Chapter 231: I Didn't Think About Dying
In the ward, when Lin Meiqi came in, although Tang Xue was still lying on the bed, she had already opened her eyes.
Seeing her confused look, it was obvious that Tang Xue had just woken up.
Come to think of it, when you wake up and find yourself in a different environment, and you're still alive, you should be surprised.
But Lin Meiqi found that Tang Xue's surprise was very light, and it seemed that she was just surprised how she got to the hospital.
"Meiqi, why are you here?"
Hearing the sound of the door, Tang Xue looked towards the door and saw her roommate Lin Meiqi appear.
She didn't remember that Meiqi had plans to come to Yanjing to play these days.
Not long ago, she was still posting a message in the dormitory group, but Meiqi never appeared, in Tang Xue's opinion, Meiqi should be busy with the school's laboratory, how could she suddenly appear in Yanjing?
Because on the day Lin Meiqi asked for leave, Tang Xue also asked for leave to leave, so Tang Xue didn't know that her roommate also left school.
In the past few days, neither Su Ting nor Xia Tian in the group have mentioned that Meiqi left school.
Seeing Tang Xue's surprised expression because of her appearance, Lin Meiqi was a little surprised.
Is his appearance more surprising than Tang Xue finding out that she is not dead?
Or maybe before......
Tang Xue actually didn't plan to die?
Lin Meiqi suddenly thought that when she was in the taxi, Chen Zizhang said on the phone that Tang Xue had not taken much medicine, so she saved the incident.
"Xiaoxue, what's the matter with you taking medicine?"
Without immediately answering Tang Xue's surprise, Lin Meiqi asked about taking medicine.
Tang Xue was stunned, and then she reacted.
"I only got into the hospital after taking medicine?"
Tang Xue looked at her roommate and friend, "Meiqi, don't you think I'm going to commit suicide?" ”
"The truth is, you almost killed yourself." Lin Meiqi looked at Tang Xue and felt that she might have had such thoughts.
"I didn't want to kill myself, I took those pills just to put myself to sleep, the kind of sleep that I couldn't wake up for a long time."
When she said this, Tang Xue spoke in a serious tone.
At this moment, Lin Meiqi didn't even know what Tang Xue was going to do.
"I just...... I want to dream of that dream like a memory of my previous life again, and I want to ask my husband in my dream how much sincerity he has for me. ”
Tang Xue said, the sorrow in her heart seemed to be in her words.
"I want to ask him, if it weren't for the accident and he was poisoned, would he be willing to risk being assassinated and continue to be with me?"
Hearing this, Lin Meiqi finally understood Tang Xue's thoughts.
She...... still hasn't let go of the relationship with Qi Yu.
For this reason, Tang Xue even wanted to deceive herself and return to her dream, hoping that the dream world could give her a good result.
It's a pity that everything in the past was not a dream, and there was no if.
And in the future, she will continue to face Qi Yu's inattentiveness to her feelings and her infidelity.
"Tang Xue, if you hate Qi Yu, I'll help you." Lin Meiqi spoke in a deep voice.
"You can do whatever you want him, he is ruined, he can't be loved for the rest of his life, or ......"
"Meiqi, why do you think that?!"
Tang Xue looked at her friend in surprise, a little surprised that these words were actually said from Meiqi's mouth.
Because he fell out of love, he was going to hurt Qi Yu?
Tang Xue never knew that Meiqi was so ...... about her feelings Overbearing!
"Even if he hurts your feelings, you don't want anything to happen to him?" Lin Meiqi was a little incomprehensible.
In her opinion, Tang Xue is too kind-hearted.
"I don't want to." Tang Xue shook her head.
"I think what I like should be the man in my dream who looks the same as Qi Yu, and who sees me as the only one." Tang Xue said.
"Maybe my feelings for Qi Yu are more pinned on what I love in that dream, although I also fell in love with Qi Yu later, but since he can't only see me, then I can't help it."
Although Tang Xue's words sounded very sober, Lin Meiqi didn't think that Tang Xue could let go.
"The reason why humans are primates is because human intelligence, thoughts and emotions can vary by hundreds, thousands, or even more, I don't blame Qi Yu for being amorous, he likes me, but while he likes me, he also has a good impression of other women."
This is what Tang Xue thinks in her heart.
Lin Meiqi understood everything, but she didn't understand.
The human mind is really elusive.
Wait a minute!
Lin Meiqi was stunned, and then looked at Tang Xue.
What Tang Xue just said......
She knows she's not human?
Or is it just that you will be mistaken?
At this time, although Lin Meiqi suspected that Tang Xue knew something that she shouldn't know, she didn't want to ask.
Don't pick some things too clearly, they can get along like before.
Obviously, Tang Xue had no intention of exposing everything.
"Meiqi, it's over, although it's a pity that I couldn't dream of another him in my lethargy this time, but I will slowly think about it myself, so that I don't think of him too seriously, and eventually I will get out of this failed relationship."
Seeing that Tang Xue had made up her mind, Lin Meiqi sighed.
"I hope so."
Other than that, she didn't have much to say.
Even originally she wanted to tell Tang Xue that Qi Yu should have been a short-lived ending, but now she didn't want to say it.
If Tang Xue can put Qi Yu down, it doesn't matter how long he lives.
It's just that Qi Yu is cheaper, because of the benefits of falling in love with Tang Xue.
If it weren't for Tang Xue, he would have been poisoned at a young age in his previous life, and he wouldn't have lived long this time before he died.
Maybe Qi Yu is not dedicated to Tang Xue now, or it may be that he was assassinated because of Tang Xue in the previous life.
Hundred causes must have results, and the way of heaven will not let anyone evade it in vain.
But the cause and effect between the two is unclear-
However, Qi Yu is sorry for Tang Xue now, and he can be regarded as repaying the fruits of his previous life.
The favor he received because of Tang Xue in this life, and the debt he owed to Tang Xue, may be repaid in the next life.
Tang Xue saw Lin Meiqi worried about herself, although she was uncomfortable because of her lovelorn before, but at this moment, she felt that she still had friends around her to support her, and she suddenly felt warm in her heart.
"Meiqi, I'm really fine, probably I did take a little too much medicine, I don't have any strength in my body at this time, I can recover after I take a rest."
Tang Xue had no suicidal thoughts, so after waking up, she learned that she almost stepped into the 'ghost gate' with one foot, and now that she has escaped death, her mood is different from before.
Even the slightest thought of wanting to die before is now gone.
After seeing that Tang Xue was indeed fine, Lin Meiqi nodded.
"Then you have a good rest, I ......"
Is she going to leave and return to Haicheng, or will she continue to accompany Tang Xue in the hospital?
Lin Meiqi has not made up her mind for the time being.