Volume 2 A Dream in Huangzhou Chapter 18 Believe in Yourself
Zhu Chuyu secretly aimed at Qin Zi for the sixth time today.
After going through the first few days, he had become accustomed to Qin Zi's personality and thought that he had seen him clearly, he had rarely observed him secretly like this, but no matter how he thought about it today, he felt that this kid was a little strange.
Although he would answer when he talked to him, it didn't look like he was in a daze, but Zhu Chuyu always felt that he was thinking about something.
If that's all it is, it's actually okay, after all, a sane person like them keeps his brain moving almost all the time, but this time Zhu Chuyu felt that what this kid was thinking about was definitely not simple, and he didn't know why, he always felt that he should know this problem.
In fact, Qin Zi is indeed thinking about things now, and he is thinking about his future path.
After going down the mountain for so long, on the one hand, he had to deal with some things, and after dealing with the hidden dangers, he headed towards the outside of Huangzhou City, Guanlan Academy, but on the other hand, he still had to prepare to find his own path.
Even if he really saw the owner of the "Three-Body Problem", even if he really had kindness to himself, he probably wouldn't take any peerless exercises from the other party to come back to practice.
On the one hand, this is because of his own suspicion, and he always wants to think more about things, but on the other hand, it is mainly due to his self-confidence and pride.
He did not allow himself to ask for help from a stranger.
According to Zhu Chuyu, there is a kind of arrogance in his bones.
He does not despise anyone, because almost everyone is inferior to him in his eyes.
He didn't know why, but that's how he felt.
Qin Zi never felt that he would be inferior to anyone else, even the talented Senior Brother Ling, even if he didn't know much Lu Shui, who was superior in cultivation.
He doesn't look at these people with a contemptuous attitude, in fact he is very good at formalizing the strengths of others.
But he is Qin Zi, no matter how much he recognizes the other party, even if he admires the other party in some places, even if there are some aspects that can make him think that he is inferior, but Qin Zi has never felt that he is inferior to them.
In Qin Zi's eyes, his gaze has always been on the highest place and has never wavered.
So now he's going to figure out a path for himself.
However, he understands these things himself, why is this Zhu Chuyu, why did he secretly look at himself six times in a row today?
It's not that Qin Zi can't be shown to others, if Zhu Chuyu looks at it openly, Qin Zi won't find any problems at all, but this thing is obviously secretly looking at it with his spare eyes, which is even more conspicuous in Qin Zi's eyes than looking at it openly, he found it the first time, and this time it has been six times!
"Why do you keep sneaking at me?"
He really couldn't bear it, and strongly suspected that there was something wrong with this Zhu Chuyu, not an ordinary problem, but a problem of that orientation, in order to protect his own safety, he decided to take the initiative.
"Huh? Have it? ”
Zhu Chuyu pretended to be stupid.
But to be honest, he pretending to be stupid is more like selling cuteness, which makes Qin Zi, a person who knows how dark his heart is, look disgusting.
Moreover, Qin Zi knew very well that he knew that he would definitely be discovered by himself from the time he peeked, but he didn't say a word, just waiting for Qin Zi to find him by himself.
This thing is obviously because he owes Qin Zi a favor, but he doesn't want to be a head shorter in front of him, so he uses these ways to disgust him.
However, I don't know if it's a coincidence or how, Qin Zi eats this set very much, and he can't be annoyed.
"But then again, you guy, it's really, it's amazing, although I know you can definitely find out, but who would have thought that you would find out six times, and a lot of them all at once, you guy feels a little jealous. If I had ...... at that time" He knew that he would definitely not be able to hide it from Qin Zi, so he simply didn't pretend, but sighed seriously.
But when he said the back, he suddenly stopped, making people wonder what happened to him back then.
Qin Zi didn't care if he deliberately did this, wanting to attract Qin Zi to ask, or if he just leaked his mouth and revealed a little bit of his past, no matter what, Qin Zi didn't plan to ask at all, just looked at him angrily.
"What are you trying to ask when you peek at me so many times?"
Zhu Chuyu said with some embarrassment:
"You know, I'm very observant, and I naturally noticed that you were thinking about something just now, and I wanted to ask if I was curious."
Qin Zi automatically ignored his previous braggadocio words, but he couldn't completely ignore his words.
Because just now, Qin Zi was sure that he couldn't tell that he was thinking about the problem at all from his appearance, and the reason was very simple, because he wasn't thinking about it at all.
Yes, he wasn't thinking about it just now, so naturally he couldn't see it.
In other words, he didn't think about the problem in reality just now, he was thinking in the spiritual realm with half of his consciousness.
