Chapter 50: Contradictions
After singing a song, the atmosphere was very warm.
The director "tsk" twice, with praise in his eyes, "Mr. Jing's vision is really accurate, so many actresses, he just praised Jiang Miao, how many people didn't understand it at the beginning, and he sneered on the Internet." Now look at it, Jiang Miao's acting talent is there, God appreciates it. ”
The host invited Jiang Miao to the sofa on the left side of the stage and sat down to chat about his thoughts on participating in the show.
Then the audience at the scene was invited to ask questions to the guests, and the selected audience member was a female student wearing a high school uniform.
She tied her ponytail, held the microphone in her hand, looked at Jiang Miao excitedly, and shouted excitedly: "Wow! Jiang Miao! ”
Jiang Miao smiled happily, but she was very calm in her heart, she had seen too many wild fans during this time.
The schoolgirl went on to say, "I... I... I love ......," she took a deep breath.
Jiang Miao was ready to smile sweetly when she heard her name.
As a result, the female student actually said, "I really like Mr. Jing so much!" I'm a fan of his! ”
slept until she didn't expect her to come back for a big turn, the audience laughed, the host was dumbfounded, and the assistant director in the director room said "ouch", thinking badly, "Cancel this link in the future, there are too many uncontrollable situations." ”
But the director stared at the screen with glowing eyes and said: "Cancel the ball, you see how good and natural this show is, and if you ask questions in the future, you will find this kind of two-person person!" ”
Jiang Miao was also surprised, she was stunned for a moment, and blurted out: "Jing Zhan still has fans?" ”
The host is monkey spirit, and he is tired of hearing it in one sentence, "Jiang Miao and Mr. Jing have cooperated in two plays, and the relationship must be very good." ”
The host focused on the three words "very good", everyone could hear the meaning of her words, Jiang Miao still smiled and said: "Yes, we are not only very good friends......
She paused, and everyone waited with bated breath for her next words, "He's still my boss." ”
The program of satellite TV and TV will not ask too much.
The host smiled awkwardly and politely, and then brought the words to the female student just now, "Do you have any questions you want to ask Jiang Miao?" ”
Jiang Miao had just escaped and breathed a sigh of relief, and then she heard the female student ask bluntly, "Is your affair with Jing Zhan true?" ”
The director applauded fiercely in the studio, "Wonderful! I like this kind of live audience, and I will invite her to come next time! ”
The gossip lovers, led by the host, all stared at Jiang Miao, waiting for her answer.
Jiang Miao complained in her heart, if only Jing Zhan was by her side at this time, it would be good if she could help her answer.
Her fingers clutching the microphone tightened, but her face was still smiling relaxedly, "You also said that it was a scandal, and it was really called news." ”
She didn't know if it was a good answer, but she couldn't think of a better answer for a while.
In short, it cannot be admitted.
This matter was on the hot search that night, with the title #Jiang Miao denying the scandal with Jing Zhan#.
Jing Zhan returned home tired after a busy day, and as soon as he took off his coat, Weibo pushed such a message.
After reading it, he frowned and threw his phone on the sofa in anger.
At dinner in the evening, he drank a stomach full of wine, and he didn't eat a few bites of food, and now his stomach hurts a little, and he wants to cook some noodles, but his phone rings.
He rubbed the bridge of his nose, thinking that it should be nothing serious at this late hour, so he didn't want to answer the phone.
But when he saw the caller ID Jiang Miao, he walked over and pressed the connect button.
Originally, because of the hot search, Jing Zhan, who was panicked in his heart, especially wanted to ask Jiang Miao when he would be willing to make the relationship between the two public.
But when I thought that it was rare for her to call herself, I was really reluctant to have an unpleasant relationship with her, so I didn't mention anything. "Hey, Miao."
Jiang Miao was also angry because of the script, but when he heard his exhaustion, he suddenly softened.
"Tired?"
