【Finale】155 Say goodbye to the past
Su whispered that she was going to get up early the next day, but the alarm clock didn't go off for some reason, and when she woke up, it was already more than ten o'clock, and when she saw the time, she got up from the bed with a rub, and Xiao Su Fan beside her sighed twice, turned over, and continued to sleep.
I have to say...... It's so refreshing to sleep in.
She frowned slightly, and went to wash up when she got up, she didn't come to Nancheng for vacation, but to talk about business.
was brushing his teeth and washing his face, Xiao Su Fan didn't know when he woke up, rubbing his eyes sleepily and walking to the door, "Mommy, I want to shhhhhhh ”
"The toilet is there, go yourself." Su whispered and pointed behind her.
Xiao Su Fan walked over with small steps in a daze.
After the two of them had washed up, Su Qingyu picked up her mobile phone and called Zhu Haonan, "Hey, will you go with me to Shengyu, or will I go by myself?" ”
"Today? I'm afraid I can't go with you today, I have some things to deal with at home. Zhu Haonan said helplessly.
"Well, your parents won't arrange a blind date for you again and urge you to get married, right?" Su whispered and quipped.
"Now, if you can't solve it over there, or Bo Jingchen embarrasses you, forget it. It's not your problem if this project can't be negotiated, I'll just go and talk to the directors over there when the time comes. Don't push yourself too hard. Zhu Haonan deliberately avoided Su Qingyu's question and said softly.
Listening to his words, his heart suddenly warmed, but then he felt helpless, "Haonan, you...... It's time to start a family, too. ”
The voice fell. There was silence on the other side of the phone for a long time.
"Did you just get up? Remember to take the balls to eat first, don't just think about work, Bo Jingchen is probably not in a hurry about this project. He continued to avoid, he had always been like this, as long as Su whispered to him about it, he would jump away from the topic and talk about her.
Silent sigh, "Okay, I see." You'd better worry about your own business, I'll take Fanfan to eat first. ”
With that, he hung up.
Su whispered and walked out of the room with Xiao Su Fan, only to see that the villa was very quiet, could it be that everyone went out? ?
She walked to the living room. What documents did Bo Jingchen look at in his hand, and when he heard footsteps, he raised his head and glanced at them, and then put down the documents in his hand, "Wake up?" ”
Su whispered about what happened last night, and was embarrassed to look into his eyes, "Well, where is Yi Bing?" ”
She and Zecheng were busy in the company. Hungry? Nancheng has opened a new restaurant in the past few years, and it tastes very good, so I'll take you to eat. With that, Bo Jingchen cleaned up the documents on the table, and then stood up.
Su whispered and looked at his posture. frowned, and asked in a cold voice, "Don't you have to go to the company to be busy?" I'm going to talk to you about that collaboration that you talked about in the United States. ”
Bo Jingchen walked towards Su and whispered, his dark and deep eyes like ink looked at her deeply, his thin lips opened lightly, and the beautiful voice slowly slipped into his ears, "I am not free today, I will inform Mr. Su when I am free." ”
Deliberately, he did it on purpose, he just wanted to use this cooperation to force himself back.
Su whispered and rolled her eyes at him, and said in a cold voice that was a little angry, "Bo Jingchen, don't be so naïve!" Okay? ”
Bo Jingchen didn't get angry when he heard her words, but snorted coldly, bent down and hugged Xiao Su Fan, "I'm not naïve, can you go back to China?" If you want to talk about cooperation earlier, you should cooperate with me. You know my character, and since you're on my territory, there's a way to keep you in Nancheng. As he spoke, he hugged Xiao Su Fan and walked out with steps.
Su whispered and suddenly became angry, eager to tear Bo Jingchen apart. In the end, I couldn't follow him to the restaurant he said.
The decoration is very fresh, flowers and green rattans, bamboo tables, wooden chairs, very elegant.
As soon as Su Qingyu walked in, she could smell a faint fragrance of flowers, and the early morning sun spilled into the restaurant, which couldn't be more beautiful.
