Volume 2 A Dream in Huangzhou Chapter 15 Moths Fight Fire

From a long time ago, Qin Zi had already made clear his goal, that is, to seek immortality.

Unlike most people, who have a strong pursuit of something, Qin Zi actually has no such pursuit.

Even what we now call the pursuit of immortality is actually different from what other people are pursuing.

For him, immortality has always been just a means, and what he needs is not immortality itself, but everything he can get after immortality.

Many people pursue wealth and power, but in fact, the same is true.

For those people, what those who pursue wealth is not wealth itself, but the value that wealth can represent, and what they need can be purchased through wealth.

And the same is true for those who seek power, in such a world, sometimes power itself represents wealth and power, so what they pursue is essentially the same thing.

The same is true for Qin Zi.

What he needs is never immortality itself, but the things that he can get after immortality.

He no longer has to worry about death, he doesn't have to think about time, he can have more time to do what he wants.

In this respect, he is no different from most of the world's laity.

However, maybe they are similar, but they are always a little different.

Qin Zi just looked at the sad teenager quietly.

The years have left no trace on his body, but they have destroyed his spirit completely.

However, the most ironic thing is that the strongest thing in his whole body is the spirit determined by the spirit.

For endless years, it was doomed that he would not even be able to escape by losing his mind.

This is the sorrow of the immortals, and this is what Qin Zi will definitely face in the future if he continues.

However, he is not anyone else, he is Qin Zi.

He has his pride, he has his own consciousness.

If it is the vast majority of people in time, when they encounter such a thing, they must also be confused, even those who can pursue immortality wholeheartedly, in fact, they just give up thinking and regard it as an obsession of their own.

Then if one day they do reach that point, they will only see it as their own pain, and they will regret their ignorance.

But none of these Qin Zi will be.

He is sensible and cold, he can force himself to empathize with others, and naturally he can control his emotions.

The sorrow of the immortals?

He has known that kind of thing for a long time, there are gains and losses in this world, if you only want to enjoy the results, but you are not willing to pay the price, then it is destined to achieve nothing.

Qin Zi knew from the beginning that something like this might happen in the future, but how could he care?

The pain of parting? Witnessing the grief of a loved one leaving?

Maybe there will be, but Qin Zi will not regret it.

If there is no ugliness, then the good will not be highlighted, and in the same way, if there is no pain, then what is the meaning of those joys, those happiness?

What does an encounter without distinction represent?

He has long understood these truths, so he will not be confused, never!

……

No one knows what kind of consciousness he holds, and even those closest to him can hardly imagine what he is thinking in his heart.

Maybe only Mu Mu, who has almost a heart-to-heart with him in this world, can peek into his heart a little.

His path is destined to be lonely......

No, maybe someone can understand, at least that's what he always believed.

He used to see it as a threat and was wary of that person, but when he really began to carry the load, that person seemed to be his salvation again.

No matter what, Qin Zi had been looking forward to the existence of the person who could understand him.

……

Zhu Chuyu didn't have so many thoughts, and when he saw the young man from the Right Heart Clan wake up, he began to observe him.

If you want to find out if he is the real culprit of that tragedy, there is actually a way, an almost impossible way to do it, a way that sounds extremely ridiculous-

That is to see if the person is kind.

If this is a kind person, then the possibility that he is the real culprit behind it will be very small; On the contrary, if the person is cold enough in his own right, then be on guard.

When he thought of this method, he actually felt a little ridiculous, but the most ridiculous thing was that such a seemingly childish method seemed to be the only choice they had now.

However, it is not so simple to observe a person, short-term observation, even he can only see the most profound character of the other party, such as the enthusiasm on Qin Zi's body, such as the laziness on Zhang Biao's body, and for example, the twilight in this young man's body.

Zhu Chuyu could see a certain feeling of almost misanthropy in him, although he didn't feel as deep as Qin Zi's feelings, but he also felt that for this person, it seemed that just being alive was a punishment.

So, now the three of them were in a very strange situation - the world-weary teenager was looking at the roof with vacant eyes, while not far away, the other two teenagers were observing him, and none of them said a word, and they reached the same balance.

Finally, the birth of a teenager lying on a simple cot, or some kind of platform that can barely be called a "bed", upsets this balance.

His voice was just as Qin Zi and the others had guessed, although he was still immature as a young man, but his tone revealed a kind of decay like a person in his twilight years, for Qin Zi, such a voice was like a dead branch, revealing a rotten aura everywhere.

Of course, for this teenager, Qin Zi's feelings are actually similar.