Her voice was soft, and Jing Zhan listened very comfortably.
He unbuttoned his shirt, sat on the sofa and said "um", and discussed gently: "The two of us haven't seen each other for a long time, why don't you wait for a while, you can also take a break, let's go abroad to play for a while." ”
Jiang Miao is the time to fight, how can he stop now. She didn't answer this, and asked directly: "You pushed the script of the new article for me?" ”
Jing Zhan's brows deepened, "Hmm." ”
Jiang Miao sighed, "Jing Zhan, I want to act in that play." ”
Jing Zhan is also very direct, "That play not only has a kiss scene, but also that kind of exposure scene." I can't watch you make out with other men. ”
Jiang Miao knew it was because of this!
She leaned against the wall, looked at the starlight outside the window, thought for a while and said: "If it is an intimate scene made by a commercial film to speculate at the box office, I will definitely not shoot it." But this is an art film, and its scenes are all about better showing the plot. You've also read this script, can you look at this from a different angle. ”
Jing Zhan walked to the sunshine, blowing the night breeze, and looked up at the same starlight, "For me, being a man is more important than being a chairman, I can't ignore my subjective feelings and objectively look at the kind of exposure between you and others." ”
Jiang Miao found that she couldn't talk about this topic anymore, she shook her head silently, "If you're tired, rest early, and when I go back, we'll talk about it again." ”
Jing Zhan suddenly felt that he was far, far away from Jiang Miao, so far away that he could only look at her and not touch her.
He tried to run towards her, but he couldn't keep up with the distance between the two of them.
He could only say: "Jiang Miao, I love you." ”
Jiang Miao only said goodnight to him, and then hung up the phone. She stood still, tears welling up in her eyes.
Then he kissed his name in the air on his phone, as if saying goodbye.
Jing Zhan had a hunch in his heart that Jiang Miao might want to break up with him.
He didn't want to face it, and he refused to think about it.
A week after Jiang Miao returned to City C, the two people who had made an appointment to have a good talk didn't see each other, because Jing Zhan inexplicably began to get very busy.
At first, Jiang Miao thought that he was really busy, but he was so busy that the two of them didn't have time to meet, which was too abnormal.
She thought about it later and guessed that Jing Zhan should be hiding from herself. Jiang Miao smiled helplessly, thinking that he was not a debt collector.
She picked up her mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Jing Zhan: Let's meet again. Some words are said in the mobile phone, which is too child's play.
Jing Zhan waited more than three hours before replying to her: I'll go to you now.
Jiang Miao was asleep at the time, and after seeing his WeChat, he looked at the time again, it was two o'clock in the middle of the night......
But as soon as she thought of what she was going to say, Jiang Miao fell asleep, sat up and replied: Okay, I'll wait for you.
Forty minutes later, the doorbell rang at Jiang Miao's residence.
Jiang Miao opened the door and saw Jing Zhan wearing a hat and mask, "Are you sick?" ”
Jing Zhan shook his head, walked in, took off his mask and said, "No, I'm afraid that I will be recognized, and if I take any more pictures, it will not affect you well." ”
Jiang Miao lowered his head, "Thank you." ”
After closing the door, Jing Zhan hugged Jiang Miao tightly and said in her ear, "I miss you so much." ”
The two hadn't seen each other for almost two months, and Jiang Miao didn't want to think about him, as soon as his hand came up, he also wanted to hug him, but after a pause, he put it down again.
Jiang Miao asked, "What do you want to drink?" Coffee or tea? ”
Jing Zhan let go of her, walked to the sofa and sat down, "Don't be so troublesome, just water." ”
Jiang Miao took out the mineral water from the refrigerator, felt that the temperature was too cold, but poured it into the cup, added some hot water, and tried the water temperature again, feeling that it was easy to eat, so he put it in front of Jing Zhan.
Jing Zhan looked at the water glass, didn't hurry to drink, and waited for what Jiang Miao wanted to say to him.
