"I think we've all dreamed of breaking out of our cocoons and becoming butterflies, and most of us are still black calluses, hard and dusty."

Jiang Miao looked into the distance and recalled that he once said: "Now my acting career has just started, although sometimes I want to fall in love, but for career and relationship, I will choose career, now I am not a girl who has infinite longing for love at the age of nineteen or twenty when I first entered the industry, I have seen too much bloody love in the past few years, I don't know how long Jing Zhan's love can last, so I don't dare and will not put everything on him." ”

On the day of the graduation ceremony of the high school, Jing Zhan mustered up the courage to stop Jiang Miao in the endless crowd and asked her if she could take a photo with him as a souvenir.

The people around him were coaxing Jing Zhan, Jiang Miao agreed hesitantly, but Jiang Miao didn't know that Jing Zhan liked him at that time, and Jing Zhan's brother helped them take this photo.

After studying in college, everyone gradually began to change, Jiang Miao's original relationship with her classmates was not very good, and as the trajectory of her life gradually drifted apart, there was no contact after that.

Jing Zhan was also so good when he was a teenager, Jiang Miao once heard the girls in the dormitory discussing the boys in the school at night, and Jing Zhan was the person they discussed the most.

Jiang Miao has never seen him once, even if they have been at the same table for half a year.

I didn't look him directly into his eyes, maybe Jing Zhan's gaze would sweep over Jiang Miao, but it never stayed for a second; Maybe Jiang Miao's gaze would accidentally meet him, but she would quickly avoid it.

In private, Xiang Yuan, like other girls, kept sighing to Jiang Miao how good Jing Zhan was.

Jiang Miao also felt that Jing Zhan was good.

Where is he doing?

Jiang Miao didn't know either.

Although Jiang Miao thought that she had never liked Jing Zhan, her first heartbeat and nervousness in facing a boy was indeed caused by Jing Zhan.

It's just that after years of hard work, she has long forgotten that she has also been attracted to Jing Zhan.

I used to be excited because I was still inexperienced and curious about many things, but when I grew up, I read a lot of world affairs, the vicissitudes of life, my heart became more rational, I understood a lot of cause and effect, and many things were no longer full of curiosity.

Ever since Jiang Miao met Jing Zhan, he has always been so dazzling, very tall, very handsome, and very sunny.

At an age when you love to dream, it's hard to escape from the smile of such a boy.

It's probably just a moment, I don't know if it counts.

That time, Jiang Miao was very uncomfortable, and when she came back from the competition outside the school, she was exhausted, dizzy, and nauseated.

She forced herself to go to the canteen for dinner, but after a few bites, she couldn't eat anything, so she simply carried the packed meal back to the classroom.

Lying on the table, I stayed up until the evening self-study began, and after saying a word to the girl next to me, I went downstairs to the school doctor's office.

I barely walked to the door by holding on to the handrail or the wall, but I didn't expect the school infirmary to be open.

She only felt that she was lightheaded, and her eyes were black for a while, so she leaned against the door, closed her eyes and waited.

After a while, she heard someone shouting her name, accompanied by the sound of hurried footsteps.

Jiang Miao opened her eyes and saw that Jing Zhan was already standing in front of me, looking very anxious, and asked her what was wrong.

She honestly told him that she was not feeling well and wanted to see the school doctor, but the door did not open.

Jing Zhan said that he wanted to accompany Jiang Miao and wait, but Jiang Miao didn't want to trouble him, so he refused without thinking and persuaded him to go back to self-study at night.

But he politely refused, saying that it was not safe to leave her alone and wait for him downstairs.

Jiang Miao couldn't resist him, plus he was dizzy, so he really didn't have the strength to persuade him anymore.

He stayed with her until the school doctor opened the door with the key.

While waiting, he cautiously asked her if she was in a bad mood because she didn't take the exam.

is 1.8 meters tall, with that worried and faintly gossip expression, it's indescribably funny.

Jiang Miao couldn't help but laugh and told him that it wasn't like this at all.

In fact, she was probably blown dizzy because the air conditioner was too cold.

He scratched his head embarrassedly, saying that everyone thought she was angry because of her bad grades.

Jiang Miao couldn't cry or laugh, saying that she was not so stingy.

Then the two of them stopped talking, and Jiang Miao leaned against the door and closed his eyes to recuperate.

Soon, the school doctor appeared.

After opening the door, Jiang Miao sat on a chair and waited for the school doctor to give another girl a fake bill.

She thought he would go back when he watched me enter the school doctor's office, but he naturally stood by and watched.

She felt that it was a pleasure to delay him. After thinking about it, I thanked him, and then persuaded him to hurry back to self-study.

He refused again, arrogantly saying that he was not short of that little time, and he would not leave until he finished reading the school doctor.

At that moment, for some reason, Jiang Miao wanted to cry a little, as if her heart had been lightly touched by something, and she was a little sour.

There is a lot of homework in the second year of high school, and he may not be able to finish it in a hurry (although Jing Zhan studies well, he often doesn't do homework), he is probably afraid that Jiang Miao will be embarrassed.

Soon it was Jiang Miao's turn.

When the school doctor saw that she looked half-dead, he asked her to take her temperature.

When taking his temperature, Jiang Miao chatted with him with or without a match, and he couldn't remember exactly what he was talking about, probably just some trivial things in daily life, laughing while chatting. Probably a distraction, it's not so uncomfortable.

