Chapter 59: The Covenant
Jiang Miao: I love you, like a whale to the sea, like a bird throwing into the forest, inevitable, there is no way to retreat.
Jiang Miao walked out of the kitchen, looked at Jing Zhan and smiled awkwardly, his expression was extremely innocent.
Jing Zhan snorted.
And he said, "Have you cooked?" ”
Jiang Miao: "Ah... Oh oh rice, it's done, wait a minute. ”
I went to the kitchen again to bring out the food.
Ahhh
Jiang Miao originally wanted to say very resolutely that he didn't believe it, but when he saw his expression, he was a little uncertain.
But she really didn't know how to answer, so she could only talk about it left and right.
She hurriedly set the plate.
At this point in time, Jiang Miao usually doesn't eat.
First, she is now participating in the show in order to look good on camera, she must control her weight, and second, the words Jing Zhan just said really made her not in the mood to eat.
In the end, he didn't eat much, and Jing Zhan said to go out for a walk again.
According to Jiang Miao's current mood, she really didn't have the energy to go for a walk anymore, but she had no choice but to refuse Jing Zhan.
On the way downstairs, Jiang Miao kept absolute silence and did not make any eye contact with Jing Zhan throughout the whole process.
Although he didn't speak, Jiang Miao's nerves were tense until he saw the familiar street scene downstairs in his apartment.
This torturous journey is nearing its end.
She thought it would be okay to go downstairs, and she didn't forget to turn around and say goodbye to Jing Zhan before she went out.
"Thank you, Jing Zhan, for your help since this sentence."
She smiled as if nothing had happened between the two of them tonight.
It is said that the higher the expectation of one thing, the greater the disappointment.
Jiang Miao went from looking forward to becoming famous, looking forward to becoming the heroine, to realizing her wishes, and only Jiang Miao herself knew the sad journey along the way.
Anyway, there is really no such thing as a free lunch.
Jing Zhan didn't speak, but he also stopped.
The dim street lamp elongated the figures of the two people, and also weakened Jing Zhan's usual indifference and indifference. Even his eyebrows softened a lot.
Seeing him approaching him, Jiang Miao was like a great enemy, "Stop, stop, Jing Zhan, if you really want me to marry you, but at least there should be a pursuit, right?" If you move your mouth like this, it will also seem that you are too insincere. ”
She took a few steps back, and said everything in her heart regardless of it.
Jing Zhan stopped, as if thinking about what she said.
Jiang Miao waited for a minute, and rolled her eyes in her heart without waiting for Jing Zhan's response. "Whatever you want."
She turned away angrily, and her slippers were very loud.
Jiang Miao wasn't sure if Jing Zhan was just looking for a marriage partner or simply wanted to marry her.
If it's the former, it's no matter who it is except her.
But in the latter's words, Jiang Miao hadn't seen Jing Zhan show any willingness to marry him.
"Jiang Miao!" Jing Zhan stood under the street lamp and called her.
Jiang Miao said gently, stopped, but did not turn his head.
"Jiang Miao, I have liked you since high school, after eight years, I saw you again a year ago, I said to myself, I must do everything I can to complete your dreams, let you become the person you want to be, act the play you want to act, and make you the person at the center of the stage."
"I have never wavered in my heart for you, yes, I can't accept some of your actors' roles, but I've been changing, I just like to convince myself that this is all acting, this is your profession."
"But, why can't you see my efforts, when we were together, I didn't ask to announce our relationship to netizens, I've been adapting to your time, and I haven't forced you not to take the show, but even if I don't care about your scandals anymore, every time you wear a scandal, you don't want me to explain anything."
Jing Zhan didn't want to drag the mud and water anymore, he wanted to have a follow-up development with Jiang Miao, and he didn't want their relationship to end here.
Many years later, Jiang Miao would recall this scene every time she recalled the turning point in their relationship.
Jing Zhan stood under the street lamp, and the yellowish light sprinkled on his body.
Jiang Miao turned her head, the corners of her mouth raised, and walked towards him step by step.
"Jing Zhan, I thought you would know that there are many times in this circle when you can't help yourself, every time a new drama is released, you have to make noise about the scandal of the male and female protagonists, which you can't refuse as the protagonist, but I am very clear about reality and acting, for so many years, except for Lin Chengyan, an ex-boyfriend, I have never been moved by anyone until I met you."
"I know, you will want to know my attitude towards Lin Chengyan, so many years? I don't have any feelings for him, goodbye is just a friend, as for I don't clarify the scandal with him because I think it's also beneficial to me, after all, he now has a fan base of tens of millions. ”
"I'm not very good at expressing it, including my feelings, it's not that I haven't thought about announcing our relationship, but now is not a good time, I want to wait for me to stand at the height of unity with you, I want everyone to announce that I love you, I don't want you to be talked about by netizens and pointed at by others. I want our relationship to be built on an equal footing. ”
Jiang Miao grabbed Jing Zhan's arm and raised his head to look into his eyes, "So, can you wait for me, when I make results, I will think that everyone will say that I Jiang Miao is your Jing Zhan's girlfriend." ”
Jing Zhan's expression changed subtly, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly.