After ordering the food, I saw Xiao Su Fan looking around, his eyes were full of excitement, "Mommy, it looks good here." Like. ”
"Fanfan likes it, and when it's served, you can eat more." Su whispered softly and coaxed him, her eyes full of maternal love.
Bo Jingchen sat opposite and quietly looked at their mother and son, and their eyes, which were originally too deep to be understood, gradually became softer.
When the dish was served, Xiao Su Fan took a bite and nodded his head, "Mommy, it's a good seven!" Good seven! There are no such good sevens in the United States. After saying that, he lowered his head and continued to eat.
"Didn't you tell your father and aunt about your return?" Bo Jingchen moved his gaze to Su Qingyu's body and asked in a shallow voice.
"Well, when everything is done, I'll go see them." I didn't contact them before, because I knew that once they knew where they were, they would definitely tell Bo Jingchen, but now, since he already knew, there was no need to hide it, but now she didn't want to see it.
"So, don't you plan to go to your brother's wedding the day after tomorrow?" Bo Jingchen suddenly broke out such news, Su was stunned softly, her brother was going to get married, she didn't know??
Su whispered's brows furrowed tightly, and she looked at Bo Jingchen in disbelief, "What did you say?" Why I don't know. ”
"Mr. Su is in charge of everything, and he is far away in the United States, even if he often pays attention to your family's situation, there will be times when he misses. I've received all the invitations, and I'll show them to you when the time comes. After Bo Jingchen finished speaking, he picked up the food and sent it to his mouth.
Su pursed her lips softly, her expression was a little solemn, and she didn't know what to say for a while.
"Before, you tried to hide from me. Missed the wedding of Zhou Yibing and Zecheng, and now you plan to continue to miss the wedding of your brother who loves you the most? Bo Jingchen asked in a deep voice.
Su whispered and looked at his eyes, always feeling that something was wrong, and always feeling that there would be something unknown waiting for her this time.
"Don't think too much about it, I'm not going to steal the limelight from your brother at his wedding and propose to you." Bo Jingchen could see through what she was thinking at a glance.
Su whispered and bit her lip, and believed him for a while.
"I know, thank you Mr. Bo for telling me." Su whispered deliberately to be polite to Bo Jingchen.
Bo Jingchen was also accustomed to Su whispering for a while, and he didn't feel angry and uncomfortable at all about the yin and yang weirdness he spoke.
"No thanks, tomorrow morning I'll finish the company's business, and I'll go to H City together."
"......," Su whispered, looking up at him. Who is going to go with you. ”
"It's okay, I can go with you then." Bo Jingchen played a scoundrel, and Su whispered that he really had nothing to say.
Su Qingyu suddenly thought of something, raised her eyes to look at Bo Jingchen, hesitated for a moment, and decided not to say it.
But her careful thinking didn't escape Bo Jingchen's eyes at all, "What do you want to ask?" Ask directly. ”
Hearing him say this, Su paused softly, but still asked, "Did you arrange the three men in Wanyue during the rape?" ”
As he spoke, Su whispered and stared at Bo Jingchen's expression, holding the hand of the chopsticks. I couldn't help but tighten a little.
When Bo Jingchen heard Su Qingyu's question, his eyebrows frowned, and he raised his eyes to meet Su Qingyu's gaze, "I didn't arrange those three men." However, I did intend to punish her, but seeing that she had already suffered what she deserved, I didn't do anything. ”
Hearing this answer, Su Qingyu actually felt a sense of relief, fortunately it was not the person arranged by Bo Jingchen, otherwise her heart ......
Although Shi Wanyue did do a lot of excessive things to herself, in the end. She was not affected too much, if her death now was caused by Bo Jingchen arranging for someone to force her...... I'm afraid she will really feel a little unhappy in her heart.
"Do you know where her tombstone is?" Su whispered that when she thought of Shi Wanyue, her heart was so uncomfortable that she couldn't even eat now.