Fifteen minutes later, the school doctor looked at the thermometer, and she had a fever with a violent cough, but the overall problem was not serious. The school doctor advised her to go home and rest, but it was okay to stay in school if she wanted to.

At that time, Jiang Miao wanted to stay in school a little. After all, next week is the midterm exam, she is worried that going home from sick leave will affect the exam, and her home is far away, so it is not easy to go back.

The school doctor wrote the diagnosis record neatly and issued her a sick leave certificate.

Jiang Miao thanked him, and took the fake slip and planned to go back to class for self-study.

He stopped Jiang Miao and persuaded her to go home, saying that she couldn't study if she dragged it out like this, so it was better to go home and rest and come back.

Jiang Miao thought about it for a while, and felt that what he said made sense, so he should come down, planning to go upstairs and get his schoolbag and go home.

Jing Zhan said again that Jiang Miao was sick, and he would definitely not be able to hold it up and down, so he went upstairs to get his schoolbag and asked her to sit in the infirmary and wait for him.

After speaking, without waiting for her to refuse, she rushed out of the smoke.

Jiang Miao had just stood up, and the person was gone.

She sat down and waited.

After about a few minutes, I saw him walking briskly with Jiang Miao's schoolbag, panting and sweating profusely.

He asked her to go out together, but he kept carrying his schoolbag, walked with her to the door of the teaching building, and asked her to call her parents to pick her up.

Jiang Miao actually doesn't want to take out his mobile phone, the school is very strict with mobile phones, and he doesn't want to fish for law enforcement.

Moreover, Jiang Miao's home is far away from the school, and she doesn't want to trouble her parents to pick her up, so she thinks it's okay for her to go home.

Geng is as straightforward as Jiang Miao and honestly tells him his plans (maybe it's a little silly to burn).

As soon as he heard this, his face became serious in seconds, and he directly took out his old man's machine, which was very popular at the time, and asked her to call her parents to pick it up, and added at the end that if it didn't work, she would send her home, and she couldn't go by herself now.

Jiang Miao was a little frightened, so she obediently took the mobile phone to dial.

On the one hand, he has already caused him trouble, and if he wants to send him home, it will be too much of a delay in other people's time.

On the other hand, if the parents find out that she was sent home by a boy, the consequences, well, dare not think.

The phone was connected, Jiang Miao said very briefly, only saying that he was a little dizzy and coughing when he came back from the game, and asked his mother what to do.

When Jiang's mother asked her how she was doing, Jiang Miao just wanted to say that it was okay, when she heard him say coldly next to her: "You dare to say that you are fine?" Who was it just now who was coughing to death against the wall? ”

Jiang Miao remembered afterwards that he probably did it on purpose, afraid that she would not go home and lie about the situation, so his voice was much higher than usual.

Jiang's mother should have heard it, so she asked her if this was the case.

Jiang Miao replied sneeringly, she hurriedly asked her to wait at school, and she and Jiang's father came over immediately.

After receiving the line, he said that she was sick and couldn't blow the wind, so he urged Jiang Miao to go back to the infirmary and sit and wait, and then sat there with her for almost two hours, until Jiang Miao's parents called me to come out.

When Jiang Miao just went downstairs, it was just dusk, when he received a call from his parents, it was already dark, the lights were dim, he carried his schoolbag, sent Jiang Miao to the school gate, handed her the schoolbag, and waved her very chic hand, asking her to go back to rest quickly.

The light was too dim, Jiang Miao couldn't see his expression clearly, and only heard his concerned voice.

Jiang Miao raised her head, thanked him with a smile, and went out with her schoolbag.

She walked a few steps, couldn't help but look back, and saw him running all the way towards the school building, and she couldn't say anything in her heart.

When he got home, Jiang Miao took out his mobile phone and sent him a text message.

I've arrived home safely. Thank you so much for today's event.

Jiang Miao is a person who is not good at expressing feelings, and she also had fantasies that Jing Zhan liked her in high school, but she was quickly denied by herself.

She is a mediocre girl in every way, and Jing Zhan is the kind of person who can be found at a glance in the crowd.

In everyone, including Jiang Miao, Jing Zhan is simply the darling of heaven, born with a golden spoon.

In the eyes of outsiders, Jing Zhan was born in a wealthy family, with pride and coldness in his bones, warmth and warmth in temperament, and politeness and kindness in character.

The alienation brought by the growth environment is sleek, and the self-confidence and stretch brought by excellence.

You can see through other people's scheming at a glance.,It's a good balance left and right in chaos.,It's polite and detached in front of everyone.。

His charm is obvious to all, he is polite and detached, but he is also naturally warm and clean, and he is also childish and domineering and vulnerable. He is perfect in everything, but his flaws are very real, and the heart hidden under the shell of the stars holding the moon is really not the contrary, it can be regarded as soft, and the softness is the most moving.

He has all kinds of aura, studies well, and looks handsome, but he doesn't know that he never wants these, all he wants is a simple and warm home.

Jing Zhan's parents do not have a good relationship, but their status is high enough. One is Zhao Jin, who is known as the godmother of the entertainment industry, and the other is a famous businessman with a red background, filmmaker Jing Wenyao.

When he was a child, he was immersed in that atmosphere, and his excessive sensitivity did not teach him to be upright, but made him see all the curves and groveling.

But he does not always carry kindness, and his arrogance is not the arrogance of a teenager, but the ability of a seasoned adult to handle things smoothly and properly. This may be the source of his arrogance and disdain in addition to ability.