"Excuse me, those who are with me, they," the boy said, turning his head and speaking slowly in a feeble voice, inevitably with a long pause as he spoke of a certain place, as if searching for the right words, "are they, are there still people alive?" ”

Qin Zi looked at his eyes, there was no trace of hope in that kind of eyes, as if he was just asking like a process, and he had not expected the answer to this question at all, Qin Zi couldn't even see a trace of sadness in his eyes, only a breathtaking emptiness......

Even if he was as calm as Qin Zi, he was not very willing to answer such a question head-on, and just looked at him without saying a word.

The boy, no, he had the appearance of a teenager, he seemed to understand something, or rather, he knew everything from the beginning, and he didn't even expect any good answers, just casually asked.

But even though his eyes were hollow, he was still sad, and tears flowed from his eyes despite the fact that the expression on his face did not change.

Qin Zi also saw that his body trembled slightly, knowing that the serious injury on his body before only made his brows furrow slightly.

The conversation here attracted several people who were having a heated discussion on the other side, and they gathered around him one after another, looking at his silent tearful appearance, coupled with the appearance of a bewildering teenager, even the hardest hearted people would inevitably be a little unbearable.

The young man didn't seem to feel the tears in his eyes, and even showed a smile at everyone, but that tragic smile was even much more lethal than him crying directly.

"My name is Aguz, thank you for saving my life!" This name is obviously not a person who has left the country, but it is in line with his identity as a right-hand clan.

As he said this, he even wanted to sit up and thank everyone, but he was stopped just before he could make a move.

At this time, Zhang Biao stood up and said:

"Brother Aguz, I see what you are wearing, you should also be a frequent businessman, everyone is a peer, it is appropriate to take care of each other, there is no need to thank you. It's just a matter for your companions, and please mourn. ”

Zhang Biao was one of those who couldn't bear Aguz, and kindly comforted him.

However, to his surprise, Aguz seemed to have really seen it, although he still looked sad, but compared to the people who Zhang Biao had seen in the past, he looked much better.

Thinking of his young age, he actually ran a business outside, which made him have some guesses in his heart, and he couldn't help but sigh in his heart, this should also be a hard-working person.

After thanking him, Aguz continued in that feeble tone:

"Ladies and gentlemen, compared to you, I also know that I am a right-hand clan, with my recovery ability, as long as I wait for tomorrow, I will probably be able to go down the mountain with you, and please wait for me for a day, and then send me to Huangzhou City. I've been in business for a few years, and I still have some savings, so I'll definitely make up for your losses when the time comes. ”

To be honest, in fact, for people who don't know each other, such a request is a bit excessive, but who made him look like a poor teenager, even that mature tone is considered to be a young man's pretense of maturity, but the more it can arouse the sympathy of others.

Qin Zi felt that these should be his deliberate, this was the first time he had shown the wisdom of an immortal since he woke up, but it was still in Qin Zi's expectation, and he even felt that if it was himself, he should be able to do better.

But no matter what, even if everyone has some complaints, they know that they will definitely not be able to live if they put him here, they are not so inhumane, and they hesitated more before and he is in his current state and can't withstand a long journey, and everyone can't wait for him all the time.

Since he himself said that it would be good to wait for only one day, plus people said that they would pay to make up for the loss of the day they waited, then they don't have to hesitate so much, although it is a little troublesome, but they can still afford to wait for a day, just wait, and then send him to Huangzhou City.

For the kindness of everyone, Aguz expressed his gratitude again and again, and even made a young man look embarrassed after troublesome others.

Although this may still be a bit deliberate, it can be seen that he is still very embarrassed to involve other people, it seems that this person should have been a relatively shy character, even if he has lived for so long, the personality still does not seem to be so easy to change.

The next day confirmed Qin Zi's thoughts even more, with the rapid improvement of his body, his mental condition visible to the naked eye was also much better, at first he was still in a daze with the roof from time to time, but later the twilight on his body had been reduced a lot, and he could talk and laugh with everyone.

This made Qin Zi thoughtful, because he felt that at this time, Aguz's attitude of getting along with everyone was faintly flattering.

He thought about it and quickly understood why.

Because of the experience of loss, so I cherish the feelings between others more, every time after the loss, he will inevitably spare no effort to find a new bond that can relieve the pain, but such a new bond, one day will also add new wounds to him, but for this, he is not tired.

Such a feeling, in Qin Zi's eyes, was like a moth, and he couldn't help but pounce on the flames that could incinerate himself......

What a wretched man!