Although it is said that there is no concept of time in the spiritual realm, Qin Zi has a physical body in reality, and the consciousness at both ends is from the same source, so even if he is in the spiritual realm without the concept of time, he cannot completely think still.
After all, his consciousness is connected, and if the two ends of the consciousness spend too much time together, then it will lead to the separation of the two ends of consciousness.
Therefore, when he is usually unaround, he focuses all his attention on the consciousness in the spiritual realm, and at that time, as far as the real body is concerned, time will pass very slowly, and when he retracts his attention, maybe the outside world has only taken a few breaths.
And usually when there are people in the outside world, his consciousness at both ends is to pay attention to it at the same time, and naturally there will not be that kind of situation, the time difference between the two ends of consciousness is too large, although there will still be a little gap, but the overall is under control.
Incidentally, when he uses psionic vision, the time of the two ends of consciousness is perfectly synchronized.
Then again, since this half of his physical body consciousness obviously didn't think about anything at all, then Zhu Chuyu said that he didn't believe it at all.
However, he did know that he was thinking about something, and he asked it out very disobediently, which attracted Qin Zi's attention.
"If you don't tell the truth, I won't tell you anything."
Zhu Chuyu was a little silent when he heard this, if it was usual, according to his character, eighty percent would be directly scolded, and there was a high probability that it would be some "You think I won't know if you don't say it?" Trash talk.
After all, he has always had revenge, this is his way of forbearance.
However, this time, I don't know why he was really a little afraid that Qin Zi wouldn't tell him anything.
He always felt that something like that must be important to him, so he decided to give in once and again.
Now that he was ready to give in, he decided to simply say it all, after all, with his acuity, he could easily discover his anomaly.
If he had encountered such a thing in the past, he would have been curious at most, and he should know that curiosity would never affect him.
But this time, for some reason, something had seriously affected his behavior, and he even wondered if he would be psychologically controlled by something.
In this cautious attitude, he decided to tell Qin Zi, who seemed to be more credible at the moment, his feelings.
Of course, if it continues like this, it is estimated that it will not be long before he begins to wonder, "I think Qin Zixin is also being influenced?" After all, this kind of situation that affects the psychology is still very rare, and if you can't figure out the situation, you can only worry about it.
He was silent for a moment, organized his words, and then said slowly:
"Actually, I don't know why, I shouldn't have seen anything, after all, looking at your appearance, no matter how you look at it, it's just normal walking, but I don't know why, I just think you're thinking about it."
"It's not enough, it doesn't explain your abnormality!" Qin Zi shook his head, this situation couldn't help but be unserious, after all, in his opinion, this was the first time that his biggest secret, the Spirit Domain, was suspected of being discovered.
This time, Zhu Chuyu did not continue to be silent, but said slowly:
"I don't know if you believe it or not, but I can tell you, it's just for no reason, I just suddenly feel like I should know what you're thinking, or my heart seems to be telling me, I must find out from you, I must know what you're thinking......"
In his habitual caution, he didn't directly express his concerns, in fact, at this time, he had already reached the point where he was a little suspicious of Qin Zi.
After Qin Zi heard this, he was completely silent, not because he was shocked by his answer or anything, but simply, he was thinking, thinking with his physical body in reality, and even the consciousness of the spiritual realm returned here.
It's not that he doesn't believe Zhu Chuyu's words, in fact, it's better to say that he already believes them, because he knows almost instantly what he is talking about, and what he wants to express in his somewhat incoherent words—spiritual intuition.
It's not logical at all, it's not logical at all, but there seems to be something noteworthy in it.
This kind of intuition may be present to mortals, and those with strong inspiration may have it, but those who have cultivated to a high level may not necessarily have it.
There was no logic in such a thing, but Qin Zi really felt it.
For example, after the death of his parents, he subconsciously did not dare to go home, such as later choosing books according to his feelings in the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion.
Even, he has seen his little sister Xiao Yuan'er, who can be called a spiritual intuition like a good fortune and avoiding evil.
Now, it is obvious that Zhu Chuyu felt such a feeling, and was a little afraid.
Qin Zi thought for a moment, then spoke:
"Sometimes, you have to believe in yourself!"
Hearing this, Zhu Chuyu fell into deep thought.
Obviously, Qin Zi knew what he was talking about, and gave his own advice, believing in himself......
What does it mean to believe in yourself, does it mean to believe that you will not be disturbed by this kind of external factors, or is this not an external factor at all, it is what Qin Zi said, yourself!
Ignoring Zhu Chuyu's feelings, Qin Zi knew that he would definitely be able to come out, and now, he was thinking about something more important.
According to what Zhu Chuyu said just now, some of the things he thinks are very important to him, so what is it?
Qin Zi began to think......