiful one." ”
As he spoke, he heard Zhou Yibing's crisp laughter like a bell. "So, little uncle, are you going to start training me now?"
Zhou Zecheng raised the corners of her mouth slightly, leaned over and kissed her pink lips, "You can also train well." ”
——
Bo Jingchen washed out, Su whispered on the bed and didn't sleep, she had already wiped the tears on her face, but her eyes were still slightly swollen.
I saw Bo Jingchen come out, still holding a towel in his hand, he sat on the edge of the bed and whispered face to face with Su, "Close your eyes and apply it, otherwise you will wake up tomorrow and become a walnut eye." ”
Su pursed her lips softly, looking at the extremely gentle Bo Jingchen, who had finally cleaned up her emotions, and moved slightly, she closed her eyes, and Bo Jingchen put a hot towel on her eyes. The feeling of bloating and pain was relieved at once.
"In the future, if you cry at night and are afraid that your eyes will be swollen when you wake up the next day, use this method and apply it for 20 minutes. The next day, the eyes will definitely not be swollen. Bo Jingchen's gentle voice sounded in his ears.
Su Qingyu didn't know what to say at all, but replied with a deep "um"
Time passed little by little, Bo Jingchen didn't know when he became so talkative, and explained a lot of common sense in life to Su Qingyu. I only knew that he was very good at work, but what I didn't expect was that his life experience was not inferior.
Taking off the towel, Su Qingyu's eyes really disappeared, put the towel back in the bathroom, Bo Jingchen lay on the bed, took Su Qingyu into his arms, and put one hand on her lower abdomen.
Turn off the light, there is really no light in the room, Bo Jingchen slowly closed his eyes, feeling the temperature and breathing sound of the people next to him, "This should be the last time I hold you to sleep, I still remember the first time I hugged you to sleep, it was you who was drunk, I didn't know why at that time, I just wanted to sleep with you, the next day, I woke up, you haven't woken up yet, I'll leave, you shouldn't know that night, I'll sleep with you." ”
Bo Jingchen began to recall at this time, Su whispered and listened, she really didn't have any impression at all, she didn't know that Bo Jingchen had secretly done such a thing.
As he spoke, the two of them fell into silence, Su whispered and did not respond, and Bo Jingchen did not speak again.
It was really comfortable to lie in Bo Jingchen's arms, and after a while, Su Qingyu felt that his eyelids were a little heavy, and gradually sleepiness hit.
I only heard a very quiet, but low and sentimental voice from the top of her head, and her heart couldn't help but tighten slightly, "Whisper, I'm sorry, it's me who finally failed you and the child." It's just, I really, really want to wait until the child is born, wait until the child calls me dad, and then play with him, send him to school, and wait for the day when he grows up. But...... Now it seems. It should be impossible, because you will never forgive me, nor will you give me this opportunity to watch my child grow up little by little, nor will you give me a chance to make up for the damage I once did to you. I know it's too late to say anything, but I still want to say, I love you and I'll wait for you to come back. ”
Su Qingyu was still a little sleepy, but when she heard what Bo Jingchen said, she woke up instantly, but she was deliberately pretending to be asleep and not alarming Bo Jingchen.
Even though there is no change on the surface, the heart hurts like a knife.
Will there ever be a day to come back? Su whispered that she didn't know. But when she decided to leave, she didn't think about returning to him again, she just wanted to take the children alone and go to a place where no one knew them to live well, that's all.
The next day, Bo Jingchen woke up first, he looked at the person in his arms, he was reluctant to let go, last night even if his hand was numb, he was reluctant to let go of her, the last night, how can you ask him to be reluctant?
It's dawn, and the last thing he wants to happen, is going to happen.
He leaned down and kissed Su Qingyu's forehead, but the position of his heart hurt badly, as if the knife that was against Su Qingyu's lower abdomen last night was inserted into his heart at this time.
He gently withdrew his hand, Su whispered that he didn't wake up, he went to the bathroom to wash up, and then pushed open the door and walked out in his home clothes.
He walked into the kitchen, and the cook was about to start making breakfast, "Go rest this morning." ”
The cook immediately knew what Bo Jingchen meant, and left after saying "good".
Bo Jingchen put on an apron, picked vegetables, and cooked. Milk ...... He did every step of the way, because he knew that it would probably be the last time he would make breakfast for her.
The housekeeper came over halfway and wanted to help, but Bo Jingchen didn't let her interfere.
Breakfast was made and put on the table, Bo Jingchen looked at the food he had carefully cooked, thinking of Su Qingyu and others who would eat, and he couldn't help but feel a little sweet in his heart, but in just a moment of sweetness, he returned to reality, and suddenly bitterness welled up in his heart.
He went back to his room. Su whispered before he woke up, he took gentle steps, and walked towards the bed, he quietly looked at her sleeping face, her thick and slightly curly eyelashes fluttered, her pink and small lips were tightly pursed, her cheeks were pink, and her face was full of collagen, looking at it really made Bo Jingchen can't help but want to kiss her face.
Bo Jingchen really couldn't bear to wake her up, because once he woke up, everything he didn't want to happen would begin.
But he couldn't hide from this moment at all, and he still woke her up.
Su whispered and opened her sleepy eyes and looked at Bo Jingchen in front of her. Some coquettishly muttered twice, "Hmm, I'm so sleepy~~ Can I sleep again?" ”
Bo Jingchen looked at her like this, his heart really melted, and he couldn't wait to lie back on the bed, hold her in his arms and say, "Okay, let's continue to sleep." ”
"Good job, I've already made breakfast, and if I go to sleep, it won't taste good if it's cold." Bo Jingchen whispered to Su as if he was coaxing a child.
