Chapter 18 Xia Yanjun's Life
Fortunately, the floor-to-ceiling windows next to the sofa overlook the bustling city have a good visual effect, and the corridor in front of the western restaurant is also clean, and Gu Yan and Jiang Miao's emotions have gradually eased.
Jiang Miao asked, "When did you book a seat here?" ”
Gu Yan said a little shyly: "I ordered it before I came, this one is delicious, I want to take you to taste it." ”
Jiang Miao smiled, indicating that she understood his kindness.
Wait until six o'clock when the restaurant opens.
Jiang Miao sat in the private room booked by Gu Yan in advance, saw the candlelight dinner in front of her, and listened to the little advance song played by the foreigner next to her, no matter how big her heart was, she could understand Gu Yan's intentions.
Gu Yan just wanted to create romance, and he didn't want to attack the city all at once, so he ordered this meal as soon as he did it, and he didn't express his liking for Jiang Miao too much.
And Jiang Miao, as usual, should eat and smile, but that's all, it is a standard attitude towards ordinary friends. The two returned to the crew's hotel, and when they were waiting for the elevator-
Gu Yan asked expectantly, "Did you have fun eating at night?" ”
Jiang Miao smiled and replied, "Very happy!" Thank you. ”
Jiang Miao didn't throw out the reason to continue to answer, Gu Yan had to ask again: "Then next time I'll take you to another restaurant, that one is also great!" ”
Jiang Miao still smiled and said, "Okay, next time." ”
Next time is about the same as no next time.
Gu Yan was not stupid, of course he could hear the subtext, and his eyes darkened.
After getting on the elevator, the two were silent. Jiang Miao was also very apprehensive in her heart, she was not the kind of person who would keep it as a spare tire in the face of a boy she didn't like. For her, love is there, and if there is not, there is nothing. She doesn't force others, and she doesn't force herself.
So, she said meaningfully: "Gu Yan, thank you." ”
Gu Yan let out a "hmm", the corners of his mouth were frustrated and strong, and when the elevator opened, he said "bye-bye" lightly, and walked out of the elevator.
The elevator closed again, and Jiang Miao looked at the ceiling and exhaled.
When the elevator door opened again, Jiang Miao was just about to sell the elevator, when he found a tall figure standing at the elevator entrance. When she looked up, it turned out to be Jing Zhan, who lived on the same floor.
After Jiang Miao walked out of the elevator, Jing Zhan let the elevator close and did not rush to the elevator.
He looked at Jiang Miao and saw that she did not have the blushing heartbeat of ordinary girls after a date, but with a sense of exhaustion that had just gone through a 25,000-mile long march.
So he asked, "I heard you went out shopping." What, not having fun? ”
Jiang Miao sighed, "Emmmm......"
Jing Zhan saw that she didn't want to say more, so she didn't ask any more. smiled lightly, but the ripples in his eyes were not light.
Jiang Miao saw him look like this, Jiang Miao saw him look like this, "Why are you so happy?" Any good news? ”
The TV series is almost finished, and the rest of the issues such as passing the review and scheduling are all troublesome.
Jiang Miao thought that Jing Zhan had received good news to solve this problem.
Jing Zhan didn't expect to be seen through at a glance, and faked coughing twice, "It's nothing, it's just that a case in the company originally didn't have any ideas, and suddenly thought of a good entry point, so I'm very happy." "Him
Whatever Jiang Miao said, she believed anything, she didn't find out that he was talking nonsense, after she listened, for some reason, she was full of expectations for tomorrow's shooting, and finally had a real smile in her eyes.
And after Jing Zhan's heart was not blocked, he did think of a better plan. So Jing Zhan and Jiang Miao finally slept well at night after each experiencing an indescribable day.
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The last scene of Gu Yan in "The Legend of Liuzhu" is a scene where the supporting actors and actresses reunite under the red walls of the Forbidden City. This scene is very common and very important, and Director Xu Wenhua didn't have a better idea, which was to prepare a long shot to shoot the two of them under the palace wall, and then let Gu Yan and Jiang Miao pass by and then look back.
Although Xia Yanjun is the villain in the play, she also has a miserable life, falling out of favor, being disgusted, everything is empty and wasted, and even her mother no longer recognizes her identity.
The glory and decline of her life, the expectations and resentments of her life, are all implicated by that smile.
Originally, she made a promise to each other, but she married away for the glory of the so-called prince, and did everything for the ungrateful prince.
Xia Yanjun will not be born with a femme fatale, but because the first child after the emperor ascended the throne was born to her, she killed the children of Concubine Mei and Concubine Yi. Maybe at first I thought she was greedy for glory, wealth, grace and power, and thought that she was just a woman in the deep palace who wanted to get a way out for herself, but she didn't think that what she cared about was never the name given to her by this dynasty, not the favor given to her by the emperor, but the pride of the prince. She planned for her son, worked hard for the succession, and did her best to do her best for the hope of her mother's family under the ruthless means of all means.