Bo Jingchen knew what she was thinking, raised his eyes and looked at the rest of the food in her bowl, and said in a deep voice, "If you want to see her, you will eat the rice in the bowl first." ”
Even if you don't want to eat it, you have to force yourself to eat it.
After getting into the car, Su Qingyu's mind was a little heavy, Bo Jingchen drove towards the cemetery, and stopped at a flower shop near the cemetery, "You wait in the car." ”
With that, he opened the door and got out of the car.
Su Qingyu was slightly stunned, and her eyes followed his tall and straight figure into the store.
His arm was suddenly shaken, and he looked at Xiao Su Fan with his round little head open, "Mommy, do you think Uncle Bo is so handsome?" ”
Asked such a question coldly, Su whispered that he was really going to be choked to death, "Where is handsome??" Not handsome at all. ”
"Isn't it handsome? Not handsome, why does Mommy always stare at Uncle Bo for a long time. It was like that last night, and it was like that just now. Xiao Su Fan blinked his big eyes and said suspiciously.
Su whispered and listened, really wanting to take a tape to seal this little guy's mouth. "I stare at him, and that doesn't mean he's handsome, does it? When you see ugly people or strange people on the street, you can't help but look at them twice, right? ”
Xiao Su Fan listened to this explanation, as if he didn't understand, raised his hand and scratched his head, "But Uncle Bo is not ugly, nor strange nor strange, and Mommy doesn't think Uncle Bo is handsome...... Does Mommy like Uncle Bo? ”
"......" this little ghost.
"Just like the girls in my class who like me always like to stare at me, and when I look at them in the opposite direction, she immediately twists them away. And then shy...... Mommy, why are you blushing? ”
Su whispered that she really wanted to pry open the head of this little ghost to see what was in this little head, "cough, cough, cough!" Fanfan, you are still so young, do you know what it is like? At school, you have to study hard and listen to the teacher, and don't always pay attention to which little girl likes you, you know? ”
Xiao Su Fan was suddenly educated, lowered his head and flattened his mouth, and whispered "oh", and saw Bo Jingchen walking over with two bouquets of flowers in his hands.
As soon as you get in the car. Xiao Su Fan, who was still aggrieved, stood up excitedly and stretched out his hand to ask for the flower in Bo Jingchen's hand.
The two bouquets of flowers were too big, and Xiao Su Fan couldn't hold them alone, so he shared his treasure and handed a bouquet of flowers to Su Qingyu.
Looking at the two bouquets of flowers, Su whispered and was puzzled, "It's all for Shi Wanyue?" One bunch per person? ”
Bo Jingchen raised his eyes and glared at Su in the rearview mirror, "You don't go to see Li Jiaruo?" ”
"Oh, yes, I almost forgot that he was in a cemetery with Shi Wanyue." Su whispered when she heard Bo Jingchen say Li Jiaruo. I felt guilty in my heart, and I said 10,000 words of sorry to Li Jiaruo in my heart.
Bo Jingchen retracted his gaze and started the car, "It's okay, I'll remember these things for you." ”
They went to Li Jiaruo's cemetery first, and when Su Qingyu looked at the sunny and handsome photo of him on the tombstone, his eyes couldn't help but turn red, thinking about what happened back then, he didn't care about the danger of his life to save himself...... My heart was blocked for a while, and my throat seemed to be stuck with a fish bone. Dry, astringent, and painful.
Xiao Su Fan looked at Su Qingyu so sadly, and suddenly his little face became wrinkled, and when he was about to shout Su Qingyu, he was stopped by Bo Jingchen.
He looked up at Bo Jingchen, and saw him raise his hand and make a shushing gesture, and Xiao Su Fan closed his mouth very obediently.
Before Li Jiaruo's death, the two of them didn't communicate much, and he has always paid attention to maintaining a relationship with him, I really don't know that he would ...... for himself
Su took a deep breath softly, and her body couldn't help but tremble. Bo Jingchen knew that she felt uncomfortable and guilty, and raised his hand to hold her shoulder tightly.