Jiang Miao sat next to him, half a person apart, rubbing his palms, and looking at the water cup on the coffee table.
"Jing Zhan, I ......"
"Actually......, uh, don't you think it'......?"
Jing Zhan asked, "Do you want to break up with me?"
Jiang Miao didn't know why, he had already thought about something, but he suddenly didn't know how to face him. Now that he had asked himself, her heart skipped a beat, and she nodded with difficulty, "Hmm." ”
Jing Zhan leaned back on the sofa, and he didn't know if he was weak or angry.
His man smiled at her, the corners of his lips slightly raised, and he pouted with some of his usual lazy smile: "Just for a movie? ”
After asking, he shook his head as if he felt sarcastic.
As soon as Jiang Miao heard this, a cluster of flames burst into her heart, but she didn't want to quarrel with him.
Jing Zhan is good to her, she knows it in her heart, so she wants to break up peacefully.
There was silence in the living room for a few minutes, and finally the silence was broken with a sigh from Jiang Miao.
"It stands to reason that we are both in the entertainment industry, so we should be more considerate of each other. But every time I face the media and try to hide our relationship, and when you have to hide in order to accommodate me, I feel very sorry for you. At first, I thought that I would be better and more obedient to you, and I could compensate you a little more. But after a long time, the psychological burden becomes heavier and heavier, and later, as soon as this kind of thing happens, I feel like I have a nervous breakdown, and the first thing I think in my head is: It's over, and I'm going to cause you trouble again. ”
There was only one light on in the living room, which was not very bright.
Jing Zhan was wearing a hat, covering most of his face, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, but he could feel that his chest was greatly heaving, as if he was trying to suppress something. "What if I'm willing to put up with this? Even if the way the two of us get along now is completely contrary to what I have hoped for so many years, I am willing to endure this for you? Would you like to stay with me? ”
The road ahead is full of thorns and dangers, if I am willing to go to danger for you, will you follow me? When Jiang Miao heard his words, tears suddenly welled up in his eyes.
She leaned back on the couch as well, holding her head high and holding back her tears. waited for his mood to stabilize before he spoke again, but he didn't expect to be infected with crying.
"If love is so tired, why bother?"
Jing Zhan held her hand, his palm was hot, and her hand was cold.
"Is there no other choice?"
Alternative?
Jiang Miao thought about it, did she want to give up filming and be a little woman beside him?
That's impossible.
Or continue the relationship you are in now?
That still has to continue to wronged him to live an cheating couple life, and the next time there is a script with a sensitive scene, the two will have conflicts again.
Jiang Miao thinks that even if love can't give each other nourishment, don't drag each other down.
The two have reached a dead end.
Jiang Miao covets Jing Zhan's warmth, but the two really can't get along conceptually.
Jiang Miao clenched his left hand into a fist, forcing himself to be ruthless, and his right hand was withdrawn from his palm.
Jing Zhan's palms were empty, and his heart was empty.
He didn't dwell on it.
He felt very frustrated, he was willing to give up such a big step, why was she not even willing to be heavy with him?
Is it because she doesn't have as much affection for herself as she does for her?
In layman's terms, she doesn't like herself that much? This realization made him feel very uncomfortable and even angry.
He stood up, strode to the door, unscrewed the door with his hand, stopped again, and said to Jiang Miao: "You want an undisturbed acting career?" Then I will fulfill you. Tomorrow, I will ask the human resources department to arrange a full-time agent for you, and all your work arrangements will be arranged by the company in the future, and I will not ask again. ”
There is an element of anger in his words, like a child who says loudly when he is awkward: "I will never go back to this house again!" ”
After speaking, he walked out of the door cleanly, as if he was about to prepare to wander the world, but he was extremely eager for his family to bring him home soon.
After the door lock was brought with a "click", Jiang Miao's tears could no longer be held back.