Su Qingyu raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, and finally got up reluctantly, she walked to the bathroom in a daze, brushed her teeth and washed her face. The consciousness is also awake little by little......
When she came out again, the indifference in her eyes really stinged Bo Jingchen's eyes.
"Divorce settlement, are you ready?" Su Qingyu stood at the door of the bathroom, with water droplets on her face, her voice was not fully turned on, and she asked coldly.
Bo Jingchen raised his eyes to look at her like this, the position of his heart was really uncomfortable, he pulled his lips and smiled bitterly, stood up from the sofa, put his hands in his pockets, and replied in a low voice, "Li He is already preparing." Since I have agreed to the divorce, I will not go back, after all...... I don't want you to hurt yourself and your children. ”
The expression on Su Qingyu's face was slightly stunned as he spoke, and the struggle and pain of last night couldn't help but come back to his heart.
Bo Jingchen twisted his head to the side indifferently, and then walked towards the door, "Come out for breakfast, when the contract is printed, we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau." ”
Walking to the restaurant, looking at the camera, this breakfast is a little different from the past, and at a glance, you can know that it was not made by the chef, Su Qingyu raised her eyes to look at Bo Jingchen, who was already sitting in the position, ready to start, and asked lightly, "You got it?" ”
"Well, I made it on a whim, eat it." Bo Jingchen said in a deep voice, and lowered his head to eat the food in the bowl.
Su whispered to look at him for a few seconds, pursed her lower lip, and finally sat down to eat without saying anything.
Until she finished eating, Sister-in-law Li cleaned up the table, and neither of them said a word.
After breakfast, Su Qingyu went back to the room to tidy up things, the previous time to tidy up things, and sneaky, now it can be open, this time it is easier to clean up than last time, just follow the last time, anyway, there are not many things.
Bo Jingchen stood at the door, leaning against the door frame, looking at Su Qingyu's busy figure in the room, his heart sank to the bottom little by little, cold and tingling.
If it weren't for Li He coming over at the end, he estimated that he would not be able to help but rush up to stop her.
Li He changed his shoes at the entrance, the expression on his face was very heavy, when he received a call from Bo Jingchen this morning, he was confused, and his sleepiness was gone, but he felt that his IQ was a little off.
Especially when Bo Jingchen was talking about the content of his property, his heart couldn't help but flutter, this time it is estimated that half of his property was given to Su Qingyu......
This shows that this divorce is serious.
After Bo Jingchen explained everything, Li He finally couldn't help but ask, "Mr. Bo...... You and Secretary Su, do you really have to be inseparable this time? ”
When Bo Jingchen heard this, he was silent for a while, and just when Li He felt that he had said the wrong thing and was about to apologize, he replied coldly, "Staying by my side will only make her miserable, so I might as well let her go." The only thing I can do in the end is to make sure that she has no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life. ”
Because of deep love. So let it go.
Li He stepped forward and handed the divorce agreement in triplicate to Bo Jingchen in his hand, and the expression on his face was not much better, as if he was the one who was going to divorce today.
"Mr. Bo, the agreement you want."
Bo Jingchen looked down at the four words of the divorce agreement on the cover, his heart suddenly trembled, and the old wound seemed to be cracked again, and the blood flowed.
The third time, the first two times did not leave success, will there be a miracle today??
At this moment, Bo Jingchen missed his grandmother very much, and when his grandmother was alive, she kept persuading herself to whisper better to Su...... He didn't listen, and now he regrets it.
If grandma is still alive, this marriage should not be possible. But the reality is that grandma is no longer there.
Su Qingyu was taking care of things inside, and when she heard Li He say those four words, the movements in her hands stopped, thinking that she would not feel so uncomfortable, but she didn't expect Bo Jingchen to call at the door in a cold voice, "Whisper, come and sign." She was so reluctant.
Fold the clothes in their hands, the two walked to the living room, and the housekeeper stood aside for a long time without reacting, "Young master, madam, what are you doing here?" Wasn't it okay yesterday?? Why are you getting divorced today? Young master, madam, you all already have a young master. Divorce is still something to consider! Master, you have something to say. ”
Bo Jingchen looked at the housekeeper, "Sister-in-law Li went to help Madame clean up her things." As he spoke, he opened the last page of the agreement, and paused for a long time the moment he picked up his pen.
I saw him suddenly look up at Su and whispered, "Whispering, I don't seem to have heard you call me husband before?" Can you call me in the last few moments of our married life? ”
Su whispered and her body trembled, her throat tightened, she pursed her lips tightly, and hesitated.
Her brows furrowed tightly, she thought about screaming, but she found that those two words came to her mouth, but she couldn't shout anything.
Seeing Su whispering like this, Bo Jingchen lowered his head and smiled bitterly, and shook his head, "It's okay, I'm sorry for you." ”
As he spoke, he saw that the tip of his pen trembled slightly, and he signed his name freely.
It was the last thing he wanted to sign in his life.
He has successfully cooperated with many people, signed many contracts, and acquired many companies, but he can't keep Su Qingyu in front of him.
The moment Su Qingyu saw Bo Jingchen write his name, she knew that it was really over, she took the agreement and was ready to sign the name.
was suddenly stopped by Bo Jingchen. "Aren't you going to look at the content?"
Su Qingyu glanced down at Bo Jingchen's signed name, and shook her head, all she wanted was to leave him, as for whether she could get the property or how much she could take, she didn't care.
In the end, she wrote her name anyway.
Closing the lid of the pen, Su Qingyu got up and looked at Bo Jingchen, who was a little distracted, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Things are still almost sorted out, wait for me, and then we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau." ”