"Ruobei...... How has she been doing? Su whispered that when Li Jiaruo left, Zhu Ruobei's hatred for himself felt uncomfortable for a while.
"The CEO of Qiaoshi Group has taken good care of her during this time, and judging by Zhu Ruobei's reaction, it should be possible." Bo Jingchen said lightly.
Su whispered and couldn't help but feel a little relieved, fortunately, she was not as brainless as Zhu Haonan, and it was difficult to jump out once she fell in love.
"Are you starting a new company? Engaging in gossip news? You know everything. Su whispered that she was in a better mood and couldn't help but quip.
Bo Jingchen looked at her with a hint of joy in his eyes, and his heart also became comfortable, "Things you care about." I'll pay attention. ”
Su whispered, his heart suddenly trembled as if an electric current was passing through, and he looked at Bo Jingchen's eyes, and his heartbeat accelerated suddenly.
Knowing that he took care of his emotions so much, she was really moved for no reason.
Putting away his eyes in a little panic, Su Qingyu reached out to hold Xiao Su Fan's hand, and walked out, his face was slightly hot, "Okay, let's go see Shi Wanyue." ”
Bo Jingchen looked at her deserted appearance, and looked at her back with deep eyes. There was a look of determination in his eyes.
When she walked to Shi Wanyue's cemetery, she saw a man standing in front of her tomb from a distance, Su frowned and recognized it for a while before she heard Bo Jingchen's deep voice sound, "Yu Shaoyuan." ”
Su whispered and Bo Jingchen's footsteps paused, did not step forward, just looked at Yu Shaoyuan from a distance, leaned on Shi Wanyue's tombstone, and said something.
As he spoke, he hid his face and cried bitterly.
Seeing Su whispering's heart, Yu Shaoyuan, this man, she had several contacts when she was in Shengyu Group before, she can't be said to be very cold, but he is also a strict man, the first time I saw his gaffe, I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.
The words "life and death" suddenly popped up in her mind, and she wondered if Shi Wanyue hadn't thought about committing suicide, would it be possible for the two of them to be together......
If Shi Wanyue hadn't committed suicide, maybe there would be other men and family members who didn't dislike her with her...... Or perhaps, she can live this life by herself.
There are many possibilities for people as long as they are alive, but ...... Once a person is dead...... Nothing may be left.
I suddenly felt a lot of emotion in my heart. As soon as her palms tightened, she turned her head to look at Bo Jingchen's serious appearance, "Whispering, I don't want this kind of regret to happen." ”
The regret he said was this regret of life and death, they didn't have a chance to be together if they wanted to.
And the two of them...... Live well in this world, but torture each other.
In his mind, Yu Shaoyuan had already dealt with his emotions and saw them.
Bo Jingchen held his hand tightly and walked in his direction, Yu Shaoyuan's eyes were still a little red, and when he saw Bo Jingchen, he shouted politely, "Mr. Bo." ”
But when he saw Su whispering, he was stunned for a few seconds before he recognized it, "Su ...... Whispering? ”
"Well, long time no see, Director Yu." They don't have much contact, so it's normal that they can't recognize themselves at a glance, just like she didn't recognize him at a glance just now.
"You're back." Yu Shaoyuan's eyes suddenly looked at him as if they were covered with a thick fog.
"Well, come back and talk about something, I just knew...... Yueyue's thing, so come and see her. As he spoke, he motioned to Xiao Su Fan to put the flower in his hand in front of the tombstone.
Yu Shaoyuan looked at Xiao Su Fan, then looked at Bo Jingchen and Su whispering, and the corners of his lips suddenly rose, "It's good, in the end, you two are still together." It's enviable. As he spoke, his eyes were a little red and he looked at Shi Wanyue's tombstone.
If she is still alive, give him some time...... The two of them can also be together.
"Condolences. Maybe leaving this world is a relief for her, after all, it's ...... A big blow for a woman. Su whispered that his chest was tight, comforting Yu Shaoyuan.
Yu Shaoyuan lowered his head, a tear fell down, and then nodded his head.