The moonlight fell on the bridge of his tall nose, his face was cut by light and shadow, and in the deep winter season, the breath of breath mixed with a little bit of his unique crisp breath soaked in.
Jing Zhan restrained Jiang Miao's waist with a lot of force, and Jiang Miao was a little painful.
She was forced to fall backwards by Jing Zhan, with the back of her head against the telephone pole behind her.
The two of them were very different in size, and they looked like eagles and chicks, and they brought her whole body inside.
"Jing Zhan." Jiang Miao frowned lightly and pushed him.
"Huh?"
The man's voice was deep and nasal, and Jiang Miao had goosebumps when he heard it.
Uh-huh!! She whispered, "You're so heavy." ”
Jing Zhan leaned on her and chuckled, moved sideways, hugged Jiang Miao in his arms, and still hugged Jiang Miao tightly.
After changing positions, he also asked considerately, "Is this still heavy?" ”
Jiang Miao: "......"
She sighed, but finally didn't push Jing Zhan away.
Jing Zhan said in a place where Jiang Miao couldn't see: "Okay, Jiang Miao, I believe in you, I'll wait for you, don't let me wait too long." ”
Jiang Miao's heart seemed to be illuminated by a beam of light, looked up at him, didn't say anything, but held his hand tightly.
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"Jiangmen's Wife" was suddenly announced to be released temporarily near the end of the year, and its premiere was finally scheduled for the night of the first day of the new year.
When he was in the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Jing Zhan took Jiang Miao to the villa in Ziyuan to celebrate the New Year together.
Jiang Miao faced Zhao Jin for the first time as Jing Zhan's mother's friend, and it was also the first time he saw Jing Zhan's father Jing Wenyao, although he was not as nervous as Jing Zhan when he saw his parents before, but he was also very nervous about Zhao Jin's opinion on his new identity and whether Jing Wenyao was satisfied.
Fortunately, Zhao Jin has always liked Jiang Miao very much, and directly gave her a set of jewelry from her collection that night.
Zhao Jin didn't ask about the parents, but said directly: "As a public figure, it is better to protect your private affairs." No matter how strong the relationship is, it is easy to become sour. ”
And Jing Zhan's father, Jing Wenyao, did not have too much enthusiasm for Jiang Miao, and Jiang Miao was not sure of Jing Zhan's father's opinion.
Jiang Miao took the words of the godmother of the entertainment industry to heart, and when she went home, she looked at Jing Zhan, who was concentrating on driving at night, and thought quietly: If his girlfriend is an ordinary person, what will happen after seeing each other's parents? Maybe you're already talking about marriage.
Jing Zhan noticed her gaze, turned his head and asked with a smile, "Why do you keep staring at me, do you want to ask me for an autograph?" ”
Jiang Miao was amused by him.
When he arrived at Jiang Miao's door, Jing Zhan said gently: "Rest early, although tomorrow's premiere will be in the evening, you still have to meet the media, and it is estimated that you will have to be busy all day." ”
Jiang Miao saw that he turned around to leave, and suddenly he was very reluctant, grabbed his arm, and pulled him closer to the door.
Jing Zhan was pulled by him, and closed the door with the other hand, "What's wrong?" ”
Jiang Miao pressed him against the door, the whole person was attached to him, delicate, and said coquettishly: "I don't want to spend the New Year alone, you can stay with me for a while." For the New Year, stay up together for a year and then leave. ”
What Jing Zhan can't stand the most is that Jiang Miao is coquettish, as long as Jiang Miao is coquettish, Jing Zhan will agree to whatever he says.
He looked at the clock on the wall, it was half past eleven, and now he would accompany her for another half an hour, and it would not delay her rest too much.
So Jiang Miao sat on the sofa, leaned on his arms, and watched the Spring Festival Gala with satisfaction. She held a bowl of cherries, ate one herself, and fed Jing Zhan one.
Jing Zhan looked at her lips stained red by juice, and she had cherries in her mouth, as if they were the same one as hers.
The TV was about to count down, and Jiang Miao spit out the kernel, waiting for the new year to come.
Jing Zhan suddenly pinched her chin slightly, and she followed his hand and turned her head to face him. Immediately afterward, I saw him kiss him.
His kisses have always been brutal, Jiang Miao was hugged by his waist and pressed by his neck, as if he had no control over his body, and was all at his mercy.
The kiss intensified, but Jiang Miao's body became softer and softer. Her head was like a mess of mush, and she had forgotten what to think, so she could only float up to the clouds with his heavy movements.
She was carried to the bed, and the creaking sound of the foot of the bed was heard in her ears.
She looked at Jing Zhan drunkenly, with tears in the corners of her eyes, and she just wanted to beg him for a lightness, but in exchange for his deeper and heavier encroachment.
After a night of losing control, Jing Zhan looked at the exhausted Jiang Miao beside her pillow distressedly, and felt very guilty in her heart, worried about whether it would affect her work status tomorrow.
After Jiang Miao was extremely tired, he slept very deeply.
Jing Zhan looked at her sleeping face, thinking to himself how good it would be if she could sleep in her arms every night? It's a pity, I can only think about it, not for the time being.
If the two of them live together, the paparazzi will find out the next day.