But Yue'er didn't laugh or move, and gradually, her voice lowered, "Fourth master, I've embarrassed you." ”

The fourth master was stunned and didn't speak, knowing that it was not only the third princess who was offended today, but Yue'er was going to speak to him in the end. He lit a cigarette and smoked it sullenly, and it was a long time before he sighed, "What a shame! Don't talk nonsense. Cover"

Yue'er smiled bitterly and muttered to herself, "...... Isn't there a shame...... What kind of eyes did those two men look at me just now? Fourth master, don't you understand? They didn't even greet me before leaving, they didn't even nod their heads at me, aren't you ashamed of being so contemptuous? Which of them doesn't think I'm lowly, and which one doesn't think I'm superfluous! ”

In fact, why didn't the fourth master make a fuss about this, and he was even more angry at this time, "Why do you think you are redundant, you are my wife and my wife, and wherever I want to take you is my freedom......"

Yue'er interrupted him, "But I'm not your wife, I'm not your wife, I'm your aunt's wife!" ”

"What's wrong with Mrs. Aunt! My aunt and my mother are higher than anyone else! ”

Yue'er smiled bitterly, "Even if what you say is all sincere, in fact, not only am I not above anyone else, but I am also one level lower than dust. Copper 80,000 is right, your aunt's wife is low, and your aunt's wife is even lower...... Including at this moment, you yourself regret that things were not done properly, you yourself regret that you took your aunt and wife to accompany the eldest lady to dinner, and you yourself regret breaking the patriarchal rules, and you have lost regret in your heart......"

The fourth master had nothing to say, and said impatiently, "Don't say this, what do others think and think, in the heart of the fourth master, you are my wife, what patriarchal rules!" Here in the fourth master, the fourth master is the patriarchy, the fourth master is the rules, you should be brought out, you should be brought out as well, no one the should talk nonsense......"

"That's good," Yue'er raised her head and said solemnly: "On the seventeenth day of the Gregorian calendar, Jiang 'Song Meiling returned to Shanghai, and there will be a banquet at that time, isn't it?" You will be present, and you will take me...... I want to meet Madame Chiang, even if I want to see it at a glance, this desire is not too much, no one in China wants to meet the first lady, not to mention that I am a schoolgirl, I am still in the youth age of dreaming, I also have curiosity, I also have vanity...... My classmate waited for three days and three nights in the film company in order to meet Hu Die, not to mention that Jiang Song Meiling is the first lady and a queen-like figure...... Didn't you say that? When you were twenty-one years old, you couldn't sleep all night excited to see President Sun Wenda, and I was only seventeen or eighteen years old, and I wanted to meet ...... too."

The fourth master was silent, and he didn't smoke the cigarette in his hand, letting it float with a thin line of smoke... Jewel...

Yue'er slowly got up and walked over to him, standing in front of him, "Take me to see the world, meet Mrs. Jiang, Fourth Master ......" Her words were very calm, as if pleading, but for some reason, her emotions were about to erupt like a volcanic eruption, as if she had suddenly been stimulated by something.

The fourth master finally exhaled helplessly, took a puff silently with a cigarette, and then hugged her into his arms.

Yue'er didn't want him to hug her, pushed it away, looked into his eyes and said, "Fourth master, why don't you speak, don't you take me there?" ”

The fourth master said: "Yue'er ......"

"You're not taking me, aren't you...... Madame Chiang met with the poor in Hankou and the orphans in Anhui...... Why can't you see me? The fourth grandmother promised to arrange for Miss Seven to attend the banquet when the time comes, why can't I attend......"

Yes, Miss Jing and Miss Seven were preparing for this banquet half a month ago, making six sets of cheongsam, three sets of dresses, and buying five pairs of silk shoes and five pairs of leather shoes...... They couldn't sleep for several nights because they were excited about this day, but it had nothing to do with Yue'er, and it was impossible for Mrs. Aunt to enter such an orthodox banquet......

"Why can't I participate, why can't I ...... the fourth master?"

"Yue'er ......"

“…… Because I represent decay, darkness, men's playthings, everything that can only be tucked away and hidden without seeing the true light, and it represents not as simple as 'low', but 'low'...... I am no brighter than the poor orphans and old mothers, they are only of low social status, not 'playthings'......"

"Yue'er ......"

"Don't say it!" She didn't listen to him, she knew what he had to say—he loved her, he loved her, and she was the most important in his heart; He knew that she would inevitably suffer some grievances in the Grand Mansion, but he couldn't come forward to protect her, that is, aside from the fact that the ladies and old ladies could not be offended, the things below were also trivial matters between women, and he was not good at interjecting, and the reason why he indulged her in playing with the young ladies was that he hoped that she would have a place to explain; He never sent anyone to follow her, and he did not want to violate her freedom too much......