"Yes, I know. I know how hard this incident hit her, it's all my fault, it's me who didn't protect her, it's me who ...... Killed her. ”
Seeing Yu Shaoyuan so sad, Su whispered and didn't know what to say for a moment. Turning his head to look at Shi Wanyue's photo, the time he used to have with her in college couldn't help but come to mind, and the hatred for her in his heart disappeared in an instant.
"Su ...... When Yueyue was still with me, she often told me about you, and she said that the most regrettable thing she had ever done in her life was that she was sorry for you. She won't tell me what happened, but I hope you'll forgive her. Every time she talks about you, she is very sad, but no one has heard from you, and she has not been able to get your forgiveness until she dies. Yu Shaoyuan said to himself in a trembling voice.
Su whispered, and the emotions that she could not control were suddenly a little broken.
She took a deep breath, and Bo Jingchen held her hand, tightening and tightening.
"Well, I don't hate it."
Leaving the cemetery, Su Qingyu's mood was very low, and tears would slide down unconsciously when she looked out the car window, Xiao Su Fan was very well-behaved, not noisy or noisy, so she obediently hugged the tissue, and when she saw Su Qingyu crying, she wiped the tears on her face.
After driving for a while, Su whispered and suddenly asked Bo Jingchen, with a crying voice in his voice, "You take me to see Tan Fanqin." ”
She suddenly wanted to say goodbye.
Even though in the past five years, she has been far away from all her past life and seems to have started a new life, but her heart is still locked and she has not escaped.
Today, she thought it was time for her to put an end to all the emotions that had caused her pain and despair five years ago.
Only when her heart is liberated can there be a so-called new life.
Bo Jingchen looked at her eyes through the rearview mirror, and her lips pursed into a straight line. With a deep "um", he drove to the psychiatric hospital.
I haven't seen Tan Fanqin for five years, but I am a little shocked when I see it.
Su Qingyu and Bo Jingchen stood outside the door, afraid that Xiao Su Fan would be frightened by the people inside, so they didn't let him in.
Seeing Tan Fanqin sitting alone on the hospital bed, the scar on her face was shocking, the events of five years ago instantly came to mind, Su Qingyu didn't know how she did this ruthless back then, now that she thought about it, she felt terrified, that day she seemed to be possessed by an evil spirit, so she would be so ruthless.
"Is her nerves normal?" Su asked softly.
"If you were to be with a group of psychopaths and a group of people who thought you were mentally ill for five years, would you think your nerves would still be normal?" Bo Jingchen asked coldly.
Su whispered for an instant, thought about it along with Bo Jingchen's words, and couldn't help but think about it carefully, if it was her, she would go crazy, even if she couldn't go crazy, she hoped that she could go crazy, otherwise...... It's too painful.
"She is still different from the patients in this mental hospital, she knows who she is, and she remembers everything before."
"She's not crazy, she's just mentally ill." Su whispered and answered.
Bo Jingchen said "um" in a deep voice, "There's nothing to see, let's go." ”
Su Qingyu didn't speak, but looked deeply at the hair in his eyes, his face was full of energy, under the long-term drugs and mental breakdown, his appearance was not as good as before, he used to be thirty years old like a twenty-year-old girl, but now, he was like a fifty-year-old aunt......
Retracting his gaze, his chest felt a heaviness, he took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled it, and then moved his steps......
"Are you going to keep her here like this for the rest of your life? Wouldn't it be too cruel? Su whispered a little unbearable.
"At least she didn't think she was cruel when she felt that someone was raping you and trying to kill the child in your womb and you." Bo Jingchen's eyes suddenly froze, and he spit out this sentence in a deep voice.
Su whispered, her heart trembled, that is, because she wanted to kill herself, Li Jiaruo died.
"I kept her here, I didn't let her go, this matter has nothing to do with you, you don't need to feel guilty." Bo Jingchen turned his head and looked at himself affectionately and firmly in his eyes.
Su Qingyu knew that he didn't want to make himself feel too uncomfortable.