Chapter 79: Bai Yun's self-deprecation
"In that case, Bai Yun has already left Wei Songtao?" After a while, Ye Xiangyang asked again.
"Well, at least that's what she's decided."
"Then does Wei Songtao know about her beating the child?"
"I'm not sure about this, I don't know. However, I think that even if Wei Songtao knew, he might not come to see Bai Yun. Alas, in fact, Bai Yun really made a very wrong decision. I knew that if I had killed the child, she should have chosen to stay by your side, I think, you should be able to accept her, right? ”
Ye Xiangyang did not answer He Caiwei's words positively, and chose to be silent.
"Actually, I know you still have her in your heart, so I think you should go and meet her, at this time, she needs you very much." He Caiwei said.
"What hospital is she in?"
"Tianli Maternity Hospital."
After eating, Ye Xiangyang sent He Caiwei home, then sat in the car and hesitated for a long time, and finally started the car and drove in the direction of Tianli Hospital.
Along the way, Ye Xiangyang's mood was a little apprehensive, he didn't know if there was a chance to get back together with Bai Yun after this time? I don't know what kind of attitude Bai Yun will have towards him? Only now did he realize that Bai Yun was still so important in his heart, just like when he chased her.
When he came to Tianli Hospital, Ye Xiangyang parked the car and walked towards the hospital.
When he came to the consultation desk, he asked the little girl wearing a pink nurse's shirt inside: "Hello, I want to ask, do you have a patient named Bai Yun here who has just undergone labor induction, can you help me check it?" ”
"Okay, please wait." The little girl said in an extremely sweet voice.
After checking it on the computer, the little girl said, "Sir, I checked it for you, and there is indeed such a patient." ”
"Can you tell me which ward she's staying in?"
"Excuse me, sir, why don't you just call her and ask?"
"Oh, yes. Because she is my ex-wife, I am here now just to surprise her. And if I call her, I'm afraid she won't tell me. Ye Xiangyang said.
"Oh, that's right."
"Yes, look, this is the divorce certificate for the two of us, and we have only been getting it for about a week." Ye Xiangyang handed over the divorce certificate that he had just brought down from Chelit.
After taking a look, the little girl said, "Okay, I think you're quite sincere, you shouldn't lie to me." I hope you and your husband and wife can be reconciled, so let me tell you that she lives in Ward 8012 of the inpatient building. ”
"Okay, thank you."
After thanking him, Ye Xiangyang walked towards the inpatient building, and then quickly took the elevator to the 8th floor.
With a little nervousness, he came to the door of ward 8012, and through the glass above, he saw that it was a single ward, and Bai Yun was lying on the bed in the ward alone, in a daze, and the expression on his face was distressing.
Seeing Bai Yun again, Ye Xiangyang felt as if it had been a long time. The person in front of him is no longer a close lover who accompanies him day and night and shares the same bed, and has become a little strange and distant. And her countenance, although a little pale, is still so beautiful.
Ye Xiangyang pushed open the door of the ward, Bai Yun turned his head, and when he saw Ye Xiangyang, the eyes of the two were connected, and they couldn't help but look at each other speechlessly.
After looking at each other for a while, Ye Xiangyang finally spoke: "Bai Yun, are you okay?" I'll come and see you. ”
Bai Yun smiled bitterly and said, "I don't know what face I have now for you to come to see me." Did Cai Wei tell you? ”
"Don't blame her, I asked her." Ye Xiangyang came to Bai Yun's hospital bed, stood there, looked at Bai Yun and said.
"It's not important, and I don't blame her. Have a seat. ”
Ye Xiangyang sat down at this time, looking at Bai Yun's somewhat weak and sad appearance, and wanted to comfort her a few words, but he didn't know where to start.
"What's the matter, are you trying to comfort me? Actually, I know that this kind of thing is difficult for you to say, so you have to say anything. Bai Yun said.
"Why did you decide to kill the child so quickly. If that's the case, why would you be so determined to divorce me at that time? Ye Xiangyang said with some self-deprecation.
Bai Yun sighed and said, "You won't understand my feelings, this does look weird, even I don't know how to explain it to you." I can only say that I am sorry for you. ”
"Actually, you don't have to tell me this. Bai Yun," Ye Xiangyang said, suddenly involuntarily took Bai Yun's hand, and continued: "After all, the two of us have been together for so long, and we have no way to truly separate. As long as you want, I'm willing to take you home now, and we'll do it all over again, and I won't bother with you. ”
Facing Ye Xiangyang's burning gaze, Bai Yun sighed faintly, withdrew her hand, and said, "Xiangyang, in fact, I know, if you don't say it, I know, you won't dislike me, and you will be willing to take me in again." But you know what? The more you treat me so well, the more I have no way to face you. We can't go back. ”
Hearing Bai Yun's words, Ye Xiangyang's heart instantly fell to the bottom.
"Bai Yun, what do you mean? Is there still no way for you to let go of that Wei Songtao? ”
Bai Yun shook her head, "Xiangyang, I can tell you clearly that I will never meet you again in the future." However, I feel that if we are in a hurry to get back together now, this will always be an obstacle between us. Moreover, I have no way to face you myself. So, let's calm down for a while, think it through, and then talk about this question, okay? I am a stained woman now, and during my marriage to you, I was pregnant with someone else's child, can you really tolerate it? ”
"Xiao Yun, it's not your fault, I won't blame you, and I won't be an obstacle between us." Ye Xiangyang said sincerely.
"But that's just your opinion. Moreover, sometimes people simply do not have a clear insight into their own hearts. Perhaps, it will take some time for you to understand what is really going on in your heart. You won't blame me, but this incident, I think it will become a mustard in your heart, and even myself, I think I am dirty. ”
"Xiao Yun, I don't allow you to say that, it's not your fault, you're not dirty at all."
"Whether it's dirty or not, it doesn't matter whether I did it on my own initiative or not. For example, if a person accidentally falls on a muddy road, can you say that he is not dirty? ”
Hearing Bai Yun's words, Ye Xiangyang was choked and speechless.
"Xiangyang, actually, it's not that I don't have you in my heart, but I have you too much in my heart, I think that the current me is not fair to you at all. It would be very selfish to rush back together with you now. Today, I have already contacted my cousin in the provincial capital, he is doing some small business over there, just in need of manpower, I am going to go there to help him, by the way, it can be regarded as a distraction. ”
Hearing this, Ye Xiangyang also knew that it was useless to say more, although he felt regretful in his heart, but he also knew that no matter how reluctant he was, it might only backfire, so he had to say: "Okay, then you should be careful over there, I will come to see you when I have time." ”
"Well, when I calm down over there, maybe I'll come back to you, if you haven't found a girlfriend by then." Bai Yun smiled slightly.
Ye Xiangyang smiled bitterly and said: "I won't look for a girlfriend, I'm worried about you, you are so beautiful, you have such a good figure, there is never a shortage of suitors around you, in the provincial capital, I don't know how many excellent men will pursue you, after a while, I'm afraid you have become someone else's girlfriend, right?" ”
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