He said these words on the pillow many times, but she didn't want to hear them anymore, she smiled bitterly, and said word by word: "Am I free?" Like a bird, I am only free in the palm-sized place of the cage, is that also freedom......

She looked at him, "Are the ladies my place of relief?" But what about the young ladies after they get married? What happens after I have a baby? I still have a few days to ......."

When it comes to giving birth to children, she feels even more heartbroken, the Rong family inherits the old rules in terms of children, and it is not allowed for the aunt to take the child, and the aunt's child is brought up by the nurse...... Everything is the suppression of the aunt's wife, and the more the aunt's life is later, the more disgraced the aunt's life becomes, and she doesn't even have her own children to be intimate with herself, what else can she expect......

She smiled sadly and said sadly: "One day, I will become a member of the couch and behind the card table, smoking big cigarettes and playing mahjong...... All these rotten and dull things will come upon me, and they will grind me day after day

Old pearl yellow, miserable and ugly...... I'm going to get yellow and moldy in the dim door of the mansion...... I see my fate clearly...... When I was young, I was your plaything, and when I was old, I was a yellowed human specimen at the door of the mansion...... The only time I shine is when you're entertained......"

The fourth master wanted to explain a few words, but he couldn't interject, today's incident touched Yue'er so much that he didn't expect it, and he expected that there would be some unhappiness, but he didn't expect such a big reaction.

Yue'er knew that he didn't understand the stimulation he was under, Young Master Yang Ni didn't say hello to Huo Xiaonong when he said goodbye, and he didn't even nod, Young Master Yang Ni may be careless because he was worried about the third princess, but if Jin Heyi, the wife of the fourth master, stood here, would he also be careless?

Yang Ni's attitude may not be nothing, what made her deeply stimulated was Huo Xiaonong, Huo Xiaonong was not careless, he glanced at her when he said goodbye, but when she smiled and was about to bow her head, his eyes looked from head to foot, and then withdrew his eyes from her feet expressionlessly, and went to say goodbye to the fourth master politely.

God knows how frightened she was at that moment! She had never directly experienced a man's contempt for her so directly, even if the other party looked down on her identity, she should also sell the fourth master a face, but no, they relied on the excuse of worrying about the third princess and seemed to be anxious to omit the number of courtesies......

If it weren't for the fact that she was too touched, she wouldn't have such a tirade at the moment, she has always been good at hiding her true heart, she didn't want the fourth master to see through her unwillingness and inner sense of rebellion, but she really couldn't help it at the moment......

"Fourth master, why is this...... The fourth master ...... "She held on to a chair as if her spirit had been suddenly broken, lowered her head and said with tears in her eyes: "Why don't you let me live a simple life, you must make me so uncomfortable......"

Tears flowed down, "Last year in the first school, it was also Mrs. Jiang who came to Shanghai, I and three other female students were selected into the etiquette group to go to the airport to offer flowers to Mrs. Jiang, but before leaving the school gate, I was stopped, someone reported that I was my aunt's wife, the headmistress's shocked expression is still heartbroken when I think about it, almost no etiquette, in front of everyone, she took the flowers from my hand and put them in the arms of another female student, and the teachers and staff stripped off the ribbon on my body and hung it on the shoulders of another female student, Everyone looked at me, and I just stood there like that, unable to even cry, tears in my eyes...... Fourth Master, why is this...... Is that what you call a hot ......?"

The fourth master hugged her in his arms, it was true that he was very distressed at this time, but what was transmitted to her heart was helplessness, such a deep helplessness. Let her down......

This man, he is really strong, he is resolute and decisive, outsiders have hardly seen him when he is helpless, but when she is wronged, he has never been helpless! He was helpless!

She died for him! Whether she wants it or not, she has been passively forced to sacrifice for him, but why is this, she has suddenly fallen from a beloved young lady to a despised slut......

If it weren't for the fact that it was too touching, some words would not have come out, but if it was even more difficult to speak, she also said it: "Fourth master, it's been two years, I've touched it all over, and I've played enough, you can let me go...... There are many flesh bodies in the world that are willing to touch the fourth master and play with the fourth master, and there are many stronger than me and stronger than me, you can choose at will...... If my father is gone, I will also go, tell me to go...... Fourth master, tell me to go...... I don't want to stay in Shanghai, this place is dusk in my eyes all the time, I can't see a ray of light, and I am about to suffocate in this dusk......"

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The next chapter is now halfway written, and it will be updated tomorrow morning around nine o'clock, thank you (Ichizuru Literature