Yan Jun may have won the name of the concubine and the flattery of the harem women in her life because of her plans, but these are not what she really cares about.
Everything she has is for the sake of the prince's laughter. She is just a woman who has expectations and does not dare to live up.
She has a deep love for the prince, she once was pregnant with Liujia and kowtowed to beg for mercy despite anger, she once talked back to the queen in public for the reputation of the prince, and even when she was imprisoned in Qixiang Palace and abolished as a concubine, she thought that she could not live up to the prince.
Even if he was terminally ill and unkempt at the moment, he was still holding the peace bracelet given by the prince tightly in his hand.
After she listened to the queen talk about the prince's abandonment of her, the past that was originally unspoken until death was all revealed in order for the queen to tell her that the prince did not abandon her. But even if the queen deceived her, how could she hide this answer, the prince's handwriting was what she saw with her own eyes, and the prince's secret fold also came to her hands, and the answer she wanted The queen couldn't give her, she just wanted someone to hide it from her and leave her a little thought. But no, her prince finally abandoned her to protect his life, and after all, it was not as good as her to remember the love of her youth for a lifetime.
Xia Yanjun is extremely smart in her life, but she can't turn her back on her widowhood anyway, but after all, she made a wedding dress for others.
It's because she is too obsessed with the prince, "He can't stay by his side after all because of her beauty, if she can bloom here, maybe it will be his glory." The person she loved didn't even think of allowing her to protect her before she left, just the word glory sent Xia Yanjun's sincerity.
Since then, the noble daughter of the neighboring country Xia has entered the palace, from the Gege of the hidden mansion to the high-ranking concubine, and from the position of the noble concubine to the lingering sickbed of the concubine. Xia Yanjun was loyal to the prince and didn't dare to live up to it, but she had to make the last secret break to completely clear her relationship with the Yu family.
The mother clan was abandoned, flesh and blood were separated, and he was terminally ill and ruined. Most of the emotional investment in life has no return, but the friendship of youth has also come to naught. Xiao Suo's dilapidated Qixiang Palace, the fallen leaves all over the ground, the concubine who was very favored for a while, and the noble girl who came from afar, finally left alone, and there was no way back.
She has never lived a day for herself in her life, killing the prince and queen and the concubines, framing and framing the princess, doing everything, fighting for not a breath, but for the glory of a person. She wants to be the pride of that person and the eyes and ears of that person by the side of the Son of Heaven. Before she left, the prince said that she was his glory, light, only when it was bright, so once it dimmed, once he fell to the bottom, no one would pity him, who remembered your burning past.
In the later period, Xia Yanjun went from being a very favored concubine to being demoted to a concubine, and the proud noble son will never have an heir, but it is also retribution for doing all the evil things. Trapped in Qixiang Palace, it is still the prince who is still thinking about it, and it is still the promise with the prince.
She was unkempt and wrinkled overnight, and the original Concubine Jia's eyes were noble and self-assured, and she was proud of her birth, but in the later period, she broke her nails and thoughts, and her eyes were full of turbid vicissitudes.
After a night of deep thought, Director Xu decided not to shoot as before, readjusted, and the crew started filming again.
This is an important scene that Jiang Miao wants to be in the whole play.
After the prince ascended the throne, he needed to enter the palace to worship the emperor of the dynasty, because he forced his wife to die, and he had to be punished by the emperor, Xia Yanjun knelt outside the palace and kowtowed to the emperor sincerely, and there was no pain on his face when his forehead was broken.
She brewed her emotions and waited for the director to say that it would begin.
Director: "Begin." ”
After learning that the prince was leaving, she dragged her weak body that had just given birth and hurried to see the prince.
"Lord Wang!"
"Lord Wang!"
The weak voice couldn't be transmitted very far, and then he shouted with all his might, "Lord Wang! ”
The prince was stunned, stopped and turned back.
Xia Yanjun, supported by the maid, has no gorgeous clothes, no pearl crown, no bright red makeup, some have a pale face, a sick body and a striking injury on her forehead.
At a distance, she and Wang Ye looked at each other, and the switch of the camera made the two of them feel the joy and sorrow of reuniting after a long absence, without a word, the prince only left Xia Yanjun with an incomplete smile, with a little unknown desolation.
After returning to the palace, when the queen handed Xia Yanjun the letter from the prince who tried her best to clear up the relationship and only seek self-preservation, she also gave her a basin of sober cold water, a truth to peel off the fog of love and restore political interests, and a sharp dagger that cut off her nostalgia for the world!
She threw the bracelet that kept her day and night like a treasure, and admitted all her sins cleanly, and begged the queen to tell herself:
"All this is fake, the prince will not be like this."
After the queen left, Xia Yanjun said her dying words to herself in the mirror, and finally the camera was close-up on her face, with tears in her eyes and a smile on the corner of her mouth:
"If you can start all over again, if there is an afterlife, you must not live such a life again! Don't live like this again! ”
Director Xu waved his hand excitedly and shouted: "Perfect!" ”
At this point, Jiang Miao has officially finished in this play.